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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003

Time:4:00 pm.
Mood: happy.
Music:MI BEAUTIFUL SELF SINGIN OUT LOUD :) j.k.
wud ^ mi bad 4 not writtin in u lyk i shud but ive been a litto bizzy. Well n up date 4 all u nosy pplz... touch ur motha fukin nose bitch! lol. naw j.k but N-e waiz sun. mi man came bak n i ended up fightin wit him well not really i was bein mean 2 him cuz he did sum bad shyt dat he knos i dont lyk him doin but did it n-e waiz n i was pissed off cuz i thought sum thin was goin on which wasnt so i felt real stupid in da end. lol. But w.e mi n him had a lil talk n shyt n den i got sick AAHHHHH so i threw up :( n mi babi was bein sooo nice 2 mi lol dat was sooo cute. hehe! so yea basically i wasnt bein very nice n he was bein nice 2 mi how sweet. But den his moma needed da fone n he called mi celly bak, den i called him 4rm da house fone which i almost got kicked off da fone but mi uncle knew i wanted 2 talk 2 him n dat i havent talked 2 him 4 eva so he let mi but i didnt talk much cuz it was gettin close 2 12 n i need mi beauty sleep. j.k but w.e i talked 2 him 4 a lil n den i told him 2 call mi in da mornin so i cud talk 2 him den n he let mi go so i can sleep. :( Well den came mon. mornin i was tired as all can be cuz mi stupid ass didnt go 2 bed till late n 4 sum strange reason ive been madd tired. Enough bout dat n on 2 da dai. okie in da mornin i was sittin der wit deys pplz n den gigi came early as hell 4 wunce n we talked bout sum shyt i felt bad cuz sum thin was wrong wit her n den she told mi wut happened in lunch. :( Well 1st wasnt dat bad n neither was 2nd n den 3rd was ehhh n 4th was okie n 5th da same n 6th was str8 we were all talkin 2 dis goody good gurl bout lyf n thins da go on. Den i went home wit jessi n we chilled hea mi g-ma was actin madd stupid by sayin i cudnt go out cuz i was out all weekend n didnt cum home till sun in da afta noon n den sun i was sick so she said no but finally afta i asked again she said yes. So jessi's mom piked us up wit amanda n britt. n we went 2 mcdonalds n dey got our order all fuked up n i was da wun 2 realize it shyt instead of a numba 10 how i lyk dey gave mi a big tasty shyt which i dont eat cuz it was meat n dey also were missin sum of jessi's chicken nuggets so rite be4 we went 2 der casa i notcied n we went bak her moma was mad n dey gave us a numba 10 n anotha chicken thingy n moe fries how sweet lol. Finally we went 2 da casa n eat lyk at asses. Since u kno da litto piggy had 2 eat lyk alwaiz, im such a fat ass. Well den we all got kicked out cuz every wun was screamin n shyt so we went out side n chilled. Den dis women had a flat tire n britt was so nice n helped her out since she knew how 2 change tires wen dey get flat. Well lata mi man called. I said srry 4 da otha nite. :( wut a nice gurl friend i am. So we talked i miss him i wanted 2 see him yesterdai but hes gay ass friend who stole mi remote said he had no gas money n "none of dem had money" dats a lie dey just cheap but w.e its all good ill c him dis weekend. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so w.e britt left n it was onli mi amanda n jess so we were out side talkin n chillin. Lata on i went home n i talked sum moe on da fone n watched t.v n listen 2 luv songs. Wut a romantic. heehee! So data was bout it 4 yesterdai. 2dai was a borin dai all i did was dai dream n eat shyt. lol. Mi babi called n left mi a message how cute he was @ skool n decided 2 call mi celly. Well i talked 2 him be4 he went 2 work n den hes gonna call mi lata on wen he gets bak. :) On da bus it was str8. i talked 2 madd pplz dat i havent really talkin 2 4 awhile it was str8. N shermen has a new luv it was so cute same brought his litto animal 2 c mines cuz he needs 2 get rid of dem n him n his friend andrew which is brazilian, hes str8 lol well dey came by n i luv da lil animal shes sooo cute i want 2 have her but mi g-ma is probably gonna say no n plus shermen lyks her n hes lonely lol. He tryed 2 hump her it was sooo funny. But w.e i want it but i kno mi g-ma is gonna say no n she wasnt hea wen dey came by but w.e ill call sam up wen shes home n in a good mood n shes luv her 2 n might say yea but i dont think so. Well dats all dat really happened 2dai. @ least 4 noe but im sure moe will cum up lata on 2dai. ttyl buh bie muahz i love milton n u.... :)
<3 LUV DESTINY
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Sunday, November 16th, 2003

Time:6:04 pm.
Mood: peaceful.
Music:..:..let it rain..:...
hey!!! well lets c i havent really written in u 4 a lil bit but wed. nuttin really happened i just got in trouble wit sum teachers n den mi family :( damn!!!!!!!!! Well den thur. came along n i didnt go 2 skool. LuCkY mI!!!!!!!!!! yea boi. lol. well n-e waiz jessi didnt wanna go 2 skool either so she played sick n we talked on da fone 4 most of da dai, i cooked. hummmm. it was mac n cheese n it was good; u'd probably lyk it. yup yup. Well afta every wun got out of skool i got many fone calls 4rm da pplz dat luv mi most. lol. den i went online n tryed written in dis journal but guess wut?!?!?! it got deleted which got mi sooo pissed so w.e den i decided 2 just fool around n keep mi self intertained cuz i was kinda bored. Dat was bout all dat happened. Den fri came up n i really didnt want 2 go 2 skool cuz i just wanted moe of a vacation but ofcourse mi g-ma made mi go so w.e i got ready eat mi breakfeast n den left 2 skool. it was an okie dai not much 2 do thanxs god n dat was bout it 4 da mornin 2 afta noon. Lets c den it became nite n i got mi ass lookin really sexy lol naw j.k but i looked cute well mi out fit was. So i went 2 go c bekah mi luv @ youth group den der was dis funny ass nigguh who talked so funny lord all i cud do is laugh i almost got kicked out of church it was soooo funny but w.e afta church mi n bekah n sum otha gurls were gonna go do sum thin but ended up not doin shyt so mi n bekah n her family decided 2 have dinner @ dis resturant @ lyk 12 oclock it was str8 but damn was it fukin frezzin in dat resturant. Finally around i dunno wut time it was we got 2 bekahz casa which i havent been der 4 eva. So 4 bout an hour or so mi n bekah talked bout sum thins n den i feel alseep. Da next dai dey woke us up early as hell 2 eat breakfeast which we did den i went on da swings i luv dem. :) So sat we didnt do shyt but watch movies n talk n shyt lyk dat. N i slept ova again it was str8. Well deys nigguhz must really think i lyk dem cuz all weekend dey wud call mi 24/7 tryin 2 go out wit mi but i didnt cuz i was wit wun of mi best friends. N-e waiz sun. mornin came up n we woke up early as hell which sux'd cuz im not used 2 it n i luv 2 sleep late but dis time i cudnt. So we got ready n went 2 church. Yay!!!!! wut fun!!!! lol. Sooooo lets c we went 2 church n it was okie not as bad as i thought den lata christina, bekahs sis took mi home n den i talked on da fone wit carlos n lamar n bekah 4 awhile n sum otha pplz hea n der n it was okie, mi n carlos had a pretty interestin convo. Lata mi g-ma made wun of mi fav. foods it was very yummy!!!!!!!!! :0 hehe. Well dat was basically all mi dai i was bein a bum 2dai wut fun. huh?????? so yea. dat was bout all 4 2dai. OOOOOOO yea mi babi shud be cumin home 2dai omg im sooooooo happy ive missed him lyk crazy. I just wished i cud have seen him 2dai n spent time wit him n got mi kisses n shyt 4rm him cuz i luv dem n want dem :/ hopefully ill c him soon. dat wud make mi very happy. yup yup! Cuz i got luv 4 mi babi. so ill probably talk 2 him 2dai if he gets home early 4rm his flight. im out. wun. luv u all. muahz
i luv milton...mi sexi babi... beso 143 123 *LUV ALWAIZ MI DESTINY*
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003

Time:7:59 pm.
Mood: full.
Music:4 page letta.
hey pplz wuts really good?!?! hahaha!!! im soundin lyk lamar n all those otha ni99az hehe! n-e waiz well yesterdai nuttin happened, all i did was talk on da fone watch t.v eat n sum otha bull shyt... i didnt go out lyk i thought but o-well i was fine wit dat. 2dai was okie i woke up early n watched t.v n ate mi sum food. Den every wun started callin da celly n da casa so ofcourse i was talkin 2 dem. Lata on i started 2 listen 2 music, dance n clean a lil bit. Den i helped lamars ass break up wit his gurl, i felt so bad but hey i helped her out in da end cuz she wud have been moe hurt if it went on any longer, hes so mean tryin 2 tell mi 2 help him do dat. She was so hurt n i think she actually luv'd him. :( Well n-e waiz i went on line a lil lata 4 a lil n jessi asked if i wanted 2 chill wit her 2dai so ofcourse i went wit her cuz i didnt have shyt 2 do. I got mi ass all ready n den walked half wai 2 meet up wit her n her mom ended up pickin mi up half wai cuz her mom had just got home while i was walkin. Den we went 2 Mc Donalds n i had a numba 10 it was yummy! Well afta dat her moma drove mi jessi amanda n britt. 2 da park so we had a litto piknik. lmao. It was nasty tho cuz der was all deys bugs but it was fun, every wun was makin fun of every wun but no wun said shyt bout mi dey were callin each otha hoes n shyt i was laughin. Den der was a food fight between jessi n britt n amanda almost threw up by laughin so much she choked. haha it was funny. Afta all of dat we finally finish our piknik. hehe! Den we walked 2 lawrences casa n said hi i guess but we didnt stay long , afta we walked 2 joshs casa 2 pik up wut jessi left der a week ago. His lil bro is so cute he looks lyk him wen he was young. awwwww!!! n-e waiz finally afta makin our trips 2 every wuns casa we left walkin bak 2 da park cuz joshy wasnt der. While walkin were got into a lil fight bout whos carryin wut n den throwin purses n shyt lol it was funny. We got bak 2 da park n decided 2 swing it was fun i felt lyk 5 years old again. N i made a new friend lol she was sooo cute it makes mi want a babi, but dont be gettin no ideas hea maybe in 10 years. Well all of us were swingin n den eatin icy thingys lol were such fat ass i swear. Well britt had 2 go home soon so we went bak 2 jessis casa n britt got piked up. Her moma was cookin sum pasta n chicken it was good so mi n jessi ate cuz amanda doesnt lyk dat but w.e. We were watchin sum t.v shyt on MTV it was pretty good n den i had a lil talk 2 amanda bout jessi n sum otha thins n basically gave her a lil talk bout sum shyt. Her moma asked if we wanted 2 go 2 da foos smaple thingy @ publixs so we went n had sum thingys. Santa keep tryin 2 get wit mi lol he wudnt leave mi onli i think he wants mi lol. How funny! Well den we were talkin 2 dis ni99a der he was nice but w.e Afta eatin der we went 2 Dairy Queen lmfao.. i kno i kno u must be thinkin wut fat asses but naw im skinny i just be eatin alot. :) i had dis chocolate extrem blizzard thingy it was sooo good n der was dis fukin gay ass hole by mi, i dont have nuttin against gays or n-e thin but damn he pissed mi off so i said sum really mean shyt out loud cuz he was rite next 2 mi n threaten him, well kinda. N-e waiz i tryed kickin him but mi legs werent long enough 2 reach so dat sux'd im so mean but it was amandas idea. Afta we bought da ice cream we drove bak home n den i talked 2 sum pplz on da fone n on line n den im a be out noe cuz i need 2 help mi sis "amanda" lol wit dis guy dat she lyks, im a be cupid n try n hook dem up. How cute n hes really cute 4 his age n shyt. Well im out noe. ill holla @ u sum otha time. ~wun~ beso I <3 U
luv u alwaiz Destiny <3 I.L.M <3 123, 143
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Monday, November 10th, 2003

