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Friday....long weekend!
Long weekend! Yay! Happiness!
I decided not to go to work today.
I swore I would be productive today, but so far the only thing that I have accomplished is making some mixed berry banana flax muffins. We'll see how those turned out.
I am tres unmotivated.
I can't seem to focus on anything for more than ten minutes.
I feel like I am constantly dehydrated.
We took Mugs to doggie training yesterday, and he did super well....tomorrow D and I are going to birthing class, which is going to be scaaaary. Lots of stuff going on.
Today, we're going to the gym and to the supermarket. Exciting! I have a nasty broken blister on one of my toes, so I'm thinking I'll hit the weights today as opposed to any of the cardio machines.
I recently ordered a beautfiul trench coat, which arrived in the mail yesterday. Obviously this was intended as a post-partum treat. I mean, what's more slimming and flattering than a gorgeous black trench coat? Nothing! Plus, it makes you look instantly pulled together, and who couldn't use that? Of course, I orderd it in a size small. Anyhow, I don't know what possessed me, but I tried it on. Sadness. I can only hope that at some point I'll be able to close it! I just can't wait to get back to my normal size....I was recently looking at ordering some nursing bras for post-delivery, and the websites said that your boobs go up one to two cup sizes from your third trimester size! Holy crap! That is not what this girl wanted to hear. I want them and everything else to DEFLATE, not get bigger! I never thought I'd say this, but I just want my Bs back. I do not think I could deal with Ds or DDs or Es. I want my hips to go back..I want everything to go back. I am in total body denial.
I'm trying to sort of get organized since I have like....5-8 weeks. I guess I don't have to worry about that whole nursery thing because I now have no hope of having a bedroom to put her in...so...yeah. Great? I'm trying not to worry about this whole not-getting-the-house thing, but the more I think about it, the more stressed and annoyed I get. Seriously, I just look around here and realize that I have nowhere to put ANYTHING. *Twitches*
And now, I'm going to try for a last minute ditch at productivity.
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