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growing up, growing down
Yay, I finally finished my dissertation draft! Hurrah! God is so good. I can't believe that I pumped out all of those words. Instead of writing 6000 words, I ended up writing about 9600! And I haven't even finished it yet! The whole thing turned into a play all of a sudden. It's a bit like a morality play crossed with a Shakespearian comedy. It became this epic love story, about these characters called Toby and Kate. The funny thing is that I got really carried away writing the romance, and so now the play is more about the romance rather than the actual topic I was writing about. Oops. I really enjoyed writing it, though, and so now I'm thinking of becoming a writer! On top of becoming an artist, illustrator, actress and a fairy at children's parties. There is so much that I want to do in life!
Yesterday, I felt like I was back in year twelve- sitting at home, typing on the computer, looking out the window and dreaming about all the other things I would like to be doing instead. Maybe it's because I'm in my final year of uni. I've been really idealistic about things lately, which I think is wonderful! I've also been listening to Ben Folds Five again- I used to listen to them so much in high school. I love their music- it's so juicy and raw and real and funny. But I kinda like where I am right now- this place of idealisms, daydreams, opportunities and a particular crush. I think that I need to appreciate it more. It's sweet and innocent. |