Time:3:24 pm.
Mood: sad.
Music:FREAK MI BABI.
WoW bUdDy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hAvEnT wRiTtIn In DiS bItCh 4 eVa. WeLl TuEs. NuTtIn ReAlLy HaPpEnEd @ LeAsT nUtTiN i CaN rEmeMbEr. WeD. i WeNt 2 sKoOl WhIcH wAs BoRiN... dEn AfTa Mi GuRl GiGi CaMe By We ChIlLeD @ dA cRiBo DeN aCtUaLlY sTuDiEd 4 oUr MaTh TeSt WhIcH i AcTuAlLy LeArneD hOw 2 dO iT bUt EnDeD uP gOiN bLaNk On Da TeSt. N-E wAiZ wE BaSiCaLlY wErE sTr8 uP cHiLlIn. DeN aFtA mI n HeR aTe DiNnEr Mi N hEr N mI g-mA tOoK hEr 2 hEr CaSa WhIcH wE wErE bY mI sExI mAnS cAsA. WeLl LaTa On DaT dAi I hAd FiNaLlTy TaLk 2 Mi MaN bOuT dA sHyT dAtS bEEn GoIn On N tHiNs DaT nEeDeD 2 Be StR8En Up, WhIcH aFTa I hAd DaT tAlK iT wAs AlL gOoD. dAt DaI i WaS aLl UpSeT 2WaRdS dA eNd CuZ sUm ThIn WaS wRoNg WiT mI bAbEz N i DiDnT kNo WuT iT wAs. :( I wAs rEaLlY wOrRiEd. DeN 2 CuM fInD oUt He WaS lEaViN 2 JeRzY 4 a WeEk. AfTa TaLkIn 4 a LiL bIt We HuNg Up CuZ iT wAS lAtE n We WeRe BoTh TiReD bUt I cUd HaVe WeNt WiT oUt SlEeP 4 HiM cUz I lUb HiM bErRy MuChO. wElL n-e WaIz oN 2 Da NeXt DaI....
ThUr. IgHt I wEnT 2 SkOoL n DiDnT dO sHyT, rEaLlY.. i HaD a LuNcH dEtEnTiOn N gOt LeT oUt EaRlY. lAtA mI fRiEnD jEsSi CaMe By Mi CaSa N a LiTtO lAtA mI <3 cAmE bY 2 C mI wIt HiS bOi NiCk I wAs SoOoO hApPy 2 c HiM u DoNt UndErStAnD hOw MuCh IvE miSsEd HiM. wElL mI n HiM sPeNt SuM tImE 2GeThEr. :) N wE aLl ChILlEd N tAlKeD, jEsSi LeFt 1sT n SuM tImE aFtA dEy LeFt CuZ nIcK hAd 2 gO. dA rEsT oF dA dAi I tAlKeD 2 AlL mI hOmIeS!
fRI. ight. Well i went 2 skool i all i cud do is think bout mi babes cuz we had a good fri. nite planed but ofcourse it got fuked up cuz of nick n him. Nick came 2 miltons casa while milton was sleepin so dat was milton n nicks fault n nick didnt have his celly so mi n mi babi tryed gettin a hold of his ass but cudnt. Lata mi n jessi decided 2 go walk 2 his casa which was da longest fukin walk eva n i was wearin da wrong shoes 2 be walkin in.. i got blisters n i was hot as fuk n der was lyk 30 sum thin cars honkin n hollerin @ us no...lie. Finally i got 2 his casa but got lost so he had 2 find mi n den he gave mi a piggy bak ride 2 his casa n be4 dat he scared mi. :) Hes sooo cute. Well n-e waiz lata i said hi 2 his moma n his bro n shyt saw his casa finally, ive neva been der den ofcourse mi n him were 2gether da whole time. Cum 2 find out he was leavin a lil afta i got der wit his boiz which pissed mi off cuz he didnt even tell mi. Nick had cum so every wun screamed @ him n den miltons otha boi came by da wun he was gonna chill wit dat nite, well he cudnt take mi n jessi n-e were close n i wasnt gonna walk bak. so we got in da car went 2 wendeys chilled in da parkin lot waitin 4 deys ni99az 2 pik mi n jessi up n i went out 2. I was a lil sad, i didnt want 2 leave him n i dont think he lyked da fact i left wit 2 diff. guys but wtf wut he did was uked up so wut cums around goes around. Dat nite i felt lyk he was leavin mi 4 eva but it wasnt. N-e waiz mi, jessi, danny, greg all went out n drove around. We went 2 sum places but mostly drove cuz wun jessi neva saiz n-e where she wants 2 go, she neva does n den its up 2 mi cuz dey neva pik n-e place either n sum times i dunno wut 2 do... soooo... dats was da nite. Mi n jessi came home around 3:45 n talked den went 2 sleep. Lata we woke up kinda early. Well i wanted 2 c mi man be4 he left so i called him up n by accident woke him up :( poor babi o-well he needed 2 be up n-e waiz so yea den he called mi bak n fourth n i tried every thin 2 c him wunce again be4 he left. Well dat dai mi n mi g-ma got into fights all dai. Afta i realized mi n him werent gonna c each otha be4 he left i got ready n went 2 dis show @ sunset place wit Gee n her step sis n meet up wit olivia. It was okie not really mi sceen but it was str8. Wen jessi took mi 2 Gees krib i left mi shyt n got ready 2 leave 2 sunset den we ate Wendeys n i keep spillin fukin soda on mi..lmfao wut a blonde i am!!! o-well. N-e waiz mi g-ma was bein stupid n told mi 2 cum home early @ lyk fukin 10 oclock da pissed mi off even moe.. a lil lata mi mommy called mi celly tellin mi n plz be home on time n 2 be have even tho mi momz was on mi side @ wun point n den i asked if i cud stay @ her casa dat nite. Well lata afta da show mi n Gee waited 4 her step sis mom n den bak 2 der casa n waited 4 david n christi. Finally dey came n got us, den we were out. I re-paked mi bags 2 stay @ mi momaz krib den 5 min. lata i got piked up n we got us sum food 2 eat it was yummy. I had sum pasta wit sea food , which is good in mi oppion n sum otha shyt. We talked , n watched t.v n shyt lyk dat. Lata i fell alseep n da next dai we got ready did sum thins dat needed 2 be done den ate again n i came bak home, talked on da fone n just ate shyt. It wasnt dat gr-8 of a weekend. i miss mi man sooooooooooooooooooooooo much n hes onli been gone a lil. But ders sum otha shyt dats been goin on. Mi lyf is gettin moe n moe fuked up i dunno wut im a do but i cane c mi self fallin n fallin into a deeper hole of depression n bein da stupid mi wunce again. Which isnt good. Hopefully ill get threw sum of dis shyt n wont turn 2 mi old self lyk i have time n time again.

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IGHT WELL HAPPY 1MONTH WIT MI N MI SEXI ASS BABI :) YAY BOI. LOL. WELL 2DAI IM A TRY N BE HAPPY EVEN HO I DONT HAVE MUCH 2 BE HAPPY 4 N DEEP DOWN IM REAL SAD IM A PRETEND IM HAPPY. OKIE I WAS RUNIN LATE 2DAI N DIDNT WANNA WAKE UP. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! DEN JESSI CALLED MI A MILLION N WUN TIMES 4 NUTTIN. I GOT ON MI BUS N LISTEN 2 MUSIC DEN GET JESSI FOLDER 4RM JOSH SINCE SHE LEFT IT @ HIS CASA. LATA WENT 2 DA LOCKER ROOM N PUT MI CLEAN DANCE CLOTHES BAK IN N DEN 2 CLASS WE HAD A SUB. IT WAS STR8 CUZ DAT LADIE WAS MADD STR8, IVE HAD HER 4 A SUB BE4. N-E WAIZ DEN 4 DANCE WE HAD A SUB. 2 N SHE WAS REALLY PRETTY N YOUNG, REAL NICE IVE HAD HER 4 A SUB. BE4 AS WELL. WELL 3RD PERIOD SUXD ASS NUTTIN 2 DO N DA BITCH WAS DER. GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO YEA I CUDNT PAY ATTENTION 2 HER CUZ MI MIND WAS EVERY OTHA PLACE BUT IN HER CLASS LEARNIN.WHICH IS BAD CUZ I FAILED DA 1ST SEMESTER. I ALSO GOT MI REPORT CARD BUT ILL TELL U DA GRADES AFTA EVERY THIN IF I REMEMBA. LETS C 4TH WAS OKIE DEGIO PLAYED WIT MI HAIR.. HOW SWEET N WASNT BEIN AN ASS 2DAI. 5TH WAS OKIE NOT 2 BAD. 6TH SUXD LYK A MOTHA FUKA. DEN BAK HOME. YAYNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!!!!!! DEN EVERY WUN N DER MOTHA CALLED MI. I WENT ON LINE N FILLED OUT MI JOURNAL. SO DATS BOUT IT 4 NOE. 2NITE ILL PROBABLY GO OUT SUM WHERE N DO NUTTIN BUT EAT SHYT SINCE DERS NO SKOOL 2MARROW. I WISH MI MAN WAS HEA IT WUD BE PERFECT TIME, I WUD GET 2 BE WIT HIM BUT HES NOT SOOO I HAVE 2 LIVE WIT DAT. :( N-E WAIZ I RATHER NOT TALK BOUT MI LYF NO MOE CUZ JUST THINKIN BOUT CERTAIN THINS HURTS MI.

OKIE WELL HEAS DA GRADES 4 MI CLASSES HOPE UR PROUD LOL.
ENGLISH 1: B 1 A
DANCE 2: B 2 C (WHICH)
MATH.. ALG 1: F 2 C (MOTHA FUKA .. HATE HER)
SCIENCE.. EARTH N SPACE: B 2 A
WORLD HISTORY: C 2 B
FAMILY N CONSUMER SCIENCE: B 2 B

WELL I DONT THINK I DID 2 BAD BESIDES DA F THINGY N DA C WASNT 2 GOOD BUT O-WELL ILL TRY N C WUT I CAN DO 4 DIS SEMESTER. :(
IM A BE OUT DIS BITCH CUZ I HAVE SUM THINS 2 DO. TAKE CARE. BESO... I LUV U MILTON N MISS U. 69 :)
LUV ALWAIZ UR SEXI MOMITA DESTINY .heehee
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Monday, November 3rd, 2003

