| 1:11p |
a crazy wednesday
I think that having a holiday to look forward to is kind of like having a crush on a boy. Because I tend to be daydreaming a lot about the holiday, and it cheers me up in slightly duller situations (eg. unpacking the dishwasher, hanging up my washing). I'm also planning things, like what I'm going to wear, what books I can read while I'm there, and whether I should bake cookies for people to eat!
Woah woah woah, it's only 1:12pm right now, and already things are happening so fast. There's so much to do! Wash my clothes, check to see if the illustration I did last night on the computer magically transformed into something amazing while I was sleeping (it didn't, but it wasn't as bad as I thought), buy my rock star brother a Marshall Bluesbreaker pedal and 6-inch patch cable (I walked into Venue Music saying to myself, "I'm a rock star, I'm a rock star" so that I'd seem confident, but I think I still looked like I didn't know what I was talking about), eat lunch. And now I have my meeting with Jeremy!
You know, sometimes I wish that my life was a little more ordinary. You know, going to the movies, actually having time for a boyfriend, not having so many strange problems to think about. That sort of thing. But you know what? I think that God has put me where I am and made me how I am for reasons and purposes. And while it is important to dream, maybe I should spend less time wishing my life was different and more time thinking of how I can make the most of my situation right now. And having a ball while I'm at it! |