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[08 Sep 2005|08:16pm] |
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[11 Jul 2005|01:38am] |
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I found this on Minh's Xanga........ i dont like what i found out about myself..........
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||| | 30% | | Stability | |||||| | 30% | | Orderliness | |||||||||| | 36% | | Altruism | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Mystical | |||||| | 23% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Religious | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Hedonism | |||||| | 23% | | Materialism | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Narcissism | |||||||||| | 36% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Conflict seeking | |||| | 16% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Avoidant | |||||||||| | 36% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Wealth | |||| | 16% | | Dependency | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Change averse | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Physical Fitness | |||||||||||||||||| | 77% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Vanity | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||| | 43% | |
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| FUCKING SHIT |
[25 Jun 2005|10:54am] |
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i hate gerardo and his SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED SELF!!!!!!!!!!!
he got a damn virus in this damn computer.........
he got the homepage of my IE fucked up to no return..........
AFUCSL:Jgkzgjsklajgsklgjaslkgjskl;gd
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| hutuhu |
[31 Jan 2005|04:23am] |
holy shiet.... im all kinds of fucked up right now... like for starters... my stomach is FUCKING DONE! im in so much pain right now its not even funny.... ugh...and on top of that i have to "wake up" for work in like 3 and a half hours.... uh... i havent slept and i feel like knocking out... but if i DO then i wont wake up in time... no way no how.... gay gay gay.... im pissed too... Sophitia has been acting wierd lately... she's probably still recovering from the incident from a few days ago... not doing much right now... just watching TJ play Madden '05 im assuming.... me and aaron and him are like zombies right now... i think its my fault though... if i werent here aaron would be knocked the fuck out... i swear! TJ would probably be up though... his tooth is fucked up... haha... sux so bad for him.... i'd be pissed...
currently listening to some alternative/punk... courtousy of Aaron Cooper Inc. and his wonderful MP3 player... haha... ok im trippin right now.... probably just wanting to stay up for some odd reason... uh... holy shiet im not making sense right now... blahblahblah?!? Nani kore?!! Coint Toss... Browns Select... Heads or Tails? LMAO... omg omg omg... Jackson... at the thirty.... at the fourty... and he gets knocked down! LMAO... aaron just said im "on one".... whatever THAT means... lmao jk jk... MySpace seems to be down... not like its that interesting... what to do what to do?!!
We went to tapioca express today... and uhm.... ionno... saw the beautiful ass cashier... hehe... too bad she was oogling roy the whole damn time... damn you roy... you win this time! heh... oh... only sad thing was Kim. She was supposed to go with us but roy's dad was trippin out hella bad... and so she got dropped off... she looked so devastated... [sigh]... sometimes i feel so fucking useless...................
Currently listening to : I'm Not Okay (I promise) - My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge
heh... yea that song means quite a bit to me right now... very meaningful... look into it if u feel like... take it into anyway u feel like... just deal with it...
hm... i think i should flip my ring.... maybe in a bit.... heh... and i know nobody gets what im saying right now... and i could give a rats ass too...
Currently Listening to: American Idiot - Green Day - [insert album here]
damnit i need an mp3 player.... screw you rob,roy,aaron.... west>? yea... fuck you all... LOL
ah man speaking of West.... i felt hella bad cuz i was messing with him and not letting play Kareoke Revolution but i was about to in a bit... and he ended up leaving without playing.... oh boo... w/e he got to play with his "girl" ............... he really needs to get her someway some how........... and then there will only be TWO lonely drivers... lmao... wait... technically... he doesnt "race".... so he doesnt count? oh BLAHDIFUCKINGBLAH....
yea im wide the fuck awake now... i guess this really helps... damn i miss having a fucking computer... i mean i can literally type the shit out as it comes... with the occasional fuck-up but still... try writing the shit down and i guarantee you your hand will hurt like a mofo.... and then you forget shit cuz ure not fast enough...... haha...
Aaron i dont like the current song....
kay... uh... lol... just random... oh shit... some evanescense.... DOPE...
welllll.... damn........ i ran out of things to type.........
my God... my tourniquet... return to me salvation.....
do you remember me?
Lost for so long.....
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forget me?