Time:3:15 pm.
Mood: hungry.
Music:make up 2 break up.
Hey BoO!!!! LOL. n-e waiz im just writtin in mi journal 2 give u a lil idea of wuts happened 2dai not dat ders much @ least not yet. Okie i didnt get mucho sleep since i went 2 sleep around 11 sum thin woke up @ 2:30 n stayed up in pain till 4:30 finally took sum medicine n went bak 2 sleep around 4:45 n woke up @ 5:30 which i didnt want 2 do , i keep goin bak 2 sleep. Well i got ready n i was runnin late since i didnt wanna wake up n den on top of dat i cudnt figure out wut i wanted 2 wear 2 skool 2dai... AHHHHHHHH!!!!! dat sux'd but i finally found sum thin even tho i wasnt 2 happy bout wearin it. Well i went 2 1st period n giselle seemed very happy while mi i wasnt too happy but lets not get into dat.... we finally started da new 9weeks i hope i do good or betta den i did da 1st wun. We had 2 bring a new novel 2 read n mi book seems pretty good @ least so far it is. Afta 1st mi n gigi walked to 2nd period n talked be4 we went seperate waiz, in dance we had a test it was easy n we had our lines n groups seperated wunce again n of course mi n jessi r as far awai as possible dat stupid bitch. She swears dat we aint gonna talk still... hahaha she has anotha thin cumin. Well den came 3rd period oooo how borin dat was n da clock went crazy n we had our seats moved again. Yay!!!!! Well den mi n giselle went 2 lunch n talked bout our boi-friends n how da relationship is goin n wut we plan on doin wit dem n alot of shyt. Mi n her r basically goin threw da same shyt wit our boi-friends. Lata we went 2 4th n talked bout how we gonna do real good dis 9weeks n how were gonna have dis plan 2 help each otha out so 4sho we gonna get A's n B's but its really long 2 explain how we gonna do dis. O-yea i got mi a B in science which is 4th period, i guess im doin pretty good in skool except 4 math..ahhhhh wut a bitch. Afta was 5th which went crazy 2 cuz da teacher n kids were yellin @ each otha n fightin it was funny, i kinda took mi a nap in dat class. Den was 6th period we had 2 finish our poster which came out okie but i think we did it wrong, o-well @ least we did it. N myra i keep callin her every wun eles name except 4 her... srry <3 didnt mean 2. Finally skool was ova n i got 2 go home. On da wai home on da bus deys guys were fukin around n talkin alot of shyt su was funny n sum wasnt n den dey tryed talkin shyt bout mi...grrrrrr!!!!!!!!!! Well dat was bout it, den i came home n i talked 2 sum pplz hea n der n went online n noe im writtin 2 u. Not 2 mention i saw olivia 2dai on mi wai 2 5th she was pikin up Gee man i missed her i havent seen her 4 eva, she gave mi a big huge how cute. :) i luv her shes soooo sweet! Well dats it 4 noe im a be out cuz im hungry as fuk n i gotta holla 2 dis nigguh. Den lata 2 nite i plan 2 have a talk wit mi man..wish mi luck! :) wun Luv AlWaIz DeStInY BESO!!!!!!!!!! I LUB U...milton (even tho im still pissed @ u)
Hopefully thingys work out wit mi n him ..ill tell u lata on wen i write bak if i can rememba.
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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003

Time:5:26 pm.
Mood: depressed.
Music:angel.
HeY aLl U nOsY aSs PpLz!!!!!!!!! WeLl HeAs Da Up DaTe On Mi LyF. hAvE fUn ReAdIn BoUt Ur SeXi AsS bItCh.
Ight thur. nite nuttin happened i talked 2 mi buddys all nite long n fell a sleep n woke up 2 mi babi callin mi celly so i talked 2 him a litto bit be4 he had 2 go 2 sleep cuz un lyk mi he had skool n woke da next dai so yea. Afta i talked 2 him i watch B.E.T midnite luv :) u kno mi i luv dat slow jams n luv stuff. heehee!!!! N-e waiz around 1:30 i went bak 2 sleep cuz i had 2 wake up early n get ready 2 chill wit jessi. Around 8:30 i got up n ate mi sum breakfast den got in da shower 4 bout an 1 hr n 30 min. i was feelin soooo clean n fresh. Den i got mi bag packed talked 2 jessi n told her 2 cum by mi casa so she did n by dat time i was already ready. Den we left mi casa n walked our fat ass all da wai 2 da store n bought a 12 pak of diet coke n den bak 2 her casa. Lata she cleaned n we played wit her doggy awwwww i luv him soooo much hes so fukin cute. Well she was bein mean 2 him. lol. Den her daddy came n bough us sum McDonald's i had a MCchicken n sum fries. yummy it was good n jessi had sum nasty shyt lol well 4 most pplz its not but i dont eat hamburgers n she had fries. A litto lata her moma came by i luv her shes sooo sweet n she wanted us 2 go 2 her work cuz dey were havin dis litto halloween party thingy it was funny. Mi n jessi had a good laugh n ate wunce again. Damn we eat alot. O-well. Ummmm den i talked on da fone wit sum nigguhz. Lata on her moma took us 2 T.N.C so we went shoppin in dis brazilian store der was sooo much fukin cute ass sluty clothes.lmao. Every wun sayz dat i dress 2 sluty so yea but dey were really cute i bought sum brazilian jeans n short n tank tops. Afta dat we went bak 2 her casa n got ready we ended up go out which we werent sure wut we were gonna do but we went 2 da beach wit deys 2 guys n da guy she was kinda wit i used 2 talk 2... very funny n his best friend kept tryin 2 hit on mi.. hell naw. i gotta man n im a be faithful no matta wut. We mostly drove around 2 all deys diff. places it was pretty fun but dat guy mi friend was wit o-boi hes a crazy driver but its all good im used 2 it n i lyk wen pplz drive lyk dat. Mi n danny were da translators cuz mi friend didnt speak n-e spanish n da guy she was wit didnt speak n-e english n mi n danny were da wuns dat knew sum spanish n english well i knew sum spanish n he knew sum english so yea it was all good. Mi man was supposed 2 call mi but neva did dat got mi pissed off but its all good cuz i was bizzy n-e waiz i just thought dat if u sai ur gonna call , call dont sai it n neva do it.. u kno wut i mean?!?! I hate wen pplz do dat. Well mi n jessi were gonna sleep ova gregs casa but den her moma changed her mind. We came home close to 2am. Which was kinda early but its okie. Den jessi went 2 sleep a lil afta we came home n i talked 2 her moma 4 awhile n den watched sum t.v n went 2 sleep. Da next dai we all woke up early as fuk 10am.wow! i was madd tired. Well it was jessis cuzins b-dai... happi b-dai britt. Mi g-ma came 2 pik mi up afta i had eatin n chilled der 4 a litto. I 4got mi shirt der which i was ahhh cuz i wanted 2 wear dat if i went out dat dai. Wen i got home i ate sum lunch n den started cleanin part of mi room since mi g-ma did it be4 i came home. Noe mi room looks really clean :) all i gotta do is re-decorate it. Mi n bekah was supposed 2 chill she wanted mi 2 sleep ova but her moma said not dat weekend but 4sho da next weekend i cud but we'll c cuz i think im a be bizzy dat weekend. AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I took mi a long nice bath which was good cuz i had alot on mi mind n i was feelin really sad. But i rather not get into dat. Afta mi bath i went 2 sleep n den woke up ate wunce moe n den watched a movie well a few movies n talked on da fone n bak alseep. I didnt wanna go out which was a merical but i was feelin really sick n tired n sad, so i just wanted 2 be alone nnot go out n-e where da onli person i wud actually wanna be wit or be willin 2 c or chill wit is mi best friend bekah @ her casa cuz she makes mi feel betta or wit mi man @ mi casa or his or sum where. But i cudnt wit bekah n mi man was sum where eles. Hummmmm!!! Dis mornin i woke up n ate mi sum icecream mi throat was hurtin really bad :( Den mi n mi g-ma were talkin while she cleaned shermens cage, hes so fat its unbeliveable but hes soooo cute, u gotta luv him!!!!!!!!!! N- waiz a lil lata mi man called which suprised mi cuz it was still a lil early n he knew i was gonna be pissed... i feel kinda bad tho cuz i was givin him da cold shoulder n bein mean.... which i really felt bad cuz i dunt lyk bein an ass 2 him but in a wai he diserved it. Well i found out he got arrested 4 fightin.. wut a dumb ass well n-e waiz dat happened fri. n hes been in a bad mood since. Noe im a lil worried cuz he needs 2 tell mi sum thin n he didnt really want 2 but sooner or lata ill find out n i need 2 have a talk wit him bout sum thins dat been buggin mi :( I just hope thins will work out n turn out good 4 da betta but who knos. He he was bein pretty nice 2 mi tho so... i dunno but i wanted 2 c him 2dai n he wanted 2 c mi but since i was bein a bitch i didnt take da oppertunitie 2 make plans 2 c him i just talk shyt which makes mi sad n mad!!!!!!!! Its almost gonna be a month it seems lyk nuttin tho lyk if we just started goin out wit wun anotha. But w.e he kept havin 2 go but wud call mi bak. I ate mi sum BK dat mi g-ma bought mi n mi uncle i had 8pice chicken tenders n fries. Yummmmm!!!!!! Den i took mi a shower n got mi ass ready 2 go get mi sum new blk sandles der cute it makes mi taller. lol. Den i came bak home n talked on da fone n 2 mi uncle n found out sum scary stuff so noe i gotta watch out n tell mi man sum thins lol wen he cums bak 2 mi casa. AHHHHHHH!!HAHAHAH!!!!! Well dats all 4 2dai @ least 4 noe....moe will probably happen as da dai goes on it usually does. Im a go noe mi g-ma is makin sum dinner n i need 2 do sum shyt hea n der ill holla @ u sum otha time. TAKE CARE WUN! beso 143 Luv *DESTINY* I LUV U MILTON
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Thursday, October 30th, 2003

Time:3:56 pm.
Mood: excited.
Music:Gigilo.
HEY u all wud ^ ni99as n bitches lol. mi bad 4 not writtin on wed. didnt have much time well dats not tru i was bein a lazy ass! Lets c nuttin really happened on wed. just anotha borin dai @ skool nuttin 2 excitin happened. Just lyk every otha dai i saw gigi in 1st period did nuttin but chill n pass out papers cuz i got wun of da highest GPAs in dat class n talk on da fone wit jessi cuz she decided not 2 cum 2 skool cuz she was sick mi poor luv :) hehe! Ummmmm... Den mi n gigi left 1st n went 2 2nd n talked den went 2 class. In dance it was borin all we did was exersize n do sum stupid ass combo thin. Lata i went 2 da computer lab 4 math n ate lol played wit mi celly n tried 2 do mi math problems on da fukin computer. Afta mi n giselle walked 2 our locker put our shyt in n den went 2 lunch n i ate mi pizza i think it was if not chips i 4got n den went 2 4th period n heard our bornin science teach talk all dai. Lata we went 2 our 5th period n ate shyt didnt have nuttin really 2 do. Den we walked 2 our 6th period n said bye, u all r probably wtf mi n giselle have alot of fukin classes cuz we alwaiz 2gether n yea its str8 shes been mi buddy 4 eva so its all good. den in 6th per. i talked da whole dai n sang. lol. Hummmmm i went bak home ate sum pasta which i luv den fell alseep 4 a few hours den woke mi ass up cuz mi g-ma had cum bak wit sum food dat i wanted it was gooood! n den i talked on da fone lyk alwaiz n lata on fell bak alseep around 11:30 dats was bout it 4 yesterdai.
noe cums 2dai i didnt want 2 go 2 skool @ all cuz i was really tired n just didnt feel lyk it cuz nuttin was goin 2 happen in skool 2dai so u kno.. but mi g-ma isnt really kool so she made mi go :( ahhhhh how i hate skool. lol. well in 1st we didnt do shyt just make up a scary story, which i didnt finish but o-well it dont matta den 2nd per. mi n jessi didnt wanna dress out but ended up doin it n how lucky we r we had bars which i hate i knew we shudnt have dressed out but stupid mi we did n-e waiz o-yea we had 2 do n even stupider which i kno isnt a word but dats all i can think of well we had da stupidiest combo we looked lyk fukin monkeys ahahaha. Lata on we went 2 3rd didnt do shyt den lunch n bak 2 4th didnt do shyt either basically talked da whole time. 5th nuttin really, went ova papers which i did good on. 6th i came in late n got in trouble bitched @ da teacher n tryed 2 do sum poster it kept cum out fuked up, but who cares not mi. Well den jessi came home wit mi n we chilled hea 4 a lil made plans 4 halloween which if it works out we gonna have da best fukin halloween plans dat no wun can really top.. well maybe but most pplz wont lol. Lets just hope every thin goes da wai we want dem 2. Den she had 2 go cuz her sis was leavin 2 go on a trip wit her friend n jessi had her sis friends pants on n needed 2 give dem bak be4 dey left n dat was y she went home early noe im hea writtin 2 u which im bout 2 be out cuz i have 2 do sum things so ill holla @ u 2marrow hopefully if not lata on wen i got mi sum time. peace mi nigguh... muahz 143
luv DESTINY ~ I.L.M ~
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Tuesday, October 28th, 2003

