**bored**   
01:09am 23/08/2004
 
mood: worried
music: **blink-182**
Hey i know i havent updated in a while but who cares?? no one! Cuz its not like anyone reads this newayz...my best friend was in the hospital and i was seriuosly depressed and no one cared! thanx for speeding up the process of me feeling better!...NOT! god i hate you people! i hate everyone! heres a song for you to enjoy....have a great day! bye!
Easy Target>Blink-182

All her signals are getting lost
In the ether (thats what she wanted)

She's a landslide with ty
Beneath her

So take a good look, so you'll
Never forget it

Take a deep breath i know
I'm gonna regret it

Hollys looking dry looking for

An easy target
Let her slit my throat

Give her ammo if she'll use it

Caution on the road lies and
Hidden danger

Southern California's
Breeding mommas little monster

She's gotta mission and i'm

Collateral damage

She's the flower that you place
on my casket

Savor the moment cause the
Memorys fleeting
Take a photograph
As the last train is leaving

Hollys looking dry looking
For an easy target

Let her slit my throat give her
ammo if she'll use it
Caution on the road lies lies
And hidden danger
Southern california's breeding
Mommas little monster		  
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**I sTiLl LoVe YoU!**   
03:59pm 17/08/2004
 
mood: chipper
music: **blink-182**
so i was talking to my riley beau and we were talking about bobby of course and he said that he was supposed to come home friday or something like that...i was soo happy bcuz i really do miss him and ugh jus thinking of what happened to him is horrible but at least hes coming home soon! yay! but then on sun night when i was coming home from church guess what i saw??

yea up i saw bobbys car and holy crap is it messed up! it was funny i told riley i saw it and hes all like that shits fucked up! i laughed hes so cute and then he said that the creppy tela girl from summer skewl somehow got his sn and was talking to him and he said that she said that she wanted to kill everyone at summer skewl that was making fun of her so that means him, his gf kujo bobby mike and im like oh no she wont lol cuz i was like i would so die for you guys...cuz see she thinks she could beat like everyone up in skewl ha w/e shes got another thing coming to her! oh well i would so be there for my best friends there is no way she could touch them but really i think shes all talk most of the time haha but yeah im excited for my bobby to come home! well im out ttyl pc ~**the one and only sara**~		  
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**IaM i'M lOsT wItHoUt YoU**   
08:36pm 13/08/2004
 
mood: restless
music: **blink-182 > im lost without you**
Last night i was thinking while i was writing about everything i need to get out cuz i have no one to talk to.....no one understands....but here i go newayz but its not like anyone reads this or nething so its like a waste of my time....but im over it...like everything else specially my life right now....

Yesterday when i got to talk to darius again i was so happy to find out that bobby was gonna be ohk...he doesnt have to have his leg amp. and i have been praying and wishing for him to be ohk forever and i thank god everyday that i know hes there and he helped me through this that i know he answered my prayer.....its funny how you say you love someone then you dont actually realize how much you really do love someone till something happens to them....and its just stupid that someone has to get hurt or die for you just to figure out that you really do love them and they do mean the world to you and you seriously would do anything for them.....i did finally realize it when my friend died then i forgot about something stupid like that and didnt realize again till this happened and i just cant quit thinking about it it jus runs through my head 24/7 i have dreams about something happinin and everything.....i hate how this world that i live in for only a short time can ruin you...your life and your soul and your body this wonderful world that god made for you and you have to go and ruin it your only here for a short time...but alwayz remeber the reason for why you are here and why god would put you here and how he is your best friend and he will answer your prayers he understands everything hes the only one who truely does he knows why your crying or why your acting a certain way and when you have one thought in your mind that hes not there for you THINK AGAIN cuz he is and he alwayz has been and he always will be and when you think your life shouldnt be here anymore because what is going on in your life think of what he did for you.....he died on the cross to save our lifes and look what we all are doing to him in return! think about it and i def. have and i know that he will alwayz be there for me when i think no one is....and he has answered my prayer that my friend to be ohk and he will answer yours too.......later ~**the one and only...sara**		  
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**I lOvE bObBy**   
10:57pm 07/08/2004
 
mood: tired
music: **blink-182**
I dedicate this song to bobby, i love you babe and i hope you get better soon! i love you and i miss you soo much::
I'm lost without you > blink-182

