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im d0ne.. [22 Dec 2003|02:42pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]
[ music | busta rymes xo ]

heyy i dono why im updating i guess cuz i qot alot on my miind .. hm i dono things feel differnt its werid and instead of getting upset im with the attuide of not caring anymore cuz every time i did it got me nowhere soo im done.. i realzied alot of stuff and joey if ur readen this this is to you , i always get upset every time he tells me something - and i realized hes not tellen me to hurt me hes tellen me cuz hes tellen the truth even tho it mite hurt n thats the kinda friends i need..that explains why hes my best friend then [[ ive been best friends with him a long time ]] and even tho we may fite over the stupidest shit i love him so much <3 soo thanks joey .. i mean it xo ney ways other than that im not even gunna get started on shit cuz instead of letting it get to me im not anymore stupid lil shit like with nick were done i guess he didnt care and i always just 4got n moved on n told myself he did - but this is to long a month nd i havent talked to him and it sucks cuz he knows how i feel about it .. soo once again this happens to me i sware im not good enuff for ney1 or neything anymore but kristin helps me... when im in the city in jan i thikn im gunna meet up with her i miss her alot she was aalways a good person to talk to .. and i miss her soo kriss i miss u and i love ya babe xo im gunna go call her acutally.. soo ill update later comment if ud like <3 ashy

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hold on for one more day :) [22 Dec 2003|11:12am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | xtina <3 im okay ]

hey-i havent updated in a long tiime so here it qoes..

nothing has been going on ive been babysitting non stop i cant even go out at nite neymore cuz im phyiscally drained and it sucks cuz i have to study cuz my test is comming up blahh neyways nothing really i went to the diner the other nite with amanda and we were all kool cuz we had a "full table" haha..it was funny then we went to wallmart at like 3 am and we bought blow pop watermelon lipgloss and rescies peanut butter there really good oh so yea we b in the game nOw <3 haha.. i talked to kristin a couple nites ago i miss her.. but im glad shes happy and not upsEt neymore love u babe xo hmm i havent talked to nick and i dont even no anymore.. i honestly didnt think it would be like this and it fucken hurts this time yes.. i will admit it does alot but nothing i can do ;( but neyways xmas is commen up and i went to find my xmas presents cuz i always do-and i looked like everywhere and i didnt find them .. but i finally did wha wha <3 whaaooooo!!! oh too hydii duh .. thank u for maken me this layout lol i love you ..u rock my bed not my socks <3 ear lube!! hahaha.. i went to the docotors and im on meds now im a lil calmer and not let shit get to me so it helps alot .. which is very good .. wha wha weeeee its all qood but neyways i gatta qo babysit ..comment if ud like since hydi is the only one who does haha muah !! <33 ash


[10 Dec 2003|12:28pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | (( saVed bY The BeLL )) Oh YEA ]

hii~i havent updated in a whille cuz yeah neyways,hmm i went to the docotors two days ago annd she gave me zoloft annd prozac.. and i need to see some therpist at kimbal medical center those were the assholes who saw me 3 years ago and did nothing but whatever .. im glad i got meds tho cuz the lady said it will change my mood... but it wont kick in to 3 weeks.. wich sucks dick but its better then nothing .. uhh i hung out with amanda two nites ago to annd i dl yahoo and i can see webcams soo we were really fucken board.. so we went in this webcam chhat,annd all these guys invited us to see there cams and holy shit i totally wont paste wat we saw but we will have fucken nite mares ( pENiS + ASSes = HaPpYneSS) HAHAHAH .. other than that ive been babysitting.. more and more blah-i get paid fridayy but i gatta save it up for xmas shoppen i went to the mall earlier with caryle and my paretns n liz .. i got my ring fited but i want it for my bday instead cuz theres some other shit i want + need< -- haha yes i need wha wha, theres this graftee hat - with my name on it i wannt annd a new eyebrow ring show i showed them some shit , other than that nothinng is going on .. i havent spoken to nickk.. i hatee this soo much cuz i dono wut happand , i really miss talken to him <33 neyyways. omg the other nite i went to get my tampon out and i couldnt find the striinng.. and i fucken flipped cuz i thought it was stuckin me and allt his shit lol but i thikn im okay ?lol .. I HOPE? i still cant find it hahaha .. JOEY TAKE THAT FOR A SICK STORY UU LIL SICKK PERSON EWWYY ~ corky thanks for the help lol .. " good friends tell u about ur period aaswome friends help u look for it ' hahahahahahahahah tankiie xo neyways im guna go now . not like ney1 POSTS U FUCKERS u all suckk major c0ck iight im out peace

