| 10:10a |
Yesterday was really, really long..left the house at 8 am and returned at 9pm. I didn't fall asleep until about around 1:30am or so, and then D got in around 4am from NYC, and then I couldn't get back to sleep, so now I'm just exhausted. To make matters worse, I have to go to this Public Hearing. Of course since I'm staff, I'm sitting behind all the members, in plain view of EVERYONE, so no matter how boring it is, and no matter how tired I am, I CANNOT fall asleep, but at the same time, I can't drink too much caffeine, because I can't be taking a zillion bathroom breaks either...
On the upside (I'm trying to be more optimistic), I look Faaaaabulous today! I'm wearing my cute BR linen suit (size 2 of course). I only bought the suit this summer, and I figure this is my last chance to wear it since it's kind of a summer suit. Tomorrow I have another hearing in NYC, and I'm going to wear my other new BR suit...and it's brand new, so I'm excited. I'm hoping to meet up with some friends after work while I'm down there, so that should be fun. I always love going to the city, especially this time of year.
I pick up my dress today, and I'm going to get coffee with a friend, which should be good. I miss my friends.
Yesterday:
Bfast: NF yogurt=100
Lunch: salad w/o dressing=250
Snack: 1 LF string cheese=60
Dinner: veggie burger on diet bread =170
Snack: 1 shrimp and lobster ravioli=70
Snack: 1 pria bar=110
Total: 760
I had planned on doing better, but it's that time, and I was exhausted, and I felt like I might be coming down with something, so I decided to eat a little bit more than the 500 or 550 or whatever I had alloted for myself.
I stood looking in the mirror, staring at myself, trying to figure out of if I was fat or thin. I can't even tell anymore. There are parts I like. I like my upper body fairly well, but I HATE my thighs. They've always been kind of muscular. They're not fat, just not...thin. I want them to go away.
Maybe I'll take Friday off...Mental health day.... : )
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