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    Monday, September 18th, 2006
    3:52 pm
    Long overdo update
    Well let's see... I haven't updated in forever... Melissa and I are going through a rough patch in our relationship.
    We thought we had a breakthrough last night, but this morning it was back to square one... It has something to do with me or my house we think, but not sure what. Well Melissa doesn't think it's me, but I do, she just thinks the house.
    But anyway, fret not, we're not leaving each other ;) We still love each other very much and always will.
    Our 2 year anniversary is this Saturday! WOOT!

    Current Mood: confused
    Thursday, August 18th, 2005
    11:44 pm
    FLYING
    ~*~Result nr 3~*~


    Your power is: The ability to fly


    Explanation: This powers speaks pretty
    much for itself. Though you don't need wings
    for this power,you can fly anyway. Some people
    may consider it as telekinesis since they can
    also fly, but you can't make material things
    move like they can. This ability could be a
    relaxing activity when you want to get away
    from everyday troubles. Also it is good when
    sneaking upon an enemy since it makes no sound.
    When going over to the "dark side"
    the power could be used to harrass and break
    into building through windows etc.
    You are quite similar to this power since you
    like to have your head in the clouds.
    Supernatural things amuse while ordinary life
    does not. If your daydreaming has gotten a
    little too far you might be zooned out all the
    time, even when you are having a conversation.
    Your desires and/or goals tend to be
    unrealistic even if you know those would
    probably never happen. Travelling is something
    you would be interested in doing since seeing
    exotic scenery fits with your fantasies of
    escaping your plain life. You can also have
    some creative ability (writer, playing an
    instrumen etc) that interests you.
    Negative aspects: The whole reason you
    may be escaping life could be fear of being let
    down by it. So if that would come to happen,
    and an important dream had been crushed you
    could get depressed.




    What Power is Compatible With You? [beautiful anime pictures + 12 detailed results]
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    Thursday, August 11th, 2005
    10:13 pm
    quizzle
    You scored as Ron Weasley. You often feel like second best and as a result don't have an awful lot of self confidence, but a truer more capable friend would be hard to find.

    Ron Weasley

    75%

    Albus Dumbledore

    65%

    Sirius Black

    60%

    Remus Lupin

    60%

    Hermione Granger

    55%

    Draco Malfoy

    50%

    Ginny Weasley

    50%

    Severus Snape

    45%

    Harry Potter

    40%

    Lord Voldemort

    20%

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    Wednesday, August 10th, 2005
    10:37 am
    Quizzes
    a few quizzes i took a week or two back..finally got them up

    Light
    Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
    kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
    almost angelic, you find joy in others
    happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
    pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
    good about themselves and if someone is upset
    you can tend to become rather upset as well
    which means you are sympathetic and raise
    others above yourself. Being as kind and
    good-natured as you are people have most likely
    hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
    every time. You may look fragile but you are
    stronger than most tend to see. Life is
    beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
    understand that people make mistakes, not
    everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
    the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
    let anyone change you. You truly have a
    beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.


    .:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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    *************

    Your wise quote is: "The best
    antiques are old friends" by Unknown...
    Your buds is the source of your happiness
    (maybe not all but still). Even if it's just
    one, a couple or a whole group they are the
    ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter
    if you're shy with everyone else or not, with
    them you let your true spirit shine and can be
    as loud as you want. They accept you, and you
    love them for that.


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    7 Types of Intelligence - Which is yours?

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    kissy kissy
    The understanding couple. You two have a mutual
    understanding of each other. You know the high
    and low points of your partner's abilities and
    so you try not to push them and the same for
    the way they act towards you. The more you
    understand the more stable a relationship.


