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Skinny?
I'm feeling, dare I say....skinny today?
I don't know how. I don't why. I don't know how long this feeling will stick in my head, but I'm going with it. I just pray that this feeling and the physical reality lasts until after filming is over. Of course, I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure it happens, come hell or high water. I'm jsut glad that filming is conveniently only days after my period ends, which is optimal. If filming had coincided with PMS mega cow time, I think I would have died.
So far today is very annoying.
I would like today to be over.
I will be much happier when this week is over.
I mean it's not terrible it's just...every year I kind of get poisoned with the dirty, smarmy, lying, weird, obstructionist, unfair nature of working in politics. It's kind of like I have a threshold, like one does with any poison...like radiation exposure or some such, and I generally reach my limit in May. Then I just get disgusted and fed up with everything. Unfortunately, this also coincides with my busiest time of year and with finals, so...that just makes me even more negative. Hurray! It's a threshold thing. I apologize for whining so much; it's just that quite honestly, I'm a bad fit. I like things to be decided based on merit and worth, and unfortunately, that's not the way politics always works. Cognitive dissonance is awesome.
Yesterday:
Bfast: salmon pattie
Lunch: orange
Snack: orange
Snack: organic V8
Dinner: chicken tikka (yay no sauce!) and a bit of rice
Today's plan:
Bfast: salmon pattie
Snack: organic V8
Lunch: orange
Snack: orange
Dinner: chicken and veggie stir fry? or chicken something?
I'm drinking mega tons of water, avoiding starch, gluten, sugar, and alcohol, and I'm avoiding almost all grains....limiting myself to only brown rice at dinner, mainly so I don't turn into a raving psycho bitch because I'm under a lot of stress. I'm also popping lots of fiber pills, fish oil pills, and calcium supplements in addition to my vitamin B supps and my multi. I'm also drinking 2-3 cups of decaf green tea a day. |