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Oregano Orlando. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied) Beanie Winter Garden. "FLY GIRL" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name) S. BAD DIVA ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen) Trident Water. GIRL DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School) Chick West Orange. (penguin babies are called chicks) BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Drink) Cookie Cherry Coke. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived) Lauren Notre Dame. (Or Middle Name + Elementary School) Lauren Spring Lake. PORN STAR ALIAS: (First Pet's Name + Street You Grew Up On) Orange Juice Caballero. (orange juice was my first fish, and that's the street i live on now.) Dinky Caballero. (dinky was my first dog.) |
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* the story behind your lj user name – lj, well, i made it up myself actually, it just came to me. same with my blurty...a description of self i suppose. * where do you live – home: Ocoee, FL and Salem College while at school. * describe yourself in four words – Melancholy, Romantic, Sado-Masochistic, Abstract Describe your... * wallet – my Salem College black zip pouch with my keys attached. * hairbrush – Light blue/green-ish brush that I've had since freshman year. * jewelry worn daily – the ones in my piercings, and my silver Fossil watch with pink facing and my High School class ring * pillow cover – jersey fabric rainbow tie-dyed * blanket – (on my bed) jersey fabric rainbow tie-dyed, my blue and pink blanket my grandmother made when i was five, my blue and gold celestial throw and my sally from "nightmare before christmas" throw * coffee cup – white mug with red lettering that says: "JESUS" * sunglasses – normally i just wear my regular glasses but i got a new pair of black-framed sunglasses from AC Moore * underwear – right now? going commando. normally? depends on my mood--silky thigh-cuts or boxer-briefs. sometimes i feel like a boy, sometimes i feel like a girl. * boots – none really. i used to wear black doc martens combat boots. * handbag – maroon tibetan shoulder bag with a tibetan monk embroidered on the front * favourite shirt – hard to say really...it changes regularly. soon to be my fight club related shirt, that i must make sometimes soon...but, i heart my "jesus is my homeboy" homemade shirt. and i love wearing wife-beaters. i'm a dyke, what can i say? * cologne/perfume - none. but i own victoria's secret pink. * tattoos – 2 (but more coming soon): fairy on my right inner forearm, 2 stars with latin word for sisters on my ankle. * piercings - 3 in my left ear, rook (left ear), 2 in my right ear, tragus (right ear), eyebrow (left), monroe (right side) * what you are wearing now – no shoes, pajama pants with red/white/pink hearts on them, pink shirt with "Princess, Diva, Queen, All of the Above" on it, and my black dickies hat. * makeup - none, only for special occasions. * in my mouth – the usual. * in my head – thoughts, ideas, random spurts of chuck palahniuk, the pixies. * wishing – i could find contentment and happiness. * after this - sleep. * talking to – no one, listening to music. * eating - nothing * some of your favourite movies – Fight Club, Secretary, Igby Goes Down, Party Monster, Dangerous Lives of Altarboys, Ordinary People, Nightmare Before Christmas, the list goes on and on... * something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month – home and being able to read books and paint. * something that you are deathly afraid of – loneliness, not finding love. * do you like candles? meh. * do you like incense? not particularly. * do you like the taste of blood? not particularly. the sight, sometimes. * do you believe in love? yes. * do you believe in love at first sight? not really. * if you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? penguin. * what are five cities you wouldn't mind relocating to? hmm...tough call. Winston-Salem-ish area, somewhere in Italy, somewhere in Ireland or England... * what are some of your favourite pig out foods? um...cookie dough, cheese!, hummus and chips, there are lots i'm sure. |