I swear that i can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause i am, i'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause i am, i'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now i can hear footsteps i'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause i am, i'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause i am, i'm lost without you

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause i am, i'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause i am, i'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause i am, i'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause i am, i'm lost without you

I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you		  
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**sighs**   
09:20pm 07/08/2004
 
mood: indescribable
music: **shinedown**
hey all.....in the entry bfore this i told you about bobby and the accident well i found out more about it and i cryed forever and i jus cant quit thinking about it....i talked to darius last night and he came home the day it happend which was wednesday.

newayz......bobby had to switch hospitals and hes in detroit! his ankle is shattered and theres fractures in his leg and :::crys::: it might have to be amputated! i was so upset when i heard that i love that kid ABSOULUTLY to death....and something happinin to him makes me hurt and depressed and i cant take it nemore i have to c him! so if neone will i want to go to detroit! im not kidding you do not know how much i love this kid! im gonna go i cant talk about this nemore...pc		  
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**sigh**   
09:30pm 05/08/2004
 
mood: sad
music: **blink-182 cd**
hey ppl.....yesterday as not very many ppl know was a horrible day! one of my best friends got in a car accident!!......Bobby Bradford was driving down the road from his moms house back to the school and Darius Lee was with him and he was going 60 down the road and there was a garbage truck on the side of the road and there was a car coming and he slowed down all the way so the car could pass and when he slowed he still slid right into the garbage truck! The engine was in bobbys lap, he shattered his ankle and many fractures in his leg and darius has seriuos head injurys and a concusion cuz he split his head open and has to have stiches, so obviously they went straight to the hospital....that made me cry for the whole day and i wanted to go up to the hospital and i couldnt get up there....i feel like i let him down majorly like i dont care or something but i really do i love that kid to death i cryed the whlole day i couldnt concentrate on anything i jus wanted to see him and make sure he was gonna be ohk...im thinkin he is but i jus still feel bad and the scariest thing in the world is that I WAS supposed to be with him! so i could be in the hospital right now...but i didnt want to go by myself really so darius went instead...yeah well im gonna go ttysl pc ~**sara**~ p.s. heres a song i like by blink and yeah i did change some of the words to make it from me to someone else like so here ya go:

I swear that i can go on forever again please let me know that one bad day will end i will go down as your lover, your friend, give me your lips and with one kiss we begin

are you afraid of being alone cause i am, i'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause i am im lost without you

ill leave my room open till sunrise for you ill keep my eyes patiently focused on you where are you now i can hear footsteps im dreaming and if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

are you afraid of being alone cause i am im lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause i am im lost without you

are you afraid of being alone cause i am im lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause iam im lost without you are you afraid of being alone cause im im lost without you are you afraid of leanig tonight cause iam im lost without you

im lost without you im lost without you		  
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**sigh**   
09:30pm 05/08/2004
 
mood: sad
music: **blink-182 cd**
hey ppl.....yesterday as not very many ppl know was a horrible day! one of my best friends got in a car accident!!......Bobby Bradford was driving down the road from his moms house back to the school and Darius Lee was with him and he was going 60 down the road and there was a garbage truck on the side of the road and there was a car coming and he slowed down all the way so the car could pass and when he slowed he still slid right into the garbage truck! The engine was in bobbys lap, he shattered his ankle and many fractures in his leg and darius has seriuos head injurys and a concusion cuz he split his head open and has to have stiches, so obviously they went straight to the hospital....that made me cry for the whole day and i wanted to go up to the hospital and i couldnt get up there....i feel like i let him down majorly like i dont care or something but i really do i love that kid to death i cryed the whlole day i couldnt concentrate on anything i jus wanted to see him and make sure he was gonna be ohk...im thinkin he is but i jus still feel bad and the scariest thing in the world is that I WAS supposed to be with him! so i could be in the hospital right now...but i didnt want to go by myself really so darius went instead...yeah well im gonna go ttysl pc ~**sara**~ p.s. heres a song i like by blink and yeah i did change some of the words to make it from me to someone else like so here ya go:

I swear that i can go on forever again please let me know that one bad day will end i will go down as your lover, your friend, give me your lips and with one kiss we begin

are you afraid of being alone cause i am, i'm lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause i am im lost without you

ill leave my room open till sunrise for you ill keep my eyes patiently focused on you where are you now i can hear footsteps im dreaming and if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

are you afraid of being alone cause i am im lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause i am im lost without you

are you afraid of being alone cause i am im lost without you are you afraid of leaving tonight cause iam im lost without you are you afraid of being alone cause im im lost without you are you afraid of leanig tonight cause iam im lost without you

im lost without you im lost without you		  
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**I love Steve**   
08:49pm 30/07/2004
 
mood: ecstatic
music: **school of rock soundtrack**
Ohmgsh......i went on like my first date tonight! it was so great steve is an awesum person....he is like the hottest guy ever! hes so 19 too so were only 3 years apart which i dont think is that big of a diff. do you?? i dont so oh well but holy crap he is such a sweetheart and yeah we went to see The Bourne Supremacy even thought i saw it tues. i was goin with steve who cares what we went to c haha! yeah but i love steve....did i mention i loved steve?? cuz i do! ha yeah well im out im trying to eat and think about steve pc out peps!
~**Sara**~		  
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**omgsh....**   
03:04pm 27/07/2004
 
mood: loved
music: **hoobastank cd**
**OMGSH....today was pretty great! it all started when i had to take summer school you know and uhhh Monte is there and like he is soooo extremely hot and such a sweetheart...well to me at least but NEWAYZ......

Today my mom brought me n' Courtney BK and we ate in the classroom with Karrie and ugh stephanie (the nasty clarinet playa...she jus like follows all over the place and smokes cuz she thinks she will be kewl like us...HAHA think again! srry yeah) and then i was done eating so me n' karrie haha ditched courtany and i took my slurpee and fries and we went outside and i was eating my fries and sharin em and uhh winter, monte, patrick and jenelle came bak from being gone and we were still outside and ~*Monte*~ saw i had fries and of course he wanted some and OF COURSE i was gonna give em some i was jus being hard (haha jenelle dude were hard haha) to get the fries and so i turned and he was like huggin me from the bak ya kno to get the fries and he jus kissed me!!!! ahhh i so FREAKED OUT!!!! completely! and then he kept doin it too like 4 times i was jus like ugh do i have to give u one i liked that haha yeah that was my great time for the day! yea up yea up but then Bobby, Riley and Mike we were gonna go with them (me n' court) to smoke during the break and they stopped for us to get in but court wouldnt come on so we didnt go :-( oh well were goin tomorrow MORE DEF. cuz there like the best friends ever and they totally dont care cept for the fact they have to share the blunt haha or w/e they have that day but yeah the whole day riley sat by us he is such a sweetheart and i love him to death seriously what a qt ....i took his hat from him today and wore it, it like fits but it doesnt...make ney scence?? didnt think so oh well! this mornin my eyes were sooooooo bloodshot seriously they were like horriblely red from *cough* something* cough* lol yeah and so in conclusion i had a really bad headache!but yeah im over that now and now im gonna get ready cuz me and my cuzins that r here from texas are gonna go c The Bourne Supremecy @ 3:30 and then eat and go to the mall!so talk to yas lata!love most of you lots!haha and p.s. dont get used to this good mood either! srry thats jus the way i am! ~**Sara**~		  
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**omgsh....**   
03:04pm 27/07/2004
 
mood: loved
music: **hoobastank cd**
**OMGSH....today was pretty great! it all started when i had to take summer school you know and uhhh Monte is there and like he is soooo extremely hot and such a sweetheart...well to me at least but NEWAYZ......