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smillle :) [04 Dec 2003|01:10pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | undErnEAtH YoUr clOtHS <3 ]

heyy this probally will be long cuz im not gunna update till mOnday. neyways im babysitting and max is eating a powederd dounut im afraid to see the kitchen cuz his face n cloths were coverd in it bahha.. neyways im talken to joey nd hes tellen me i rite omfg wrong lol OMFG how did i say it i 4get ofmg ? lol i duno soo rawrr joey ill get it sooner or later lol .. hahah neyways last nite i went ttoo amandas nn we watched bruce almighty <33 and ate chiesnce food now i always get the same fuqqen thiing, shrimp fried riice.. annd steamed dumplings,soo id thought id try suttin new so i got egg foo young and i thought it was the white noodles.. dude i get this thing that LOOKS LIKE A BRAIN seriously like throw up i wouldnt touch it .. so i had some of amandas sweet n sour chicken dude i dono how ppl eat that shit either but neyways lol we had melon shots i had like 20 in my purse and she didnt like it soo i made her drink more lol hahahah "" hOly fuCk Me" hahaha neyways then this big thing happand with mer her n nikki , ive knowen amanda n nikki both from 7th grade but amanda n nikki met a yer later and nikki use to b soo fucken aswome to hang out wiith, but something happand n she changed and shes like throwen me and amanda away for nooo reasoon .. like i dont get it shes one of those ppl who can never b wrong like ever in her life.. she never said she was sorry i always came back to her same with amanda - shes acten so werid .but whatever yo.. my grandma came down last nite.. but no i was babysitting so i didnt really see her , buut she gave me 30 bucks but no do i have it now? ha no . its qone im so0 bad with money . i got nuttin well 7 bucks but thats for ciggs then im broke till next friidayyy and i gatta buy xmas gifts i dont even no wut to buy ney1 im so bad with that -i told my dad all i want is gift certficAtes n my name riing soo thats wut im getting i like opening giffts thooo like the lil bows n stuff weeee neyways.. im sappose to go see molly when she comes home next.. <33 but shes been haven a hard time so i dont know yet .. ;( i L0VE YOU!! but hmmm i havent talked to <33 nickolas <33 but i r0te him a email weee <33 ND oh yea i went off on sum other asshole cuz he lies hes lyen to me and molly at the same time n im not letting molly fall for it .. but w.e its been pissen me off alot but whatever fuck it xo hmm other than that im studdeyn -n- lOOken at art colleages in ny .. like just a one room apartment there is fucken like so much mOney .. soo i was thiknen i can live with my g-ma n take the bus in cuz they live like 5 mins from the ciity neyways .. so that could work out but amandas wants a apartment in seaside in the summer ni dont wanna do that cuz.. 1st of all seaside sucks dick. its 5 minutes from home and i dont wanna live withh her weriid ppl .. i wanna save to live in ny MY HEART IS INTHE CITY i fucken love it there like i love how its so busy its neverrr boring nn the ppl r so much better every time im there im always talken to a person whos like sings, or dances from some shit .. like when i went to see hanson imet this gurl who does gutiar for nora jones n she was tellen me how she wants to be a singer she was pretty kOoL neyways im gunna go <33 i need a ciig.. ill update monday peace out <33 xo

ashy <33

yOur hEart tEllS U WHaT U WAnT
and Your mInd teLLs u wUt u nEeD

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i have a penis [03 Dec 2003|11:50am]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | (( jerry sprinnger)) ]

hmm i got nuttin to update abouttt... im in a mOod i duno whyyy blaaahhh my gradnma is commen down todayy and i want a paiir of uggs well LUGS me n amanda call them uggs lol i need cloths n shoes so0o badd its not even funnie and i dont get paid till next friiday ;[ o0o annd i hate liiaars.. and i love how they keep on fucken lyeen..G0D u know wut im talken about molz hang in there it willl be iiqht <3 hmm i miss nickolass. . . . yes yes yes weeeeee im talken to joey about lol ahahaha sum1 lol lol F R E A K .. baha I L0VE YOU!! neywayys my gma just got here but im baybsitting ;( i still got 10 minutes to myself b4 max fucken comes home with justiin UHHH SHOOT ME NOOOOWW.......MY HAIR WILL BE OUT B4 THE END OF THE DAY ONCE AGAIN blah i gatta goo ill try n update later but who cares sinnce no1 reads or comments fuckers ;) have a nice day assshhyy xoxo

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h0lla' [02 Dec 2003|12:31pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | _ yOu lOok woNdErfuL TOnIT3_ ]

hey i havent updated in a long time cuz i can only update when im babysitting ndd it was the weekand soo wee here i qoo <33

