melly's Blurty

rough weekend
ooo wow! what a weekend......first of all it started off great! lauren kk and kd came over after the dance on thursday and we had the most fun! (o yea and at the dance i danced w/ aaron a loooot!) on friday we went out to lunch w/ matt and will.....wow that was fun SIKE......anyways....saturday was a bummer......first of all adam h. told me i was a snobby b**** and i went crazy......i tried to kill myself...but aaron saved my life.....just one phone call i'm so thankful for him he's so sweet and i'm starting to liek him again UGH and he likes me too! but what am i gonna do about matt?! he says he "loves" me and he doesnt' even know what the hell love is...anywyas he told me i'm goin to hell and now i'm really mad at him......well me jenn and nicole made up we had all 4 him tonight and it went good. I'm still a lil out of it and i still hate my life...i'm just glad i have aaron! well g2g more later