| 1:19p |
I heard today is Wednesday?
Ugh.
Bfast: non fat organic greek plain yogurt w/ 1 tsp flax seeds, 1 tsp sugar
Lunch: sandwhich w/ grilled chicken, lto, wheat bread, provolone, 3 pieces bacon, balsmic vinegar (- It was supposed to come on parmesan ciabata w garlic aioli mayo, but I subbed them out.)
Snack: orange
Dinner: grilled chicken breast, a bit of rice pilaf, salad, glass of V8
The end.
Still working late.
Yesterday I managed to get a 30 minute walk in, and I'm hoping to do the same today. I've also been using my toning band a lot for upper body work while at my desk to try make up for the fact that I'm at my desk for 12-15 hours a day. I really wish I could work out more. Sitting all day feels so unhealthy. Actually, wait....it is unhealthy.
My boobs are getting bigger, and it's annoying. I always thought I wanted bigger boobs, but now that they're bigger, I don't like them that much because my jackets don't look cute. I think they might be approaching C territory soon. I'm not super huge yet or anything, despite being almost 3 mo...10 weeks actually. My waist is just thick. I'm at that point where no one can tell, and everyone probably just thinks I've let myself go. Of course, if you had never seen me, you probably wouldn't think much of anything.
I ordered a prego pilates dvd and two prego yoga dvds.
I'm so tired that I feel like I have the mental capacity of a cucumber.
The end.
Current Mood: really tired. |
| 6:46p |
whining.
I'm dejected. about pretty much everything right now.
They are increasing spending when there is a rejected.
I will get rolled on important issues, especially when I'm right.
I will continue to get sent to supid meetings that are two hours long where I will have no role aside from my chair being able to say that he sent someone.
Everything is half-conceived, corrupt, inefficent, and stupid.
I am mentally divorced from my job completely.
A part of me can't help but wonder what kind of job I would be happy in or if such a job even exists. |