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[29 Oct 2004|10:25pm] |
The time has come for colds and overcoats. We're quiet on the ride, we're all just waiting to get home. Another week away, my greatest fear. I need the smell of summer, I need its noises in my ears. If looks could really kill, then my profession would be staring. Please know we do this cause we care and not for the thrill. Collect calls to home to tell them that I realize that everyone who lives will someday die and die alone.
And we won't let you in. Though we're down and out. We won't let you in. You win.
I wrote more postcards than hooks. I read more maps than books. Feel like every chance to leave is another chance I should have took. Every minute is a mile. I've never felt so hollow. I'm an old abandoned church with broken pews and empty aisles. My secrets for a buck. Watch me as I cut myself wide open on this stage. Yes, I am paid to spill my guts. I won't see home till spring. Oh, I would kill for the Atlantic, but I am paid to make girls panic while I sing.
And we won't let you in. Though we're down and out. We won't let you in. And we won't let you in. We don't want what isn't ours. We won't let you in. You win.
And the coastline is quiet. While we're quietly losing control. Yes, we're silent but sure we inventened the cure that will wash out my memories of her. "The harpoon is loaded. The cage is lowered. The water is red." Like you.
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[26 Oct 2004|07:33pm] |
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So today was an alright day but i never updated yesterday so this is what happened... i was walking with Matt to our lockers and Katie was walking by and im like hey Matt theres yer gf and he's like no yer my gf... well duh he wants me :-) haha i hate Katie. So yeah im definatly gonna punch her in the face b4 the year is over... So today...well nothing really exciting happened but i got to be Teacher 2 for Early Childhood which was exciting even though i thought i sucked at it but ppl told me i did good...After school Me,Vanessa,and Josh went to Applebee's...i got motzarrela sp* sticks which i choked on but its fine haha...Alright well Bye for now
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[24 Oct 2004|10:39pm] |
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Heyy This is my first entry and i dont really know what to write so ill update with something better
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