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| 01:18pm 27/03/2005 | ||||
anyone else have one I stay there http://profiles.myspace.com/users/6096217 I'm leaving for a year though to a place with no net access.. I shall return thou You guys just take great care, all of you, wether we were close or not. |
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nervous| Still kickin' | ||||
| 12:01pm 10/10/2004 | ||||
but my home resides here.. *B Space* I miss you kids! add me if ya'll have a myspace! |
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bouncy| I never know... | ||||
| 09:06pm 12/08/2004 | ||||
Great friends, odd loves, betrayal and your addictive soul. The music plays, the screams fill the emptiness and I'm screaming, I'm screaming and watching the blood slip from these veins, it's a craze..what they connect to. It makes no sense but it still pumps and keeps me alive. I broke my lungs to shut it all out...and now, you face concequence and so little doubt. You know you must pay your dues and I'm paying them in full..without you. It causes laughter to rise, disbelief and out of need. You were a spark that I blew up. haha...ha? always, B |
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blah| Sleep!?! | ||||
| 11:27am 05/08/2004 | ||||
I hope everyone is well and that I learn careful doses of that stuff. really. wow. Miss you all. <3 I have tons to say or let out but now is not the time. |
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| Hmmmmmmmmmm? | ||||
| 01:45pm 28/06/2004 | ||||
"She will sleep here In between the cracks Just a flower with a broken back …Waiting for dirty water… Did you sleep alright…?" |
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aggravated| RESCUE ME! | ||||
| 11:29am 27/06/2004 | ||||
12-5 p.m. VP Discount, I will be there REALLY BORED. Anyone in my city or with Free LD, you should call! visit even. yeah well, noone saw this on time anyway. :( |
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| Useless... | ||||
| 10:47am 22/06/2004 | ||||
( B ) |
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| Nostalgia, anyone? | ||||
| 10:56am 20/06/2004 | ||||
I miss everyone. especiallly you. yeah, you right there. I miss you like whoa. *Hugs* |
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worried| Sunday=lame | ||||
| 06:53pm 23/05/2004 | ||||
Work blew. I realize I don't like working at VP when I know I'm there alone all day. I mean, in a way, it's so much nicer not having to fill awkward silence with someone you don't have too much in common with but throughout the moments where you need assistance and have none, yeah, you're screwed. Like needing to go to the bathroom for example...HUGE PAIN when you're the only one there. The creepy customer came in today....I really dislike him! There are few but this creep really crawls underneath my skin. He never buys anything...always wants a discount (at an already discounted store) on whatever he ISN'T GOING TO BUY. That and he wastes my time with really pointless, boring conversation. k, I know I was in black and red today but he went upon some sort of idiotic assumption and actually asked me what my favorite holiday was... I was like... "...um... Thanksgiving!" and I smiled. Of course Mr. Tard (thats what I'll call him) was like..."I wouldve guessed Halloween" and I was like "..." yeah, fucking moron. Then the creep, ONCE AGAIN, tries to play with my hair, and he's always asking me lame ass questions about teh color, I swear if he evAR tries touching my hair again....ooooh, he dies! Grrr... anywho, that was my boring ass day at work. On a plus side, while there, since there was squat to do I got the chance to write out some Brazil Lyrics, damn...these guys are incredible! My brother should forget to ask if I work more often, he took off in his car and I was able to take mom's car. HA! good times, Pollyanna never sounded so sweet! ( I want more ) |
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calm| Break these things that keep breaking me... | |||
| 11:33am 18/05/2004 | |||
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So I scored a total of TWO hours of sleep...friggin' yay! not really, any way...my count is a total of 7 hours in teh past two days. At least most of teh morning was bearable, but I really think teh sleeping pills make me a cranky punk ass. I hate how I feel after "Waking up" but eh well, I'm intent on keeping things clear (Though I suspect these sleeping pills kind of affect my memory) Yeah, what Memory? It's quite amazing teh random things one can keep in their minds, and how many things you wish you could remember forever but it fades all too quick. ( teh RING ) I'm excited for school, I may only take a couple of courses but I'm excited none the less. I also really wish I should go cut my hair already! I mean, its length is ridiculous! hmmm.... I wonder If I should get Mc Donalds Nuggets or Subway today... I should take advantage of teh fact I finally work at Northridge on a Tuesday. Yay, NEW FOUND GLORY OUT TODAY! k, my randomness is done. Have a lovely day kids, I miss you guys! always, B |