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If I were a day of the week I would be: Friday If I were a time of day I would be: high-noon If I were a planet I would be: Pluto If I were a sea animal I would be: a mermaid If I were a direction I would be: North If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a chaise If I were a sin I would be: in order--pride. envy. wrath. sloth. gluttony. lust. greed. If I were a liquid I would be: something cherry flavored. If I were a stone, I would be: turquoise. If I were a tree, I would be: willow. If I were a bird, I would be: peacock. or a sparrow. If I were a tool, I would be: a hammer. If I were a flower/plant, I would be: a daisy. If I were a kind of weather, I would be: rain. If I were a mythical creature, I would be: a unicorn. If I were an animal, I would be: a penguin. If I were a color, I would be: pink. If I were a vegetable, I would be: peas. If I were a sound, I would be: an echo. If I were an element, I would be: water. If I were a car, I would be: a Gremlin or Pacer. If I were a song, I would be: "I Bleed" by the Pixies. Or "Riot Girl" by Good Charlotte. If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Tim Burton or David Fincher. If I were a book, I would be written by: Chuck Palahniuk. If I were a food, I would be: steak and potatoes. If I were a place, I would be: somewhere quiet. If I were a material, I would be: jersey cotton. If I were a taste, I would be: sweet. If I were a scent, I would be: lavender. If I were a religion, I would be: Judaism or Buddhism. If I were a word, I would be: overwhelmed. If I were an object, I would be: a worn-in diary. If I were a facial expression I would be: the confused look--one eyebrow up. If I were a subject in school I would be: Latin or Art History. If I were a cartoon character I would be: Sally from "Nightmare Before Christmas" or Tinkerbell. If I were a shape I would be a(n): abstract shape. |
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| 03:26pm 06/04/2004 | ||||
"the peptide phenylethylamine that might be triggered by danger," 2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? my rubbermaid storage drawers 3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? um...when i got up this morning the movie "i love you to death" was on comedy central 4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 3:35pm 5: Now look at the clock; what is the actual time? 3:29pm 6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the air conditioner and my pixies cd 7: When did you last step outside? What were you doing? going to my victorian era class at 9:30am 8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? livejournal and checked my email 9: What are you wearing? my pajamas. 10: Did you dream last night? yeah, but cannot remember what about. 11: When did you last laugh? last night talking to paula. 12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? random things, it is my room. posters of good charlotte, blink 182, fight club, picasso. my paintings. 13: Seen anything weird lately? myself. 14: What do you think of this quiz? it mindlessly passes away the time 15: What is the last film you saw? hm...watched fight club on friday night. 16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? my family and my happiness. but first...probably pay off my mom's house and buy a car. 17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: i don't like people getting to know me, it hurts too much. 18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? there's too many things that need to be changed. 19: Do you like to dance? sometimes. 20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years? don't get me started on the fucktarded ways of bush... 21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? margot or francesca 21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? harrison, after my grandfather 22: Would you ever consider living abroad? yes, in europe near all the great art sites. |
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| 11:35pm 04/04/2004 | ||||
today has been wasted. got up at 1:30pm and haven't accomplished a thing really. lounged in bed till 2:30, took my shower, emailed some people, then went and visited paula for a bit. went to dinner, talked to paula for a time. talked to my mommy. visited chuckles, went over the spanish skit. francesa prostituta! hehe. oh and chuckles did my two year plan, since schedules come out tomorrow. i am dropping my english major to a minor to pick up a studio art minor. so, yay for that. i am a bit nervous about dropping the major, but studio art is very important to me. so. yeah, it overrides english. take that. though i still heart creative writing and poetry, i am meant to write creatively not necessarily analyze. though this day has not been productive, the weekend was fabulous, thanks to good friends and such. i hope the happy times last a bit. off to try and schedule some productive moments this week. we'll see how that goes. |