i talked too niikkoliss .. annd weee im sooo fuqqen happy, im not all gunnna get into it cuzz its perssnaaaooll buut shh i love himm <33 i sware i feel soo spechail.. but sh nick i l0ve you!!! :) hmm whatt else oh yes molly was hOme.. weeee !!!!! i was soo happpy i didnt want her to go back .. but i sware we think aliike get outta mah braiiin .. lol hahaha ilu <33 .. some stuff happand im not gunna all post it either but molz ull be okay i promise imme bee rite next to u the whole timme :) bff4l.. then joeyss!!! i loveee himm , we talkedd n i realized i said some fucked up shit and if i could take everything back i ever said i would in a heartbeat,i really would and im so sorry for wahtever i diid to0 .. ;) bff4l <33 but then i went to tha ciity weee and i went to tiffanys ha i couldnt even afford to walk in the store,then we went to guccie uhh LOOKED threww winstins.. lol u need aan appotinment to get in there.. haha yea okay moven along then we went to rockafella center.. buut the place a dinnre was 60 bucks yeaa hahahahahha give me a fucken burger please <33 then we went to the hersey sto..ahh that store is soo cute!! then i got a lil keychain for my purse , uhh i went into another random store, and i got this shirt its fucken sooa swome its all fluffy n shyt lol weee thenn i got a purse, then we went bak to the bus station and the fucken guy didnt give me buy 2nd bus ticket so i had to buy another .. RAWR STUPID PORT ATHUIROTY SUCKS DICK ;) heheh neywaayyss then i went out wiith amanda,we went to the diner we live there there hot chocclatee iss soo yummieee then i fell getting up but i got bandaids soo its all good iight i gatta go have my play date with max i will update t ommrow <3

[poosssstttt ] ashy xo

you got me lifted shifted higher then a celining
and oh wee its the ultimate feelinng
got me lifted shifted feelen soo gifteddd


-coFf coFF- [26 Nov 2003|01:12pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | (( SHaKiRa )) ]

iight i havent updated in a whille yes shh .. i havent beeen at faiths to update but now i am h0LLA' soo lets see... i dont feel to good at all .. i have a sore throat my back hurts my ears hurt my tummy hurts and im really h0t i thinkkk im getting my period.. but its all qood wha wha neyways im sappose to b maken max lunch but he doesnt want neything yet soo haha more time foo mee yay!! for thanksgiven liz jay and steve r commen over that should b fuun .. liz is fucken harlious i l000ve herrr.. <33 steve is kinda weriid hes from out of thr country so none of us no whats hes talken about we nod nn say yes..w.e lol and jayy hes tha man lol hes pretty tite but neyways me n mom have been fighting worse.. and when me n amanda went to the diner last nite we started talken and i told her like .. my mom thinks low of me and shes been tellen me since i was young so it kinda sets iin.. and she agreeded with me she understands ya no cuz shes been there threw half of it anyways - so my mom was sober n goes do u hate me ..and i use to say no .. but ijust saiid yes .. ya no she isnt a mother .. she isnt she doesnt talk to me .. sit with me ..suport me .. or neything no1 really knows how it goess.. but instead of getting upset i talk to faiith now .. shes always there for me shes like my mom ya no!!! i l0ve herr xoo whaao!! hOlla wha wha neyways yaa me n molly talked last nite like old timmes.. baahhh it was niice.. get out of my brainn !! hahha i l0ve you!! bff4l.. other than that .. hmm i mite b going to see her but she keeps 4getting the fucken datee assssssssss so0o im not gunna no grr rawrr.. hmm im sad too about this whole nick thing but then again molz is the only one who udnerstands.. i dont got ney1 else to talk to about iit .. but her who is there for me n understands.. im just gunna have to play it out n stuff i guess i duno.. neywayss nuttin else has been going on i got in this not caren mood for some reason it feels pretty osm .. :) cant get hurt if ya dont care.. well im out .. postt x00x

<3 a s h y


M u a H [22 Nov 2003|01:32am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | (( DasB0aRD CoNfESSnIAol )) <--HaHa stEf ]

la la la im in a hyp3r mo0od whaao0o!! neyways lets seee i studdiie today uhh i hung out with nikki we got burger king and then amanda came over n we were maken fun of nikkis pants cuz the werent tied riite lol haha she was fiten with her mom so loud to lol so she left cuz she had " w0rk" lol yah okkkayy!! the me n amada had to qo to foodtown to smokkke. cu her ass isnt smoken in her car n more and i cant smoke inmy room and we were callen this gurl jules.. cuz we thought it was her and it was THa wrong person hahahha neyws then she made me drive up th streeett lol i did it ::claps:: whaao0.again oh im on r0ll wha wha :) neyways other than tha.. hmm ive been iight... . . . my mom has been sayen some fucked up shyt but its all qood cuz feb im out faiith is movn to florida with the kids and she old me she wantd me to come .. soo yea ima do it . . . . :) i gatta start saven id love to get out of here i was thinken of mov3n in wiith them neyways .. ;] otherthen that things have change but nuttin ican do and im not gunna sit here n care when no1 else really does yaaano ?so im going with it even tho it hurts a liil still .. just whateVer on thAT.. iighht im out im gunna go on tha tell.. n rite an email to mOllY WERD _


