Friday, November 4th, 2005

Time	Event
9:22a	Not seeing it. I was getting dressed today, and for no particular reason, I decided to wear a pair of old Diesel jeans I bought about two years ago. They're men's slim cut pants, and they're a 27. They used to fit, but now they're huge. I can barely wear them. So I was wearing that and a carmel cable turtleneck, and D's just staring at me, and he asks me if I've lost a lot of weight. Basically he said he just now noticed, and that I looked really, really thin. He said I looked like Audrey Hephburn....lol...He said I can't lose any more weight. I don't get it. I'm not losing weight, I'm just losing size. I don't know how much that's possible, but nothing fits anymore, and the numbers on the scale aren't moving much. It's bizarre. I've been exercising alot more, and I think the fish oil pills are making a difference. I actually read a study that said that people who take the fish oil sups before they work out lose way more fat, so who knows? I'm confused. Current Mood: torn/disbelief Current Music: Dusted, Belly (4 thoughts | share your thoughts)
3:30p	Wasting time till 5 I think that job is out. There's this guy who's boss just retired, and he's now unemployed, and he's waaaaay more experienced and politically connected than I could ever hope to be. On the upside, I got a big raise, like $2,200 big! It's not as much of a raise as I would have gotten if I got that job, but it's still a big deal to me, and I'm just happy to be making more in general. Plus, it's six months retroactive, so I'm going to get a fat paycheck in two weeks : ) This will fund shopping, I swear it. Plus my bday is coming, and my anniversary is too! I love the first week in November :) I really, really, really want a cashmere sweater. I think I'm going to break down and buy one. In fact I know I am. I want like three of them. What is wrong with me?? I just want to buy everything. This weekend I'm going to workout and study and relax as much as possible. I know I'm going to be going out alot, so I'm really going to have to be good to make up for it. Order fish and salad and all that. Thinspo: Gemma Ward is amazing. (1 thought | share your thoughts)

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