    What Kind Of Couple Are You And Your Partner?
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    Congratulations, you're a Hufflepuff! Honest, loyal, and true, you are an awesome friend. You follow the rules and are faithful to your pals. You are hardworking, dedicated, and fair. T
    Way to go, you're a Hufflepuff! Honest, loyal, and
    true, you are an awesome friend. You follow the
    rules and are faithful to your pals.

    http://members.rogers.com/lim.jennifer/images
    The one passion that deeply burns in your soul is
    that you want the world to be a better place!
    You love nature and... Well... Basically
    everything on this earth! Your conquest is to
    try and make everyone realize the beauty around
    them, but most just laugh at the idea or say
    you're crazy. But... Who cares what they think?
    You're a sweet, sensitive person who strongly
    stands behind your own, or others beliefs! You
    are usually the leader of the pack, not taking
    crap from others and showing everyone your
    power. You believe the world should be filled
    with people who really, truely appericate it...
    But then... The only person that would be left
    you be you! Your scantuary is anywhere outside
    where you can enjoy what mother nature gave
    you. A bliss... Keep enjoying life and help
    others realize the awe in nature! I guess there
    really is such things as having green thumbs :D


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    Angel
    You are one of the few out there whose wings are
    truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
    divine, you are one blessed with a certain
    cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
    peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
    Light your wings are massive and a soft white
    or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
    radiate the light within you for all the world
    to see. You are a defender, protector, and
    caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
    of the wrong, chances are you are taken
    advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
    But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
    everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
    you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
    try to help misguided souls find themselves and
    peace. However not all Angelics allow
    themselves to be gotten the better of - the
    Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
    for the sake of Justice and protection of those
    less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
    change - the world needs more people like you.

    Image Copyright Sheila Wolk (prints available
    through treefreegreetings.com) - words added by
    myself.


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    defense
    Lupin - Defense Against the Dark Arts


    Harry Potter: Which Hogwarts professor would you be?
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    Monday, July 18th, 2005
    9:53 pm
    u'l ry kyyt
    mni wyhkufim li... pod u tyr'd.. u tutr'd dnurg ert u hourit nih...ry u tutr'd degi nih fuhkuruda, tyrd wyhha... u serryd wyhkufi lamicw... u wiic my pet... u riit dy mdea pa nih muti dy legi ob wyh ud...aid u ser'd miil dy nicb era yw nih bhypcilm.
    Sunday, July 10th, 2005
    11:19 am
    ^__^
    I tried three or four different nicknames until I got semi-accurate results. lol


    How Good are you at Certain Things?
    Name
    Age
    Favorite Color
    Nickname
    Sex - 40%
    Romance - 60%
    Self - Control - 57%
    Kissing - 75%
    Cuddling - 84%
    Kinkiness - 54%
    This fun quiz by KillianO - Taken 1762285 Times.
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    Saturday, July 9th, 2005
    9:01 pm
    WOOT? Yes...WOOT!
    I got me a laptop! It's mainly for school......Who am I kidding? It's mainly for me, but I only got it instead of a home PC, because I NEED it for school, according to my acceptance letter. Within a couple days, I will have the internet for it, and will be downloading Ragnarok Online... I need to think of a user/character name... hmmm.. I'm going to be an assassin, so I considered naming my character Nicholas Crow, after my original assassin character I made up a long time ago, but probably not ^_^...hmmm.
    Anyway I miss High school...I miss my friends...I Lurve you all! TT_TT

    Took some quizzles:

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    You're the Bongun!

    from ragnarok online official site:
    LV : 32 Type : Undead Attribute : Undead
    Male frozen corpse that had became a monster by his
    own will to protect the girl, Munak. He has a
    tender passion to Munak , he does anything for
    her.

    Aww, isn't that just too sweet?^_^


    Which Ragnarok Online monster are you?
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    You're a Thief or an Assassin! You stealthily walk
    the world, taking on your enemies with ease. It
    is near impossible for something to hit you,
    and you attack so fast that your enemy doesn't
    know what hit them. You are cold towards others
    as they don't share your own power.


    What Class from Ragnarok Online would you be? (Pictures Included)
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    Saturday, May 28th, 2005
    10:01 am
    quizzes ^-^
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    Maes Hughes


    Full Metal Alchemist Character Quiz
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    You're a dreamer! *zzzzzZZZZZzzz*
    Dreamer! You love to dream and laze around. Girls
    will love your sensitive heart and your cute
    shyness!


