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Blurty for sherilyn.
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| Sunday, October 12th, 2003 |
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always great to be near him! and today there was only a w0man seperating the both of us! *snickers* (sitting arrangement: >me< >aisle< >w0man< >him<) i prayed last night for him to come to church so that i could see him... and god answered my prayers! *THANK YOU* he came, i saw and he sat near me. we talked, we laughed and it seemed like old times. it's undescribable the way he dresssed...... be'cos he to0k my breath away. your nice tainted white shirt, your baggy denim jeans, your co0l & simple hairdo, your chains and accessories, your everything was like [*WOH!*] it was w0nderful... the feeling i got inside.... when you smiled at me, lo0ked at me and talked to me. *sighz* if only everyday could be like this! no one could or would ever understand what i feel for you... it's unimaginable! when it was the sign of peace time... i wanted so badly to say "peace be with you".... i really did, but i was shy and scared and to0 nervous!!! stupid, stupid, s.t.u.p.i.d me! but when i turned to l0ok at you, you were l0oking at me as if you were trying to tell me something, but the lady between us blocked it! *sho0t!* so i thought nevermind since a moment like that only comes once in a lifetime. but when i turned back to see his pretty face one more time.... we made eye contact and he turned towards me, smile and said "Peace." ^[*listen to me when i try to say I LOVE YOU!*]^ this moment will stay with me till i die!! we talked a while more downstairs.... an then i left to go home.  You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely devoted to others,especially that one person.You really can't get them out of your head,but then,you don't really want to. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Friday, October 10th, 2003 |
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hehehe... so cute! so yanda0 and so extremely g0rgeous!!! that guy was like so the damn go0d-looking man~ i was like just standing in fr0nt of him in the MRT train... then when this woman got off and i quickly sat at her place 'cos i could admire him until i go home. he's quite dreamy even shirs said so! (and you know that shirs taste in guys and my taste are w0rlds apart!!) we went to bugis to see-see clothes... tried some on of them. might return to lo0k some more one day! "Can you rock with me (aw baby) Non-stop with me Can you take it to the top with me I just wanna love you babe (love ya babe) Always thinking of you babe Can you roll with me (ooh baby) All over me Can you take control of me I just wanna love you baby Always thinking of you baby See I don't know if I can handle you as just a friend Aw baby I can't pretend, aw baby I'm so far in But I don't mind as long as I could have you in my life Aw baby I'm satisfied, even if you're not just mine~" after he got 0ff... i nearly wanted to jump off the train or at least bash my head on the wall!! be'cos shirs told me that we should have taken a photo of him with her handph0ne!!!! *AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!* what a major bummer! haha. shall end here. |
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| Tuesday, October 7th, 2003 |
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okokok. i just woke up. freaking tired lately... don't quite know why. slept from 1 - 4.30... before that watched dungeons and dragons. had this really cute guy acting! hehe. to shirs: wa la0 eh! how can you say my j0urnal is r0tTiNg?! and a fIsHy SmElL??! i update specially for you wan know! appreciate it! and btw, i do NOT make alot of noise during exams! *hmph!* (for sunday) i love him like so much! for a long time i have not like anybody. i only admire them. but towards him it's different! it's always been different... maybe 'cos we're closer than friends?? who knows right. especially when he smiles... he makes me feel like, like, like there's a guy out there who actually cares about what happens to me! altho' not in a g/f, b/f way. i was so happy to see him. happier still when he saw me first and waved to me!=p i've heard many things about him that when i got a chance to i'd ask! his past relationships always ended sadly... he was always dumped! can't they see how wonderful he is?? call me a sicko whatsoever... i don't care! i love him... and if only he knew that! know that my love for him is greater than anyone else's!! i can't describe the way he makes me feel.... if he felt the same way i do, he would know how wonderful and warm the feelings i get when i see him. =p "I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you" |
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| Wednesday, October 1st, 2003 |