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| So dance to some broken chords! | ||||
| 11:53am 11/05/2004 | ||||
I had to go alone to this show but that was fine I met a really nice guy (oh yeah, I'm supposed to e-mail these to him) named Matt, very sweet guy who happens to semi-work for TBS. I met a few other guys there, Lewis and Steveo....niiice kids. Oh shoot, I just discovered Stevo has a site Stevo.org it looks more like a journal, meh, whateva, he was a cool kid. Not to mention I saw this guy who works at Hot Topic, whom I semi-befriended, I had given him a copy of Anatomy's Evanesce a while back and we'd spoken about other bands and such...so it was wonderful to have run into him there. Good times, even greater times is when I scored a Drumstick from N*'s very own Gabe (who happens to be the only Original N* member) and got to talk to him outstide after teh show. Too bad I didnt have a marker to get him to sign teh stick but I was tired and sore so I told him it was okay, got a hug instead :) |
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| Anatomy of a ghost goes tits up | ||||
| 09:45pm 06/05/2004 | ||||
 We are very sorry to announce that Anatomy Of A Ghost has disbanded. for the past year and a half we have traveled together, played together, lived together, and yes, even showered together. We have become as close to each other as humanly possible and are very grateful for every second we were given over the course of this band, but when it came time to sit down and write the coming record we realized how different we really were. We know it is very bad timing, what with the second album so close to being recorded, but we feel that it is unfair to all of you that have supported us to release a record that might not have a band to support it, or even worse, just carrying out the motions. To us, anatomy of a ghost is ending the best way it ever could, as a family. We want to thank everyone who has ever supported us, our families for having all the faith in the world in us, the passionate people at Fearless Records, all the Bremerton, Seattle, Portland, and Spokane kids for giving us a home from the beginning.  Where do we go from here? John, Zach and Wes have a new project that they are working on called Portugal. The Man. You will hopefully hear some new music from them this summer, including songs we played on the Dance Or Die! Tour. Dewey has also been working hard on a project that he's very excited about. Although Anatomy Of A Ghost is ending, we are all very passionate about   I HAVE NO WORDS OF MY OWN. |
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| 09:15am 03/05/2004 | |||
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k, I'm totally cutting my hair this summer...Tis official. Urgh...I don't want to go to work. My tummy hurts like hell. :( I hate working a stupid ass six hour shift. This means I have to take a lunch...which is niiiiice only because I'm craving a Chinese Chicken salad from California Chicken Cafe. Only thing that sucks is never going on a break with someone. Off to work, yay! ::throws confetti:: |
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| "I got this delicate lisp that speaks in tongues and upper lips” | ||||
| 06:45am 01/05/2004 | ||||
AUUUHSOME. ( Mini Pic Story ) always, B |
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awake| You Move Me Like Ive Got New Feet... | ||||
| 04:54am 28/04/2004 | ||||
 Well, that's just a wall paper I decided to ruin. The favorite song quotes isn't what ruins it but I believe that is pretty clear. Damn, It's 2:22 (as I glance at teh corner of my PC screen) I'm always so restless. Pilled pop and still sleep stays a distance...it echoes through my head, pulling at my lids...oh it's teasing. Yeah, but IT'S NOT COMING. I've slept litterally six hours in forty-eight. Night creeps me out...I just want to see the sunrise on your face. I just want it's warmth to wisk us away. I've been good, have you been bad? Always remember, you're the best I haven't had. © |
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creative| POLLYANNA | ||||
| 11:39pm 20/04/2004 | ||||
