Monday, November 28th, 2005

Time	Event
10:43a	weirdness This Thanksgiving, I felt...disgusting. I actually felt sick. I wasn't really able to finish anything, but I felt like I ate SO much, but everyone else thought I barely ate anything. They were basically like "How could anyone feel so full from eating so little? What do you mean you don't have room?" Between that and stress and being WAY too busy, I think I should be in a good position to meet my goal on Dec 9th. That cow won't know what hit her. My thighs are finally looking better, and my abs are really loving the pilates! My hipbones are protruding more too. This project that is due tomorrow is KILLING ME. I just want it to be over with. I just want it to be done. I just want this interview to be done. I feel like I really know it well, and I feel like I have it down cold...I'm just....nervous. Deep breath.... I'm so tired. I was up until around 2 this morning. Current Mood: nervous and tired Current Music: My stomach....ugh.. (share your thoughts)
1:07p	still nervous, but optimistic. It's over. The interview that is. *Whew* I'm so keyed up! I think it went really, really, really well though, and with any luck at all, the position is mine. ( I think) *Crosses fingers* I'm really nervous though. I basically had to ask my boss to call in as a reference for me, and boy was that awkward. It kind of sucked actually, especially since I'm not entirely sure whether I'll get it, and since she seemed a little put off by it. <-stomach turns. I'm optimistic though. My friend, who currently has the job, said he was raving and raving about how well it went, and my interview was the longest by far, which my friend said is a very, very good sign. He also asked how much I'm making...and when I could start....and...he said I interview very well. Preliminarily, :) Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: my stomach churning. (3 thoughts | share your thoughts)
3:17p	looking up? Correction: things are no longer weird with my current boss! She called, gave a recommendation, and said that things look really good. : ) On the downside, I'm still so keyed up since I don't know if I got the job, and since that HUGE project is due tomorrow, so I'm still really nervous. I tried to eat lunch, and now...I feel gross. Bleh. Fortunately, pass or fail, the project will be over tomorrow. : ) Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: maddening silence (2 thoughts | share your thoughts)
4:53p	GRRRR Apparently, some chick who formerly interned for this guy's district office who just graduated law school and passed the bar and lives in Manahattan might be applying for this job. WTF??? Why would a f*ing lawyer be applying for a 30k something job that would require her to move three hours away?Why are weirdos crawling out of the woodwork to take this job? I bet she's fat. I bet she's chubby and is conspiring with fellow chubsters! GAH! However, she lacks experience, and she's probably chubby. Grrrr....but she hasn't applied yet, and word is, that of anyone who has interviewed, I am number one in the running. I AM A CONTENDER! A skinny contender. Current Mood: par/annoyed Current Music: a headache is brewing. (share your thoughts)

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