    What kind of Boy are you? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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    You are a lone wolf. You feel like an outcast all
    the time. You don't have a specific pack.
    Wolves tend to pick on you and you are a
    wanderer.


    what kind of wolf are you?
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    Unicorn
    Unicorn - The symbol of purity and kindness. In
    legend the unbicorn as said to have the ability
    to heal. The spiral horn on its head was even
    believed to purify water. It was said that the
    unicorn would only show itself to a young
    virgin. As a unicorn you tend to be an all
    around nice person. Friendly, kind, loyal your
    a good friend to have around cause no matter
    what happens your always there for them. Your
    as honest as the day is long, and most people
    trust you alot. The element of the Unicorn is
    Wind and Earth. Sweet, Kind, and Honest you are
    the unicorn.


    What Legendary Mythical Creature are you?(Cool Answers and Pics)
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    Saturday, May 14th, 2005
    8:52 pm
    WOOHOOT!!!
    Last night was the greatest night ever! PROM NIGHT!
    And it wasn't just prom night, it was also my dear Meli-chan's birthday! She is 17! ^-^ YAY!
    Well, prom day started with school...obviously... it was a pretty fun day except being my last day of shop..EVER!!!! Later on I rushed off to help Sara, who hurt her ankle going to see some Duckies! YAY for duckies! BOO for hurting ankle! Then my mom picked me up and brought me to my aunt's where I left my tux, to pick it up. Then we picked up Melissa's corsage. (spelling?)

    Then I started getting ready and everything....boy that was HARD ._. Tuxedos are evil, especially from Tuxedo Time.... Then the best part... I got to go see her to go to the Grand March...I saw her and my heart melted...she was beautiful...gorgeous..stunning..the dress was amazing! I hugged her and we got lots of pics... (We being my mom, her mom, and their friend)..and one or two with my camera and Meli-chan's camera.

    Then it was off to the grand march (After having one hell of a time getting my Boutinaire on (spelling?)) and that was great! Walking in, Ms.Hudson took our picture...YAY! Melissa was in the junior court! Not queen, but good enough for us! :D YAY!!!! Then we met up with our "Ride" Jim and Sarah; who happened to forget they needed to give us a ride and left without us, but luckily, Kimmi was there to save the day! Dumdeedummmmm!! Kimmi and Paul gave us a ride to the prom from the grand march.

    At the prom we had a blast! It was slow-ish at first but still a BLAST! ^-^ after settling in a bit, we got in line to get our prom pictures taken ^-^ that in itself was fun, thanks to many people, such as Will and John (AKA: JAHN or the fifth backstreet boy e_e)... Then we got our pictures, making us both soooo happy! We sat back at our table, table eleven (OH Btw: The prom was at the Monponsett inn).. At our table was: Sarah and Jim; Kimmi and Paul; Chris G, and others. Then we got called up for the buffet. I had mashed potatoes, Chicken with stuffing, and roast beef...I also got corn and some weird Potato-like structure, that I didn't eat cuz I wanted to dance with my honey...the best part was the roast beef... Earlier I had talked to Kevin Russel, who I seem to get along better with lately, and it was thanks to him that we were able to get home later, he told me to ask Kevin James about going with them in their limo. I later did and he said we could.
    Later, they had us take our seats, where dessert waited for us, and they called up the junior court, then their dates for a special dance (including Meli and I)...then The rest of the juniors..then afterwards the senior court, their dates, and the rest of the seniors with their dates obviously... it was the Graduation song and I was THIS close to crying... Poor Meli, her cake ice cream dessert thingy was gone :(..oh well.. ^-^.
    We danced and enjoyed ourself for the rest of the night. All sorts of dancing of course...mostly just our random little swinging our arms back and forth, but I got a little hyper at times. On occaision Kimmi would tell us to get into it and just dance... ^_^ the night was awesome overall, and the limo was not what I expected, having never riden in a limousine before.
    It was dark, cuz it was night, and had cool (optional) neon glowing color changing lights on the ceiling. Kevin James and Russel and their dates were funny, and with a lil help with K.J.'s date (I believe), we were on our way. I got dropped off first, asking Melissa to call me right when she got home so I'd know she was alright, and asking everyone to take care of her. Went in, talked to mom and Joe for a bit, saw the pics my mom took, then went to wait for Meli to call.. She didnt for a while and I got worried...so I called Sara...she told me to call Melissa so I did..I just didnt want to wake her dad and/or mom... Melissa answered and apoligized for forgetting to call, (this was around 12:10-12:20 ish) she had gotten talking to her mom about it and was tired, so it slipped her mind.. I told her not to worry ^-^ I was just glad she was okay. (WOW a long long entry this is and I'm not even done)... We were excited, it was the earliest/latest we've ever been on the phone for..YAY! Yay for prom night :) ^-^
    Of course, earlier in school, I got many people to wish her a happy birthday by holding up a sign: "Melissa is 17! Happy Birthday!" even some teachers and administration wished her a happy birthday, even Mr.Decoste, and M(r)s.Palmer, the greatest teachers in the school outside my shop. ^-^ Twas fun