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 Non curo. Si metrum non habet, non est poema. "I don't care. If it doesn't rhyme, it isn't a poem." You are a type A personality. You like bright things, you don't call in sick to work, and you have devastating opinions about art. Which Weird Latin Phrase Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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artistic| does this describe me? yes. yes it does. | ||||
| 12:29am 27/02/2004 | ||||
If you're a Pisces, you've probably already heard that you share a sign -- and an addictive personality -- with Liz Taylor, Liza Minelli and Kurt Cobain. Not only do Pisces like to lose themselves in the dreamy, out-there feeling that only hooch can give, but they build up a mighty tolerance fast. Who needs an expensive date like that? On the other hand, theyre fabulously enchanting partners, whether in conversation or in crime. With the right Pisces, you can start out sharing a pitcher of margaritas and wind up in bed together for days. The phrase "addictive personality" can be read two ways, you know. Alcohoroscopes- what do the stars say about your drinking style brought to you by Quizilla |
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| 11:50pm 23/02/2004 | ||||
2. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? "wave of mutilation" by the pixies 3..SOUP OR SALAD? um. i like my mommy's salads. ranch dressing, cheese, turkey, and boiled egg. yum yum. 4. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? i am drinking some v-8 splash right now, and i had dinner--cheese quesadilla and mexican rice. 5. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? punk-princess pink. 6. WEATHER RIGHT NOW? nighttime. it's 43 degrees according to my weather bug. 7. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? my mom. 8. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? my pineapple? of course. 9. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? meh. i was having a good day, but i am feeling a bit...sad. 10. FAVORITE DRINK? cherry coke, caramel macchiato, v-8 splash fruit medley and berry blend 11. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? shots of vodka, cherry and green apple pucker, irish cream, i'll drink a lot of different things, but not tequila. 12. FAVORITE SPORTS: none. i'm not a fan of sports. i like to play sometimes though. 13. HAIR COLOR? brown. 14. EYE COLOR? green 15. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? sometimes, normally glasses but i like to spice it up by wearing contacts every now and then 16. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? emily or roo, 12 17. FAVORITE FOOD? seafood (shrimp, lobster, fish, if it swims i'll eat it more than likely), sushi, japanese, chinese, italian, i'm well-rounded. 18. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? murder by number monday morning at like 3am 19. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? hm. i heart christmas and halloween most of all. 20. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? sometimes. depends on who it is, if i think that i have a chance or know they are interested in me, no problem, otherwise, too self-conscious. 21. SUMMER OR WINTER? Winter 22. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships 23. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate 24. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK? why not 25. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? well, to do it then put in their blurty also? kris-a. 26. LEAST LIKELY? ? someone not on blurty 27. LIVING ARRANGEMENT: In a dorm, in a room, by myself. 28. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? none really at the moment, but i heart anything by chuck palahniuk or sylvia plath. 29 WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? dell. 30.FAVORITE BOARD GAME? scattergories, simpsons' clue 31. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? in bed all day yesterday listening to music, went to rehearsal, visited by pineapple and paula. 32. FAVORITE SMELLS? flowers, clean-ness, new laundry, good smelling shampoo 33. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE? no. 34. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? i don't know. my friends, my family, art, what i read in books. 35. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN? buttered. 36. FAVORITE CAR? jaguar something or other (don't know the specific model), pacers, gremlins. 37. FAVORITE FLOWER? daisies. 38. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING? 4 (dorm, room, closet, home) 39. CAN YOU JUGGLE? two things and a schedule. 40. WHAT WOULD YOU HATE TO BE TRAPPED IN A ROOM WITH? spiders or roaches, zombies, something that can/will scare or kill me 41. 