Today my mom brought me n' Courtney BK and we ate in the classroom with Karrie and ugh stephanie (the nasty clarinet playa...she jus like follows all over the place and smokes cuz she thinks she will be kewl like us...HAHA think again! srry yeah) and then i was done eating so me n' karrie haha ditched courtany and i took my slurpee and fries and we went outside and i was eating my fries and sharin em and uhh winter, monte, patrick and jenelle came bak from being gone and we were still outside and ~*Monte*~ saw i had fries and of course he wanted some and OF COURSE i was gonna give em some i was jus being hard (haha jenelle dude were hard haha) to get the fries and so i turned and he was like huggin me from the bak ya kno to get the fries and he jus kissed me!!!! ahhh i so FREAKED OUT!!!! completely! and then he kept doin it too like 4 times i was jus like ugh do i have to give u one i liked that haha yeah that was my great time for the day! yea up yea up but then Bobby, Riley and Mike we were gonna go with them (me n' court) to smoke during the break and they stopped for us to get in but court wouldnt come on so we didnt go :-( oh well were goin tomorrow MORE DEF. cuz there like the best friends ever and they totally dont care cept for the fact they have to share the blunt haha or w/e they have that day but yeah the whole day riley sat by us he is such a sweetheart and i love him to death seriously what a qt ....i took his hat from him today and wore it, it like fits but it doesnt...make ney scence?? didnt think so oh well! this mornin my eyes were sooooooo bloodshot seriously they were like horriblely red from *cough* something* cough* lol yeah and so in conclusion i had a really bad headache!but yeah im over that now and now im gonna get ready cuz me and my cuzins that r here from texas are gonna go c The Bourne Supremecy @ 3:30 and then eat and go to the mall!so talk to yas lata!love most of you lots!haha and p.s. dont get used to this good mood either! srry thats jus the way i am! ~**Sara**~		  
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**omgsh....**   
03:04pm 27/07/2004
 
mood: loved
music: **hoobastank cd**
**OMGSH....today was pretty great! it all started when i had to take summer school you know and uhhh Monte is there and like he is soooo extremely hot and such a sweetheart...well to me at least but NEWAYZ......

Today my mom brought me n' Courtney BK and we ate in the classroom with Karrie and ugh stephanie (the nasty clarinet playa...she jus like follows all over the place and smokes cuz she thinks she will be kewl like us...HAHA think again! srry yeah) and then i was done eating so me n' karrie haha ditched courtany and i took my slurpee and fries and we went outside and i was eating my fries and sharin em and uhh winter, monte, patrick and jenelle came bak from being gone and we were still outside and ~*Monte*~ saw i had fries and of course he wanted some and OF COURSE i was gonna give em some i was jus being hard (haha jenelle dude were hard haha) to get the fries and so i turned and he was like huggin me from the bak ya kno to get the fries and he jus kissed me!!!! ahhh i so FREAKED OUT!!!! completely! and then he kept doin it too like 4 times i was jus like ugh do i have to give u one i liked that haha yeah that was my great time for the day! yea up yea up but then Bobby, Riley and Mike we were gonna go with them (me n' court) to smoke during the break and they stopped for us to get in but court wouldnt come on so we didnt go :-( oh well were goin tomorrow MORE DEF. cuz there like the best friends ever and they totally dont care cept for the fact they have to share the blunt haha or w/e they have that day but yeah the whole day riley sat by us he is such a sweetheart and i love him to death seriously what a qt ....i took his hat from him today and wore it, it like fits but it doesnt...make ney scence?? didnt think so oh well! this mornin my eyes were sooooooo bloodshot seriously they were like horriblely red from *cough* something* cough* lol yeah and so in conclusion i had a really bad headache!but yeah im over that now and now im gonna get ready cuz me and my cuzins that r here from texas are gonna go c The Bourne Supremecy @ 3:30 and then eat and go to the mall!so talk to yas lata!love most of you lots!haha and p.s. dont get used to this good mood either! srry thats jus the way i am! ~**Sara**~		  
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**omgsh....**   
03:04pm 27/07/2004
 
mood: loved
music: **hoobastank cd**
**OMGSH....today was pretty great! it all started when i had to take summer school you know and uhhh Monte is there and like he is soooo extremely hot and such a sweetheart...well to me at least but NEWAYZ......

