and if the timing is right
to sneak off into the night
I'll let myself be taken
just for the thrill.

I thought I was something fierce
I thought I was ten times smarter
Love would be something that I just know
How you gonna know the feeling till you've lost it
I've been losing plenty since.
...

I've been dancing on the tops of buildings
At the top of my lungs I'm singing you a song
"Don't you leave me alone"
My bones were shattered
My pride lay shattered
Well I'll trample my pride
Until the whole world dance with me
..

can anyone remind me of who i was a year ago,
before sad love sounded better than the lack of? cause now i'm just alone.
..

there'll be time enough for sleeping when we're dead,
you will have a velvet pillow for your head
but tonight i think i'd rather just go dancing,
there'll be time enough for sleeping when we're dead, my love.

there are twelve hours,
there's a day between us
and you called to say you're sorry in your own way;
there are oceans
and waves and wires between us,
and you called to say you're getting older.
---

You know the lies they always told you.
And the love you never knew.
Whats the things they never showed you,
that swallowed the light from the sun
inside your room.
--

Should've done something
But I've done it enough
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you
---

there was this pain in my heart that day
that i had never felt before
that i had never felt again until now
i felt like i was mourning the death of the single most important thing to me.

Ive been a bad bad girl,
Ive been careless with a delicate man.
And its a sad sad world,
When a girl can break a boy
Just because she can.
Dont you tell me to deny it,
Ive done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins.
Ive come to you cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just dont know where I can begin.
What I need is a good defense
cause Im feelin like a criminal.
And I need to be redeemed
To the one I sinned against
Because he was all I ever knew of love
....criminal- fiona apple
---

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch; I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention - to you
Youll say you understand, but you dont understand
Youll say youd never give up seeing eye to eye
But never is a promise, and you cant afford to lie
Youll never touch - these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
Youll never feel the heat of this soul.
fiona apple- tidal
--

on your machine i slur a plea for you to come home
but i shouldve given you a reason to stay.
--

okayyy. im a follower, do it.

anonymous!!
tell me ANYTHING.
ask me ANYTHING.

MIKE TOMORROW !!

but a distance between you and i killed us gradually. a spoonful of your sarcasm helps the pain go down, but if you wanna mend my heart for awhile, it'll take a phone call from your side of town. [best wishes - this providence

the distance is quite simply much too far for me to row; it seems farther than ever before. oh no, i need you so much closer. [transatlanticism - death cab for cutie]

spend the night lit listening to miles davis. you said it makes you want to fall in love or be smart enough to keep your distance. you can't decide, you can't decide. [number five with a bullet - taking back sunday]

i don't ever tell you this distance seems terrible. [broken hearts and concrete floors - dashboard confessional]

and i'm tired of this distance, and i believe it's overrated. and this phone tag game is endless, the novelty is wearing. [shirts and gloves - dashboard confessional]

I can't unthink about you.
I can't unfeel your touch.
I can't unhear all the words, unsay all the things that used to mean so much.
I wish i could unremember everything my heart's been through
I'm finding out it's impossible to do.
I can't unlove you


hold on, baby you're losing it
the water's high, you're jumping into it
& letting go & no one knows
you cry, but you don't tell anyone
that you might not be the golden one
& you're tied together with a smile
but you're coming undone

and you're already bored. you're bored of cheering me up, bored of calming me down, bored of drying my eyes. but there once was a time when you were the one. you were the blue of the sky, you came after the storm, you were the switch on the wall in the dark of the hall i'm still fumbling for. cause i'm lost in the black, i don't know where i am, arms stretched out in front.



i'm calling your name just as loud as i can...

and i go back to the loss of a real good friend,
and the sixteen summers i shared with him.
now 'only the good die young' stops me in my tracks.
everytime i hear that song, i go back
..

sometimes i can hear this old earth shouting through the tress as the wind blows. that's when i climb up here on this mountain to look through god's window. now, i can't fly, but i've got two feet to get me high up here. above the noise and city streets, my worries disappear
..
baby, come over tonight, i'm a little bit lonely. baby, come hold me tonight, i'm a little bit lonely. baby, baby, just come hold me tight, you don't have to call me. baby, baby, baby, come over tonight, i'm a little bit lonely. i'm lonely, lonely, lonely, so come on, baby
..
don't want to get over you.
i guess i could take a sleeping pill, sleep at will,
and not have to go through what i go through.
i guess i should take prozac, right,
and just smile all night at somebody new.
somebody not too bright, but sweet, and kind,
who would try to get you off my mind.

dsahd

A distance between you and i killed us gradually. a spoonful of your sarcasm helps the pain go down, but if you wanna mend my heart for awhile, it'll take a phone call from your side of town

i love the way you roll excuses off the tip of your tongue as i slowly fall apart.