7-UP OR SPRITE? sprite 42. COFFEE? yes. caramel macchiato or german chocolate cake coffee coolers from barnies. any kind though really as long as it has a bit of cream or milk and some sugar. 43. WHO'S YOUR LOVE? my family, my friends, some choice others. 44. FAVORITE PERFUME? victoria's secret pink. 45. FAVORITE BAND OF ALL TIME? i have so many. the dead milkmen, the pixies, blink 182, good charlotte, linkin park. but mainly the dead milkmen, i suppose. 46.DOGS OR CATS? neither really, but cats if i must pick. i don't like animals due to cleanliness issues. 47. DO YOU FLOSS? not normally. 48. DO YOU BITE YOUR NAILS? used to hard-core. down to the nub. but i relieve stress other ways now. 49. PET PEEVES? stupidity, arrogance, ignorance 50. FAVORITE TV SHOW(S): queer as folk, the simpsons, but i don't watch tv shows on a constant basis. too finicky i suppose. |
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| 01:04am 07/02/2004 | ||||
 You are...SHOCK! You're the head of the gang, and sometimes you feel like you're the only one with brains...*rolls eyes* Nightmare Before Christmas -- Are you Lock, Shock or Barrel? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| at work and decided to jump on the band-wagon... | ||||
| 12:04am 20/01/2004 | ||||
1.Kissed your cousin: on the cheek 2.Ran away: no, wanted to before though. 3.Pictured your crush naked: yep. 4.Broken someone's heart: yep. jason's, he deserved it though. 5.Been in love: yes and no. 6.Cried when someone died: um...in movies. 7.Wanted someone: desperately. 8.Broken a bone: no, not that i'm aware of, i think i fractured my knuckles in 8th grade when i hit a brick wall though 9.Lied: pathologically, yes. 10.Cried in school: unfortunately, plenty of times. WHICH IS BETTER:: 11.Coke or Pepsi: Cherry Coke 12.Sprite or 7UP: Cherry 7up 13.Gi.rls or Guys: Girls, unless it's Edward Norton or tall, thin, pale punk boys. 14.Tall or Short: I like my boys tall and my girls however i can get 'em 15.Pants or Shorts: pants. WITH THE OPPOSITE :: 16.What do you notice first: with guys and girls i normally look at their face, especially eyes and lips 17.Last person you slow danced with: um...the last guy i slow danced with was jason at senior prom, the last girl i slow danced with was probably last year goofing around with paula 18.Worst Question To Ask: does this make me look fat? THE LAST TIME:: 19.Showered: 5 hours ago 20.Taken a bath: a bath? i normally shower, so probably a week... 21.Your Good Luck Charm: don't have one really, maybe that's why i don't have the best of luck... 22.Person You Most, you know: um...no comment. 23.Best Thing That Has Happened to you in the past year: got good grades this past semester, haven't had a complete melt-down/nervous breakdown yet. FAVORITE: 24.Color: pink and black 25.Movie: Fight Club and Secretary 26.Juice: I like V8 Splash Berry Blend or Cranberry Raspberry juice 27.Finger: i've always liked my hands, but i favor my right ring finger (that's the finger that wears my high school class ring) 28.Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate Chip or Chocolate 29.Season: Autumn and Winter 30.Breakfast Food: cheese eggs WHO:: 31.Makes you laugh the most: my friends 32.Makes your messages: my friends 33.Can make you feel better no matter what: Pineapple 34.Has A Crush On You: No one I know of... 35.Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes and no. 36.Who Has it easier? guys or girls? Women have a huge cross to bear. DO YOU EVER:: 37.Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: no. 38.Save AOL conversations: yep. 39.Save E-mails: yep. 40.Wish you were someone else: yes. 41.Wish you were a member of the opposite : sometimes. BEST:: 42.Cologne: Don't know, not a big cologne fiend. 43.Perfume: I love Victoria's Secret Pink 44.Romantic memory: most of my memories aren't romantic. HAVE YOU: 45.Fallen for your best friend?: a close friend, yes. 46.Made out with JUST a friend?: no, wanted to before though. 47.Been rejected: more than i have fingers or toes. 48.Been in love?: yes and no. 49.Used someone?: yep, desperate times call for desperate measures. 50.Cheated on someone? never dated anyone so, no. 51.Been cheated on? nope. 52.Been kissed?: yes, 3 girls and 1 guy. 53.Done something you regret?: yes, i have many 'nights of shame' that i wish to forget. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... 54.You touched?: my grandfather when he was handing me his keys. 55.You talked to?: my grandfather. 56.You hugged?: my sister. 57.You instant messaged?: kris instant messaged me last night. 