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Today
This morning I did not want to get out of bed. I wanted to turn my alarm off, snuggle my husband and my dog, get up nice and late, knit, play with my dog, and watch movies. Instead I had to go to work, and it sucked. Work is so incredibly overrated.
Today my brain feels like oatmeal. A-morphous, soft, mushy, not that cohesive, and ummm...yeah. That's pretty much right.
Today
Bfast: 1 cup non fat organic Greek yogurt
Lunch: 1 cup homemade split pea sou
Snack: about 100 calories worth of turkey breast
Dinner: 1/3 of a bagel and 1 cup of homemade vegan chili
I may have an orange later, but otherwise, that's the plan.
I'm tired.
Yesterday, D and I decided it would be a good night to have some wine. Ugh. Mistake.
We ended up having our stupid religion discussion again. Bottom line: I don't want to convert. It takes lots of time and effort, and I don't really want to convert. I never said I would. I never mislead him. He knew we were different religions from the beginning and that I had no intention of converting, but the issue is that he really believes in his religion, and I'm incredibly lapsed in mine, and this all comes in to play with the whole kids thing. I don't really see what the problem is as he doesn't go to temple; he doesn't keep kosher; he doesn't observe anything, so what the hell is his problem? Ugh. Annoying.
Plus, wine=tired this morning.
I'm about half done with my scarf, and it looks awesome. What annoys me is that it's called a "Two Hour Scarf," and that's totally impossible. I don't think it's physically possible for me to knit that fast, and I've already gotten a lot better at it. I think it's going to be more like a four day scarf to be honest.
Also, apparently my in-laws are moving to Albany at some point. D often neglects to tell me important things. I know this was something they were considering, but apparently they're pretty much set on it. I'm not sure I can handle living near that much family, especially if they live here, and we're the only people they know. I mean, they're nice and all, and they're family, but I'm kind of anti-social, and I'm not used to dealing with family all the time given that I grew up so far from all my family.
Today has been a super long day. I had like 5+ meetings, and tonight we're conferencing allllllll our budget issues, which means we're going to be here FOREVER. I can't complain too much though because Insurance is 5th out of like 20, and I get to leave after my stuff is done, which is obviously good. I hope they don't ask us any questions. It just makes me neeeervous. *Fingers crossed*
I'm dehydrated.
Tomorrow I think I only have one meeting, and there's a good chance I'll get out on time, which is awesome.
I have a lot to do, so I'm thinking it's time for a list.
Tomorrow I have to:
1. Check into that stupid constituent inquiry
2. Start working on the Chair budget letter
3. Reorganize my desk (it totally blew up)
4. Do my timesheet.
5. Run reports on bills.
6. Go to stupid meetings.
And that's all I want to put on the list.
Now, I'm going to drink some water, make some tea, and read the 4th Harry Potter book. |