    Today was awesome, Melissa and I spent a few hours together (9-12 roughly) before I had to go to my father's and we shared a kiss more sweet and romantic then we'd had in many months!

    I'm so happy :)

    Current Mood: ecstatic
    Current Music: YAY!..None..hehe, I'm hyper now and get to go sleep
    Saturday, April 9th, 2005
    1:27 pm
    ...Dreams...
    Definition in the SmarterChild dictionary
    Dream - Noun - A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration: a dream of owning their own business

    Definition in my dictionary
    Dream - Noun - A goal or desire that one wishes to achieve: A dream of becoming a famous and well-known fictional novel writer.

    Yeah, I want to be a successful novelist, but my confidence is lower than I normally let people know. Why am I posting it here? Good question.
    On top of being an aspiring writer I also love art and games, but designing games is complicated and blah, and you usually have to work on a team with little freedom, due to compromise and the bigger picture and what not, so I guess I eliminate that one.... and I guess I COULD Draw my own covers for my books...except one thing.... I MIGHT NOT GET ONE PUBLISHED!

    The way I see it.... I'm good, but not nearly good enough of a writer to get a story of any sorts publish... i mean do any of you know how crowded a field it is?! What with tons of people wanting their books published, and bits of people getting accepted, their are tons of people getting rejected!!! Not to mention it takes a very long time to write a serious and well-thought out novel, only to have a small chance to get it published! I just don't think I can do it, yet I have to try because it is my dream. -_- grrrr, but with my confidence wavering like a torn flag in the wind of a hot summer day, How can I focus on writing? I can't even come up with a good idea half of the time..... Wow this has been a long rant... guess I'll stop for now

    As if anyone cares
    http://www.fictionpress.com/~ravecat original
    http://www.fanfiction.net/~ravecat fanfiction

    My stories..take note..there are a lot of really old stupid things on those sites.

    Current Mood: discontent
    Friday, March 25th, 2005
    6:00 pm
    CHIYO!
    Azumanga
    You are Chiyo-chan! Everyone likes you, for some
    reason or another. You're mature for your age,
    and you are extremely smart. You are also a
    hard worker, and often help your friends
    overcome their difficulties. Your wish in life
    is for everyone to be happy. You are very
    unselfish, but sometimes your friends leave you
    behind, thinking you too innocent to indulge in
    their darker habits. Happiness, friends, and
    hard work are what make life interesting. You
    have an insecure side to you, and can worry a
    lot, although you try not to show it. Your
    best friend would be... well, everyone, really,
    that's never been a problem. Your biggest
    valid competitor is yourself. But you really
    look up to the Sakaki's of this world.
    Consider going into buisiness or starting up
    your own company, you're sure to be succesful.
    And you make a good leader, you could probably
    even make president.


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    YAY!
    3:00 pm
    Gomen in advance
    Well first off....just took a near impossible Tales of Symphonia monster quiz....3/15 correct. but now onto this..