Time:5:34 pm.
Mood: happy.
HeY bUdDy WeLl I jUsT gOt TiMe 2 wRiTe In Mi JoUrNaL cUz I wAs A lItTo BiZzY a FeW hOuRs AgO. hEhE!!!! IgHt 2dAi WaS pReTtY sTr8. 1St PeR. I dIdNt ReAlLy Do ShYt CuZ wE hAd SkOoL pIc. bUt I wAs KiNdA pIsSeD cUz I kNo 4 a FaCt I aInT gOnNa LyK hOw DeY cAmE oUt CuZ dA fUkIn ReTaRdEd MaN tAkIn Da PiC dOeSnT kNo How 2 aCtUaLlY dO hIs JoB cUz I dIdNt EvEn HaVe TiMe 2 sMiLe r EvEn GrInNeD wHiCh PiSsEd Mi OfF sO fUkIn MuCh CuZ i WaNtEd 2 lOoK nIcE n HaVe A gOoD sMiLe In It SiNcE eVeRy WuN luVs Mi SmIlE bUt NaW iM a LoOk MaDd SeRiUoS iN dA fUkIn PIc. WeLl DaTs BoUt AlL dAt HaPpEnEd In OuR 1St PeRiOd EnGlIsH cLaSs. DeN cAmE dAnCe It WaS sTr8 i GoT a GoOd WoRk OuT wElL kInDa N dA lIl ThIn We HaD 2 Do SuX'D lYk AlWaIz BuT wE gOt A bAd AsS dAnCe TeAcHeR dAt DoEsNt KnO hOw 2 tEaCh Da FuKiN cLaSs BuT o-wElL iTs A pReEtY eAsY cLaSs 2 pAsS bUt ShE hAtEs EvErY wUn ExSpEcIaLlY mI n JeSsI sHe HaS iT oUt 4 uS iM tElLiN u. mI n JeSsI wErE mAkIn FuN oF dIs FaT gUrL wErE sO mEaN bUt wE gOt OuR rEaSoNs Y. sHhH. oKiE dA rEsT oF dA dAi WaS bOrIn NuTtIn ReAlLy HaPpEn JuSt Mi N gIgI tAlKiN lYk AlWaIz. WeLl WeN i GoT hOmE mI mAn CaLlEd Mi N hIs WaS wIt HiS bOi NiCk HeS sOoO sWeEt WeLl DeY cAmE bY mI cAsA tHaNx GoD cUz I mIsSeD mI bAbEs LoL :) wEn DeY cAmE bY mI g-mA mAdE hEr SeLf LoOk StUpId It WaS fUnNy ThO. pOoR g-mA :) wElL wE jUsT cHiLlEd @ Da CaSa WaTcH B.E.T n TaLkEd N sUm OtHa ShYt, wE wErE jUsT sTr8 uP cHiLlIn. DeN aFtA lYk An HoUr Or So NiCk HaD 2 Go So MiLtOn hAd 2 gO 2 :( WhIcH mAdE mI sAD i dIdNt WaNt HiM 2 LeAvE... i WiSh He CuD hAvE sTaYeD dA nItE bUt I kNeW dAt wAsNt GoNnA hApPeN. o-wElL dEn We wAlKeD oUt SiDe N kIsSeD bUt W.E lAtA weNt 2 dA pOol ArEa N dId Da SaMe AlL oVa AgAiN bUt I gOt ReAl WoRrIeD cUz I sWeAr I hAvE sPyS n DeY 'Ll TeLl On Mi N dAt WuDnT mAkE mI g-Ma So HaPpY. bUt W.E dEn I wEnT bAk 2 dA cAr N tAlKeD 2 DeM 4 A lIttO n DeN dEy LeFt sO i SaId ByE n KiSsEd Mi BaBi ByE. :( AhHh n-e WaIz AfTa DeY lEfT i AtE mI fOoD n TaLkEd On Da FoNe WiT mI aMiGoS y AmIgOs. :) HeHe!!!! nUtTiN rEaLlY hAs HaPpEnEd BuT iM a Be OuT wUn BeSiToZ *1.4.3 1.2.3 I.L.U.M* LUV ALWAIZ N 4 EVA MI DESTINY :)
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Monday, October 27th, 2003

Time:7:49 pm.
Mood: frustrated.
Music:LaSt NiTe :).
HeY sTrAnGeR.... wElL i HaVeNt ReAlLy HaD tImE 2 WrItE iN u, N 4 AlL u PpL i KnO u MiSsEd Mi So IlL uPdAtE u WiT mI oOo sOo iNtErEsTiN lYf SiNcE i KnO u NoSiE AsS pPlZ lUv 2 hEa BoUt It. IgHt 2dAi WaS sTr8 nUtTiN rEaLlY hAPpEnEd I wEnT 2 SkOoL n ChIlLeD aLl DaI dIdNt ReAlLy Do ShYt. AfTa SkOoL jEsSi CaMe By N wE aTe SuM yUmMy AsS fOoD n DeN tAlKeD 4 A vErY lOnG tImE bOuT sUm DiFf. SuBjEcTs DaT i CaNt ReAlLy MeNtIoN. sO yEa. N-WaIz ShE jUsT lEfT n So DiD mI lIl CuZiN n HiS mAmA. :) wElL iM mAdD bOrEd RiTe NoE wAiTiN 4 Mi LuVa 2 cAlL mI :( i MiSs HiM sOoO mUcH eVeN tHo I sAw HiM sAt. WeLl DaTs AlL dAtS hApPeNeD sO FaR nUtTiN tOo InTeReStIn. LoL. iGhT nOe On 2 sAt.
Well sat. i had made plans wit alot of ppl but ofcourse im onli wun person n i cant split up into verious lil mine mis lol so i decided 2 go wit joseph, percilla, hugo, ramone, sum otha bitch n jenny. @ 1ST jenny wasnt gonna be able 2 go but her mommy said yes which was good cuz jenny was kinda punished 4 bein a bad lil bitch lol.N-e waiz 1st i had gone shoppin @ dis cute lil store n i bought sum thongs n sum cute lil t-shirts n a pair of shorts! Den afta we went 2 a few otha places n bak 2 da casa were i got in 2 da shower n got all fresh n clean. HEHE... 4rm der i went 2 jennys n droped mi shyt off n walked ova 2 joseph n percillas casa. Later i found out we werent goin 2 da place we planed 2 so w.e we went 2 BK 2 get mi fat ass sum food cuz i was madd hungry n den 2 da falls we saw scary movie 3 it was okie not da best but w.e i was 2 bizzy thinkin bout mi man. I was lookin so cute not 2 be concetide or n-e thin but i lyked how i looked n so did every wun eles. Well wen we got 2 da falls every wun was tellin mi 2 put on a sweater cuz of wut i was wearin n of course i didnt want 2 but w.e i brought da sweater n neva wore it. Well mi man had called mi n he said dat he wud cum by 2 da falls 4 a lil. Wen joseph n hugo n dis bitch n ramone came he had suprised mi n came up 2 mi n gave mi a kiss wit his big lips. :) den every wun was lookin @ mi it was kinda wierd lol. Well manny had cum wit him n all n dey were makin mi laugh lyk a motha fuka it was crazy. So w.e we started walkin around da malls mi n milton n manny n his ex was der but do i give a fuk naw i dont. I also got 2 c mi buddy Giselle n she finally got 2 c da famous milton dat im alwaiz talkin bout. :) So afta awhile manny left us alone 2 sum privacy finally cuz u kno i wanted 2 spend sum time wit him alone since i hadnt seen him da week be4 well we were talkin n u can sai cuddelin or sum thin kinda lyk dat n of course we kissed n shyt lyk dat. Hes so cute i lub him berry much. lol. Well i was happy 2 c him n be wit him even tho it wasnt 4 long cuz i bearly eva c him so i appricated da lil bit of time i had wit him even tho i really wished i had longer. A lil lata jenny had called n was screamin 2 get bak 2 da movie theater since da movie had started n she had mi ticket so we walked bak n shyt. I had 2 sai bye 2 him n i really didnt feel lyk it i wanted 2 stay wit him da whole nite but of course had 2 sai bye so w.e i kissed him bye n den left into da movie. A lil afta da movie started we found out da marlines won yay!!!!!!!!!!! i knew it. Wen da movie was ova we got in da car which was packed lyk a motha we had mi n percilla in da front n joseph drivin n jenny n da otha bitch n da 2 otha guys bak der. We drove around n shyt n every wun was goin crazy cuz da mia won yea boi. So we got bak 2 country walk n den jenny had 2 go bak home n i was stayin @ her casa but every wun wanted mi 2 go drivin wit dem n jenny wanted mi 2 stay. But her mama wudnt let her go but said i cud go n johnny said i shud go so i went n den afta a while we came bak i jenny was pissed which i cud understand but wtf she got her self into trouble n maybe she'll learn not 2 be dat stupid. But w.e since she wasnt talkin 2 mi i stayed chillin wit gher bro johnny n ended up sleepin on da couch but he piked mi up n carried mi 2 jennys room n den da next mornin i woke up early as hell n ate mi sum pasta n jenny wasnt mad no moe she was bak 2 talkin 2 mi. Well i took mi a shower n got dressed did mi hair n make up i was lookin okie not 2 bad lol n den i called mi man up cuz he was supposed 2 be wit mi dat dai n he said 2 call him early but he wasnt home wen i called so i was lyk fuk it which pissed mi off cuz i was lookin foward 2 spendin da whole dai wit him which mi g-ma was fine wit every thin n was willin 2 pik him up but naw he wasnt home. So w.e i just went on wit mi self n finished gettin ready n helped jenny write a letter 2 her sis which came out pretty good jenny alwaiz asks 4 help wit her writtin essays n thins lyk dat she saiz im good @ it. heehee! So around 1:30 mi g-ma had cum n piked mi up n den we were on our wai 2 c alesandro cuz he came 2 visit 4 his b-dai n ive known him 4 eva since he was born cuz im a few daiz older den him. I think mi family n his family want us 2 marry lol cuz dey sure as hell act lyk it. N-e waiz i ate sum good ass brazilian food damn i cud eat dat every dai :) Well afta awhile of hearin every wun sai how pretty n beautiful i am n talkin 2 mi bout wen i was a babi n rememba dis n dat mi n alex left n went 2 dis room n just sat der chillin n talkin n shyt lyk dat. Every wunce in awhile sum wun wud cum n check up on us cuz da door was closed n shyt but w.e Well ppl der dont seem 2 understand i dont kno alot of portuguese n kept talkin 2 mi in dat language but around 5:30 or so i had 2 bounce 2 go 2 dolphine mall 2 pik up mi litto cuzin n den 2 buy mi sum brazilian pants. Den mi g-ma went all crazy sayin we had 2 go cuz she had alot of thins 2 do so we bounced n den i went 2 sum otha places n den bak home ate mi sum food n talked on da tele fone 4 a lil n den ended up fallin a sleep lyk da bum i am. hehe! Dat was bout all 4 da dai. but noe im a bounce so i'll holla bak wun besitoz luv u DeStInY <3<3
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Saturday, October 25th, 2003

