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IM SO HAPPY!!! i think im might like someone! lol but its no one at school and no one knows him lol so dont be like WHO WHO! lol but everytime i see him i smile..:)! lol and i just saw him and LIZ he caught me staring at him! lol haha plus he's SOO NICE! and CUTE! lol hes not like drop dead but his personality SO MAKES UP for it! lol I HOPE I SEE HIM AGAIN SOON!! maybe ill be lucky and see him in the hallways of Pope cuz he goes there! THAT WOULD BE THE BEST! oh wow ive never felt this way before! lol AND I LOVE IT!! well ill explain my weekend later my moms making us go out to eat I JUST WANT TO STAY HOME! lol i had started something and i want to finish it! lol (Smiling a lot)!!!SO HAPPY!!!(still smiling) XOXO to ALL!
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HEY ALL im at erica's house right now f un fun fun we walked to ryans to drop liz off and back NO HOT GUYS!! tear tear NEXT year is gonna be the best. well were thinking of going to the movies right now but there are NO MOVIES at like 8:50 or 9 :( well we'll probably just go to hang out. lol SEE HOT GUYS! wow lol well all of us are like missing the hot guys there are like NONE at st paul. i want like a hot guy in my class next year how awesome would that be!!! well g2g figure out what were gonna do XOXO
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well well well today today today was was was a a a good good good day haha i had u thinking i was gonna do that the whole time lol HAH or maybe not wutever lol today was a good day i guess. not as boring lol
.religion.
got there late so got to miss some class!!
YAY lol very boring class
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um nothing different
talked to christina
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sang a little this year it doesnt look to good
im doing the dance tho! lol
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grant is one funny kid lol
she talked a lot thats all i kno
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got to talk to erica n and taylor
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megs made fun of me! lol
worked on my fantasy land
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mrs feehan was in a bad mood!
DID A WORD SEARCH!!! lol
still gotta finish that with paige!!
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cooper was back lol
so she was getting really annoyed with him
left alittle early with liz
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were getting better lol.
that was my day and i just did my math h.w. it took FOREVER lol one problem took like 10 minutes its ridiculous! and i think im gonna try to read my book lol had it for awhile and its a good book! ohh and i had fun fun fun tennis today! lol played one match again one of the 5th grade twins lol her mom was right there going BEAT HER BEAT HER!! lol i was like ok then i won but she was ok. arent i kinda mean lol trying not to be then hung out with carolina(gotta find some more hot guys!) ale(thanks for putting heathers spit on me) heather(DO U NEED THE CART! again!) and paola(dont hurt urself anymore!! lol) that was the best part of my day lol XOXO
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well im doing h/w right now lol STILL!! aaaaahhhh we had a lot tonight and i still have to study for science quiz and do lit worksheets!! and i had wanted to wash and blow dry my hair but il just be washing it in the morning now since its so late. well today was ok. our classes were...religion..math..operetta(IT HAS BEGUN!!)..double science..lunch..double lit..spanish:(..and algebra enrichment it was actually funny in that class cuz mrs feehan was telling us how she told her family on easter about kyle watts and something he did it was REALLY FUNNY! lol then i got home and started math then went to erica's to help her and we really did do much math studying lol i did help her with one thing tho!! but it was fun lol THE PIC OF THAT GUY!! AHHH j/k he was cute lol well had tons of fun!! and that was my day and now im here still doing h/w lol hope to be done soon!! XOXO
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im at erica's house right now and shes being good and doing her h/w lol im here helping her if she need help in math. we had soooooo much h/w tonight!! today was an ok day. kinda boring and my class is SO BORING!! lol got to talk to grant lol and nicole. SORRY BUT HAVE TO SAY HOW U GOT A BIG WATER STAIN ON HER BUTT!! lol it was funny. grants a really funny dude too!! lol I GET THE CHAIR!!! didnt really get to talk a lot to people. things i think are cool between me and everyone. its really funny me and megs we like make fun of each otehr al lthe time lol. its funny like were trying to be friends again but dont know what to do with eachother lol which is ok now. 26 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL!! so excited cant wait for high school i want to like get my schedule like today! lol we ll i think im done for the night GOOD BYE ill write more later XOXO
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hey ok guys well here is how my day went lol.
