Janushka's Pudding Pie's Blurty

So let the sunshine in, face it with a grin, open up your heart and elt the sunshine in.
Okie dokie. Here it goes.

That day…...can’t remember what its called……………Wednesday, I think…...

I went to the mall with Stephanie and Danielle. Stephanie met up with her boyfriend, so it was just me and Danielle the majority of the time, because Stephanie and Matt went to the bush. Mmhm. Anyways, we had a great time. Well, I did, at least, I don’t know about Danielle. She missed her boyfriend a lot. It made me smile. Not that she was sad, but that she has someone like that in her life. I’m happy for her. I’m happy that Stephanie has someone like that, too. I wish I had that special something, too. Anyways, I ate more than usual. I was hungry. I had fun, and hope that I can do something like that with Stephanie and Danielle some other time. Danielle is getting a new blurty name because of this thing that happened with Candace and Courtney. I want to know her new name thingy-ma-jig. Mmhm. Damn straight. Heheh.

I’m in a good mood. Probably because today I went shopping for school stuff. School stuff as in clothes! Yay! Jessica needs new clothes. Not that anyone sees that she has anything under that gray hoodie of hers, but it doesn’t matter. I had said in a previous blurty entry that I was going to get me some guy shirts, but I changed my mind. Though I want some, it’s just not me, you know? So it girl clothes for me, yup. At least I don’t have to dress like a total prep all the time. My mom doesn’t want me to become one of those kids. You know, Goths and punks. She wants me to be a goddamn prep. I just want to be who I feel like being. It’s damn hard, and I get ridiculed, but I guess someday it’ll be worth it. Anyways, I had a good time with my mother, and we seem to get along when I’m not getting on her nerves, and vice versa.

I’m happy. I’m wearing a hat. It’s pretty. I’m happy. I need a hug. I’m all alone. I wish I wasn’t alone. I hate being alone. At least I have my pretty hat to keep my head company.

I wanna go swimming.

I’m a girl, despite popular opinion!!! I’m not that tomboyish, am I? I like shopping, and pink, and cute and fuzzy, and stuff like that!! Ok?? I’m sorry if that’s not how it appears *coughYaricough*

Tomorrow I leave for Chicago. I hope someone will miss me. I love all of my friends very much, and I hope they feel the same, and stuff. If anyone cares, I come back Monday.

Much love

Jessica.

PS: I'm too sensitive. Someone please help me.

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Bright Eyes by Jason Mraz