Time:12:13 am.
Mood: confused.
Music:LuViN u By DeStInY n AlEx ... LoL.
hEy Mi SeXi LiL bItChEs. HoW r U? wElL mI iM HeA bOrEd As HeLl JuSt GoT bAk HoMe N tAlKiN 2 SuM pPlZ wHiLe I fIlL oUt Mi JoUrNaL SiNcE I hAvEnT gOtTeN a ChAnCe 2 cU IvE bEeN mAdD bIzZy. WeLl ThUrsDaI NuTtIn ReAlLy HaPpEnEd I wEnT 2 SkOoL n DiD 2 MaNy TeSt O bOi WaS dAt A dAi I hAd SoOo MuCh ShYt 2 dO wElL aFtA dAt I cAmE hOmE n TaLkEd 2 dIs NiGgUh I hAvEnT sPoKeN 2 4 EvA n A yR. dAmN hE wAs Mi ScIeNcE bUdDy N dA nIcEsT kId 2 mI i LuV hIm. HeEhEe. N-E wAiZ 4Rm Da ReSt Of Da DaI i HaD 2 FiNiSh Mi PrOjEcT n StUdY bUt Of CoUrSe I nEvA sTuDiEd DeR wAs 2 mUcH wOrK 2 Do. I wEnT 2 SlEeP MaDd EaRlY dAt DaI iT wAs A vErY cRaZy N sLeEpY dAi :) LoL bUt BaSiCaLlY DeR wAsNt MuCh GoIn On DaT dAi ExcEpT sKoOl N wOrK n NoT mUcH fUn @ LeAsT nUtTiN i CuD rEmEmbEr! AnY wAiZ nOe On 2 fRi.
Ight well 2dai i went 2 skool n had sum fun lol well not really but it wasnt as bad as thursdai so yea. Well i found out dat i have da highest grade point average in mi english class which is a B wut a smart lil gurl i am heheh yea rite but n-e waiz im still failin math :( which suxs but w.e its all good. In dace we didnt do shyt but chill so mi n jessi had a gr8 convo. lol bout sum freaky as shyt cuz u kno how we do @ least mi freaky ass bitches 4 lyf haha. But w.e nuttin really happened in n-e otha classes dat was n-e thin special but in 6th period cookin it was pretty str8 cuz im a good cook n all but noe shes actin lyk we fukin artist n have 2 crave freakin vegetables n shyt but w.e i actually did pretty good on dis wun 2dai cuz freakin da other wuns i didnt do 2 good on it. Well after skool i came home n talked on da fone 4 awhile n finally i got 2 talk 2 mi man which i havent talked 2 4eva well not really just 2daiz but its all good. We got sum shyt str8en out n every thin. I had many thins 2 choose 4rm 2 do 2nite but i decided ill go 2 youth group n c mi best friend n get mi present 4rm mi lil sis lol well not mi real sis but mi best friends lil sis which is lyk mines I LUV der family all of dem. Well afta youth every wun wanted 2 do sum thin n i was supposed 2 c mi man he was supposed 2 cum by wit his boi nick but he cudnt cuz his dad id in da hospital again :( i really hope his papi is okie cuz dat wud be bad if he wasnt well dey had 2 stay der 4 awhile till pretty late so i cudnt c him which mad mi sad cuz i wanna really c him n miss him but its okie ill be fine. Den i was gonna go 2 joseph n percillas casa but dey had 2 do sum thin so we made plans 4 sat. instead since we cudnt really chill 2dai. Alil lata bekah wanted mi 2 sleep ova but i cudnt cuz da babi was sleepin ova n i knew her moma was gonna sai no so i told bekah wun od deys weekends i promise ill sleep ova 4 sure... i miss her so0o0o0o much she used 2 live rite by mi but noe lives supa far awai 4rm mi so we neva get 2 really c each otha but watch wen i get mi car which shudnt be 2 long den ill get 2 c her alot. Nigel n sum otha pplz were in a meetin @ church so i had 2 waite till he got out n den afta he was out he wanted 2 go so we went 2 da gas station 2 get sum gas 4 da car n den i was hungry so i asked him if we can go 2 BK n he said okie but decided 2 take mi 2 wendeys so he tryed flirtin wit da women der so i decided 2 be lyk babi y r u flirtin wit her n shyt lol cuz he has wai 2 many gurlz n den i get confussed wen he talks bout dem n den he doesnt kno which wun he lyks cuz der so many cuz every dai ders moe n moe so i tryed 2 stop him but w.e den we sat in da car n i ate mi food n talked 2 nigel, while sittin der Brandon n his wife n 2 kids came by so i jumped out da car n talked 2 dem 4 a while der kids 4r so beautifukl i luv dem all n i think dey wanted mi 2 get in da car well matt did but i cudnt cuz i wudnt fit wit 2 big carseats lol. So yea dey left soon cuz da kids n all so lata alberto n alvero n christina came cuz we were all gonna go 2 da falls n c texas chain saw massacer but cudnt cuz da movie started @ 12:30 around der n dey all grown ups lol n had 2 work da next mornin n i had 2 be home not 2 late n by da time da movie was ova n i was bak home i wud be in alot of shyt lol. So we all sat in da parkin lot eatin shyt but dat was bout it. Den nigel took mi bak home. Noe im on hea writtin in dis. Well im a be out so ill holla bak lata cuz im a talk 2 sum pplz wun luv u Destiny *muahz* i.l.u.m
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Wednesday, October 22nd, 2003

Time:3:25 pm.
Mood: lonely.
Music:MiLkShAke SONG LOL.
HeLlO sExXiZ lOl WeLl YeStErDai I wAs WrItTiN bOuT eVeRy ThIn DaT hApPeNeD oN dA wEeKeNd SiNcE i CuDnT rEaLlY wRiTe DeN sInCe Im PrEtTy BiZzY n AlL bUt Da FuKiN cOmPuTeR eRaSeD iT. i WaS sOoO pIsSeD sO iM a TrY aGaIn 2dAi.
ight dis is fri nite... i went 2 get ready n i talked 2 mi man cuz he called mi n w.e afta awhile i let him go cuz i was runnin late lyk alwaiz lol n i had 2 go 2 youth group cuz mi best guy friend in da whole world was preachin n dats his dream 2 becum a paster, he even went 2 skool 4 dat. So yea i had 2 go der 2 c him cuz wut kind of friend wud i be if i didnt go?!!?! So u kno i had 2 show him sum LUV n suport him which he did gr8 i was so0o0o0o0o proud of him. Well he keep lookin @ mi n turnin a wai cuz i had dis big ass smile on mi face n he wanted 2 laugh which he fuked up n laughed wen he looked @ mi but every wun thought it was ment dat wai but w.e its all good. I was wit his lil sis which is mi age n we chilled cuz nigel was up der n bekah was out of town which is mi otha bffl n his sis is madd str8 n every wun was every were lol. but w.e its all good!!!!!!!!!!! I was pissed off dat nite as well cuz mi babe said he was gonna cum 2 c mi since we hadnt seen each otha 4 a while
n i missed him.. well he didnt end up cumin which got mi so0o0o0 fukin pissed lil did i kno his daddy was in da hospital so i let it slide lol cuz u kno poor daddy all sick n shyt i felt bad. Well afta youth group i went 2 mi friends jennys casa, jazmine took mi n her moma was in da car 2 i luv dem der so0o0o sweet n her momas so cute n small. Well n-e waiz it was dark as fuk in country walk wen we were drivin it was hard 4 us blind pplz 2 c lol but we managed 2 get threw it heehee. Wen i had gotten der i was just in time 4 da drama 2 unload... der was dis whole shyt bout wut we were gonna do sat. nite n whos cumin n shyt n da guys who were takin mi n shyt were tryin not 2 bring mi 2 friends which dey found out n all dis shyt got every wun pissed off n joseph got into sum trouble or sum thin afta so... afta dat mi n jenny chilled @ her casa 4 awhile untill i fell alseep i was so fukin tired.
SAT. okie well jenny n mi woke up n ate of course cuz u kno we hungry pplz @ least i am but wut can i sai im a fatty. lmao. Den mi n jenny went out side 4 a lil n talked 2 percilla bout wut happenwed last nite wit da drama n shyt cuz we were kinda lost or @ least i was cuz wen i feel alseep moe shyt was goin on lol. Lata on mi n jenny went bak inside 2 do a nice job of cleanin her room. By da time we were done wit her room it was lunch time lol well 4 mi cuz im alwaiz hungry. I had 2 shower afta so i can be all fresh n clean lol not dat im not all ready but w.e we were planin 2 do sum thin wether we went 2 da halloween shyt or not so w.e mi n jenny got ready n left 2 josephs n percillas casa n dey said 4 us 2 cum once we were ready 2 leave last time we were @ der casa cuz dey had 2 go 2 der aunties casa in ft. lauderdale n shyt n dey wanted us 2 go 2 cuz we were allowed 2 go 2 da halloween thingy since da drama of last nite. Well it wasnt 2 bad ova der, well kinda we didnt do much we ate madd junk food lyk da fat asses we r :) n walked around n do sum otha shyt which was a litto fun cuz i luv 2 n shyt but i didnt do 2 much cuz i was just bein a good gurl... n-e waiz we basically ate shyt while we were der talked alot n listen 2 music while were in da car n shyt... jenny n joseph got a lil buzzed haha dat shyt was funny cuz dey bearly drank n-e thin n were actin all crazy wut funny shyt. u had 2 be der. heehee. Der such losers but i luv dem! We didnt really do shyt dat dai.. o-yea we also watched da marlines n da new york yankees which da marlines won.. yea boi! n jenny n mi babiz team lost lol suxs 4 dem but i shudnt be talkin all dat shyt cuz lately da marlines have been losin 4 sum strange reason but hopefully we'll kick der ass next game! Around 12 or 12:30 we finally left da aunties cribo thanxs god cuz we wanted 2go so bad it wasnt even funny. Den we had da long trip home we'll not really but yea lol... so we stayed @ josephs n percillas casa n i ened up fallin alseep on percillas bed its so comfy lol i luv'd it well dat nite i was da party pooper haha. Later on mi n jenny walked bak 2 her casa n we got ready 4 bed cuz we all were tired.
Sun. Dis bitch is crazy wakin up early as hell lol. I woke up early 2 but not 2 early u kno i need mi beauty rest naw j.k but w.e yo! ummm her moma n papa n 2 older bros n wun of der gurlz was der n her 2 doggys :) der so cute well bak 2 da point we all ate sum pancakes n dey were yummy in mi tummy lol im so0o0o0 wak. But afta dat i helped jenny out by doin her english home work i did her an essay well it was actually a short story n jennys sux'd n her teacher said 2 do wun betta n all so i did it 4 her cuz im good @ english n those kinds of stuff. Den i went 2 joseph n percillas cuz jenny was sayin shes gonna do her h.w but instead was chattin on line wut a dumb ass so i left her n chilled wit dem a lil lata she ended up cumin lol n we all chilled. I bitched @ hugo 4 bein an ass cuz dat weekend he was such a dik 2 jenny i feel bad 4 wut he did, hes lucky he wasnt in front of mi cuz i wud have knocked da shyt out of him 4 every thin he said n did. But w.e hes nice 2 mi cuz u kno.. no-wun shud fuk wit mi cuz im wun crazy ass phyco bitch. lmfao! So yea a lil lata i left home cuz i had no ride n mi g-ma said dat she can onli pik mi up den cuz she had sum thins 2 do n mi ltto cute ass cuzin had 2 cum ova cuz hes stayin da week hea while his mommie is in mexico eatin sum tacos lmao naw j.k but she really is in mexico 4 sum vacation time wut a lucky ass bitch i wanna go but its all good. Afta dat i finally got 2 c mi cuzin damn i havent seen him 4 eva n a yr. i luv him, sum times he pisses mi off but wut da hell dats wit every lil kid. Nuttin really happened besides mi talkin 2 mi babis dadie! ;-)
Mon. it was borin as fuk bak 2 skool ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! i hate it so0o0o0o0 much i wanted 2 stay home cuz i was tired as fuk but i dunt wanna have alot of work n 4 sum strange reason wen eva i get bak 2 skool 4rm bein absent we get tons of class work n home wut i think dey do it perposly lol.2 be honest nuttin really special happened on mon. @ least not n-e thin dat i cud think of rite dis moment. o -yea i helped mi litto cuzin out wit his home work wut a good person i am huh?! ya kno it!
OkIe YeStErDaI.. hUmM i WeNt 2 sKoOl N dId NuTtIn BuT eAt ShYt SiNcE dEr WaS dA pSaT wHiCh I dIdNt NeEd 2 tAkE... lUcKy Mi!!!!!!!! HeEhEe. aLl I dId WaS tAlK 2 mI hOmE gUrL gIsElLe DaMn I lUv DaT gUrL iVe KnOwN hEr 4 eVa, sHeS sUcH a GoOd FrIeNd 2 mI wElL n-e WaIz We TaLkEd BoUt SuM tHiNz HeA n DeR n LiStEn 2 mUsIc N sUm FrEaKy AsS sOnGs CuZ wE bE dEm FrEaKy AsS bItChEs LmFaO u KnO hOw We Do... " wAnNA TaLk ShYt WhIlE sIt On Ur DiK" lOl NaW j.k DaT wAs PaRt Of Da sOnG bUt N-E wAiZ w.e We AlSo PlAyEd SuM gAmEs On Mi CeLlY n AtE lYk FaT aSsEs... HuMmM! dAt WaS bOuT iT. o-yEa DiS sTuPiD aSs NiGgUh 4rM cOlOmBiA cUmS uP iN hEa AcTiN lYk HeS dA fUkIn ShYt WeN iN rEaLiTy He OnLi SmElLs LyK iT lOl NoT dAt Im HaTiN oN u CoLoMbIaNs N aLl BuT w.e DaT pUsSy AsS bItCh WaS tAlKiN mAdD sHyT aCtIn LyK hE gOt SuM hAiR oN dEm BaLlS wEn AlL hE gOt Is LiTtO bAlLs WiT nO hAiR oN dEm CuZ hEs JuSt A liTTo BoI!!!! wElL hE gOt Mi ReAlLy PiSsEd N mI fRiEnD iS aLwAiZ tRyIn 2 mAkE mI cAlM dOwN sInCe ShEs KnOwN mI 4 EvA n KnOs I gOt SuM aNgEr PrObLeMs 2 tAkE cArE Of hAhA lYk I sAiD bE4 CraZy Ass PyChO bItCh HaHa. So YeA BuT sHe DoEs It AlL oUt Of GoOd CuZ sHe KnOs... WeLl DeN dA rEsT oF dA Da wAs OkIe MoE sHyT hApPeNeD bUt NuTtIn 2 imPoRtAnT! wEn I gOt HoMe I wAs jUsT sTr8 uP cHiLlIn Mi NiGgUh... WuT?! hA! WeLl Mi G-Ma ToLd Mi We MiGhT gEt A kItTy I wAs ReAlLy HaPpY bUt I dUnNo If We GoNnA gEt It, ItS a MaYbE bUt We'lL c. DaMn I gOt MaDd PlAnS 4 DeYs WeEkEnD cUmIn Up EvErY wUn WaNtS 2 ChIlL n Do SuM tHiN i GuEsS iTs CuZ iM sO bEaUtIfUl N pOpUlAr NaW J.K i AiNt No CoNcItEd LiTtO bItCh.. NoPe! NoT mI. hEhE.
WeD. i WoKe up tired as hell didnt wanna go 2 skool wut a lazy ass bumb i am. well i had 2 go 2 skool cuz im not sick or injured or in madd pain so i went dressed lyk a bumb well not really just comfy n der were mad ppl lookin crazy n wak as fuk since dis weekend is home cumin n we got da week 2 do diff. thin lyk twin dai n jerzy dai n waky dai so yea. Wu t eles happened.. lets c hea ummm i got madd home work cuz i have alot of test n quizes 2 study 4 2marrow but w.e n i got deys lil project shyt 2 well der not really projects but dey might as well be cuz dey kinda lyk it just worth less grades. N-E Whoo dats not real important. o-yea i had 2 do dis swan out of an apple lmfao but it didnt cum out very good so i ate it lol cuz it was good n jucy so w.e dis kidd in mi 6th is gonna make it 4 mi 2marrow. hes so nice! Nuttin eles was real interestin bout 2dai except i hit dis kid in da face cuz he swears so much n he pisses mi off n he neva thinks ill hit him but he was suprized wen i did i was happy 4 mi lol. Dis is onli da middle close 2 da end of da dai n nuttin really happened. i hope 2 c mi babi dis weekend fuk dat u kno im goin 2 i dunt give a fuk i havent seen him 4 close 2 2weeks n dats very sad i need sum luvin 4rm him. :) u kno how it is. well n-e waiz im a be out cuz im a try n get a hold of mi man cuz i really miss him n wanna talk 2 his sexi ass! ill holla bak lata. *WuN* NIGGUH!!!!!!!!!!!! besitoz luv alwaiz destiny I.L.U.M
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Friday, October 17th, 2003