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this is amazing! *what i'm going to write is the best thing that has happened to me so far!!!!!* i love my class... more than anything else right now! i love the people in my class.... couldn't have hoped for anything more! we have our ups and downs... but we always get through them! =p lately... people have been very stressed and mo0dy. all worked up becos of the exams! the past few days however, i noticed that they became more...erm... carefree~ as tho' they have never even heard of the word "exam"! (is that good or bad??) it really lifted the mood of the class. i know i'm being a pain right now... always wanting to go home early and study. truthfully, i really, really, really wanted to stay back in school to study and hang out! i want to spend as much time as possible with them... no matter what it is! (do i sound like a lesbian??hehe.) i can't express how much the class means to me... and how much i love you guys!! *i mean that* just want to wish ya'll ALL THE BEST IN THE FINAL EXxAMS!!! *smilez* btw, this is a cute story i got from danielle's blog. enjoy!=p FAIRY TALE
PATRINA could see that WEIRD JEHANNE was hungry so he reached into his COFFIN and give him his CHARMING MAGGI NOODLES. WEIRD JEHANNE was thankful for PATRINA's MAGGI NOODLES, so he told PATRINA a very FUNNY story about Queen MELISSA's daughter JOY. How her mother, the SWEET Queen MELISSA, kept her locked away in a SHRINE protected by a gigantic TWO-HEADED FLYING PIG, because JOY was so GORGEOUS. PATRINA FAINTED. He vowed to WEIRD JEHANNE the MILKMAID that he would save the GORGEOUS JOY. He would BUTCHER the TWO-HEADED FLYING PIG, and take JOY far away from her eveil mother, the SWEET Queen MELISSA, and BATHE her. Then, all of the sudden, there was a STRANGE AVALANCHE and WEIRD JEHANNE the MILKMAID began to laugh. With a puff of smoke he turned into the gigantic TWO-HEADED FLYING PIG from his story. SWEET Queen MELISSA WAITED out from behind a BOMB and struck PATRINA dead. In the far off SHRINE you could hear a WHAILING. THE END. |
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| Monday, September 29th, 2003 |
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alright... i've got 15mins to update! exXams are in 4 days time! oh fuck! i need to study... but can't concentrate!! anyways, read a few people's journal... man am i freaked out! never would i have imagined these people even kept online journals~ hehe. moving on... today was such a "kewl" day~ firstly, i lost my voice! secondly, we had PE in the morning and that shit-face teacher made the sports com do 30 , i mean 30, push-ups!!! and aft that she made the whole class run three rounds!!!!!!! to the shit-face teacher: *hey muther fcuker! what crawled up ur ass today?!! perhaps you are experiencing MENOPAUSE!!!!!!* wahahahahaha.....! *evil laugh* thirdly, after the runs... jn said that she couldn't see anything!!!! *[ yar... can't recall the rest. just got afew things left to say! meli nuerz>>> after exXams, if the TV is placed in my ro0m... u come and stay over at my house kae??? shirs>>> u argh.... must watch that "edison movie" with me at my house kae... set arh?!! jn>>> i don't care! we shall go to esplanade (in the night) and then to changi airport!! i want go changi airport!!! and btw... don't come near my ass anymore... all my meat there has disappeared!!!!!! *aAhHhHHhhHHh!!!!!* pat>>> haiz... brother, brother, brother. if you need someone, for anything, i'll be here alright? remember that yar. it is our final year together as a class so make the best of it!(oh! can i go with you and cut yur hair? hehe.) joy>>> heck everyone else (especially acid face!) and study hard for the eXxams yar??! yiwen>>> *shakes head* stop baking co0kies and study hard for the exams!! we shall bake them again at the end of the year okies?? hehe. |
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| Wednesday, September 24th, 2003 |
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was like any other day. quite alright... just one question is spinning in my head. what has happened to the world?? why has everyone g0ne 'topsy-turvey'?? everyone is acting so... erm... funny. well, maybe it's me! this is g0nna be like the last time i will update before the EOY exams. need to concentrate hard... and study diligently. no more going out after school for me. *no-no* (but i don't know if i can do it. hehe!) today was both a happy and sad day. happy cos' jn bought this cute lil' bear thing for her darling and her darling gave her a candle with a heart in the middle in return. *so freaking sweet okay* she seemed so happy, and i was really happy for her! sad cos' my dear brother (pat) recieved this really hurtful letter from her sweetheart. i was the first one to read it and it reminded me so much of myself. i told her what i read and she broke down in tears...... i didn't want to see her cry cos' it hurts me! deeply! i wish i could make everyone smile~ forever and ever! i never want to see anyone being hurt... & i'll pray for everyone. so smile people, smile and move on with life! =p |
