jade's Blurty

I feel kind of gross.

Last night I had the rents over for dinner, and I ate wayyyyy too much. Fresh mozz & tomatoes for app, wild mushroom orzo and salmon for dinner, and a blueberry and strawberry pie for dessert. Gah. My stomach feels distended.

I need to get this back under control before I reverse everything.

I feel like I've been in such a mental funk lately, I just don't know what's been wrong with me. Seriously. I feel like I've been going crazy for the past week or so. It's not good.

The weekend was good, very relaxing.

Friday I drank only light beer. Very successful in that regard. I didn't get dragged out for pizza, which is always a good thing. Also, I did go to the gym on Friday before going out, which is super good. Going out was alright. I saw an old friend and got skinny comments. She got fat. I can't help but feel more than slightly triumphant about this.

Saturday was pretty much a wasted day.

Sunday was pretty wasted as well aside from that whole parental dinner thing, which was quite the success.

My nails look like crap.

I need a haircut.

I have to go to the gym today, or I think I might die.

I need some thinspiration or something. I need a plan.

I feel like boredom and excessive free time at home have led to overeating.

I feel fat.

Current Mood: full
Current Music: I think I'm paranoid, Garbage