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tears in heaven [20 Nov 2003|05:50pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | ll eric clapt0n ll ]

hmm heyyyyy ~ nothing really been going on .amanda came over last nite and it was raiinging reallly badd brrr rawr almost caught cold i think i did tho .. cuz my throat hurts and my ears bleh ;[ neyways.we watched the smokers annd ate whip creme n choclate iice cream haha were fattys meanwhile that we had sald n pizza bahahha shh ..and she owes me a pack of ciggeretts cuz she always fuqqen smokes mine (( hIGh as A kYtE))HAHAH neywayys we called nikki to hang out but yeah she was acten werid n she wanntd liike - for us to cme get her xmas shirt with her? and my dadsaid no cuz of the tornado and my mom was like ts thanksgiving.. so she got all pissy n shit w.e tho i called molly .. we talkedddd things r iight but i dono its kinda unfaiir still how they both think its all my fault but its fine when they do it -i dont qeet it and like . i was readen joeys thing in his profile and it just like makes me out to b the bad person but w.e thats wut they thiink of me . anyways moven on-i gatta start looken in the mall for Jobs cuz this babysitting thing kills bad i mean the money is good n all but yeah i need to get out ..make new friends n not stay on the comptuer get away from all this n shyt ya no - get my car i cant waiit .. but otehr than that nothing is been going on nickk hates me ;[ he like thinks some werid shyt he didnt even listen to a* word was sayin he doent even no how i feel about him ha.. :( neyways im out peace



bROkEn <|3 HeARtED [19 Nov 2003|12:47pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | nOne CRyInG ]

AIIGHT this is probally gunna be long cuz i havent updated in a long timme,soo here it goes ::

alot of shyt happand . . . and yess i started it cuuz i felt the need to push certin ppl away cuz im going threw alot riite now.. i throw up my food i get sick all the time things at home r so fucked up . im so alone here.. i have like no1..thats the truth and i got sick of it so id thought id push the people i need the most away cuz i just wanted to run away.. to make this all stop .. i thought things got better but i know they got worse whenn .. i almost did something a couple nites i couldnt bring myself to do it - its not fair and its selfish - i need to be back on my medication .. i think i stoped taken it cuz it did werid shyt like made me shake n stuff nd sleep all day how is that gettting better?and i still look at the scars on my arms n wanna hate myself for wut i did cuz its nasty - there gunna be there forever <3 and its siick . neyways so i tried pushing the most two important people out of my liife.. and it got bad.. but i mean my best friend did it and i stuck by her when she did it .. and joeys id be lost without that kiid- he didnt leave me he was there foR me. . . sometimes u have to run away to see who comes after you - and he didnt leave - i guess my other best friend did .cuz when i saw certin emails she wrote my mouth dropped.. im not saying nothing bad id never say anything bad about her even what i saw im hoping she said it out of anger .. cuz yeah i still cry about it sum1 so close to you.. who ud think wwould be there foreever just giive up on you.. i dono wut im gunna do without her - but i guess she really thinks that of me .. i know im not a bad friend i know im not -.. me joey and molly have a werid friendshiip.. we each have differnt ones .. nd when we all talk 2gether it causes problems.. and no1 wants to admit that its not just one person its all of uuz .. jOEY turns into evil canevil when we fite- mOllY talks shyt- and id o the same nd i make it worse - like we all say we hate each other and its fucken nasty and siick none of us hate each other and i know that for a fact- it has to stop its fucken unhealthy-this iis why im depressed its cuz of this shyt - we use to b fucken best friends soo fucken good at a point i dont no wat happand i guess we all have our own shit now maybe- till this day id never give up one of them ever - or turn my back on ney of them no matter what is said oor no matter what is or happening cuz thats how i am - i dont turn my back on my best friends - and i needed to realzied that to myself. . likke they no me inside n out - thats it ill always love them with all my heart -and ill always say yeah ..they were my best friends id never talk about them n i never did besides joey when we fite cuz damm joeyy uur eviil uu lil fuckker lol and i prob called molly a bitch but u are lol and so am i .. wait im a cunt to0 riite.. neyways i dono i need to go say sorry to max- cuz i screamed at hiim uhOo AND i need to make him luunch- soo ill update tommrooww...

JoeY + hYDi + NicK <33 THANKS U GUYSS.. xoxox

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ExPrEsS YOSElF x0 [17 Nov 2003|03:45pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | (( BLink 182 *rocK SHOW)) ]

la la la iiqht im eating cheiense fo0od hmm da noodles chicken lo mien oh yeah wha wha iits so0o0 yummy !!!! im talken to joeyy nn nickk n corky .. la la la la la la nuttiiin is going on i got up tis moring and faiith told me didnt have to babysiit so im like score back to sleeep sc0ree.. me n amanda got taco bell last nite nn watched the wizard of 0z.. "" a friend is sum1 who can eat cimmio twist n watch short ppl with u " hahahahah if ucken love u i doono where id b without uu!!! meand her signed u for made,(( we wanna skate with the guys)) hahahahahhahahahahaha.. were soo gunna do it and wegunnna skateee like pross wha wha .. lol anyways last nite i came homme nd i walked upstaiirs and the fucken snowman went off i almost shiit myself i dono how the fuck it turned on either.. but bleh im gunna go studiie leave l0ve <3 asha