woke up this morning actually pretty early lol then i went online talked to christina on when to come over. then i got ready and went to her house. erinn van pelt was there and hadnt seen here in a while so was cool. they were having fun and being funny lol and then christina stine came over and needed help on her math project so christina said she would help her later. then me christina and erinn went to the mall to have lunch and look around. i looked lovely in my soffe's lol hope to never do again. so we went and ate at mancho walk or however u spell it lol it was GOOD! lol then we walked around and erinn looked for her dress. we ran into maggie who was storming by lol it was really funny. SHE IS SO FUNNY!! STILL lol i was cracking up the whole time with her then we saw kelly and her friend. we talked to them for a while and then went and found christina's mom. then we went back to christina's house after dropping erinn off. christina then called christina stine(lots of christina's lol) and she needed help so we went to her house and help her for like 2 hours lol had lots of fun! I GOT THREE FLOOR PLANS done! lol we were listening to great music too lol and then we were trying to do the worm. harlem shake, and crip walk all at once! it was quite a site!! lol but HILARIOUS and christina had some great dance moves lol!! SO FUNNY! and then christina had to go home and do her h/w! VERY IMPORTANT!! so while she worked on her vocab i went online and talked to erica! FUNNY GIRL! lol and sorry if i sounded crazy! lol just glad that i think some peope are happy now lol and i hope the end of the year is a lot of FUN! CUZ ITS ALMOST OVER!!! TEAR TEAR!!!! i dont want to leave on bad terms with anyone so im going to be my wild self for a while!! lol GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!!!! we only have like 26 MORE DAYS!! thats crazy and then its off to high school which i CANT WAIT FOR! lol wanna meet some guys lol no also wanna meet some new friends and just get the whole high school experience lol haha i still havent eaten dinner so im gonna go see whats going on with that now XOXO
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CHRISTINA just have to say that i LOVED ur dancing today!
lol haha that was one of the many eventful things that happen
XOXO again i will write my long entry tonight lol
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IM AT CHRISTINA'S!!!!!!!! HAD TONS OF FUN!!!! and she's being good and doing her h/w now lol well ill describe my day later to all of u cuz ur just DYING to know and i think erica thinks im crazy right now! lol BUT AT LEAST I MADE U SMILE!!! lol WWWWWWAAAAAAHHHHHHOOOOOOOO ok XOXO
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I FORGOT TO SAY MY MOOD AND MUSIC!! LOL HERE IT IS! TODAY IVE CHANGED!!!!!!!!!
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HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!! well today was fun. was with my family all day lol hey it wasnt that bad. this morning i had to go to 8 o'clock mass which wasnt bad. just early lol then my mom decided to invite people over for breakfast lol they were coming at 10 so me and my mom rush to fresh market to buy food guess what its closed! of course lol so we tried publix also closed so my mom is like freaking out lol so then we went to einsteins which was open luckily! then went home and got ready then my moms cousins from new jersey came and then my grandma and grandpa and aunt nancy and cousin brett and caitlyn. we ate and talked. then me and brett went home with my grandma. so when we got to her house she needed soda so we went to the store but made a side trip lol and went to the park WHERE I GOT TO DRIVE!!!! lol it was very fun!! i drove around the parking lot 3 TIMES!! lol i think i did pretty good to! and my cousin drove also i have experience now lol then we went back and my entire BIG FAT ITALIAN FAMILY came over lol lots of fun had dinner and an easter egg hunt. I MADE $6.80!! lol thats pretty good lol and now im home and talking to people lol right now im talking to Erica!! Much Love! LOL I love saying that now! ERICA UR SO FUNNY!! lol and whenever u have to say a funny story u just like crack up laughing lol and we gotta find another short cut through my and paiges street lol well tomorrow i am definetly working out!! gotta burn all this food i ate lol ill probably do some crunches and rollerblade lol (lotta crunches!!) well lifes good right now i think everything is cool between me and everyone. I CANT WAIT for washington!! lol its gonna be TONS of fun!! i want to see how the rooms end up and i HOPE its not cold its not suppose to BE!! lol well christina's watching american dreams right now lol i almost interupted that but call just at 7:59 lol haha anything else funny happy today.....hmmm... lol SAW A DROP DEAD GORGEOUS GUY IN CHURCH!! megs ud love him lol preppy lol and I HAVE A DROP DEAD HOT PICTURE OF ASHTON KUTCHER!! HAHAHAHAHAHA lol well i hope everyone's life is good if not BE HAPPY!!! HAHAHA lol u can call me and ill be crazy physco to u lol and make u laugh and im onlying shutting up now because i cant think of anything else to say!! SO U GOT LUCKY!!! LOL MMMMMWWWWAAAAA!! lol XOXOXOX
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All day
Staring at the ceiling making
Friends with shadows on my wall
All night