Time:12:52 pm.
Mood: confused.
Music:RaInY dAiZ.
HeY wElL i JuSt WoKe Up N iM bOrEd Az HeLl. YeStErDaI aLoT oF sHyT hApPeNeD wHiCh ReAlLy SuX'D WeLl KiNdA. aFtA i HaD dOnE jOuRnAl YeStErDaI mIcHaEl A. n ChRiS hAd CuM 2 Mi CaSa So I gOt OfF lInE n W.E wE dIdNt Do MuCh BuT cHiLl N sHyT dEn LyK 5-10 MiNs LaTa 2 mOe GuYz CaMe By wHiCh WaS cRiStIaN n OsCaR n DeY wErE wIt JuLiO bUt We DiDnT rEaLlY lYk EaCh OtHa 2 MuCh So He StAyEd OuT sIdE n oScAr N crIsTiAn CaMe InSiDe So BaSIcAlLy DeR wAs A lIl PaRtY iN mI rOoM. lOl. WeLl ChRiS lEfT cUz He FeLt BaD lEaViN jUlIo OuT sIdE bY hIm SeLf So He SaId ByE. aFtA a WhIlE dEy AlL lEfT 2 Go 2 cArLoS'S cAsA. wEn DeY lEfT dEy ToOk Mi WaLeT wHiCh DeY tHoUgHt It WaS cHrIs's CuZ dEy BoTh R bLaCk N dEy LeFt ChRiStIaNs CeLlY sO dEy CaMe BaK wIt CaRlOs N wE aLl ChIlLeD hEa. bUt OfCoUrSe Mi G-Ma Is A bItCh SuM tImEs N sHe DoEsNt TrUsT mI wIt GuYs N iF sHe DoEs ItS oNlI cErTaIn WuNs WhIcH pIsSeS mI oFf. wElL sHe KeEp ChEcKiN uP oN mI 2 C wUt WaS gOiN oN i GuEsS sHe ThOuGhT wE wUd Do SuM tHiN wHiCh WaS gOnNa HaPpEn CuZ Fo WuN iM nOt StUpId I wUdNt Do ShYt In Mi CaSa Or OuT sIdE eXsPeCiAlLy ArOuNd HeR n sEcOnD oF aLl wEn Im WiT sUm WuN iM fAiThFuL n Im NoT nO pLaYa BuT sHe HaS nO iDeA dAt Im WiT hIm. wElL mI n NiGeL wErE gOnNA gO oUt AfTa He WaS fInIsHeD wIt EvErY tHiN bUt DeN wEn I aSkEd mI g-mA sHe SaId No CuZ nO wUn ElEs WaS gOiN wHiCh PiSsEd Mi OfF mOe CuZ wTf ShE kNoS hIm N eVeRy ThIn So I cALlEd Mi UnClE oN mI cElLy WhIlE i WaS oUt SiDe CuZ i KnEw If I wEnT iNsIdE mI g-mA wUd TeLl Mi 2 cUm BaK iNsIdE. sO w.e ShE eNdEd Up PiKiN uP dA fOnE n ShYt So ShE tOlD mI 2 Go BaK iNsIdE n I tOlD hEr OkIe In A fEw MiN. sO mI n Mi UnClE tAlKeD n He ToLd Mi 2 cAlM dOwN cUz I hAvE sUm AnGeR pRoBlEmS! n He ToLd Mi DaT wEn I cUm In 2 bE gOoD n ShE'Ll LeT mI Go WiT nIgEl. So I wAs GoIn 2 cOnTrOl Mi BiTcHy-NeSs. LoL. bUt WeN i WaS cUmIn BaK cArLoS WaNtEd WaTeR sO i GaVe HiM sUm N wHiLe I wAs GeTtIN dAt Mi G-Ma WaS fUkIn ScReAmIn @ Mi TaLkIn ShYt So I cUdNt TaKe It N dEn I wEnT a WaI 4Rm HeR cUz ShE wAs PiSsIn Mi OfF aFtA cArLoS lEfT i WeNt BaK iNsIdE n ShE wAs TaLkIn BoUt Mi N sHe StArTeD tAlKiN sHyT bOuT mI n CoMpArIn Mi 2 a FuKiN sLuT wHiCh DeN dAt ReAlLy PiSsEd Mi OfF cUz PpL aLwAiZ tAlK sHyT n CaLl Mi SlUt Or A hOe WhIcH iM nOt N dAtS fAmIlY sO wUt dA fUk DeY sHuDnT bE cAlLiN u DaT eVeN iF u R, WhIcH i AiNt. BuT wEn I hEaRd DaT i SlAmMeD Mi BeD rOoM dOoR n ShE cAmE bUsTiN iN dEr ScReAmIn @ Mi EvEn Mi EvEn MoE tAlKiN mOe ShYt N SaYiN dAt ShE dId SaI tHoS tHiNs WhIcH iS b.s N dAt I cAnT gO oUt N dAt ShEs GoNnA tElL mI mOmMy EvErY tHiN wHiCh DeRs NoT mUcH 2 TeLl N Mi MoM kNoS mOe DeN hEr 4 dA mOsT pArT cUz I tELl Mi MoMmY AlMoSt eVeRy ThIn. So YeA. i ToOk Mi ShOwEr N aFtA i CaLlEd Mi MoMmY 2 TeLl HeR wUt HaPpEnEd N dAt I wAnTeD 2 MoVe WiT hEr N sHe ToLd Mi 2 cAlM dOwN cUZ i WaS rEaLlY uPsEt N sHyT aLsO dAt ShE tOlD mI 2 HaVe Mi TiMe 2 tHiNk BoUt It N wEn Im NoT uPsEt N tHoUgHt BoUt It I cUd TaLk BoUt It WiT hEr N c If I sTiLl WaNt 2 i CuD. bUt Im NoT sUrE cUz DRs TiMeS dAt I wAnNa Be WiTY mI mOm N tImEs I wAnNa Be WiT mI g-mA ItS aLl CuZ dEy BoTh R vErY dIfF. n I kNo WhO 2 Go 4 sUm ThInS n WhO nOt 2 gO 4 oThA tHiNs. So Im GoNnA tHiNk BoUt It AlOt N tAlK 2 SuM pPlZ n ShYt CuZ dIs ShYt NeEdS 2 StOp U KnO sO w.e. AfTa EvErY tHiN i TaLkEd 2 mI mAn CuZ hE cAlLeD.. tHaNxS gOd CuZ i ReAlLy NeEdEd SuM wUn 2 cHeEr Mi Up. i HoPe 2 c HiM dIs WeEkEnD cUz DeN iLl ReAlLy FeEl BeTtA n I tHiNk I nEeD aLoT oF tImE 2 ChEeR uP N bE wIt PpLz I cArE bOuT N cArE bOuT mI. WeLl AfTa tAlKiN 2 HiM hE hAd 2 gO sO i TaLkEd 2 sUm OtHa PpLz On Da FoNe N wAtChEd T.V n FeLl AlSeEp. So YeA. DaT wAs BsIcAlLy YeStErDaI n 2dAi iS bOrIn As HeLl CuZ i HaVe No CaR sO i CaNt Go N-E wErE CuZ eVeRy WuN dAt WuD gIvE mI a RiDe Is EiThEr bIzZy Or DoEsNt HaVe DeR cAr So Im StUcK @ hOmE 4 NoE. wElL iM a Be gEtTiN mI sElF rEaDy NoE cUz I gOt SuM tHiNs 2 dO. IlL hOlLa BaK lAtA wUn BeSiToZ