Today my mom brought me n' Courtney BK and we ate in the classroom with Karrie and ugh stephanie (the nasty clarinet playa...she jus like follows all over the place and smokes cuz she thinks she will be kewl like us...HAHA think again! srry yeah) and then i was done eating so me n' karrie haha ditched courtany and i took my slurpee and fries and we went outside and i was eating my fries and sharin em and uhh winter, monte, patrick and jenelle came bak from being gone and we were still outside and ~*Monte*~ saw i had fries and of course he wanted some and OF COURSE i was gonna give em some i was jus being hard (haha jenelle dude were hard haha) to get the fries and so i turned and he was like huggin me from the bak ya kno to get the fries and he jus kissed me!!!! ahhh i so FREAKED OUT!!!! completely! and then he kept doin it too like 4 times i was jus like ugh do i have to give u one i liked that haha yeah that was my great time for the day! yea up yea up but then Bobby, Riley and Mike we were gonna go with them (me n' court) to smoke during the break and they stopped for us to get in but court wouldnt come on so we didnt go :-( oh well were goin tomorrow MORE DEF. cuz there like the best friends ever and they totally dont care cept for the fact they have to share the blunt haha or w/e they have that day but yeah the whole day riley sat by us he is such a sweetheart and i love him to death seriously what a qt ....i took his hat from him today and wore it, it like fits but it doesnt...make ney scence?? didnt think so oh well! this mornin my eyes were sooooooo bloodshot seriously they were like horriblely red from *cough* something* cough* lol yeah and so in conclusion i had a really bad headache!but yeah im over that now and now im gonna get ready cuz me and my cuzins that r here from texas are gonna go c The Bourne Supremecy @ 3:30 and then eat and go to the mall!so talk to yas lata!love most of you lots!haha and p.s. dont get used to this good mood either! srry thats jus the way i am! ~**Sara**~		  
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*why, why, why?? blah*   
03:03pm 14/07/2004
 
mood: depressed
music: *3 doors down cd*
*So life sucks, nothing new there! Everything goes wrong in my life.....nothing rarely ever happens good...no joke. But why me......so i like this kid named Monte and c i have a friend named Jenelle and c me and Jenelle r like best friends and c my other friends like Courtney and Winter told Monte that i liked him kk well then ya know in the last entry what he does then Jenelle goes with him to smoke and then after skewl was over i was talking to her and i was like woe look at monte and blah blah blah talkin ya kno then shes like uhh Monte asked me out and im like when and shes like jus a few sec ago and im like oh and shes like but i havent answered him yet then shes like im srry and then she goes and tells courtney and then shes like i feel bad and ya know what she should too i dont want to b mean cuz i love her but i mean cmon i like him a lot and even courtney said if she were jenelle she wouldnt go with him and courtney also told me that jenelle told her that she likes monte but not a lot im like mmm yeah well thats jus one thing that went wrong in my life trust me i have a lot more where that came from.....so then theres this kid that is absoulutly georgeous and his name is trevor but i call him orlando cuz he looks exactly like him and then theres this kid named roland or w/e and i was nice to him today and bought him pizza and everything then he finds out i like trevor and wanted to tell him in front of me then i was like no dont do that so then lata when we were bak in class cuz that was at lunch break he went bak there and sat by trevor and his friends and started talking to em and im pretty sure he told him i had the hotts for him cuz ya know then dj was yelling at me that roland had been calling me so when i look bak at roland trevor jus looks down while smiling and roland blames it on him......w/e i was so mad..... i jus hate people i hate everything and everyone guys are such jerks!! i hate em all every single one of em and if for a second you think a guy is sweet or nice think again cuz their not! ya know what its probably jus my luck cuz everyone hates me bcuz im uhgly and fat sorry i cant help it ppl what am i suppose to do jus die actually it doesnt sound like a bad idea right now i told courtney jus to burn me cuz she was trying to i jus told her to kill me right there and then so i wouldnt have to go on...ohk i kno im fat and actually i have lost a lot of weight but its still hard you cant jus be fat one day and the next b skinny even tho i have went down 2 pant sizes and a shirt size and still more too......well i have been crying for 2 hours now so im gonna go now talk to whoever lata pc! ~*the fat and ugly Sara*~		  
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*blah*   
02:03pm 13/07/2004
 
mood: hungry
music: *radio*
*hey low ppl....whats goin on?? nothing much here either...... sommer skewl is sooo much fun yay!

