jade's Blurty

why am I grouped with morons?
I don't even know where to begin. Yesterday...I met up with a friend from work, the one whose job I'm hoping to get and have been interviewing for, and we got a drink. Well, we were drinking wine, and I...love wine. D and Bill met us out, and then we ended up picking up wine for dinner, and we all had dinner together at our place, and me being stressed, I drank a ton, as did we all.

Bleh.

I crazied all over D about how upset I was with how things have been going and just the general state of things. I think I bummed him out. I was...drunk. A drunk, crying, wine- fueled mess. Fantastic.

I'm feeling mildly hungover.

Not so great.

Fortunately, I had done my part of the project that is due TODAY before getting shit faced on a random Wednesday. Fortunately, me and the group met on Monday to discuss exactly who was doing what. What could go wrong? Surely three grad students can each do three or four slides that have been outlined by someone else (me!) when they have like four days' notice? RIGHT? I laid it out like I was talking to four year olds. "Here is the outline for the project. We need a slide for each topic. This is what each slide will be about in detail. There are four slides for each person. I will do the first four; you guys can split up the rest however you prefer. Now I must go to class..."

Well, so far, the only person who has done anything..is me, and the presentation is due at 5:45 TODAY. What the fuck? I mean seriously? What...the...fuck? Was I speaking Hindi when I discussed this stuff with these people? Did I hallucinate this? What happened? I thought we had this shit covered?! GAHHH!!!!!!!

The only thing that is even mildly cool at this point, aside from D, who is awesome, is the fact that I stepped on the scale to find myself five pounds lighter. At this point, I don't even CARE if it was all fake weight or dehydration/water weight. I'm taking whatever I can get.

*Shakes fists and screeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmsssss*

Why does everyone suck? Why do my bosses lie to me? Why are people lazy and inept? How is it that every semester the people I end up with suck even more than the last? How much worse can it get? Next semester I'll probably get expelled for someone else's plagiarism. Seriously, wait.

I hate how being conscientous and caring at all means that people will do whatever they can to take advantage of you.

Current Mood: pissed off