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| Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003 |
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i g0nna dedicate this short verse of the s0ng "Cry" to Joy. "i'll always remember it was late afterno0n, it lasted forever and ended to0 soon. in places no one will find all your feelings so deep inside. was now that i realise that forvever was in your eyes, the moment i saw you cry..." this short verse of "Perfect" to Jn. "Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing Lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect" this short verse of "Damaged" to shirs. "and i really, really, really care. and i really, really, really want you. i think i'm kinda scared and i don't want to lose you... my heart's at low i'm so much too manage, i think you should that i've been damanged." this short verse of "only hope" to patrina. "and i lay my head back down... and i lift my hands and pray. to be only yours i pray. to be only yours i know now, your my only hope." and this short verse of "how soon is now?" to meli. "i am the son and the heir of a shyness that is criminally vulgar. i am the son and heir, of nothing in particular. you shut your mouth, how dare you say i go about things the wrong way. i am human and i need to be loved... just like everyone else does." hehehe. hope you'll like it!=p |
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| Saturday, September 20th, 2003 |
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today is THE last time i'm ever g0nna go out with Sheryl. i'm really g0nna miss her when she g0es back to Australia... i want t0 see her 0ff on the 7th of 0ctober. only pr0blem is that we have our EOY exams!!! fuck lah! anyways... m0ving on t0 more happier things. sheryl, joy, jn, shirs, patrina(PTS) and myself went t0 ceni to watch this really erm... "gay" m0vie. haha... but the best part is that there was this guy in the sh0w that was like freaking hands0me and the through0ut the wh0le movie there were al0t of singing and dancing, something like a musical! hehe. after that we went and take al0t of pictures at heeren. all turn 0ut quite nice. (guess we were all really happy!) i want to put some here but don't know whether will c0me out right. after sending my PTS 0ff, the rest of us went to fareast to eat erm... ice-cream. hehe. shery's waffle with ice-cream lo0ked the most delici0us~ *yummy* then we to0k 518 home. OH! let me c0mment on everyone's dressing okae?? sheryl>>> i l0ve the way you dress! very simple and unique... u l0ok very chio today. joy>>> i really, REALLY like your t0p! don't worry... i w0n't p0se you... you lo0k really nice to0! =p shirley>>> you lo0k different but it suits you! remember to let d0wn your hair... you lo0k more chio that way! jehanne>>> i love your shirt!!! yell0w and nice, like your socks! hehe. very yanda0! patrina>>> checkered shirt is the best! you lo0k really go0d and yanda0 too! and don't worry... she still cares 4 you!=p |
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| Wednesday, September 17th, 2003 |
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it was a breast slapping, butt pinching, chibai wacking day! hehe! (please bear in mind that we are all girls... so it didn't really b0ther us much.) it all started when me and jn decided to grab shirley's butt0cks. on the signal i ran past and GRABED it! at the same time jn 'don't know did what' but she also ran past... when shirs saw her and not me! so shirs thought it was jn who grabbed her butt and brutally atTacKeD her!!!! wahahahaa....!! jn... being the inn0cent one, tried t0 tell shirs that, but shirs didn't believe her! so jn came after me!! trying to whack any part of my SACRED b0dy. (especially pinch my butt!) from then on, meli, joy, pat, yiwen and al0t of other people got involved in this "act of indecency"! even my 0wn daughter j0ined forces with the ENEMY and attacked me fr0m all sides! *cries* there was this one time in the t0ilet during the 10 mins break ms masura gave us... i was washing my face, minding my 0wn business, when don't-know-who went to splash water on me! (i think it was JOY!) so0n jn, shirs and even melissa begin splashing me with water!! *evil is within them i cry!* i was soaking wet and shivering. don't you people have any sympathy for po0r me??! anyway... after 3 whole hours of maths... we went home t0gether. on the way d0wn, i can't exactly remember what happened but i think joy did something to me. so i humptum her chibai there... boy was that a fatal MISTAKE!!!!! (people of the world, never mess around with joy!) she nearly wanted to kick MY chibai!! *sweat-dr0p* i almost never had a chance at repr0ducti0n!! so instead she slapped my breast and i pinched jn's butt and the circle of "indecency" continued. even on the bus. blo0dy hell... i feel as though i had just l0st my virginity and am not "pure" anym0re. before i got 0ff the bus jn just had to whack my neh like f0ur times! now it is like to0ting pain lor! *hmph!* shall end here. |
