| 9:01a |
Hey, this update turned out longer than I thought it would.....hmm....
Ah. Well. There you go. The car wash is cancelled. Oh well. One less event for me to see Tim.....
I heard the game was cancelled last night, too. Damn, I've always hated the rain. It makes my hair curly, and it washes off my makeup and it ruins everything.
I want to work!
Don't tell me I woke up at 8:00 for nothing!!
I downloaded Jason Mraz's new music video last night on Kazaa. All I got was the audio. No visual on anything. Same with that Inuyasha episode I downloaded. Kazaa hates me. Just like Taylor. For no reason. I want to know why he fucking hates me!!
"Life is like a box of chocolates." Who said that? Was it that Forest Gump fella? Well, tell him to fuck himself. Cause it's not!
Pleeeease oh pleeeeease don't cancel the game!! I want to see Katie!
Have you noticed how wierder and wierder commercials are getting? Like that AOL commercial with those monks. And that milk commercial, where that little girl feeds the ant some milk, and five secinds later she sees a giant ant. And 10-10-220. And those Snapple comemrcials! Freeeeeakyyy.........That's scary stuff, dude.
I want to go to the zoo. I haven't been to Zoo Atlanta in so long. I just don't want one of those gay bumper stickers that say, "We belong in the Zoo!"......I hate those.....I also hate those bumper stickers about the old flag. I mean, who cares about the fucking state flag? I know I sure don't. But then again, you don't really see me politically involved, do you now?
Have you ever noticed that they get beautiful people ONLY for music videos, unless its the singer, but then they do all those things to make them look as physically attractive as possible.
Same with soap operas, and commercials. They make it seem like love is only for the beautiful people with perfect bodies. Well, NEWS FLASH. America is the FATTEST country in the world. Not all of us are beautiful, adn its not our fucking fault. There's so many ways to get beautiful these days with nose jobs, lyposuctions (ok, i just know i spelled that wrong), face lifts, plastic surgery, implants, etc. And then the beautiful beautiful people go rub it in our faces. They get the good jobs, the good lives, etc. They go and say, "Oh, I'm not that good looking. I'm pretty ugly." Yeah, well, they've never seen ugly in their lives. I always get to know a person before I judge what they look like. I really can't discriminate against ugly people, cause I'm an ugly person myself. But still. I mean, its the beautiful people with the ugly personalities that piss me off so bad!! And ugly people who make fun of other ugly people. I don't know what it is in our heads that tells us what is beautiful and what is not. I would like to know, though. I mean, I get up early to make myself as good looking as I can get, which isn't really that great. I straighten my hair, I put my contacts in, I put my makeup on. I don't wear clothes that don't agree with my body unless I know I'm going to wear my hoodie all day........................
Have you ever noticed what a fuckhole Carrot Top is?
Why do other people feel the need to make fun of other people?
Why are my cousins such ugly people, inside and out?
WHAT?! OMG!!! I WAS WATCHING VH1 TO SEE IF THEY'D PLAY THE JASON MRAZ VIDEO AND THEY ONLY PLAYED PARTS OF IT AND THEN SKIPPED HIS WHOLE DAMN SLOT AND PLAYED THAT ANNOYING ASS UNCLE CRACKER!!! DAMNIT!!
I wonder if Lisa Marie Presley would have gotten this far if it weren't for her dad being who he is.
Don't you just hate tampon commercials?
Ever feel like you just wanna get mad at some company for no reason? Yeah....right now I'm mad at Coke. Don't ask why, for you wouldn't get a straight answer............
I'm tired. I went to bed at two and woke up at eight. I talked to Hugo and Oscar and Nikki last night. <> Hugo calls me "feisty". I have yet to determine if thats a good thing or a bad thing.<>
I need to borrow the Chicago CD from Amy.....
Hmm........Christina Aguilera actually made a good song since everyone I knew was into pop and listening to her first songs about the same time as Britney. I like the song Fighter. The music video is pretty cool too. Is she getting a new look?
Who hates J Lo? You either love her or you hate her. I say I hate her, but I really don't know. I know that I don't like her music......
Hey, I like Jewel. Her new song is annoying, but I think she's got a face that I can like and get accustomed to. Her music video rocks too.
See. The guy singers don't have to be pretty. But the girl singers do. Have you seen any female singer that's not at least the tiniest bit pretty?
Where will I be twenty years from now........I know question like that are really cliche, but I've never really thought about them much, until now.......hmm.......
Have you ever noticed that when non "cool" people have inside jokes, its stupid. But when "cool" people have inside jokes, its the funniest thing in the world? I hate that, because, well, you know where I fit it.
How come I don't have many friends that will stick with me? So many people have come and gone in my life. I've been to four different elementary school, in many different places. I've been to three different middle schools. I hope that I will only have to go to one high school: Sprayberry, and that I will make new, great friends at that school. I really think I need it. I don't know if I deserve it, but it sure would be nice.
If I were to be a good singer (ha!) and make a music video, I wouldn't be in it. I would not let anyone see my face, too add some mystery to myself. But, see, my voice is so awful, that that will never happen. I heard a good bit of my voice on Amy's tape recorder when we were screwing around with it, and it was so awful. God.....I sound really good to myself, but to other people, its like I suck. Which, apparently, I do. But I enjoy singing so much and I think that I sounds great to myself, but why does it have to be different to other people? Its not fair.
God. I wish I was beautiful. It seems that only the beautiful people have fun. I mean, I do have fun sometimes, but it could be better..........it's just not fair............I hear my guy friends always talking about some girl and how beautiful she is, and I am, like, speechless, because its not fair that I can't be like that. God, its not fair!
Its not faif that we girls go through so much to try to get those guys to look at us and want us, when guys don't really seem to have to do anything about their appearance, because a lot of us girls aren't really that shallow. Well, at least I'm not.
God, that ebay commercial was funny........
Oh, fine, VH1, don't show John Mayer either!
Ok, well, at least they show Train. Which is good. But their latest song, "Calling All Angels" has really got me thinking about my beliefs. Now, I'm not going to rant about what I believe currently right now; I'll save it for another time. Whatever.
I think I'll rant about work when I get back from it today, if they didn't cancel the baseball game. I hope not. I relaly like that job. I'd like to go every day if I could. Its a lot of fun and it get sme outta the house. Woops, I said I'd wait. Damn......
Hmm........Matchbox 20....I used to be obsessed with that song "Unwell" Not only cause it said what I felt, but because it had a great tune. I saw the music video this morning, and it was awesome. I really love that song.
Hmm.......I'm starting wo wonder if I'm writing this to let off my steam, or to let other people read it, because I'm not really writing every single little thing that I'm thinking, just the majority. But, trust me, some people don't want to know what the other thoughts in my head are. Nothing perverted.....its just...............meeehhhh.......... |