ohmgsh "orlando" was so not there yesterday it suced so much but then today ugh he was only there for an hour then at lunch he left!!!! whats up with that?? he is so hott im not kidding!! oh and then theres Monte....winter, jenelle, and courtney had to go to him and tell him i liked him so then at break i was standing by court and he comes up and hugs her then he like pats me on the back and was like " hi my lover" UGH!!!! i wanted to kill them for telling him i was mad and for him to say that ohmgsh i wanted to die lol oh well im bad luck and yeah i know im uhgly so he could never like me....neither could trevor so yeah im over it haha inside joke kindof lol so yeah im gonna go cuz i have to clean the room ha like im gonna yeah right.....ohmgsh all day courtney jus sits there and calls jodo.....i was like awe poor kid leave him alone shes like no he needs to wake up ha its like 9 in the morning poor jodo im srry lol well now im gonna go so pc out peps! ~*Sara*~		  
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*haha*   
07:46pm 08/07/2004
 
mood: awake
music: *radio*
2:40 pm - *haha*
*started sommer skewl the other day and actually its not that bad! actually its kind of fun! me and courtney moore have become really good friends.....shes pretty kewl.... all we do at skewl is stare and laugh and do mimics of SOMEONE lol she knows who that is GO HOME haha srry had to put that in but oh yeah and we have soo many inside jokes too! fun times yeah nothing really other than that is goin on.....my lifes boring pretty much nothing to do but get up and go to skewl..... heres some inside jokes jus for fun! (btwn me and courtney) >..... p.s. the last one is at the end of my entry!

>tastes like arbys
>oopps!
>GO HOME!
>jodo
>"orlando"
>awe guys you made me ink
>are you still talking
>Cooch!!
i think thats it lol courtney if theres nemore tell me mkay?! kk well im gonna go now talk to yas lata pc! *muah*

totally wicked
-the amazingly awesum sara! haha		  
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*all day....every day....every hour....every minute.....every second*   
09:31pm 04/07/2004
  Life: what exactly is the meaning of it?
Life: miserable
Life: dreadness
Life: missing someone constantly
Life: still missing that someone constantly every day every hour every min. every second		  
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*tear*   
09:46pm 22/06/2004
 
mood: accomplished
music: *el radio*
*!!!! I MISS YOU DEANNA ASHLEY!!!!* i finally got my pictures bak today and i got the cutest pics of you! and you and "that someone" pic is ADORABLE! and the pic u got of my "someone" when the bell rang after second hour is cute! yay! LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH! *muah* latar on!
~*Sara*~		  
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*eh....blah....cant wait till friday!!*   
07:53pm 21/06/2004
 
mood: exhausted
music: *the sweet sound of silence*
so this sommer pretty much sux so far and im tied up the rest of the sommer i think our sommer vac is too short! lol does neone else think so??

cuz lets c here i cant wait till friday yay i leave for a week!!! i will be 18 happily hours away in searcy arkansas at uplift it is soooo much fun! then when i come bak i have to start sommer school till the 5th of aug. but c during that time is when band camp is!! so i cant make it to band camp cuz it says u cant miss a day well actually it says u can miss one day so mayb i can go the one day to the meeting and ask which day would b best for me to come to camp.....ugh! then school starts on the 30th so yeah i really want to do something with someone but no one even tries to call or make plans or nething ohwell i guess they either dont love me and/or they dont want to c me and/or they dont miss me! im over it tho. cuz c i havent had time to call or do anything really newayz cuz i have been at my aunts helping her for the last wk! im sooo tired! ohwell i got to go shopping for my vac. i think i got around 4 pairs of jeans but thats for bak to school too now my mom said and i got some new shirts and now i got 2 pairs of new shoes too but there flip flop type.....ones adidas and the other one is my astrolical sign.... that i cant spell!......well im tired and bored and i have to check my email so latar gators and have a great sommer!! pc out
~*sara*~		  
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*tear*   
11:27pm 11/06/2004
 
mood: depressed
music: *led zeppelin*
hey all i know i havent updated this in like seriously forever but ya know i have a livejournal so i update that a lot more but i jus decided to update this one cuz im bored.

