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ATTENTION
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| Dare |
[22 Nov 2003|11:42am] |
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Switchfoot - Loser |
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We are you gonna go,
When you've firgured out your all alone?
No one will care, when your gone.
The tension will be gone, all the loves
will be far.
I dare you to live,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to forget all you've ever known.
Today will never happen again.
You know that,
Don't you?
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[09 Sep 2003|09:20pm] |
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Duncan Sheik - On A High |
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I rode in my car, playing my Evanescence mix as loud as I could without blowing my speakers in my car. I rove to the very end of the Island, a place where no people there because it was mostly swamp land.
I parked. It started raining. Prefect. I sat. I waited. For more than an hour. In total stillness. Making up my mind.
But, I didn't need to. My mind, it was made up. This would be the end. And end to a tale which is heard over, & over on the news everyday.
I got out the car.
I saw him.
I knew he had made up his mind too.
I smiled, he smiled too. We kissed. Our last kiss on this earth. Full of passion, and anger. I knew he felt what I felt too. That's why we had decided.
We parted. Hand in hand we walked into the water, slowly comming to our necks where we could no longer stand.
"How long do you think we'll last?" I asked.
He smiled again, that beautiful smile. "As long as need be."
Hours passed, my head started going under water, his also. He lifted my chin up with his free arm & smiled. It was sad, yet still happy. I started to say something but he silenced me.
"You don't need to say anything, love. You & I both know."
I went under. Darkness met my eyes. I felt someone grab my wrists. I knew it was him. He had tied me to him. Telling everyone I would always belong to him. And him alone. He was mine, and I was his.
I breathed in the water. My lungs became filled with water. It was hard to breath. I felt my self slipping. I knew he was spilling too.
Darkness finally came over my eyes as we sank to the bottom. Together. We would be like that forever. Always together.
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| Stolen |
[04 Sep 2003|08:46pm] |
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Sting, Forever |
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I can't say I'm orginal.
I can't say I'm loud,
I can tell you why I'm here though,
Why I'm laying on your couch.
You walked over my soul,
Broke my already broken dreams,
And stole my heart and broke it into threes.
I wish I'd have screamed,
I wish I would have fought,
Broken you into to peices,
To have thrown you like a shattered clock,
And here I sit on your couch, waiting for you come,
So I can steal your dreams, and give you harm.
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[30 Aug 2003|11:13am] |
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Kelly Rowland - Stole |
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Darkness washes over me like a blanket,
Smothering me in smoke,
Just like when you put your hands around my neck.
I'm falling a little farther,
I'm falling slightly faster than ever before,
Maybe you can tell me what i did wrong,
Because I have no m e m o r y of you at all.
I walked slightly farther than you liked,
I drank up your darkness like was water,
Your hands around my neck, I let it go.
I'm falling a little farther,
I'm falling slightly faster than ever before,
Maybe you can tell me what i did wrong,
Because I have no m e m o r y of you at all.
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| Maybe |
[28 Aug 2003|09:49pm] |
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Watching Football |
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don't tell me what you want me to be,
You know that will never be,
Change me into something I not,
I understand you don't have a shot.
Maybe it's just the way I look at life,
Maybe it's the way my heart is like ice,
Maybe I'll never know, if I'm true in a fight.
I can't understand why you want to do what you do,
You seem to know you can't undo what you've done,
Maybe for o n c e you'll leave me a l o n e
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| smashed, broken, but still alive. |
[25 Aug 2003|08:26pm] |
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Hilary Duff - Why Not |
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I might as well have been broken,
I might as well have been smashed,
Cause all that's left of my borken heart is what you hold.
Inclosed in a veil, hidden from view, my life lives on,
Only I'm now inside of you.
I highly doubt you people will ever understand,
Even the smallest soul is better that a million of you.
Your just dirt on the road I'm walking on,
I'm stepping on your soul, your dreams,
just like you did to me.
How does it feel, to know your the lowest of the low?
You should be used it by now, that's all you'll ever be to me.
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[24 Aug 2003|05:06pm] |
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Watcing 'Apolly 13' |
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fallen down, I've fallen up,
I can't uderstand why i can't stand up,
Eveyone's gone, left alone
Nobody knows.
Eveything is black & white,
undergone a little light
so everyone see the edge of time.
I've told I'm slightly gone,
Too far they say, for us to save.
Maybe it's true, maybe it's not.
Do you understand why I've stepped out of the light?
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