Janushka's Pudding Pie's Blurty

Anyone have a life I can borrow?
NEW WORD OF THE DAY: denigrate: (v) put down. Used in a sentence: that denigrates us, we were thinking something humorous but then people might not take us seriously.

Having fun. Everything is getting so hectic though. I really regret joining marching band. I don't think I'm going to enjoy it one little bit. I hate band now. I suck at the Alto Sax, despite popular opinion. I don't want to be in the heat, I don't want to sweat, I don't want to memorize things, I don't want to waste all that money, I don't want to fundraise, I don't want to march, I don't want to meet these gay people, and I don't want the extra responsibility!! But I can't turn back now, I'm in too deep. I have to stick it out for this year, then quit IMMEDIATELY at the end. I can't stand this shit.

ANYways, I'm in deep shit. I HAVE to go to Han's party, I don't want to let her down, because she's one of my best friends, but I want to go up to Illinois with Rose, and the weekend of the party is the weekend we go up there. Goddamnit!!

MY GOD I HATE MARCHING BAND MORE THAN ANYTHING IN MY LIFE. I'M A GODDAMN SLACKER!! I WANT TO GET OUT OF IT, BUT ITS TOO FUCKING LATE, MY MOTHER WILL JSUT YELL AT ME AND TELL ME THAT I WASTED SO MUCH MONEY ON IT AND NOW I'M BACKING OUT AND SHE'LL KILL ME GOD I HATE THIS!!

*blink* How was your day?

I NEED A LIIIIIIIIFE!! And other things would be nice to. Like, *cough* A GODDAMN BOYFRIEND!! IS THAT TOO MUCH FOR ME TO ASK FROM YOU GOD?? Damnit!

I'm going to go and be in a bad whiney mood, but cover it up for the sake of the people who want to wring my neck *coughHugoRosecough*. *sigh*

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: Clocks by Cold Play