    My life is WAAYYY too complicated! Future wise... Shall I start? K....
    -I wanna be a writer
    -May be hard
    -I'm broke family and personally
    -Houses are expensive, How could I move out?
    -I also may wanna be a game designer of sorts but that is hard, takes time, I have no background in it, And it takes a lot of time, so I'd never have time to write.
    -I love to draw, but nothing'll come of that either.
    -I get discouraged so easily....See?
    -So many things I'm somewhat good with or want to be good with, and I can't do them all!

    Grrrrr.... I need HELP!!!!!!!!! ._. sorry
    Sunday, March 13th, 2005
    4:39 pm
    Oops...I'm sorry...I'm Sorry.
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    You are Colette!


    Which Tales of Symphonia Character Are You?
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    Thus the title of this entry...a double standard... Collette says stuff like that, and I'm sorry for never updating! Collette suits me, huh? ^^ I want Melissa to take this quiz...see what she gets.... on that note;

    The 23rd of this month is our..HALF YEAR ANNIVERSARY! YAY! I should update more often....
    Our relationship has been progressing and strengthening...We may get bored at times, but who doesn't? We still boast having never even come close to a fight... MELI-CHAN IS AWESOME!...speaking of which, she joined Gaia online 2 nights ago (Friday)... ^-^ I bought her an outfit and she loves it (on Gaia)
    I joined Photobucket today..it's pretty useful.. I may make a myspace as well, but iono what about...
    Melissa is awesome I love her so much..
    Oh guess what? I got accepted into Bridgewater state! WOOT! Now I just need 100 dollars deposit, and a laptop...... not to mention worrying about how much it'll cost me after financial aid and scholarships..... and anime boston money...prom money... Melissa's 6 month anniversary gift... the 40 dollars or so I owe my mum...... -_- ugh I need a freakin' better job! Blow off this paper route, ya know?
    Bwahahahaha, I'm also practicing coloring with photoshop and editing images as well! What a long time it's been, huh? Wish I could catch you guys up on everything...I'll try and post more often!
    Also, I've just about made high honors this term ^___^ YAY!

    Update
    Favorite Game: Tales of Symphonia
    Favorite Anime: Probably Full Metal Alchemist
    Fave color: Blue
    Fave Male Japanese singer: (Hyde) Larc~En~Ciel
    Fave Female Japanese Singer: Probably BoA but she sings in FOUR languages in Korean so iono if she counts...I'll have to think on this...

    Thats that for this update ^-^ my username at Gaia is CageNightwind, named after my original character if you care... talk to ya all later! ^.~

    Current Mood: good
    Current Music: none
    Thursday, November 11th, 2004
    5:19 pm
    Hihi
    Just a random update for you people...

    Well it's veterans day and Melissa just went home about 15 minutes ago. I miss her already ^^; .. She has been here since a bit past 9:00.. ^-^ I finally watched an episode of King of Bandits Jing.. Ep.3 ... Twas awesome.. I also watched Sister Princess number 2 (this was before she came over)

    I can't think of anything else to say... just felt like updating.. My day was mostly good.. a little mishap made me sad for quite a while but Melissa finally snapped me out of it.. to judge my day so far on 1-10.. I'd say 8.5 (I'm a stickler) ... Without Melissa my day prolly would have been a really low ranking, or lower at least. Love you, Melissa.. ttyl everyone.

    Taryn - I'll try to get you Denshin Aoino's profile sent to you soon, and info on my stupid teacher.

    Jess- Sorry you didn't get to tell me about the concert.. e-mail me or give me a call if you want... unless you already emailed me..havent been there yet

    Ciao

    Current Mood: good
    Saturday, October 9th, 2004
    8:42 am
    Diary of a loved man
    First off I'd like to say that I'm planning a new logo thingamajigger.. ^_^

    Now, I told you guys who I'm going out with, what's been new with us, and all that... however, I didn't go into HOW I asked her out ^.~ It was not easy at all... I felt like my heart would explode... This is my story:

    I have had a crush on her for about a year running. Whenever I'd see her my heart would skip, and when i caught scent of her perfume, I'd melt. I tried getting closer to her, but all the time I felt like it was a waste of time, She could never like me. We became close friends over the summer, but I was crushed when I found out she was taken. I found out she used to like me and I felt like I'd missed my chance (I later found out she felt the same when I confessed liking her)..Skip ahead to when we were both single again.
    We hung out a couple times and I was SO happy both times. She invited me to a dance once, and it was the greatest time I'd had in ages!
    Skip ahead

    Well, I walked with her back from lunch on the thursday of september 23. Back at related, John harassed me "Eric, who was the girl I saw you walking with?" and I told him we were just friends and he replied, "Yeah right, you'll be banging her in a week." At that remark I wanted to kill him; kick his privates, punch his face, anything! Nobody disrespects Melissa, especially not using me to do so! But I used my better judgement and did nothing of the sort, but my blood was still boiling.
    Horrified that John would tell her I liked her, I decided: After school, I'll walk to her house and try to ask her out. I'm usually not rude, I call before visiting people, but I didn't want to risk them saying I couldn't. I called Tiffany for encouragement; her phone was off. I called Don; someone was online. I called Colleen; she answered, such a stroke of luck, as she usually doesn't answer. Ironic. She said I should go for it, and if Melissa was smart she'd say yes.
    I left, off to Melissa's house. All the way there my heart was racing, I was terrified if she said no, I'd have been devastated! I kept trying to call Tiffi or Don..still no answers.. I NEEDED encouragement. I already had all of my lucky charms with me. I got to her street after the usual time of about 40 minutes or so.. my heart was racing, but I pressed on, clenching my strength angel in my hand, which i replaced in my pocket when I neared her house. Her mom greeted me and let me in. I talked with her a bit, while I waited for Melissa.
    Melissa and I watched a bunch of Anime!!! YAY! and I ate over... Afterwards we watched one more anime thing, then an episode of "Aqua Teen Hunger Force" Funny funny show. when it was over, she shut off everything and was about to leave the room to her mom, cuz it was time for me to go.
    I Called her back: "Melissa" She turned around smiling... I was struggling inside; this was my only chance to ask her for who knows how long, I couldn't blow it. Fear was writhing inside of me. I made small talk, with many "Um"s and "Uh"s thrown into the mix... Finally I just....dove for it.. "Melissa...Would you..consider.....going out with me?" I asked very softly, my heart pounding, ready to burst, ready to fall into devastation from a no. She nodded A LOT while smiling big.. I couldn't believe it so I asked smiling "Really?" she said Yeah and I was so happy I just hugged her. We were so excited and told each other..then we hugged again... We Were both SO excited... I was SO happy that night... *smiles* and I am to this day... I love Melissa so much!

    Melissa, You make me so happy. You're incredible!

    Words to describe Melissa: Beautiful, Gorgeous, Cute, adorable, hott, sexy, attractive, sweet, loving, angelic, loyal, pure-hearted, dreamy, awesome, incredible, great, seraphimic*, perfect.

    * A Seraphim is a six winged angel.
    Monday, October 4th, 2004
    6:32 pm
    AHHHHHHHHHHH! SO sorry people!
    Okay, it's been AGES! BIG POST TIME!

    Sara and I have broken up a while back. She is still my friend of course. ^-^

    9-23, I asked Melissa Paradis [The most perfect girl in this world] out and she said yes. We are deeply in love and I have been substantially happier lately. Sara thinks I left her for Melissa which isn't true and I told her that, but what can one do...
    Jacey Lewis [The spawn of evil] has it out for her for the sole reason she is with me (70% sure) and I think she is trying to sabotage our relationship (85% sure) but it won't work, we're too close (200% sure). SO =P Jacey!

    Saturday October 2nd + Sunday October 3rd [Best weekend of my life]
    Saturday I spent all day with Melissa, watching anime, other stuff, talking and more. We had our first kiss and it was like no kiss I've ever had before. It was heavenly and I could feel the love behind it. I've never felt that in a kiss before.... We also both confessed our love to each other, and I wrote her a poem.. One time, I opened up to a random page in my poetry book and it opened to "The One" (may be a sign) I'll write it for you all at the end of this post.

