Janushka's Pudding Pie's Blurty

What a night.
School. Bullshit. I want to drop out. Ha. I can only wish.

must....resist.....urge...to set.....Yari up with......Julio!! *tears hair out of head*

*kills Anthro teacher* HOW DARE YOU POST THAT UGLY PICTURE OF ME UP ON THE INTERNET! I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!

Anyhow. Today. I missed Yugioh this morning. Again. But I don't really like yugioh anymore. So what's the point. Whatever. Leave me alone.

Went to the Dermatologist today. PAAAAIN! OWNESS! Then Dr. Rachal started talking about The Once and Future King and I'm all, "uuhhh-huuuh.........". Haha, yeah.

Lots of phone usage. And stuff.

ANd room cleaning.

My blurty is so boring.

Does anyone (besides Eric) actually read this on they're own, without me having to ask? No? Figures. Does anyone care (besides Eric)? No? Figures.

I....want.......donut........*mouth waters*

I went to see Hollywood Homicide with Eric. I had a wonderful time. ^_^ Now, he needs to get online!!!

My god. I don't get it. How am I beautiful?! I don't see it. I'm literally crying right now, because Eric says I'm beautiful, and so do other people, but I don't see it! Why can't I see it?! Everywhere I go, I feel so ugly!!

I'm so ugly........and don't argue with me unless you have proof that I'm not! I have plenty plenty plenty plenty plenty proof that I am fucking ugly. And I hate it so bad. Sooo bad.

I'm gloomy. Cause I'm sad. Right now, i'm in agreeance with Shawn's last blurty entry, the one where everything sucks. Because it does. Especially me. Can I kill myself now?

Please, someone, anyone, cheer me up, please.........

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Chevelle - Send The Pain Below