:A person regarded as being foolishly or blindly optimistic. hmmm... I was optimistic once, and I think its coming back to me. ( Story I posted on N* board ) "American Living" Lets sober up…its time to find that galaxy that was created And named after me But these rocket hips blew apart the entire ship so if you find some pieces Just name them after me Its on fire, it’s my empire It went up so fast I couldn’t grab it Along with medicine and magic That keeps me breathing right on key Broken straps strap in the captain that’s praying just for me And this is so typical… Erased by the author of me…. So dance to some broken chords With broken knees Through open doors And save me with a microphone Give me something so I can go home Don’t you have a lesson for me? I raced concrete to the front row seats Threw her bows and whiskey kisses and left her on the street With her hands out And her head down ,b>She’s nothing more than a movie that never panned out Hey Mr. Destiny…you forgot about me You forgot to leave a number You forgot to name the street This is American living with my American dream It thunders like a river but its cold just like a stream And this is so typical… Erased by the author of me…. And I know now… Things don’t get much better than this… Life doesn’t get much bigger than this… So just teach me something so I can go..." <  (Totally In Between These songs) Like A.M. Radio My friends say it’s alright… I keep my hands just out of sight In bedrooms where i'm nothing else There are broken laws… …and empty shelves... And wonderful paintings of white wedding dresses… I will love you forever (but these paintings will last longer) There’s fake gold melting in my hands Took it and lost some of my friends I died selling the world…. This medicine….will bury me in unpaved sheets But I know a ghost and she knows that I know a ghost and she knows how to protect me There’s god then there’s me …then there’s everything in between There’s Saturn, there’s me And forget everything in between My hands shake and squeeze tight during surgery at night Time is medicine .. and all the reason why we can down fire and warm up our veins Until we forget all our names Forget this itching trigger finger grip... Cause there’s something dancing in my head to a song I can’t forget And right now it’s spinning the world… It’s the medicine that I need …Like clean new sheets… But I know a ghost and she knows that I know a ghost and she knows how to protect me There’s a mirror that’s never seen a face In a room that takes up space There’s a journal and a lock of hair There’s a feather that never found the air ...and they said I can leave heaven now... <---though it's more like hell. K, teh sleeping pills have been kicking in, yep, I'm back to that... ::sigh:: |
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| I've got a day and a reason... | ||||
| 08:31am 16/04/2004 | ||||
If you should see a mess, step over it... |
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| This is our War | ||||
| 12:54pm 13/04/2004 | ||||
  ( Freeze the Frame ) |
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| Cut my HEART in HALF and DISCARD the evidence | |||
| 10:56pm 08/04/2004 | |||
( So I was on the Telly ) N* STAR OWNS YOUR SOUL. |
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| Suspended in the Super Lunary | ||||
| 08:49am 05/04/2004 | ||||
sure beats me. But smiling within seconds of being awake has been greatly missed... So March 28th is my COMPLETE compensation for APRIL FOOLs... cause to this day I'm not over being fooled into thinking I'd see Anatomy of a Ghost play. I bought tickets to this darn show in Anaheim over a month ago...only to have my buddy not able to go...being left with only one choice and that's fucking drive there myself. Got to Chain Reaction with only a minor delay of having to wait all night for someone to come to my rescue after I no longer need rescuing. Fucken car began to overheat... my dying cell phone screwed me even more. My father went to go get me (which is dearly appreciated hadn't some kind man helped me within 30 minutes of me pulling over) so the car was fine but now I WAS FORCED TO WAIT for my dad, who never even saw me, until I just gave up and got to Chain Reaction within the next ten minutes...TO top it off I was only minutes away!!! Damn lucky, I went to the Scene in Glendale on the 28th to watch them play. Even if it always turns out I go to these rad ass shows alone! Why must my friends music taste, suck at life? kidding. There's doesn't, it's just that NOONE else seems to like/appreciate the music I do. That makes me lonelier than anything. It was nice when Rachel and I would go to shows but she wouldn't even get into them, and that made me just as lonely. eh well... here were my sympathetic hugs from Anatomy (who knew I tried my best to be there) ( April Fools ) and these are the ones from March 28th, at the SCENE in Glendale           hey, and what do you know, for the first time in nearly half a decade, I'm Lookin' NOTHING but Forward to this coming... SUMMER!!! rejuvinate me baby. <3 to all of you, always, B |
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