jade's Blurty

Oscar the
Grouch. That's me today. I can't explain it, but I feel unbelievably grouchy and tired.

Gah. I must be pmsing.

I want to sleep. I can't seem to get enough sleep lately. I just seem to be tired in general... I want to be outside.Perhaps I could even sleep outside...in the sun....that would be heaven.

I'd like a window in this office. Anywhere. It's finally summer, and I'm still trapped in this prison! The seasons, the time of day, it doesn't matter, it's all the same. No wonder I feel like time is accelerating.

I'd like to be able to hear music while at work instead of nothing but the unbroken, monotonous, unrelenting hum of flourescent lights and the industrious tapping of keyboards. It drives me INSANE.

I hate spending all my time writing memos that literally NO ONE reads. EVER. I research them. I write them.They get revised by two people. I have to print, staple, collate, and distribute them. EVERY WEEK. I don't think I've ever seen a member read one. I hate wasting my time. It's all so goddamn futile.

I can't wait for session to be over. No more waking up early to try and park once session's over. No more writing memos once session's over. No more dressing up for NO ONE so I can sit in my cube all day once session's over. No more working from 9 until whenever once session's over....

At least it's 2pm, but the members still aren't in session, so that doesn't really mean anything. *Sigh*

Current Mood: grumpy