yesterday was extremely and i mean extrememly depressing i never thought i would be saying this but i want to go bak to school cuz i miss it sooooo much! i tryed not to cry all day but when i got home man ugh i sooooo cryed.....and i have this picture of me and deanna on my computer desk and i had to flip it over cuz everytime i looked at it i cryed again or harder.....so yeah and then holy crap i sooo ceen jeremy AND tony today i was soooo excited seriously but yeah it was like for a split second cuz we were driving i was with my friend and i passed the road to the school and jeremy was sitting there in his car with bill then she had to get gas so when we were waiting to turn into kroger tony passed by i was like woe lol and deanna would know that story haha yeah well im gonna go now i jus wanted to say something. lata on pc
~*sara*~		  
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07:45pm 01/04/2004
 
mood: frustrated
music: limp bizkit cd
the rest of the underneath the gun~

oh nevermind please
im checkin out now
wont ever come back now
that my life doesnt exist
yeah, youre right
how does it feel to be right
knowing i was wrong
nothing is right when your wrong
yeah youre right
how does it feel to feel to be right?
knowing that i was wrong
nothing is right when youre wrong

im underneath the sun
im underneath the gun

chorus

oh and the first song on the first part of this song thats the one thats to someone i like not this one!

build a bridge by limp bizkit~

build a bridge to your mind
takes me there everytime
lay it all on the line
if thers a way

build a bridge, make a path
overlook the aftermath
make my tears be your bath
if thers a ay

only if youll take a ride
go ewith me to the other side

chorus
even though its gonna crumble down
ill keep building till you come around
even thought its gonna fall apart, bread my heart
ill keep building till i die

build a bridge aof memories
stretch it out over seas
to the end of the world
if theres a way

build a bridge made of pain
send my longing down the drain
have no reasons to complain
if theres a way

only i f youll take a ride
go with me to the other side

chorus

wai... wait for me ... wait ... please wait for me (x2)

chorus (x2)

lonley world by limp bizkit~


when i reminisce ignorance was bliss,
back in the days where the magic exist
never be the same as it was, cuz the way it was
jus another day in the maze of ta myth
had a lot of fun living life on the run
never even thought it wouldnt last
when you go the mind of a man in the middle
life is jus a big fat riddle, so figure it out
alwayz thinking that you know
everything little thing there is to know
buy you dont really know ya knw?
its like love some ppl get it
for some its jus a glove that jus never fited
for me its jus a pain in the ass
but im addicted to the taste of hopin it could last

chorus
another day another night inside a lonely world
another game another fight inside a lonely world
another wrong anothere right inside a lonely world
such a lonely world such a lonely world

whos the man (the man in the middle) x4

maybe im a target for ppl that are bitter
at least i can say that ive never been a quitter
i remember hig school man i hated high school
it was like prison with bullies alwayz putting me down
jus a little skater boy thaey could pick on
i learned to forgive me now i got the balls they can lick on
i loved sneakin out when my mom was alseep
with my gothic g/f makin love in the creed
with the midn of a man in the middle
it could be the end of the world as we know it
still i never want it all and i never want it now
i jus ant to cruise if i loose then i ll figure it out
how the times flies even with the blink of an eye
when youre young you absorb like a sponge in disguise
then you get a litte older and gather your thoughts
its amazing what you learn
when youve never been taught ya know?

chorus

no matter how hard i can try inside a lonely world
no one can hear me when i cry inside a lonely world
ill never know the reasons why inside a lonely world
such a lonely world (such a lonely world)
(x2)

chorus


i really like this right hurr!:
its really hard to keep afloat in a world that is
sining more and more each day, but i have managed
to survive because im a survivor
it takes more than negativity to keep me down
and block my path of ambition, desire, and destiny.
ive never felt so alone at the same time i
feel so alive . my life is my mind and my midnd is
my life. giving is such a huge pat of my being
and im greateful for those who are and were on
the recieving end. this life has given me more
than i could have ever dreamed for. i have no
agenda. i do what i do because i want to and
because i k now nothing else. my name is fred
durst and it is a pleasure to be a part of
your life and even more a pleasure that youre
part of mine.
~fred durst~		  
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