lUv AlWaIz N 4 EvA uR gUrL dEsTiNy
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Time:12:52 pm.
Mood: confused.
HeY wElL i JuSt WoKe Up N iM bOrEd Az HeLl. YeStErDaI aLoT oF sHyT hApPeNeD wHiCh ReAlLy SuX'D WeLl KiNdA. aFtA i HaD dOnE jOuRnAl YeStErDaI mIcHaEl A. n ChRiS hAd CuM 2 Mi CaSa So I gOt OfF lInE n W.E wE dIdNt Do MuCh BuT cHiLl N sHyT dEn LyK 5-10 MiNs LaTa 2 mOe GuYz CaMe By wHiCh WaS cRiStIaN n OsCaR n DeY wErE wIt JuLiO bUt We DiDnT rEaLlY lYk EaCh OtHa 2 MuCh So He StAyEd OuT sIdE n oScAr N crIsTiAn CaMe InSiDe So BaSIcAlLy DeR wAs A lIl PaRtY iN mI rOoM. lOl. WeLl ChRiS lEfT cUz He FeLt BaD lEaViN jUlIo OuT sIdE bY hIm SeLf So He SaId ByE. aFtA a WhIlE dEy AlL lEfT 2 Go 2 cArLoS'S cAsA. wEn DeY lEfT dEy ToOk Mi WaLeT wHiCh DeY tHoUgHt It WaS cHrIs's CuZ dEy BoTh R bLaCk N dEy LeFt ChRiStIaNs CeLlY sO dEy CaMe BaK wIt CaRlOs N wE aLl ChIlLeD hEa. bUt OfCoUrSe Mi G-Ma Is A bItCh SuM tImEs N sHe DoEsNt TrUsT mI wIt GuYs N iF sHe DoEs ItS oNlI cErTaIn WuNs WhIcH pIsSeS mI oFf. wElL sHe KeEp ChEcKiN uP oN mI 2 C wUt WaS gOiN oN i GuEsS sHe ThOuGhT wE wUd Do SuM tHiN wHiCh WaS gOnNa HaPpEn CuZ Fo WuN iM nOt StUpId I wUdNt Do ShYt In Mi CaSa Or OuT sIdE eXsPeCiAlLy ArOuNd HeR n sEcOnD oF aLl wEn Im WiT sUm WuN iM fAiThFuL n Im NoT nO pLaYa BuT sHe HaS nO iDeA dAt Im WiT hIm. wElL mI n NiGeL wErE gOnNA gO oUt AfTa He WaS fInIsHeD wIt EvErY tHiN bUt DeN wEn I aSkEd mI g-mA sHe SaId No CuZ nO wUn ElEs WaS gOiN wHiCh PiSsEd Mi OfF mOe CuZ wTf ShE kNoS hIm N eVeRy ThIn So I cALlEd Mi UnClE oN mI cElLy WhIlE i WaS oUt SiDe CuZ i KnEw If I wEnT iNsIdE mI g-mA wUd TeLl Mi 2 cUm BaK iNsIdE. sO w.e ShE eNdEd Up PiKiN uP dA fOnE n ShYt So ShE tOlD mI 2 Go BaK iNsIdE n I tOlD hEr OkIe In A fEw MiN. sO mI n Mi UnClE tAlKeD n He ToLd Mi 2 cAlM dOwN cUz I hAvE sUm AnGeR pRoBlEmS! n He ToLd Mi DaT wEn I cUm In 2 bE gOoD n ShE'Ll LeT mI Go WiT nIgEl. So I wAs GoIn 2 cOnTrOl Mi BiTcHy-NeSs. LoL. bUt WeN i WaS cUmIn BaK cArLoS WaNtEd WaTeR sO i GaVe HiM sUm N wHiLe I wAs GeTtIN dAt Mi G-Ma WaS fUkIn ScReAmIn @ Mi TaLkIn ShYt So I cUdNt TaKe It N dEn I wEnT a WaI 4Rm HeR cUz ShE wAs PiSsIn Mi OfF aFtA cArLoS lEfT i WeNt BaK iNsIdE n ShE wAs TaLkIn BoUt Mi N sHe StArTeD tAlKiN sHyT bOuT mI n CoMpArIn Mi 2 a FuKiN sLuT wHiCh DeN dAt ReAlLy PiSsEd Mi OfF cUz PpL aLwAiZ tAlK sHyT n CaLl Mi SlUt Or A hOe WhIcH iM nOt N dAtS fAmIlY sO wUt dA fUk DeY sHuDnT bE cAlLiN u DaT eVeN iF u R, WhIcH i AiNt. BuT wEn I hEaRd DaT i SlAmMeD Mi BeD rOoM dOoR n ShE cAmE bUsTiN iN dEr ScReAmIn @ Mi EvEn Mi EvEn MoE tAlKiN mOe ShYt N SaYiN dAt ShE dId SaI tHoS tHiNs WhIcH iS b.s N dAt I cAnT gO oUt N dAt ShEs GoNnA tElL mI mOmMy EvErY tHiN wHiCh DeRs NoT mUcH 2 TeLl N Mi MoM kNoS mOe DeN hEr 4 dA mOsT pArT cUz I tELl Mi MoMmY AlMoSt eVeRy ThIn. So YeA. i ToOk Mi ShOwEr N aFtA i CaLlEd Mi MoMmY 2 TeLl HeR wUt HaPpEnEd N dAt I wAnTeD 2 MoVe WiT hEr N sHe ToLd Mi 2 cAlM dOwN cUZ i WaS rEaLlY uPsEt N sHyT aLsO dAt ShE tOlD mI 2 HaVe Mi TiMe 2 tHiNk BoUt It N wEn Im NoT uPsEt N tHoUgHt BoUt It I cUd TaLk BoUt It WiT hEr N c If I sTiLl WaNt 2 i CuD. bUt Im NoT sUrE cUz DRs TiMeS dAt I wAnNa Be WiTY mI mOm N tImEs I wAnNa Be WiT mI g-mA ItS aLl CuZ dEy BoTh R vErY dIfF. n I kNo WhO 2 Go 4 sUm ThInS n WhO nOt 2 gO 4 oThA tHiNs. So Im GoNnA tHiNk BoUt It AlOt N tAlK 2 SuM pPlZ n ShYt CuZ dIs ShYt NeEdS 2 StOp U KnO sO w.e. AfTa EvErY tHiN i TaLkEd 2 mI mAn CuZ hE cAlLeD.. tHaNxS gOd CuZ i ReAlLy NeEdEd SuM wUn 2 cHeEr Mi Up. i HoPe 2 c HiM dIs WeEkEnD cUz DeN iLl ReAlLy FeEl BeTtA n I tHiNk I nEeD aLoT oF tImE 2 ChEeR uP N bE wIt PpLz I cArE bOuT N cArE bOuT mI. WeLl AfTa tAlKiN 2 HiM hE hAd 2 gO sO i TaLkEd 2 sUm OtHa PpLz On Da FoNe N wAtChEd T.V n FeLl AlSeEp. So YeA. DaT wAs BsIcAlLy YeStErDaI n 2dAi iS bOrIn As HeLl CuZ i HaVe No CaR sO i CaNt Go N-E wErE CuZ eVeRy WuN dAt WuD gIvE mI a RiDe Is EiThEr bIzZy Or DoEsNt HaVe DeR cAr So Im StUcK @ hOmE 4 NoE. wElL iM a Be gEtTiN mI sElF rEaDy NoE cUz I gOt SuM tHiNs 2 dO
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Thursday, October 16th, 2003

Time:3:19 pm.
Mood: energetic.
Music:DaMn.
Hey!!!!!!!!!! Well srry i didnt write yesterdai but i was pretty bizzy. Lyk i usually do ima write wut happened yesterdai so u kno u can be informed on mi daily lyf. heehee. Since i kno u luv mi so0o0o much n r interested in every thin dat goes on wit mi. Ight 1st i went 2 skool n eat shyt cuz we didnt have much 2 do. But dance was da shyt yesterdai i luv'd it omg i had so0o0o0 much fukin fun , probably cuz our regular dance teacher wasnt teachin it was sum otha person we had a guest dancer n she was really good n nice n a good teacher unlyk our otha wun. O-Well. Den mi friend jessi came by afta skool n we chilled hea n da funniest shyt happened shes been scamin dis nigguh dat i used 2 kno n talk wit it was pretty funny cuz shes been talkin bout him 4 da past week or so n i had no clue it was him untill she really talked bout him yesterdai n im lyk o shyt so i asked her questions bout him n cum 2 find out i kno him lol n he said da same shyt 2 mi dat he said 2 her n probably every otha gurl....wut a dawg lol. N-e waiz 4 da rest of da time i talked 2 mi sexi babi :-) Well afta awhile he had 2 go so mi n jessi went 2 da pool n her ex which is wun of mi friends u can sai n we invited him 2 da pool 2 chill but not go in cuz it was bad weather out n we thought da pool wud be cold but we stuck our feet in a lil n lyk it cuz it wasnt cold nor hot so we got our bikinies on n went swimin we had fun! She had 2 go home afta awhile so w.e wen she left i was chillin @ home talkin on da fone n den jenny called mi up n asked if she cud stop by n ofcourse i said yea so her n joseph n hugo came by n we chilled 4 a lil den dey left so i talked wit mi man again n den got off n saw mi a movie n den went 2 sleep. Well da was yesterdai n 2dai is a new dai so heas mi dai......
I was madd tired dis mornin lyk every mornin but w.e i got ready n went 2 skool. Skool was okie nuttin 2 special i had a sub. 4 math thanx god cuz i hate dat bitch n all mi otha classes were str8 4 mi 6th period i had alot of fun we had 2 cook 2dai n den got 2 eat which every thin came out good i lyked it. Sum funny shyt was said bout mi in dat class 2 but im not gonna even get started... louisa 4sho n myra i think shud kno bout dat. heehee. Ummmm well i ate alot of chocolate 2dai which got mi a lil up n bout lol. So noe im hea @ home bored as hell n kinda hyper thinkin bout mi babi n how much i miss him n wanna c him n kiss him n fuk him.. lol naw j.k bout da fukin part lets not get ahead of ourselfs. lol. N-e waiz 2marrow is no skool which is gr8 cuz we got along weekend which means lots of fun!!!!! Well @ least 4 mi. OkIe.Well if n-e thin eles happens ill probably tell u bout it if not den o-well. Im OuT dIs BiTcH lUv U lOtZ uR lIl lAdIe DeStInY mUaHz ....WuN....I LUB MILTON
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Tuesday, October 14th, 2003

Time:4:13 pm.
Mood: sick.
Music:Da WuN.
HeY wElL 2DaI wAs JuSt LyK dA rEsT bOrIn Az FuK wElL dAtS cUz I wEnT 2 SkOoL 2DaI :-( N i WaSnT fEeLiN gOoD @ aLl Im AlWaIz CaTcHiN wUt OtHa PpLz HaVe WhIcH sUxS 4 Mi @ LeAsT mI cOlD iSnT aZ bAd Az Be4 bUt NoE i ThInK iM gEtTiN dA fLu Or A vIrUs LoL bUt I dUnNo YeT. i FeEl sOoO bAd ThO N mI bAbI iSnT hEa 2 mAkE mI fEeL bEtTa HeEhEe!!!! WeLl EnOuGh BoUt Mi BeIn AlL sIcK n FeElIn LyK sHyT. Im ReAlLy HaPpY tHo CuZ i WaS fAiLiN mAtH wIt A lOw AsS "F" N nOe Im PaSsIn WiT a "D" wHiCh Is ReAlLy GoOd CuZ eVeRy WuN iS fAiLiN hEr ClAsS n ItS rEaLlY hArD 2 BrInG uR gRaDe Up BuT i DiD. lOl. Im VeRy PrOuD oF mI sElF n I wAnT 2 TrY n GeT a "C" wHiCh Is GoNnA bE eVeN hArDeR bUt I cUd Do It If I tRy. N-E wAiZ nUtTiN rEaLlY hApPeNeD bEsIdEs DaT. n I tAlKeD 2 Mi LiL sIs I mIsS hEr SoOoO mUcH n LuV hEr, I hOpE i CaN c HeR sOoN. Im GoNnA gO nOe CuZ i GoT sUm ShYt 2 dO sO LyK i AlWaIz SaI iLl HoLlA bAk. WuN

lUv AlWaIz Ur SeXi BiTcH... dEsTiNy :-) BeSiToZ
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Monday, October 13th, 2003

