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sunday to tuesday [02 May 2012|12:10am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | sunsets and car crashes-the spill canvas ]


so [sunday] after i updated i chilled online for a bit, had some coffee, amd then went to take a shower, and got readi, had more coffee, then talked to derek on vichat til shawn came to pick me up for the manson show, he got here around 230ish, and then we got to huntington relatively fast, the line wasnt that long so we were in front of the line, the wait sorta sucked but it happens, they let us in aruond 7, it was crowded as fuck, the opening band was okay..the lead singer which was a girl was REALLY hott and puts on a good show, and of course manson was AWESOME as usual even if i did get beer thrown on me and push everywhere..but least i didnt get punch in the face this time, also bought 65 dollar hoodie of manson cause im crazy, then after the show i went to the local bar, and chilled there for awhile and play pool, it was fun, ended up staying @ someone house i just met cause my ride wanted to go home =/ that was a bad idea at the end,but whatver [monday] so i was stuck at my friends house in huntington he was supppose give me a ride home but never did, so i was stuck there, but i talked to my mom and she was worrried about me so i asked if she could get me on the way home amd she said sure and met me in kmart..and she bitched at me the whole way home.and my phone was dead and derek was mia, and i was in this state of depression really bad state of depression.. nothing would cheer me up at all..and then eventually i went to sleep///but i was on and off sleeping.. but barely slept, then today [tuesday]i slept slept and slept more, i kept waking up on and off and then i finally got up around noonish, and didnt wana do anything, i was just so so so depressed so i just layed on the couch and mope, and txt derek..and i talked to jenni for a bit, and watch tv, i was just complete mirsable..had dominos for lunch..then finally i decided to have energy back around 9ish when derek called me and i talked to him for a bit on the phone, and then went out and got smokes, and now im bored online vidchatting w/ derek, kinda fighting w him..idk whats goin on lately, i hate fighting w/ him and it seems like thats all we do..bah, so probably rest of the night im try and talk to him and then maybe play some videogames idk yet, its pretty late as it is, my sleepin schdule is fucked now anyways as usua lol, but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later


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lastnight and today [02 May 2012|02:56pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | closer-NIN ]

so lastnight [tuesday] after i updated i chilled online for rest of the night, just talkin to derek on vidchatting for rest of the night, we were fighting for a bit, but we eventually stop fighting after awhile, and just talked for awhile, which i was happy about, then we both went to bed around 3 or 4am, then today [wednesday]i slept slept and slept more, woke up in the middle night w this horrible night terror so i went downstairs and slept down there, then i slept slept and slept more and was on and off and then i woke up around 1ish, when derek txt me, i txt him and then called him for a bit and we ended up arguing about stupid ass shit that made no sense..then arguing online, and then he came up with the brillant idea that we arent gona talk for rest of the day and night...take 24 hr break, and talked to me @ midnight..which i think its retarded cause i do have to go bed early for orientation tomorrow for my new job, and its both our days off so i thought i was gona be able to talk to him all day today but apparently not, and he turn his phone off and everything, and im complete mess right now..idk what to do i cant stand when people turn their phone off i really cant >_< peter used to do that all the time and he did it cause he was doin bad shit to me ugh, im just freakin out, i txt him a couple times but nothing..idk how much more of this i can handle in honestly..so i guess ima try and relax, i was gona take a bus to the mall but its too crappy and i woke up to late..so ill probably just chill at home and relax and watch movies or somethin...i would want to do somethin but i gota be up early..but its still early, so ill see how the day goes but other then that nothin is goin on so im out for now later


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