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[15 Nov 2003|01:35am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Tha nAnnY oH WHaT WHaT ]

okay :few: here iit qoes ll

today i woke up - and i was all readii to go next door and get my pay.. buut faith said she cant pay me .. i was soo fuqqen pist n i was afraid too com home n tell my mom cuz she woulda fliped but im a bad liiar neywayys so i told her n she flipped out .. bleh blah blehh neyways.. so i couldnt get periced and i was talken to my dad annd hes like "ashley i was talking to 2o ppl and a nose riing isnt goood it can get infected" im like kay dad i had my eyebrow done twiice annd its fine u just dont want me to get it annd im like u gatta understand that m growing up and im gunna do thingd onn my oown.. things i wannt.. i like percinings and tatto0s and he understuud.. so i though it was all qood.. soo0 i was wrong like always - my mother comes home and she got paiid today she had 2 things of shots soo i knew it was gunna b bad soo she started..with my dad told me i was uglly and useless.. and it didnt stop it got nasty i had to leave -soo faith took me to get a frostys i died without her someties the only thing i know of wuuut a mother is.. neyways then we went to wallmart n made fun of ppl haha.. and we wanted to find that cd of staga lee.. rock ur bodyy .. and we didnt no the name then and were all sining it to he guy who worked there n hes like uhh no FUCKER lol so we lefft .. annd i went home and it was like 1o oclock n amanda came over n we went to the diiner.. we shared a nanna split.. <3annd she didnt want to cuz she didnt want ppl thinken we were lezzies - soo im like LET ME FEED U BABY lol it was harlious we started talken about .. how everything went so fasst ..and how ppl were so shiity .. and (Old boYfriEnds) <--cof cof ASSS HOLES lol .. haha we had a great tiime.. i l0ve you bfff4l xox - then im home whaao0o all tiireed .. [ y a w n ] i miss mah nickolas thooo hes at skewl .. hes getting his edumaction on at middnitee hahahahhaha !! il0veeyoou <33 ;) im gunna qo now im tired n i need to get up early to0omrow nn get paiid n percied wha wha leavve love -ashy

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SHAkE IT LiKE A pOlOrIoD pICTure [14 Nov 2003|02:53pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | (( cRaig DavId )) <--BlEh :x ]

jUSt waNt u iN mY CADdYyY
DOnNT WANt to mEEt uR MoOma
JUSt waNt to mAke u CUmMmma

IM SOO PISTT OFFF... I BABYSIT FOR TWO WEEKS NOW ..73 HOURS.. AND I DIDNT GET PAID I GET PAID EVERY TWO FRIDAYS ..AND SHE TELLS ME SHE DOESNT HAVE IT ..THATS ABUNCH OF BULLSHIT CUZ SHE PAID ME THE LAST 4 FRIDAYS.. AND IT SUCKS CUZ SHSLIKE MY MOM SINCE I OVE. DONT HAVE A MOTHER n i told HER THAT WERID CUZ YEAH neyways IM FUCKEN GETTING MY NOSE DONE TOMMROW MY DAD ALL OF A SUDDEN IS BEING A DIICK ABOUT IT SAYN THE WHOLE ISNT GUNNA CL0SE UP HELLO I HADMY EYEBROW TWICE ANND IT EVEUTANNLY CLOSES UP AND IM NOT GUNNA TAKE ITOUT SO WTF I CANT WAIT TILL IM 18 3 MORE MONTHS I CAN GET MY TONGUE . UNDER MY LIP MY BELLYBUTTON MORE TATTO0S THEY CAN SUCK A DICK GOD I FUCKEN HAD IT .. BLAAHHH ANYWAYS I CANT EVEN GO OUT OR NEYTHING CUZ I HAVE NO FUCKEN CASH - I NEEDED MAKEUP-CLOTHS-ME N NIKKI WERE GUNNA GO HANG OU AT APPLEBEES BUT NO ASHLEY CANT SHE HAS NO FUCKEN MONEY blaahhh iight im a lil calmed down now wut wuut ... im talken to hydiii blahh he has cramps i soo sorry xoxo .. i prob wont do neything unless i hang out with amanda..with our cd mix with xmas music on it lol "santa baby " hahaha at the red litee lol WTF!!?!?! aha ilu!!! but neyways yay nickolas saiiid he mite be on tonite ;) ii miss hiim thiis musch --------> <--------- ;] la la la la im gunna try n scan pictures if faith issnt guna b a biitch but im gunna take some withamanda tonite neyways so yeah wha wha .. i outt ;)

post love xo


n e w _ l a y o u t x0 [14 Nov 2003|12:41am]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | _lil jOhN EasT SIde boYZ_qet l0\/\/ : ) ]