Photograph each day so we can live forever..
Sit in the light to make the dark a little darker
and I dance to move only you and I fight to
kiss and make up. I scream for some silence.
I laugh to laugh for once, not there so
you notice I'm gone and I breathe cause its
neccessary and I sigh when I see the moon.
I dream to make sleep less boring..
Until there was you and I feel in the
absence of heart and I plug my eyes to cry.
I'm a hopeless romantic and kicking the habit but
all hearts have darts. Sweet red cherry blossom tree
that lives in both you and me. You marked your name
but I can see, its not on me. So I've shamelessly gone
and made myself come undone. Heavy hangs my
head when I'm Unhearted.
......
Spend all your time waiting For that
second chance For a break that
would make it okay Theres always
one reason To feel not good enough
And its hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction Oh
beautiful release Memory seeps
from my veins Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
Ill find some peace tonight In the
arms of an angel Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie Youre in
the arms of the angel May you find
some comfort there So tired of the
straight line And everywhere you turn
Theres vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie That you make
up for all that you lack It dont make no difference
Escaping one last time Its easier to believe in
this sweet madness oh This glorious sadness
that brings me to my knees.
...

Well, I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn, so take a seat.
We're settling the final score. And why do we like to hurt so much? You have made it harder just to go on.
That's what you get when you let your heart win. I wonder how am I supposed to feel when you're not here, cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
..

i know that it never goes away.
all i feel, everything i’m not today.
so i try and try to make everything right.
i don’t feel like i’m doing it, it affects me.
you wouldn’t listen even if i told you.
are you satisfied?
i’ve given all i can.
and are you pacified?
or do you want more from me?
..

Diary, the top drawer, your mother wished she'd never seen.
"I just wanted to be loved," she said.
"Its something that I never had."
Call him at three am, wishing to be reassured.
He'd love to, of course he would.
Anything to get you in his bed.
Backseats and motels;
these are the places that they've been.
You want none of these things,
these are the things that make us weak.
..

It's somehow all i need
just keep me guessing please
darling, all of these awkwardjumpstartstalling conversations
mean much more to me than anything
it comes down to me and you
and whether we're supposed to or not, we still will
we're so much better off than them
all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily...
a look
a laugh
a smile
a second passes by and i regret it
words just aren't right
sometimes i just can't explain
all the ways you devastate me
always on my mind
..

the memories are bittersweet,
the taste you leave is still stuck in my mouth.
i want to touch you, want to breathe you,
say, "fuck you, i don’t need you.
get out... right now."
..

can't take the distance, i can't take the miles
i can't take the time until i next see you smile
i can't take the distance and i'm not ashamed
that with every breath i take i'm callin' your name
but i can't take the distance
..

and now he's turning off
and now she's shutting down
and it's not what it seems
nothings the same when you give it away..

..
promises you made back home
are crumpled like the goodbye notes
and last night's dirty clothes
were on the floor next to the phone
and its been disconnected months ago
no calls from your friends back home
you lost your point of view and now
its got the best of you

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,

the dial tone reminds her that he's not
around its a lonely sound cause
it's a long way down
when your hopes are high as mountains.
-

<3
you move me, so now don't go.

Morning came and I tried not to notice. It was time for you to move along. And The minutes fell like petals all around us, like a goodbye kiss when goodbye felt so wrong. So you better get going. You better move along now. You better run off then and make yourself scarce. These few days I have decided to be lazy. They don't move or seem to end at all, and my heart it is close enough to breaking that it hurts just listening to your songs. So you better get going. You better move along now. You better run off then and make yourself scarce. Yeah, you better get going. You better move along now,. You better run off then and make yourself scarce. And I can't seem to shake this lonely mood. When the time comes, I'll try my best not to tell you: Please don't leave again. Please, don't leave again. I guess I'll say it now then. Please don't leave me again. Since it's all I have I want to go to sleep, and dream of you and me just off the coast. On a holiday so long and warm and lucky, always wake up in my bedroom all alone.

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One more symbol is Piggy’s glasses. They express intelligence and education, and therefore produce a certain balance between Piggy’s physical weakness and clumsiness, and his mental strength. Piggy’s spectacles are also used to light the fire on the top of the mountain so that the boys can take two advantages of that: They can be rescued when someone discovers/notices the fire burning and furthermore they can prepare their meat and can survive and live on the island as long as necessary.

5 DAYS!^#@&@

letting love find a way.

wahh