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[20 Jan 2003|07:57pm] |
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hullo darlings
i went shopping with my dear best friend today. we were looking for sadie`s dresses for her (i already have mine). i got pretty pissed because everything she saw she didn`t like or assumed that it wouldn`t look good on her. she`s really pretty but she has the worst self esteem of anyone i`ve ever met. that includes me. har har. anydoodles, i need to write my history/english paper tonight. something to do with the odyssey. i`m not quite sure i haven`t read the instructions yet. i have an A in that class so it`s not like i can`t afford to get one C or somesuch.mmm i have a new scent. plumeria. it`s by bath &body works. the cologne not the body splash. it smells yummylicious. i also like the water blossom joy. i got a headache smelling them so much.
alrite, well i really do have to go write my paper now.
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[18 Jan 2003|03:11am] |
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lately things have been really weird between me &drew. i dunno - it`s as if we don`t really know each other anymore. i know that`s sounds weird considering we`ve been dating for 11 months but i don`t really know how to describe it. we talk less, and when we do it`s always playful teasing &it`s more like he`s my best friend than my boyfriend. maybe we`re just not romantically inclined toward each other anymore. but i do like him a lot. but sometimes i`ll wake up in the middle of the night &be like "why am i dating drew? drew`s jacquelan`s boyfriend, not mine". it`s strange. i don`t know. i guess i`ll have to think about it some more. i know for a fact though, that if we DO break up, we`ll still be best friends. but i don`t WANT us to break up. i love him. i`m just not sure right now if it`s a best friend kind of love or a romantic kind of love. i hate to quote bridgette wilson-sampras but we`ve been together so long it`s as if we don`t really know why we`re togther anymore. we just are.
claire;*
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