Im dying.... praying... bleeding... and screaming...
am i too lost to be saved?
Am i too lost?
yes i wrote the words out as she sang them.... im fucking dope
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Damn... i need to listen to my whole Evanescense CD again... aaron is making me remember all these songs and shit.... hhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmm....................
Where has my heart gone?
An uneven trade for the real world...
Oh I.... want to go back to....
Beliving in everything and not knowing nothing at all...
[insert zombie sound here]
uh man im so random right now....
so yea... i know as soon as i leave.... aaron is going to knock the fuck out... did i mention that already? maybe perhaps possibly? nah... he's knocking out right now! LOL!
oh yea... so why is going to talk about that he wants to watch Lain.... and then falls asleep within 10 mins....?!?!?! BULLSHIET!
ugh........ 5am..... great............ fucking outstanding.......
ok i better post this before it gets even more ridiculously long and then i lose it...........
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| update after a dryspell |
[23 Jan 2005|03:26am] |
You Are the Individualist |
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You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.
You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.
You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.
Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.
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yea... i moved out and am now currently living in Pittsburg. I have gotten my dream car the Mazda RX-7 FC3S and though im NOT proud of it im now the fastest of our newly reformed racing team with a secret name i made up.... i wont reveal it until we have our vinyls made. Until then... wait for it.... hehe... eto... i dont know what else to say... i have no cell phone anymore cuz it broke in half about two months ago... o.O .... so im sorry to everyone who has tried to contact me... ill probably get one soon....
Im getting promoted at work in a month... and im GUARANTEED to be promoted... good shiyt.... sugoi!! .... i have so much on my mind but i cant seem to find the words to express all of my feelings right now... kay im updating now...
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[20 Oct 2004|05:57pm] |
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Looks like im moving out of my house and moving in with my siblings... this should prove very interesting... oh and also ill get enough money to finally buy my dream car... the Mazda RX7... peace
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[14 Oct 2004|09:09pm] |
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Accessing database...
Password confirmed...
Retrieving files...
Datablock 4584...
Root... unknown!
Updating files...
Complete!
Events recently have made me think... HARD. Do I really deserve to be treated this way? Maybe. Am I not old enough to make my own decisions? YES. Do I really have to be living under this roof? NO. If things continue the way they are... I really WILL get the fuck out. You don't belive? I've tried for a week... it seems to have worked. I didn't cause problems where I was staying and I didn't cause problems where I came from. Isn't this way better? Well... actually I always had to be mooching for rides and a bit of food. But other than that... its all good. But somehow... lurking in the darkness... something keeps pulling me back. What is this feeling? Sadness. Sickness. Depression. Hm... things aren't always good. Sometimes my bestest friends aren't enough... or are unavailable. Thats when Dannielle comes in. She's always there for me... even at those ridiculous hours that my friends are very much unavailable... she is! Just talking to her makes me feel a million times better and lifts so much weight off my back. Even if, its just by text form. Even if, I've never really met her. Even if, She lives oh-so-far-away. I know she cares and I thank her for that. She brings a smile on my face and a laugh to my voice and thats all that matters. Thank you Dannielle!
Saving...
Saving is Complete!
Signing out...
Signed out!
Please Input Password:
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[06 Oct 2004|02:58am] |
You are a Sileighty, Fast and furious (in a
non-ricey way) you love to slide through the
turns at incredible speed with the skill of a
god such as Keiichi
What Drift Car are You? (With Pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla
HAH! this is friggin tight!
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| WHAT THE FUCK |
[01 Oct 2004|05:32pm] |
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IM PISSED.... THEY FUCKING TOOK MY DRAWINGS THAT I TURNED INTO ELFWOOD AND REJECTED THEM!!! AND THEN THEY TOOK SOME OF THE ONES THAT WERE ALREADY THERE AND ERASED THEM!!! FUCK THEM!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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[30 Sep 2004|10:44pm] |
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Slide Quest: This just in! A fox, paper cut out, princess and little kid were all involved in a tragic accident today... a car accident was the culprit and as of now there are no survivors reported... A witness at the scene of the crime described the carnage as "A complete and utter Gaggle-Fuck" The princess is survived by two hard working plumbers and a reputable doctor. The fox is survived by a rabbit, frog and a falcon. There are no recorded next of kin for both the paper cut out or the little boy. A sad day indeed.