yo wuddup.. yall like mah new change oh i know u fcken do :) thanksss too myy buddie joey for fiden me dizz backrounnd .. annd icon I L0VE YOU!! and hyddiie for putten it 2gether uguys totally r0ck mah s0cks xx0x000xx

iight neyways so i went out tonite and omg me n amanda .. stopped at a red lite and this thug guy with this aswome car pulled down his window and singled for me to roll down mine so im all like wee an hes like so hunie can i get ur digits and im like o0 yes and i go 1800 bye bye aha im such a DORK WAD lolhahaha.. but nikki was being a bitch me n amanda were going toher hose n she lives all da way in like sliverton .. and she is like i have alarms on my house i cant go out .. and were like wtfbut she sneaks out with these guys weriid. so she started attacken me while iwas on the cel ph0ne with her shes like u dotn get it we need this cuz f wut happand and amanda goes bulshit joken around and she fucken fliipped like calm down all we wante to do was chill lol neyways so we pulled up to wawa and the atariscame on . .and i had my winter hat on excuse me shar shar im not a snow angle it was like 20 and thE wind was blowen ..i shoulda had gloves lol neyways and i was dancen and this big bLACK..delivery guy for wawa started dancen to the music im like eww negro get up in yo job fucker but yahh feww she wanted me to drive again but i didnt wanna end up on a fuckn curb.. lol like last time she wont learn till i dent her fucken car UU NIGGAWIGGA lol .. bahim so tired and im off toommrow and im getting my nose percied T0MMROW FUCKK YEAA WH0O WHO0O ..i cant waiit <33 no babysitting no nothing i can sleep inn ive been up so early n going to bed so late i havent had ney sleep - seriously when i was babysittting i couldnt even keep my eyes open the poor baby was like runnen arond naked ahahha neyways im talken to0 nick n amannas rite now n joeys away u fuckk URRRR .. and yeah it hurts like a bitch when u shave n u cut urslf NOT ON UR LEG all make fun of mee assss!! ~~ iight im gunna go now.. pEAcE -ASHy <3

post xxoxx

im here without u baby but ur still on my lonley mind
i think about u baby and i dream about u all the timme
im here without u baby but ur stil with me in my dreams
and tonite its only you and mee >> nick ii luu .. :) xoxox


suck my penis [13 Nov 2003|02:39pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | ((J TO Tha Lo ReMiX )) ]

<33 i painted my nails with black n blue markers :)
thanks u have a nice dayy I L0VEEE YOUUUUUUU!!!


mOrE :) [13 Nov 2003|11:43am]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | mrr jtttt ]

(1) The singular boring question: What is your name? ashlee marrie pellegrino
(2) If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been?: my mom would of named me zach
(3) Would you name a child of yours after you? nahh ..
(4) If you had to switch first names with a friend of yours, who would you switch with? sydneys lil friend haliey or my old friend in 7th kendra lol
(5) What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? ppl say pell-e-grin-o comon ppl
(6) If you were to become famous, would you drop your last name (like Madonna, Cher, Roseanne)? fuck yea id keep just ashlee marrie

(7) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? nahh i dont anymore..
(8) Do you think God has a gender? no.. i dont belive in god rite now
(9) Do you think science counteracts religion? umm
(10) Do you believe in organized religion? sure
(11) Where do you think we go when we die? no1 knows until it happens thats why its scary ..
(12) Do you feel a little funny thinking about the questions in this section? nah im all open n shit

(13) How easy is it to make you laugh? haha easy
(14) What person you know makes you laugh the most? mOlz+JoEy
(15) Do you laugh at jokes you know you shouldn't? haha all the time thats why its funnie
(16) Do you tell jokes you know you shouldn't? NO?im not a joke person ..
(17) What words instantly make you laugh or at least smile? penis lol hahaha
(18) What do you think is the funniest thing you've ever said or written? earlube haha hydie
(19) Do you ever dance to music when nobody's watching? all the fucken time man
(20) What is/are the worst song(s) you have ever heard? that smile by vtiman c
(21) What song(s) do you wish you could understand a little better? probably an incubus song
(22) What song(s) are constantly in your head? youve got a friend in me- toy story + lia fair song
(23) What song(s) do you think describe your personality best? PiNk-family portraiiit
(24) If you were to serenade the object of your affections, which song(s) would you use? from the bottom of my broken heart<--spears
(25) If the object of your affections were to serenade you, what song(s) would you hope he or she used? wicked game- chris isaak