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| Saturday, September 13th, 2003 |
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 Duh. You are "But WHY's the rum gone?!" You're not the smartest one in the bunch, but you're sweetly appealing and you don't let disappointment get to you. Everybody identifies with you, because let's face it, why IS the rum gone? Which one of Captain Jack Sparrow's bizarre sayings from Pirates of the Caribbean are you? brought to you by Quizilla hehe. very true... why is the rum g0ne?? o0h... man~ i l0ve the m0vie! especially j0hnny depp and 0rlando blo0m!! they simply r0ck!!!!!!!! *screams* people reading this, go and do the test to0 yar! |
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| Friday, September 12th, 2003 |
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okay. i shall update for the past 3 days. number 1: mock exams are just over! damn, was it freaking difficult! i confirm will fail maths paper 1 and border line pass paper 2! i will be happy if i can just get 70% for the overall score. *please!* number 2: science mock exam also ended yesterday. wasn't so bad... maybe also a 70% score! (i hope so) after that went out with meli, jn, joy, shirs and yiwen to parkway parade to eat sushi. *yum yum* we were there 1 hour early... so couldn't eat the buffet. we waited and waited until 3 o'clock but in the end we left b'cos it was to0 expensive! total was $70 and plus their super duper EXPENSIVE service charge... it would come out to be a '$$$ god knows how much'! sigh... i was lo0king 4ward to eat their deserts. right joy?? (maybe next time we could eat dim sum... at kel0ng 88??) went to the food court (yes, good old cheapskate place~) to eat. jn and joy were taking pictures of everyone eating. the funniest one was of shirs eating her no0dles! *wahaha!* then later on the way out, meli and joy to0k a picture of me 'don't know d0ing what' but i guess something funny, and aft that joy kept putting the camera in front of my face! to0 bad you couldn't get anym0re good shots huh?? hehe! 0h! and one time, shirs s0rta pinched jn's butt, so jn to0k revenge and purp0sely knocked shirs t0 one side then shirs pushed jn quite hard and she lItEraLlY FLEW towards the wall!!! (boy was that hilarious!) that's for g0ing on a diet jn... you already skinny bum! hehe. yup! and today i'm stuck at h0me. with nothing to do. while evry0ne else is going out! i want to go to SENTOSA!! why do we always have unexpected guests on days i want to go out??! |
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| Monday, September 8th, 2003 |
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it's m0nday... 1st day of the "working holidays"! crap. not gonna type long... gotta study later. can't concentrate tho'... too much j0hnny and oraland0 on my mind. torn down all my posters, including britney... and replace them with ORLANDO!!! *hehehe.* meli nuerz also watched the m0vie. and she loves it! can't take it anymore. gotta put their pictures in! here goes...   Meli... I kn0w you will LOVE this one!! hahaha!  ah0y! an0ther picture of my two most G0RGEOUS pirates in the WORLD!!!  last picture... with all 3 of 'em!! don't they just give y0u a nice warm feeling?? *aww......* |
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| Saturday, September 6th, 2003 |
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Added yet another picture of them... can't get enough of them you see~ hehe. so charming yet g0rgeous and bad! *sigh sigh...*  man oh man! went home early yesterday becos of my aching to0th. but i didn't go to the dentist until 9.00 in the night! actually, my app0intment was at 4.15 in the afterno0n.... but i didn't want to go al0ne, so my m0ther said the next available time sl0t was 9.00... so i said okae! went to the dentist abit earlier... but didn't go in until a bout 10.30! so lo0ooo0ong! i was so afraid..... i was practically about to run right out of the clinic!!! the dentist to0k an x-ray of my to0th... gave me an injecti0n in my gums... and then drill my teeth like nobody's business!!!! it was so painfull!!! i nearly cried....... but i held on becos' i didn't want to cry in front of that g0RgEoUs dentist, Shawn Ng. hehe. he said that my cavity was really big and if 3 months time i still feel pain, i must return to crown the to0th and do a ro0t canal!! *ouch!* which in total cost $700+!! *aAhhhhh!!* couldn't talk after that cos' the wh0le of my left side of my mouth was numb... but i knew something that could cheer me up! that's right... "pirates of the carribean"!! *YaHo0!* Jack Sparrow, Will Turner and Elizabeth.... i l0ve them all!!!!!!!!! |
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| Thursday, September 4th, 2003 |