    Sunday I spent all day with her again. We went to see "The Forgotten" on 1-10 I'd give it a very high 7 or a low 8. We spent the rest of the day talking and watching anime and other shows... Kissing more. it was incredible. We kissed for like 10-15 minutes once. She mentioned her longest kiss was [Shall not disclose] and I got a little jealous, but that's okay. She loves me, I love her, and We'll top it. ^.~ hehe. I also gave her a massage, which she said was good, and she gave me my very first massage :D YAY!!!!!!!!!!! I loved it. Later her back hurt so I gave her another massage.
    Towards the end of the night I got sad and felt like I wasn't good enough for her and I confessed a few things.
    I love her so much.... I never thought it was possible.

    "The One" By me, Eric David Valler.

    Still I search for one who can
    Erase my cold dark past
    And heal all of my wounds
    With a love that will last

    This one never seems to be near
    My spirits rise and fall so fast
    But once I find the one for me
    I will be glad at last

    (C) 2-12-04 Eric Valler

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: None ^-^ hehe
    Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
    9:22 am
    -_- Pleh
    Meh, I wish I could actually give you people good news for once but once again, I have a barrage of stressful and confusing and depression inducing circumstances. @_@; meh... hmmm any good news?..hmm.. kinda, but in the long run it adds to the bad so blah..

    This hasn't been a very fun past month or so for me..... ever since like...around August 13, but it wasn't as bad back then.. and no it wasn't because it was friday the 13th..

    Sorry for ranting, but I need to get it out..

    Thanks for putting up with the rant.

    School starts for me: Sept. 9th [Senior Year] o.o so close.

    I need money

    Sorry again, people, that I don't update much.. lack of internet on my PC does that...

    I really can't post up details, on the off chance that some or all of the peoples involved see it.

    Current Mood: depressed
    Current Music: none
    Friday, July 16th, 2004
    7:25 pm
    sorry
    How to make a WingNotenshi
    Ingredients:

    3 parts intelligence

    5 parts courage

    3 parts
    Method:
    Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add caring to taste! Do not overindulge!


    Username:


    Personality cocktail
    From Go-Quiz.com
    um..ok..cool

    Sorry for never updating.. my nest has been down..it still is.. im at my Dad's now for the weekend.

    Well I'm in love with Sara, SO much. the 14th was our anniversary...1 month.. WOO!!!!!

    I gave her some lower gifts and she gave me an AWESOME Harry Potter watch.. exactly like she has!
    Her main gift came in the mail now..can't wait to give it to her on monday or tuesday. ^-^


    Current Mood: okay
    Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
    10:11 am
    Yesterday..
    ..Was another great day spent with Sara ^-^ At 2:20 we left with her Dad and Step-mom to see Harry Potter at a HUGE theatre in Randolph. It was fun ^-^ Then afterwards I went to her house. First we talked some with her step-mom, then we went to her room to talk and hug.
    I surprised Sara with a kiss on the cheek and it made her very happy. I liked it too. Later I kissed her forehead and her nose. YEESH! Why am I telling you guys this? ^_^ lol. Well I got her to confess a lil problem and I helped her.
    Then we went down for food. Karen -her step-mom- made Ellios Pizzas but she burned them. Ah well I still managed to scarf down a couple not as burnt pieces, as did Sara and her Dad. Then we watched School of Rock and I went home around 10:30.

    Today I'm most likely spending more time with Sara too. We're trying to spend a lot of time together since she goes to her mother's house for the month soon.. She lives in Abington, so we won't see each other as much.


    I'll keep ya posted....I hope. ^_^

    Current Mood: good
    Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
    10:23 pm
    Dear Sara,
    This is here to remind you, that I'm always here for you.. always have been always will be no matter what. You can always tell me anything ANYTHING ANYTIME! I mean that.
    Sara just no matter what remember all of the good memories in your life ^-^ Try and forget the bad.. EXPECTO PATRONUM!!!! *hugs Sara tight* Take Care :)

    -Eric

    Current Mood: okay
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