Friday, September 8th, 2006

Time	Event
10:55a	plans, questions, and a little bit of restrained resentment Today will suck because I have to pack up my entire cube because we're moving!! As much as moving sucks, I'm kind of excited because the new place is nicer, newer, cleaner, has better air quality, and it has windows! On the downside, I'm going to be super busy today. Alright. Whine, whine, whine. Still feeling fat obviously since these things don't go away over night. I did pretty well yesterday, and I stayed on the plan. I think I ended up with 1300 instead of 1200 though, because I ended up having one drink. I refused ice cream, an ice cream bar, and I think a yogurt, so I feel like I'm doing well. I was really busy at work, so I didn't get to take my walking break, and I didn't get to leave work early to workout, which SUCKS. I did clean and run around all day though, which is better than nothing, but not..good. Today, Cheryl ( my boss who generally gives me the most work) is out today, so I should have no problems. Today, I'm going for my walk, and I'm leaving at 4 to workout, which is an absolute imperative because I'm going out for Indian food with friends. Friends are beginning to be a problem. I know this is evil, but seriously, although I LOVE having friends, they don't want to do anything but eat and drink, which I'm beginning to associate with fatness again. I'm trying my best not to go back to my old ways, and so far, I think I'm sort of succeeding. Today I will be flawless. Intake and such... ( Read more... ) So...quick question to anyone who's still reading all this...having read what I'm doing, what do you think I need to or can do to help speed things along? Too many carbs? Too many cals? Not enough? Different exercise? More water? Cut coffee?Advice, ideas? Current Mood: steadfast Current Music: Obstacle 1, Interpol (11 thoughts | share your thoughts)
12:19p	BOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! For a second I thought I wasn't going to be hideously poor for the next year..I had it all planned out. I get two extra paychecks, and I was going to use them to pay down my xfered balance of my student loans and one credit card. Those paychecks were the linchpin in my little plan; I was always able to keep the extra money before.I was talking to D when he reminded me that I now have to give 3/4 of each of those paychecks now that he's not working. Now I won't be able to pay off the card before the 0% expires, and I'm going to be paying off that other card for the end of time. When student loans come around, I'm going to die. I thought everything was going to be fine and fixed, but it was all a lie, and I am in fact poor. I was supremely happy for a grand total of five minutes. I'm going to be scrounging every cent I make for the next three years, and I'm going to be unfashionably dressed to boot. What a fucking let down. As much as I love him and as much as this is an investment, I'm not excited about going back to living like students. I'm 25, not 18. When my student loans come due again in January, I'm going to be so suffocated by debt that I am going to die. *shoots self* Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Baker, baker, Tori Amos (19 thoughts | share your thoughts)

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