(26) What movie(s) do you love that nobody else seems to? lil mosnters
(27) Do you agree with the idea that sequels are always worse than the original? yup..
(28) Who's your favorite Star Wars character? the guy with the pointy ears
(29) What kind of movie do you think there should be more of? hmm..sports movies, like more than just football ones
(30) What movie(s) do you simply not understand the appeal of? stra trek and the matriix
(31) When eating, are you more concerned with taste or healthiness? taste... though it probably should be how healthy..
(32) What's your favorite kind of cheese? uhh american?
(33) What do you think your answer to the previous question reveals about your personality? that im not too fond of cheese
(34) If you knew exactly what went into Chinese food, hamburger meat, etc., would you still eat it? id ont thikn so haha
(35) Do you ever feel guilty eating meat? um no lol
(36) Mac or PC? pc
(37) How much do you actually care about the inner workings of your computer, as long as it works? long as aol is worken im all good
(38) Do you ever begin preferring IMs to other forms of conversation? at times
(39) Do you find you're different talking through IMs than face-to-face or on the telephone? a little lol
(40) Have you ever ended bid on something on eBay and regretted it later? neah

(41) Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? shore i can play with my penis
(42) What do you love most about the other gender?tey can b sweet..
(43) What do you dislike most about the other gender?LYING BASTARDS
(44) What do you understand least about the other gender? HOW THEY can just not care..

(45) Do you sometimes see a movie or watch a show just because a good-looking celebrity is in it? fuck yea
(46) What celebrity's autograph do you want most? mr jt baby
(47) Have people ever said you looked like a celebrity, and if so, who? nah
(48) If there was to be a movie about you, who do you think should play you (in personality, looks or both):
hmm i nunnoz./?
(49) Does it ever annoy you when you know someone is a celebrity but you can't remember why? haha sure
(50) If you could enter any celebrity's mind like in "Being John Malkovich", whose would you enter? justin baby
(51) Do you want to be John Malkovich? maybe latter
(52) Do you laugh when you hear or read the number 69? haha yea im so immature
(53) Were you lying about your answer to the previous question? i was quite honest actually
(54) Do you actually know your Social Security Number? nope
(55) Do you actually know your IP address? ip adress?
(56) Do you know what an IP address is? nope
(57) Do you know the four-character extension on your ZIP code? yes!
(58) Ever thought there were too many numbers floating around in our lives? yes...math class
(59) Does your head begin to hurt when you think of infinity, imaginary numbers, irrational numbers, etc.? kinda at times
(60) What do you think of pi? i think he's a fag

(61) Did you get a little frightened or uncomfortable seeing this as a section title? haha no, i actually cummed
(62) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? i'd probably give them a chance
(63) Do you prefer getting to know someone first before dating them or going in "blind"? getting to know
(64) Could you carry on a relationship with someone with the same first name as a family member? nahh
(65) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? not really
(66) What's your opinion on sex without emotional commitment? forr
(67) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? no lol
(68) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good-looking? hell yea baby wha wha !
(69) Would you be willing to give up sex in exchange for an emotional commitment you knew would last? yea(70) Do you think the number of the last question was a coincidence? no.. this is the sex section..and 69 comes after 68 and before 70

(71) What is your favorite possession? my musiic
(72) What physical, tangible possession do you want most? drum set!
(73) How badly do you want it? lots
(74) Have you ever seen 'The Exorcist'? hell yea
(75) How long did it take you to understand why the last question is in this section? i had to read it over some times lol


joeys survey !! haha [13 Nov 2003|11:20am]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | MR jT <3 ]

Let's Dive Into That Naughty Past]

1. Do You Drink? hahah.. ME ASHLEY DRINK get outta here

2. How Many Times Have You Been Drunk? bahaha ..

3. Are You A Virgin? yes ashy is a Virgiin

B. When Did You Lose Your Virginity? hmm ..

4. Is Your Best Friend A Virgin? Joey KINDs is .. mollYs is a whore and mannas isnt

5. How Many Times A Day Do You Say Fuck? a fucken alot

6. Do You Wear Short Shorts? not int he winter lol ?

7. How Many People Have You Slept With? hmm.. 3 mentally lol haha

8. Do You Sneak Out Of The House At Night? yuplol

9. Do You Get Along With Your Mom? fuck no

10. How Many People Have You Kissed And What Are Their Names? hahahahaa.. im prude rite mOLS lol

11. How Many Guys Have You Made Out With? the list is endless hahahaha

12. Ever Been So Drunk You Couldn't Remember Your Name? in mexico ya

13. Do You Have Any Eating Disorders? no comment

14. Piercings? eyebrow ears so0 to be nose ;)

15. Tattoos?butterfly back shoulder ;).

16. Do You Wear Shirts That Show Your Cleavage? fuck yea

17. Do You Wear Shirts That Show Your Belly Button? yuuuppp

18. Have You Ever Smoked Cigarettes? lol yah

19. Are You A Regular Smoker? .....

20. Do You Do Drugs? nopey

21. Did You Once Do Any Drugs? yupp

22. Does Your Best Friend Do Drugs? hahahahahahahaha .. :)

23. Do You Have Any Kids? haha.the way i am yea

24. Do You Think You Could Be Pregnant? shore
25. Have You Ever Had Sex With Someone You Barely Know? sometimes


1. Have You Ever Had A Sexual Encounter With A Relative? omg ew no but my 5thcousin i wanted his penis when i was 7 lol

2. Have Your Ever Been Partly Undressed By A Partner In A Movie Theater Or Public Place? uhhh..

3. Have You Ever Dyed Your Pubic Hair? If So What Color? BABY BLUE WITH BLACK SPOTS

4. Have You Ever Recieved Anal Intercourse? all the time wha wha lol ..

5. Ladies Do You Have Sex On Your Period? Is It Better Or Worse At That Time? depends..

6. If You Are Married Have You Had Sexual Intercourse With Someone Other Than Your Spouse Since You Were Married? Oral Sex? Manual Stimulations? French Kiss? A Kiss On The Cheek Or Neck? Which One Of These Do You Consider "Cheating"? cheating is bad..

