Janushka's Pudding Pie's Blurty

Call Me a Moron. Go on. No one's stopping you.
ALrigh. Last night, after I wrote in blurty, we went to the arcade. I spilled my Icee three times. Not fun. We played a game similr to DDR, but the arrows were kinda crooked, so it was harder for me to get coordinated. Then Rose played this game and she hit the jackpot and won, like, 200 tickets!! She wanted to get a Homie poster thingey, but she didn't have enough tickets. So we just got a bunch of crap. Anyways, it was fun. That night, I was thinking about the previous night, were I had put on good dance music and took my shirt off, so all I was wearing was a bra and pants or something like that and I danced and danced and danced. This was in the dark, so Rose couldn't see what I was doing. She told me to visualize the guy I like and pretend like I was dancing for him. I did. It was like whoa. After that we meditated. I was soooo lustful. I wish the guy I liked was with me right then and there. My god. ANYWAYS.

Today, my mother cleaned my room while I was asleep, not caring to be quiet. After that, we went to the car wash. I had much more fun. Right now, I'm in such a debate with myself. I don't know if I should quit marching band or not. God. Anyways, I was totally soaked. Then Kayla and I went to hold the sign. We were talking and then all of a sudden, I felt something on my right ring finger. I tried to brush it off with my middle finger, when all of a sudden, I felt a sharp prick and pain exploding in my finger. I screamed high pitched and started crying. My right hand started shaking like crazy and I just left the spot and went straight to Rose. She came over and saw me crying and asked what was wrong. I told her I was stung by a bee. Mrs. Matthews heard and got people to help me out. Someone went to get me a cup of ice cold water to stick my finger in. My hand was still shaking. I sat down next to this hot guy, but three minutes later, he got up and left. Then this baseball team from Indiana came out, and these guys were HOT!! My god. They even asked for a picture with us girls! I panicked! My whole body was soaked because I needed it after scrubbing that one guys tires, and my hair was a mess!! And I had my finger in a cup of water! So, I was looking down in the picture and I was dripping water all over the hot guy in front of me!! Arg! Then I found out that Mrs. Matthews had a first aid kit. So, Dr. Dhruvie wrapped some gauze around my finger 20 million times and sealed it with a band-aid. Then I saw these girls with perfect bodies, and I felt so hideous. Then we left.

We said we'd go jogging today, but it never happened.

Then Sarita and her family came.

I saw this hot guy named Alex wlaking around my kitchen and I just about fainted. Then I found out he was at the pool. I just about died. I borrowed one of Rose's two-peices and went to Grandma's pool. I had a great time! Rose and I tried to keep this little red ball from Alex. And we wrestled him and ran from him, etc. We scratche dhim up pretty bad too. There was one point where I swear he brushed my breasts, but that could have been my hair. I mean, Rose put that thing up so high, no one could avoid noticing my cleavage. Bad thing was.......nah, never mind. Anyways, it started to rain, so we went inside. I changed into my pj's, which aren't that bad looking, and we went and played Twister. When I did the spinny thing, and Rose and Alex played, he was always trying to get so close to her, and flirt with her, etc, but when he and I played, he kept away from me and didn't say or do anything. *sigh* Then I spilled some chocolate ice cream on my shirt, so I had to change, and the only other thing I had that matched my pants were much sexier and revealing, so i think he thinks I changed into that so I would be more appealing to him. Didn't work, even thought thats not what I did it for. Anyways, here I am, in my room, scared that I may be too shy and immature for a 16 year old Colombian. Talking to Hugo and Amy. And Bryce, if he would reply. Well, I'm done and finished. I'll let you know if anything better happens tonight, but I wouldn't be waiting on the edge of my seat for something to happen, cause NOTHING'S GOING TO HAPPEN BECAUSE I'M A FUCKING ASSHOLE WHO HAS NO COURAGE OR SELF-ASSERTIVENESS WHATSOEVER!!! Ok, well, good night, all!

Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: At The Stars by Howie Day