6:12AM
I know, I know, it's been a while. Don't bust my ass, just sue me. There really hasn't been anything to report, and there still isn't, but I'm updating anyway, because I have the time. All I do any more is homework and think about Dan. I really want to see him again. I don't even know what the odds are. I guess it depends a lot on how busy he is, how much he wants to see ME, blah blah blah...There are a lot of factors there, and I just don't want to think about them right now. I get the car today, which is nice. And evidently KT is going to be leaving her house "early" so she can get to school at 0800, instead of 0810...Haha...I'll still be there with a ton of extra time, but I might leave here a few minutes early, anyway, just to be sure. Try, 0640 instead of 0645. lol...She's an okay kid, but she isn't very punctual. But then, I really have lost a ton of respect for her this year. Like, how she said she would never, EVER smoke pot, and then she starts doing it this year, and how she and Ed have sex (Ed, who's a soph while she's a senior...I just find that a little bit weird...I mean, it's one thing when a senior guy likes a sophomore girl...I mean, okay, so it's not that different...I get the feeling that no matter who is what age, the senior is still using the soph. I get the feeling that KT is only with Ed because she's about to leave for the big bad world, and she is far from ready and dating a soph somehow makes her farther away from leaving. Well, it doesn't, but she's disillusioned herself.) And then there's the whole Wylie thing...Wylie, who has been such a bitch to me, and basically everyone else except Whitney this year. Of course, people kept telling me and telling me, but I didn't even notice it until basically the Portland trip, when she didn't say two words to me, and she was always hanging out, whispering with Whitney. I'm not really blaming Whitney. Wylie's using Whitney, and she gets a power trip or something from that. Taunt pis. I'm just going to start ignoring her (Wylie), because she's been using me, too, and I haven't realized it until now. She's manipulated me into thinking that she's the greatest, she's a goddess among writers, or something to that affect. And now I'm really pissed off about it. So I'm just going to stop acting like I want to be all buddy-buddy with her, regardless of whether or not I actually don't.
So yeah, that's my feelings on all of this. Higgins today...We start performing our plays. I go Wednesday...Guess whose play hasn't been rehearsed at all? It sort of pisses me off that I got suckered into doing Serina's play instead of mine, because she doesn't go for quite a while yet, and I go day after tomorrow...But somehow her play got rehearsed and mine didn't. I think I'm only acting in one today (Wylie's), but I'm not sure.
Oh well, wish me luck :)
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