Wednesday, October 5th, 2005

Time	Event
11:13a	It is ugly out today, but I walked to work again anyways, which was good. I at least I know I got about thirty minutes of walking in, which is key. I will also walk home, which means a total of an hour of walking today. All my sparring-related bruises are almost gone, so I'm feeling alot better. I actually think all the extra protein I've been eating has helped, which is good...Usually I take much longer to heal. Anyhow, I'll do weights and abs today too now that I'm feeling up to par. I really notice the difference now that I can't attend pilates anymore (class...grrr..), and I need to pick up and do more on my own. Yesterday I got roped into a team lunch, but I had the only salad on the menu...chicken, avocados, veggies, and no dressing. Everyone else ate big, fattening, fried attrocities. Plus we got to walk to and from lunch, which is always good. Yesterday: Bfast: pria bar=110 Lunch: salad=250 Snack: LF string cheese=60 Dinner: sashimi=400 Drinks: 2 cups of sake=? They were such tiny cups. I have no idea the cals... Snack: LF string cheese=60 Snack: LF ice cream=100 Total: 980??? Crap. That totally sucked, but at least I walked for like an hour and a half yesterday...so maybe it's alright, except it's not. 1,000 cals sucks. Plus it totally bothers me that I have no idea how many cals were in lunch, dinner, or the drink. I'm STILL thinking about it. GAH! Today: Bfast: NF yogurt Lunch: veggie salad Snack: LF string cheese Dinner? I have to stop going to bed so late, but when D is gone, I just can't get to sleep, and then I end up staying up late, and eventually I end up eating something stupid. The string cheese was the last thing I ate. I hate eating. I'm definitely weighing in on Friday. It's horrible my relationship with the scale. It's not that I'm so comfortable with myself that I don't need to weigh myself, it's that I'm scared, and I know that I'm fat, so I'm literally afraid to step on the thing. Whatever, I'm weighing in on Friday, no matter what. Current Mood: cloudy Current Music: Dissident, Pearl Jam (3 thoughts | share your thoughts)
12:16p	W00t! There was a sale at the bookstore downstairs, and I got: 21st Century Etiquette The New Yorker Book of Political Cartoons Not Fade Away-Rock and Roll Photography of Jim Marshall (all black and white) A strange assortment I know : ) I also treated myself to an expensive cup of coffee, and I didn't eat any of the German food being sold at the Oktoberfest. Go me! I'm totally committed to my salad. I also signed up to do this proctoring thing. $25 for training and around $150 to proctor the exam. Excellent. More money= always good! And now, I will do work. Really. D's coming home today!!!! Current Mood: fun Current Music: Army of Me-Bjork (7 thoughts | share your thoughts)
1:04p	http://www.phobialist.com/ Here are mine.They have some interesting ones on here.. Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. Athazagoraphobia-Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting. Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection. Atychiphobia- Fear of failure. Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old. Macrophobia- Fear of long waits. Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone. Pediculophobia- Fear of lice. Pocrescophobia- Fear of gaining weight. (Obesophobia) Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles. Sitophobia or Sitiophobia- Fear of food or eating. (Cibophobia) Soteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others. Telephonophobia- Fear of telephones. Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth. Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations. Trypanophobia- Fear of injections. Current Mood: Working, really Current Music: LA Woman, The Doors (17 thoughts | share your thoughts)
4:51p	OH! And I almost forgot, which is silly because I'm super excited, but.... I'm going skydiving!!!!! Probably within the next month or so...me, D, and my housemate are all going to jump out of a plane, and it's going to be fantastic. It seems like it would be hard to be scared of anything after jumping out of a plane.. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Beatles, Love me do (5 thoughts | share your thoughts)

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