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lucky day today. one of the best days i've ever had i suppose! firstly, in the morning... yiwen came to school with the lastest Lime magazine... and it had all my yandaos in it!! orlando blo0m, j0sh hartnett, brad pitt, randall tan and vj utt!!!!!! *waAAAaaAAaaAaaaHhhHhHhhhHh....!!!!!!* i really wanted the big poster of orland0 and utt so yiwen gave it to me! hehehehe. i told her to give me the whole magazine and i pay her for it. then later on after school, went h0me immediately with jn and yiwen. while in the bus, they asked me whether i wanted to go TM and eat delifrance.... at first i didn't want to, but in the end i did. got off the bus and walked to TM. half-way walking.... jn said that she felt like watching a m0vie and then realised that "pirates of the carribean" opened today!!!!! so wanted to go and check... if it was opened, then go and watch lah! went thr0ugh ALOT (alot alot) of trouble just to get a ticket and go in. went to century to watch the m0vie. MAN........ WAS IT FABULOUS.....................!!!!!!!!!!! *added a snapshot of the tw0 gorgeous' from the m0vie below...hehe.* 
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| Tuesday, September 2nd, 2003 |
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| colin teo..... boy is he cute! nursery 1 only... but i think i have a crush on him. *snickers* yar, that alex is also quite cute. so is that boy from jn's class... so small and adorable! hehe. but my yandao is still the bEsT! aiyoyo... today arh..... mabel kena stung by a bee ya'noe??! so painful....summore the fcuking bee stung her at the neck there. *ouch!!!!* nothing much to update today... must really start concentrating during lessons and revising my work. tomorrow going to TM to see the handphone..... very cheapskate wan but i don't care. if really that price then i will buy...... but will only buy the hi-card next year.... after i get my angbao. hehe! | ||||||||
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| Monday, September 1st, 2003 |
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| aiyoyo... i think there is something seriously wrong with me. i can't stop eating. today went to pat's house to practise for tomorrow's music exam... but ended up we didn't even practise anything! got sing sing abit, but that's all. haiz~ first thing went there and eat! i hope i'm not "e-hem"...!! *freaked* the food down there so nice.. eat until so much! so fat already.... sigh... then later went to the playground swing swing abit... kick kick ball abit then so tired and stomach felt so quizy and i wanted to puke! *yucks!* oh! there was this one incident that we (meli, joy, jn, shirs and me) were climbing the slope to pat's hse.... when joy couldn't climb. so i so kind waited for her half-way on the slope to help her... she arh... grab my hand and one part nearly pull me down lor!!!!! *scary* then, when she got to the top... she left her slipper behind!! wahahahahahahaha....!!!!!! so FUNNY. couldn't stop laughing.... from then onwards.... she never climbed that slope again. always took the stairs. hehe. went back home. stop at N2 there with joy, jn and shirs. went to 7-11 to buy slurpee and muffin... waited for the 39 bus to send joy and jn off... (so nice of me) then went to Mcdonald's to buy fries, apple pie and sundae!!! so much fo0d~ found that the fries had not much taste... so went home and put a teasp0on of salt! yum yum. eat until so delicious........ ok lah... hungry again. gotta go find more fo0d..... cia0! =p | ||||||||
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| Saturday, August 30th, 2003 |
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it is less than a month more to the exams... and i need to be studying... but the problem is... I CAN'T!! i'm not focused enough. how?? what am i supposed to do?! i've got so much to learn... and so little time. sigh... i need to start concentrating and stop going out so often! my mum says i'm sure to flunk my exams this year... and i guess she's right. my dad says if i get 80% and above for my english, maths and science... he will put the tv in my room. (no cable vision tho') i want...!! then i also have so many *to0ting* projects.... no time to even start lor. man... i'm so dead! still got CAJ to complete... only have 14 articles out of 35!! argh...!!!!!!!! ms tan, you suck! and i proudly say that out loud. hahaha! i wish the exams could be over now...~ i want to go out 'kaikai' and shop. don't even feel like doing work... want to watch so many movies wif my friends... crap! guess i better get going. |
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| Friday, August 29th, 2003 |
