jade's Blurty

Supposedly it's Friday.
Today is annoying. It's Friday, and I want to go home.

My allergies are starting, and I can't take my meds because it will turn my baby into....something? Other than a baby? Like everyother useful medicine known to man? Le sigh. I'm a sneezy, runny-eyed mess.

I haven't been able to do laundry because I haven't been home, so my fave black tights weren't clean, so I had to dig this other pair out, and although I didn't know it at the time, they suck.

I can barely walk without the damn things falling off. It's like the manufacturers forgot to put the elastic in or something. I need suspenders or a belt for them. Seriously. Annoying! ~~Unfortunately, unless I can figure out how to make a belt out of office supplies ( rubber bands!!!??!?!), that pretty much eliminates the possibility of taking a walk today.~~ The rubber band thing totally worked!

I feel like I'm gaining weight even though I'm not eating a super ton. (I'm not restricting or anything, just eating healthy, but by no means eating a lot..) I'm not one of these pregos that sits around eating ice cream and crap all day. Generally you're only supposed to gain a few pounds during the first trimester, and I'm like 10 weeks in with 2 to go, and I've already gained all 5 for sure. Somehow, I thought since I am not drinking, that I would lose weight unless I ate way more to make up for it, but somehow that doesn't seem to be the case. I feel like my metabolism has beyond tanked. Gah! I'm going to chalk it up to a beyond shitty diet this week and almost zero activity because I've been chained to my goddamn desk. This is totally TMI, but I'm also blaming it on the fact that I CAN'T POOP! I eat, and it just....doesn't....go....anywhere.

I've worked over 100 hours in the past 7 days..

I have a doctor's appointment in 2 weeks, and I still haven't been able to make it to the lab for my blood work because for some reason labs aren't open after midnight when I get out of work. Hm.

It fucking sucks.

Everyone here is whining about how tired they are. Ummm...yeah. Try being pregnant with untreated allergies while getting this little sleep, and then come talk to me about it.

I want to go home.

Tomorrow, I'm supposed to proctor....if I'm not here, of course. That being said, I don't know if I will be physically capable of dragging my ass out of bed to go ANYWHERE at 5 am....regardless of how badly I need the money. And I do need the money. Idk if it's because I'm in a funk or what, but all I want to do is spend money, and I have been. Help? Thoughts?

I mean, it's warranted. I spent a bunch of $$ on prego workout dvds and Bella Bands (these things that help you keep your pants up and stretch your prego wardrobe), and while it was necessary, that doesn't mean I can afford it. To top it all off, I'm dying to spend all this money I don't have on beauty products and clothes (because I feel like a beast, and somehow spending money helps me with this?), and I can't afford it. I'm still paying off that stupid phone I couldn't afford. GAH!

Ok.

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