I'm one step away from organizing my sock drawer. Deep thoughts.
Lindsay should stop being blond. It makes her look a 45 year old retired prostitute. Or maybe she just looks like that?
How does Claudia Schiffer still look like this?
http://thesuperficial.com/2007/11/claudia_schiffer_comes_out_of_1.phpHow does Demi still look like this?
http://www.dlisted.com/node/17961Brad Pitt is starting to look beat. He needs a facial. And some sleep. And some water.
I woke up looking skinny today, which was weird because I felt bloated, but then I looked good, and it was weird.
I cannot wait for Project Runway. I am fiending for it. Seriously, like an addict. It's kind of pathetic really.
Today I was looking through Lucky Magazine today, and I found this dress I want. I hate that magazine. I hate all magazines because they make me want to buy things.
I am procrastinating in a major way.
In brief:
- Actual birthday was okay. It kind of sucked because I had a final exam and had to go to class and because I had to go to work. It was good because I got a present from D and because I got a substantial raise of about 10% when I was expecting 3-5%. Yay!
- The next day we went out to a really fancy, expensive restaurant where you get five courses, but they're all super tiny and delicious and are served on unique plates. It was a special fixed menu/wine flight dinner, and the farmers and the vinter was there from Italy, and he paired and discussed all of the wines. It was amazing.
-Yesterday I bummed around. I cleaned the house. I did a lot of yoga stretching and some pilates abs. I've been feeling very tight, and I'm trying to open up a bit. D and I went out for dessert because I hadn't blown out a candle yet for my birthday, and that's mandatory.
-Today, I'm going to workout (weights, pilates, yoga mix), walk Mugs, and work on my paper!
Ok...No more procrastinating!
I'm going to eat something, drink some water, workout, do my paper, and walk Mugs.
Why can't I stop procrastinating?????
Update:
Bill defriended us on Myspace! That bastard! Ugh. I'm so sick of the drama. He is so annoying sometimes. I don't know how much of a glutton for punishment I should be at this point. Regardless of the reason, he doesn't appear to value our relationship, and he doesn't seem to consider us friends. He never appreciates anything we do for him. It never gets any better (regarding his issues or general problems). He is an almost entirely negative influence, and I just don't know how far we should go in terms of helping him or more to the point, in not helping him. Should we stop giving him free internet and cable tv? That asshole wouldn't even walk my dog. Part of me says that might make him move. Part of me says that's not nice because he's crazy. Part of me says who fucking needs a mean crazy person upstairs who only wants me to feed him, give him drinks, give him AC, and give him free internet and cable. Ugh. Anyways...
I worked out for about an hour at home. I did some sun salutations and yoga stretches for about 20 minutes or so, and then I did weights + stability ball for about 40 minutes. Woo hooo! I also walked Mugs for about 20 minutes or so, and he enjoyed that.
I did and am still doing work on my paper. I think I realized the problem. I am doing it too early. See, I want to get it done now because it's due not this Tuesday, but next Tuesday, and that's around when all my other papers are due, and I have friends coming up from the city the prior weekend. So, while i have a good reason to get it done now, I dont' have that time pressure. Ugh. I suck.
Today I ate:
Bfast: 1 egg on diet toast, 2 shots pom
Lunch: 1/2 skinless chicken breast, 1 cucumber
Snack: Other 1/2 chicken breast, a lot of raw broccoli
Dinner: ???????
I have no idea what's happening for dinner. I think D wants to go for Greek buffet or pizza or Chinese, or something that's otherwise unhealthy, which is why I ate so healthy all day. Basically all veggies and protein. I want to avoid starch all week as much as possible because my friend is coming this weekend, and I want to look thin. Or something. Ugh. At least not bloated.
Bvgs: 1 big lemon water, coffee, pom, 1 liter of water, and some chamomile tea.
Tomorrow I want to do a bunch of stuff too.
1. I want to go to the gym and do cardio.
2. I want to wash and deep condition my hair. Now that it's winter, my hair is dying for it.
3. I want to work on my paper.
4. Go to class.
Tuesday:
1. Go to work.
2. Work on and finish paper.
3. Walk for 30 minutes.
3. Leave work by 4.
4. Do pilates at home.
5. Go to mall? Return extra jumper I got from Gap, and buy more calcium supps from GNC.
Wednesday:
1. Go to work early.
2. Start work on the next paper that's due.
3. Walk for 30 minutes.
4. Pay bills.
5. Prep for meeting on Thursday. Get info from Ca.
6. Leave work and go to vet.
7. Maybe convince D to go to the gym.
Then I just have to work on my other papers forever...
Current Mood: procrastinating