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have been working really, REALLY hard for the teachers' day celebration in school. it didn't turn out the way i had expected it to... but it was okae. kena scolding and lecturing by ex-senior beatrice on the sound. haiz~ not my fault anyway! wah... i tell you arh... becos today is teacher's day right, alot of our seniors who have already left the school returned to see the teachers. OH MY GOD!!!!!! so many yAnDa0sSsSsssSs....!! freak! i look at our SACSS bungs last time... and i look at them now... standard has dropped TREMENDOUSLY lor!! *heart singing* saw all my yandaos.... even 'monkey'. but i didn't see one... jn and joy saw her when they were in the taxi! i think i am very crk8. i think i don't like any guy now... and i find being crk8 is so much more fun! all the bungs were so gorgeous.... especially carmen ortega!! *ARGH...!!* shall stop now. anyway, after that went 2 eat soul garden at TM with meli nuerz, joy, jn, shirley, yiwen, tata, lini, thini and priya! eat, eat, eat like pig-lets! but i just couldn't stop. i simply love the black-pepper beef and the chicken. thini doesn't stand a chance at being a hsewife. she can't even barberque a simple piece of chicken properly!! hehe. i also ate the ice-cream... i took a mixture of yam, ripple and chocochip... while 'ms sotong/prawn/yam queen' took one whole bowl of yam ice-cream!!!! that's ALOT of yam. halfway eating, melissa felt that her period has come. so she brought tata to the toilet and if her mence did come... run down to watsons and buy pad! guess wad?? she did have her mence!! haha. -oops- yar... had such a fun time eating and chatting... den later went to take photos with lini's digi cam. went to the cinema there the open space to take photos. people must've thought we never come to TM before lor! hehe. from there we went to walk walk. went to isetan and metro... look for some clothes. saw a couple of nice ones... should i reaturn to buy?? den late already... so went to interchange with meli, joy and jn. since now got new bus 39... could take it go home with joy and jn! *yipee!* i think that's all... update in a week's time yar?? ciao. |
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| Wednesday, August 27th, 2003 |
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| just came back from school. had rehersal for teacher's day earlier on. well... anyways, read *her* journal. 24 comments... wao!(sarcastic) why am i not surprised??? becos' she's been telling the whole world to read her blo0dy journal! another one of her evil/devilish ways to suck-up to seniors and to get as much attention as possible! i qu0te: "such cowards... want to comment bud don't want to leave their names....!" wadeva. she just can't take comments which are bad about her... she can't accept the fact that there are people in this world who don't like her! -fo0lish- i think this is the only period in her entire life that she ACTUALLY checks her j0urnal...!! hahaha...!! i'm not saying anything bad right now... just stating the OBVIOUS. yeah~ gtg bathe now... so stinky. hehe. | ||||||||
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| Saturday, August 23rd, 2003 |
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*sighz* i really wish that the whole world would just stop and listen to me! more and more people are beginning to hate me... and they don't even know why. they just hate me be'cos she hates me! they don't even want to consider what i have to say! my seniors... peers... friends... everyone! my family knows nothing about my life in school... if they did, they will surely transfer me to another school! i don't want that. i want my life to return to normal.... back to when i didn't even know her!! can't anyone believe me?? is the whole world that much in love with her??.... or that much against me?? i really want my friends back.... i want everything back! she took everything away from me!! but there's no way i can get it back now. she's hurting me... hurting me really badly! i keep a smile on my face b'cos i can't let her see that i'm being hurt inside! but i can't take it any longer. everyone hates me.... they use me to get close to her... treated me like a very good friend... and when they finally do get close to her, they hate me... b'cos she hates me! and i was so stupid to fall for all those kinds of trick! stupid, stupid, stupid! what was i thinking?? they were using me right from the start! i was just blind... couldn't see that they were just pretending to be my friend... and i let them in. allowed them to get close to me... shared all kinds of things with them... and they took advantage of it! hurt me to get to her..... left a terrible scar on me for life! it will never go away. "only time will heal all hurt..." what a load of bullshit! the only saying i believe now is... "when your own friends betray you, the only people you can trust are strangers!" |
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Blurty for sherilyn.
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thankful.
flirty.
groggy.
mischievous.
nce upon a time there has a young BAR-TOP DANCER named PATRINA. He was SLOWLY FLYING in the VIOLENT forest when he met WEIRD JEHANNE, a run-away MILKMAID from the SWEET Queen MELISSA.
busy.
numb.
determined.
drained.
uncomfortable.
amused.
indescribable.
crazy.
full.
crushed.