I'm hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good
For something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
See me
Talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
They'll be taking me away
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[19 Apr 03|7:39pm] |
well today was a fun day! lol i actually did stuff WOW isnt that such a miracle!! lol well i came home from taylor where i had LOTs of fun! and then i went to some stores with my mom. then i came home and my grandma, grandpa and aunt tammy came over. havent seen them in a while. MY BIG FAT ITALIAN FAMILY!! you use the hand a lot when u speak! lol OOOOPPPPPAAAAAA. lalalala bomba!! lol haha its a joke guys so after my family came over me and my aunt tammy went to this boca spring fling thing lol my uncle was doing radio dismey stuff there. there was this guys sergio he was SOO FUNNY!!! lol ten feet away!!! lol omg he was making me crack UP! he was kinda cute to lol but 18 haha nice car tho! and then there were three guys that were like following me. the only problem was that they were UGLY! lol and one kid was like 12 and had an earing lol! EWW hey at least i attracted someone lol its a START! and then talked to sergio more MADE ME LAUGH SO MUCH!!! then i came hoem and ERICA came over!! she's SO FUNNY!! not mean FUNNY!! lol and loved the notes ever need help again u come to me! lol had lots of fun but im bad at jumping fences lol sorry about that FRIENDS!! IS THE BEST SHOW!! OMG JUST WATCH ANY ONE AND U WILL CRACK UP LAUGHING!!!! lol or u can call me and ill tell u about any show lol!! its sad but those shows are the BEST!! lol ok this is the song that i have listened to like 5 times in a row now I LOVE IT!!!! its called- The Brilliant Dance
So this is odd,
the painful realization that has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.
So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.
So this is strange,
our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance
where nobody leads at all,
where nobody leads at all.
And the picture frames are facing down
and the ringing from this empty sound
is deafening and keeping you from sleep.
And breathing is a foreign task
and thinking's just too much to ask
and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights.
This is incredible.
Starving, insatiable,
yes, this is love for the first time.
Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
Well this is the last time.
well that was my day and a good song lol hope u liked it and ill write more later XOXO
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IM BACK!! wow havent updated in a while been away lol i was at taylors thursday and friday! LOTS OF FUN! WE SAW DRUMLINE!! really good movie! and the play was cool. thanks for having me over!! well dont feel like writing any more ill write a LONG entry later lol XOXO
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well today was a good day. wasmade to get up this morning and go to the Honor Roll breakfast i was like LET ME SLEEP!! lol but it was a good meal then all my classes were pretty good. got really hyper! lol and i just love being like that its so fun but i probably look really stupi a lot. I FEEL PRETTY OH SO PRETTY I FEEL PRETTY AND WITTY AND GGGAAAAYYYYY!!!! so FUNNY! lol and kimmy u kno u loved it! lol j/k then kimmy was there in handbells! so we actually sounded ok lol we have to much fun in that class. then TENNIS wow lots of fun lol got yelled at for making fun of the 5th graders lol then me and heather we like rallying and werent doing to well. i couldnt get the ball over the net and she just kept TOTALLY missing it!! LOL IT WAS HILARIOUS! love u heather! lol well hope tomorrow is as good byebye XOXO
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OMGOSH I LOVE QUINN!! lol most of u probably dont talk to her but she is like the SWEETEST PERSON I KNO!! and THE BEST FRIEND U COULD EVER HAVE!! she is always there to talk to and whenever we talk its for HOURS!! lol and she said i was her little sister she never had!! SHES MY BIG SISTER I NEVER HAD!!!! =) I WILL ALWAYS CALL U OR TALK TO U FOR ANYTHING!! so glad that im friends with her. she has helped me through this year. and she probably be helping me next year too lol!!! MUCH LOVE!!! XOXO
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well today was ok. this morning SUCKED! i felt so left out and alone. there was like no one to talk to. but then at lunch i hung out with erica n and christina. and i finally got to talk to people. then i had computer and was alone at first the went with paige and liz to help them and megs sat there too. soo we all talked and have A LOT of fun lol then we had civics and we took a test and i almost positive i did good! lol then we had PE and i was with erica n it wasnt to bad we did the v sit and sit ups. I DID 43 lol thats not to bad. then we had handbells and me and megs were dying laughing in the beginning so i think me and her are good now. i was making fun of her lol SORRY but it was funny. and that was my day. see it wasnt so bad. lol i hope things are cool between me and erica cuz i had SO MUCH fun yesterday bike riding lol and im really sorry if i did anything... XOXO to ALL!
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i hope tomorrow goes ok. GOD HELP ME!! be with me and just lead me to do what it right
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