58.You kissed?: my sister on the cheek; anything more than that, Betsy, last year. 59.You yelled at?: my sister. 60.Who broke your heart?: my heart has been broken beyond repair many a time. 61.Who told you they loved you?: my mom and sister. DO YOU... 62.Color your hair? no, have in the past though...black, black with blonde bangs (skunked), red, blue... 63.Have tattoos? 1, more to come soon... 64.Have piercing below the waist? no, and don't plan to either. 65.Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? no. 66.Own a web cam? no. 67.Own a thong? nope. had one, not a fan. 68.Sprechen Sie Deutsch? only when singing to marlene dietrich 69.Habla espanol? estudio espanol en mi universidad. 70.Quack?: sometimes. HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU... 71.Stolen anything over $50? nope. 72.Smoke? nope, tried it, not for me. 73.Schizophrenic? possibly, i wouldn't doubt it. sometimes i hear things. 74.Obsessive? about my hygiene. 75.Compulsive? see above. 76.Panic? all the time. 77.Anxiety? yep, want to see my gray hairs? 78.Depressed? you could say that. 79.Suicidal? often. |
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| 08:15am 10/01/2004 | ||||
anyway. also, i need to make some phone calls, so i can go see the doctor. got a referral, so that's half the battle. going to the library later on today, how i heart the library. i swear if my whole career as a art historian or artist/author doesn't happen i could always go into the business of library spinster. just get myself a rocking chair and a house brimming with cats, a couple of shawls and i'll be set. instant spinster. i'll be the crazy and bitter librarian reigning with an iron fist, shushing people with great fervency. haha. maybe i need more sleep. oh well. encountered a very interesting person last week at work. crazy as all get out. claimed to be the reincarnated soul of st. john the baptist. and he said the apocalypse will happen in october 2271--mark your calendars ladies! also, he will be there to act as gabriel the angel of death, one of the four horsemen of the apocalypse. talk about delusions of grandeur. schitzo. but, who am i to judge crazy? last week was just filled with god. watched the movie "the order"--a fantastic movie which i highly recommend--about a priest investigating the death of his mentor. then the crazy john the baptist guy. maybe it's a sign. finished reading chuck palahniuk's "diary: a novel." fantastic book, as are all of chuck's novels. i heart him muchly. going to have to find another book to read. i normally get to read while i'm waiting around at work, so i've been devouring novels like nothing. anyway. going to go shower. hope everyone is having eventful jan terms. |
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| 01:35am 22/12/2003 | ||||
I wish I were a child again. I miss being young. I miss the innocence and imagination. I miss being able to control my life, my existence, my little world. I could be anyone I wanted to be, love anyone I wanted to love, and they'd love me too. I wish I could live out my little delusions and fantasies. Sometimes, those are all that I have. I watched "Igby Goes Down" the other night. Fantastic movie. I enjoyed it and recommend it. I connected to the movie, I love Kieran Culkin. I heart independent movies, the off-beat, the seedy. I am reminded of "Secretary" as I sit here. Yes, children, I have another movie to obsess over. "Fight Club" is still number one, but "Secretary" is a close second. I love the characters in that movie. Wish they were real. Wish I could find someone to connect to like Leigh found in her mister. ::sigh:: It's so dreamy in a perverse sort of way. I guess deep down inside, I am a hopeless romantic and a sucker for a good romance, as long as it strays from the norm. One of my friends once asked me what I wanted in a lover or significant other. And I said: intelligence, loving, and they had to love me like I loved them. She asked if that were it. I elaborated a bit: a sense of humor, attractive, caring. But my ideas were shapeless, formless. No real substance. I suppose I don't know exactly what or who I want. I sometimes think, could I be with them? No, I seem to reply often. With my criteria as short as it is, you wouldn't think me so damn picky. But, I am. |
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| 01:26pm 22/11/2003 | ||||
on a happier note, i am getting some of my christmas shopping done, which is good. though i still have a few members of my family yet to do. sadness. i need my work study check...damn december 10th! |
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