12:13am 14/06/2003
 
mood: lethargic
music: life goes on by Leann rimes
i was mad a an injured snake earlier on today but im ok now. I'm just blah now, tired i guess, thinking too much and yeah. My mates i haven't seen for ages are coming over for the day / nite tomorrow and it sounds awful but im dreading it. I haven't seen them since the end of January but i can't be bothered. I guess its just a lack of motivation thing and I'll probably update this and say how it wasn't so bad after all.

Thats one thing i have learned from being up here. To make every day count. I try to do one thing to make my day more interesting or to make me feel as though i am destined for this earth, though more often than not i don't feel like i belong here.

Very philosohical thoughts tonight! thats a change from the psychopathic ranting that usually erupts from my mind.
 
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