7. Spit Or Swallow? lol haha hOLLA IF YA SWALLA H0LlLA!! HYDIILOLOL shh

8. Do You Receive Pleasure From Having Your Nipples Licked, Sucked Or Bitten? hmm .LIcKed n suCKed :)

9. Have You Ever Used Sex Toys With A Partner? How About Yourself? nope.

[More Sex]

1. How Old Were You When You Lost Your Virginity? im a virgin idiotss

2. Do You Regret Anything About It? k maybe

3. Do You Believe In Sex Before Marriage? yesss .

4. What Is Your Favourite Position? BACk seAt wiNDOWS uP tHATs tHA WAy we LiKE TO fuq

5. Ladies, Have You Ever Faked An Orgasm? lol..

6. Men, Can You Tell If A Woman Fakes An Orgasm? la la la la

7. Would You Say Your Exciting In The Bedroom, Or Do You Stick To A Rountine? cum find out ;)

8. How Often Do You Have Sex? hmm .. 3 times a day imma say?

9. Can A Man Be Too Big? never to0 biig

10. Are You A Prude? omg yes i get nervous holding hands!!

11. Would You Consider An Orgie? lots of hot ppl

12. Men, Would You Ever Have A Threesome With Another Male? Women, Would You Have A Threesome With Another Girl? nooppey.. maybe if i was married and it was for my husband but i wouldnt do a whole lot

13. Have You Ever Been In A Relationship Just For The Sex? hahahaha OMG STEFFFF

14. Have You Ever Watched Someone Else Have Sex When They Didn't Know? yUp.. 7th grade DREWS HOuse lol

15. Are You A Sex Addict? i dont know?


la la la la la [13 Nov 2003|11:08am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | xo Mr jT xo ]

heyyyy ~ baahhh .. im babysittingg.. fuck fuck fuck fuck annnnnnd fuq fuckk me somme moree i got them ALL till 4:3o ... nikki came over last nite n we went driven around for a lil and she always gets herselfs tangled up in these problems this kid whos 25.. wont leave her alone and hes obssessed with her .. and she hangs out withhim cuz shes a SLUUT GUNINT Lol neyways . and the boy thinks they go out - but nikki doesnt stand up for herself annd sayyys .. " hey let me suck ur dick" to fuck with his head nIkKi ISSS A WHOREE haha neyways then rite im layen in my bedd and like at 1:3o am i get all these caller alerts from aamandaa .. so i go outside n she is outside at 1:3O AM!!!! we drove to seaside cuz she wants to look for a place to stay in the summer but i dono if im gunna do it ..thats a big step and yeah her phsyco boyfriend soo dono about that haha joey eeven said i wasnt readii fuckker ur a mean mean person ...MOlllz -> bff4L> i just wanted to say hi to u inhere lol haha neyways im gunna g0 i gatta feed the baby n put her down for her nap h0lla..

coMMent niGgAS XOXO


sOme shIt :) [12 Nov 2003|01:45pm]
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[12 Nov 2003|12:45pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | ((J TO Tha Lo ReMiX )) ]

iight hey woa.. i dono where to beqin so much happand yesterday.. ALOT of fucken draamma.. im not gunna all get into it but yall no what im talken about soo yeahh..it never like endss.. and ii dont no why something has too b going on or it has to mean something i dont know but im so upset.. seriously i didnt get ney sleep last nite i was thinking about fucken everything i had so many fucken thoughts running threw my minnd ... onllly some no wut im talken abouut.. i dono wut i diid it just hurts soo much i seriously dunt think i ever been this low nor have i ever felt thiis way either .. but neyways enuff of that i cant waiit till Fridaayy ashleey is getting her nose perciedd WHAAAO0O0O00O0O!!! i cannt waiit imma have amandda come wiht me h0lla <3 SHE CALLED ME last nite at like 1 am and she was outside my house- annd we went driving annd we were listening too some rap music and amanda is all emo so she didn no the words hahaha either did i was like la la la hmm wha wha lol it was so funny dude no1 was on tha road either it was soo weriidd.. bllalalalalalah.. neyyways imma go ill update tonite if my fuckennnn .. puter lets mee.. <3 ashyyy

(( mAYbe i DId SOmeThInG WRoNG))
((maYbe I JUSt waNna bE LoveD.....))


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