Time:3:28 pm.
Mood: sleepy.
Music:Mi BaBi.
Hey well im so0o0o0o fukin tired rite noe. Well 2dai was really borin i woke up early as hell on n off cuz i was havin da craziest dreams i dunno y but w.e i got ready n went 2 skool. I was fallin a sleepin most mi classes n i was hungry since i didnt eat breakfast but o-well. Den mi friend was tellin mi really freaky stuff it was scary. :-\ Well afta a while of bein in skool da lights n air conditionin went off so basically skool sux'd. I came home n mi bus almost took off wit mi lol so mi n mi friends were screamin 2 stop cuz i was still on da bus lmao it was really funny u had 2 be der. Noe im stuck @ home wit alot of home work n thins 2 do. Enough bout 2dai n on 2 da weekend... i didnt get 2 write in dis journal thin cuz ive been madd bizzy so ill tell u wut happened.
FRIDAI: I went 2 skool n had a pretty good dai untill i met dis bitch 4rm brazil actin lyk shes da shyt wen in reality shes nuttin but trash n she was tellin alot of shyt dat was just pushin mi buttons but i let her talk all da shyt she wanted cuz she was just makin herself look lyk a fukin fool. Den i came home n got ready i saw mi buddy nigel i luv him hes a good friend n even tho he thinks thins r gonna change der not. We went out side afta a while cuz i still wasnt ready 2 go n he was gonna take mi 2 youth group but he knos how long it takes 4 mi 2 get all sexi lol so he left n wen we were talkin out side der is a giant who lives in mi neighbor. Around 7:30 i was done gettin ready n left 2 go 2 church 2 c mi best friend bekah shes lyk mi sis i luv her 2 lol. Well she gave mi da sweetest crad u can eva give n-e wun i almost cried :'( milton came 2 youth since i invited him i didnt think he wud cum cuz he was late but he did which made mi happy cuz i really lyk him n i wanted 2 c him again. It was him , his older sis n her boi friend dey were really nice. But dey got tired of bein der which i dont blame dem cuz it did get kinda borin so dey invited mi 2 go wit dem 4 a lil. We went all da wai 2 cutler ridge n i met sum of his family n his mom which made mi a lil nervouse cuz ive neva met a guys parents lyk sum-1 dat i was talkin 2 or goin out wit so0o0o0 i hope she lyked mi but i dunno i tired 2 be nice but i kno i cud have been nicer. o-well. We drove around 4 a lil n w.e i had mi fun. Of course mi n him kissed. :-D Wen he droped mi off he ended up askin mi 2 be his gurl i was really really happy den. Dat was bout it dat happened on fri @ least da main parts lol. so noe on 2 saturdai....
SAT: OkIe I wEnT 2 gEt Mi CeLlY WiT mI mOmMy N lIl BrO. DeN i AtE @ mAcCaRoNi GrIlL yUmMmY iT wAs ReAlLy GoOd CuZ i LuV pAsTa Im JuSt A fAt AsS lOl I lUv FoOd. WeLl AfTa EaTiN n GeTtIn Mi CeLlY i WeNt BaK hOmE gOt Mi ThInZ rEaDy N wEnT 2 Mi LuVz CaSa (jEnNy). JeNnY iS dA cElLy PeRsOn ShE wAs TeAcHiN mI HoW 2 FiX mI cElLy N mAkE iT lOoK pReTtY. LoL wElL n-e WaIz I hAd 2 rUsH n GeT rEaDy WhIcH i HaTe CuZ i LyK 2 TaKe Mi TiMe N lOoK pReTtY bUt W.E i MeT dEyZ pPlZ dEy WeRe StR8 WeLl We WeNt 2 sUnSeT pLaCe 4 a WhIlE dEn LeFt N wEnT dRiViN aRoUnD eVeRy WeRe U cAn ThInK oF. iT wAs FuN uNtIlL dIs GuRl StArTeD 2 Be A lIl BiTcHy LoL sHe WaS nIcE n AlL bUt AlWaIz BiTcHiN bOuT sUm ThIn WhIcH gOt AnNOYiN rEaLlY fAsT eVeRy WuN wAs LyK wTf. BuT w.e We HaD sUm FuN. dEn We WeRe GoNnA gO 2 dIs HaLlOwEeN tHiNgY bUt A fEw GuRlZ hAd 2 bE hOmE eArLy N dEr WuDnT bE eNoUgH tImE sO w.e We CuDnT go MaYbE dIs WeEkEnD. wElL wUt EvA wE dId SuM sHyT n We WeRe JuSt StR8 Up ChIlLiN. ight noe its sundai....
SUN: I woke up n left mi friends casa afta a while cuz i needed 2 finish mi lil home work/project thin. Den Carlos n chris came by mi casa i havent seen him 4 a long time i was happy 2 c him cuz i mised him n he got cute wit da hair cut he has lol. Den milton called mi n he got mi a lil pissed n den 4 sum reason i keep thinkin hes cheated on mi or is goin 2 which dat wud be a bad choice 4 him if he did cuz so0o0o0o many ppl wud kick his ass lol. N-e waiz i miss him i havent seen him 4 a few daiz but i dunno i lyk him alot n i havent really gotten 2 talk 2 him dis weekend cuz we both have been pretty bizzy. :-( Well afta i talked 2 him mi n chris n carlos went 2 da pool n i was chillin wit dem den got bak inside n talked on da fone n den mi n mi g-ma n her man lol harvey went out 2 eat it was str8 i havent been out 2 eat wit dem in a long time. Well dat was bout it dat happened on sun.
Im A bE oUt NoE i wRoTe A lOnG aSs JoUrNaL tHiNgY iLl hOlLa BaK sUm OtHa TiMe WuN bEsItOZ *~*I.L.M*~*
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Thursday, October 9th, 2003

Time:1:04 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music:rAiN oN mI.
HeY!!!! wElL yEsTeRdAi WaS mI b-dAi N i DiDnT hAvE tImE 2 WrItE iN dIs JoUrNaL wHiCh I hAvEnT rEaLlY hAd TiMe 2 wRiTe In iT sInCe IvE hAd It BuT w.e DaTs mI bIzZy LyF :-) hEeHeE. n-e WaIz I'lL tElL u A lIl BiT bOuT yEsTeRdAi. It WaS sTr8 i DiDnT dO mUcH @ sKoOl BuT cHiLl SiNcE dEr WaS dA fCaT n I dIdNt HaVe 2 tAkE iT wHiCh Is GoOd So I wAs DeR wIt Mi NiGgUhZ n BiTcHeS sTr8 uP cHiLlIn LoL. dEn Mi N mI fRiEnD jEsSi CaMe 2 mI cAsA n ChIlLeD hEa N wEnT 2 Da PoOl It WaS fUn AfTa A wHiLe We CaMe BaK n AtE n CuT mI cAkE :-P iT wAs GoOd!!!! ShE nEeDeD 2 Go HoMe AfTa So ShE lEfT n I wAs ChIlLiN tAlKiN 2 EvErY wUn N dEr MoThA cUz U kNo It WaS mI sPeCiAl DaI n EvErY wUn LuVs Mi LoL sO dEy CaLlEd 2 sAi HaPpY b-dAi n TaLk A LiL bIt. DeN mIlToN n HiS bOi StOpeD bY wHiCh WaS gOoD cUz I fInAlLy GoT 2 c HiM n ChIlL eVeN tHo It WaS 4 A sHoRt TiMe It WaS sTiLl StR8 U kNo. So W.E wE aLl StArTeD tAlKiN dOiN nUtTiN rEaLlY wEn MiLtOn WaS lYk OoOo "Im FeElIn U" wHiCh MaDe Mi HaPpY cUz I wAs FeElIn HiM 2 :-D N i WaS nErVoUsE bUt Of CoUrSe I wAs WrOnG n Mi FrIeNd WaS rItE eVeRy ThIn WeNt FiNe. WeLl AfTa A wHiLe DeY hAd 2 lEaVe CuZ nIcK, mIlToNz BoI hAd 2 gO dO sUm ShYt So We WaLkEd OuT sIdE n I sAiD mI gOoD bYeZ lOl N i TaLkEd WiT mIlToN 4 A LiL. DeN dEy LeFt WhIcH kInDa SuXeD cUz I wAnTeD 2 SpEnD a LiL mOe TiMe WiT hIm BuT o-wElL hOpEfUlLy I'lL c HiM dIs WeEkEnD. Mi PrEsEnTz WeRe StR8 I gOt AlOt Of MoNeY iM a BaLlA nOe LoL. n Im GeTtIn Mi CeLlY fInAlLy On SaT. N iM gOnNa HaVe A lIl ShOpPiN sPrEe Im SoOo HaPpY cUz I lUv 2 sHoP lOl. So BasIcAlLy Mi B-DaI wAs BeTtA dEn I tHoUgHt It WuD bE. i AlSo GoT a LiL sUpRiZe PrEsEnT lMaO sUm Of U sHuD kNo WuT dAt WaS bUt ShHhH. O:-)
oKiE dAt WaS yEsTeRdAi N 2DaI SuXeD i WoKe Up @ FuKiN 3:45 iN dA mOrNiN WeN iT sHuD hAvE bEeN 5:30. wElL i WaS fEeLiN lYk ShYt I wAs HaViN mAdD cRaMpS n Mi CoLd WaS gEtTiN wOrSe. :-\ sOoO i DiDnT gO 2 SkOoL. wHiCh WaS gOoD cUz I hAd MaDd wOrK 2 TuRn In WhIcH i DiDnT dO, o-wELl. Im FuKiN bOrEd Az HeLl HeA dOiN nUtTiN. I hAtE bEiN aBsEnT cUz I aLwAiZ gEt BeHiNd BuT w.e. IvE bEeN ThInKiN lAtElY BoUt AlOt Of ShYt N dA wUn Dat gEtS 2 Mi Da MoSt Is HoW i NeEd 2 cHaNgE 4 Da BeTtA nOt DaT iM a BaD pErSoN oR n-e ThIn N iM nOt TrYiN 2 ChAnGe CuZ pPlZ tElL mI 2 OR tHiNk Or EvEn WaNt Mi 2 oNlI cUz I fEeL n WaNt 2 cHAnGe 2 BeCuM a BeTtA pErSoN. i ThInK eVeRy WuN nEeDs ChAnGe In DeR lYf @ LeAsT wIt SuM tHiN cUz No-wUnZ pErFeCt. So YeA wE aLl NeEd ChAnGe N wE cAn AlL uSe A lIl ImPrOvEmEnT wIt DiFfErEnT tHiNz. BuT wUt I hAtE dA mOsT iS wEn PpLz ChAnGe DeM sElFz 4 oThA pPl N dEy ArEnT dEm SeLvEs Or WeN dEy Do ChAnGe DeY eNd Up ChAnGiN iN a BaD wAi Or BeCuM wOrSe DeN dEy WeRe BuT wUt CaN i SaI dAtS wUt PpL n Da WoRlD dOsE 2 MoSt Da PpLz. WeLl I HaVe 2 gO dO sUm ShYt HeA n DeR sO iM a Be OuT i'Ll HoLlA bAk LaTa. BeSiToZ *wUn* ~ lUv Mi AlWaIz DeStInY~
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