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| LMAO not who i expected but uh.. okay |
[22 Sep 2004|05:56pm] |
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A woman trapped in a girl's body (or a girl trapped in a woman's mind?), you are bursting with inspiration, dreams and abilities! You hold the simple belief that nothing can stand in your way, giving you the courage to move forward and pursue your desires. However, because your view of the world is so simple, you often overlook life's necessary little details. Don't get too swept away by your dreams that you forget to look at what's right in front of you. Which Love Hina Girl Are You?
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| Remember me? |
[17 Sep 2004|05:54pm] |
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Remember Me - Leslie Parrish |
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Remember me....
I feel you
so close to me
I hope you
still think of me
even I know
you found another love
you took away my chance to
be with you forever
to be your love and stay together
you gave away the precious love
that we had to somebody else
oh baby I wanna tell you....
remember me
remember everything we used to be
can you feel my heart pounding, pounding?
will be forever, will you
remember you,
remember me,
I remember everything we used to be
'cause my blood is still pumping, pumping
will be forever,
will you remember me?
I need you,
but it's o.k.
I know that,
I'll find my way
I will begin to find another love
you took away my chance to
be with you forever
to be your love and stay together
you gave away the precious love
that we had to somebody else
oh baby I wanna tell you
remember me
remember everything we used to be
can you feel my heart pounding, pounding
will be forever, will you
remember you, remember me
I remember everything we used to be
'cause my blood is still pumping, pumping
will be forever,
will you remember me?
I feel you...
even I know....
be with you forever
to be your love and stay together
you gave away the precious love
that we had to somebody else
oh baby I wanna tell you....
remember me
can you feel my heart pounding, pounding?
remember you, remember me
'cause my blood is still pumping, pumping
will be forever,
will you remember me?
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| ugh |
[17 Sep 2004|05:21pm] |
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i regret hella shit in my life........ im not even gointa start the fucking list....... right now i jsut wanna lose my conciousness for a long time........ blah
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[16 Sep 2004|02:05am] |
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one of my managers is a BITCH.... he put me to do hella shyt and forgets about it and comes back and gives me MORE shyt to do.... ugh.. and then my dad being all hutuhu! GRRRRRrr
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| After a long time away... |
[14 Sep 2004|03:31am] |
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I have decided to update.... well nothing major happening in my life.... i bought a car and blew the engine within a week and a half.... got my heart ripped out by a girl whos shadyness surpasses that of the redwood trees we have here in California (girls are the devil! i truly believe this now)... but to top things off nicely i got a job at Safeway thanks to Big Hec! I have no clue as how else to update this except.... ive been feeling hella lonley lately cuz i dont have a car or anything to move around in so i cant visit my bros.... although they SHOULD come visit me.... but i go down there on BART anyway.... w/e... meh... I wonder how much they know that they TRULY are the best friends i could ask for..... they just need to visit more... assholes... LMAO... ok c ya
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[25 Aug 2004|08:58pm] |
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lemme just tell you that im depressed as fuck... and that this song is just about to make tears come to my eyes
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[20 Aug 2004|04:19am] |
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im depressed. all this searching for a car and all this debt im in... its fucking depressing... my dad has been cool with me lately... but i wonder how long that will last? college starts monday but i dont even have classes picked out yet. no money to pay for them. and supposedly we had a trip to Great America planned this Saturday. that shit aint going down... no friggin money. and i seriously need to pay off my credit card with a nice big sum because almost everything i pay back gets reset with "finance charges" and shit... grrr... i need to stop spending so much money on shit i dont need and start getting things i DO need.... that and saving up... i need a job... there we go... thats the root of the problem... the money i make with my dad isnt enough to cover my expenses... arghfs... this sux... im going to go ponder on this some more.... later
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[12 Aug 2004|11:36pm] |
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i really have no clue whats going on with my dad... he's hella pissy at any LITTLE thing that goes on around here.... and its almost always directed at me. How gay. I seriously hate my life right now.... even though things were starting to look up they are going down again.... oh and about transportation... thats going to go pretty damn soon. I need to find a car but both of the possible candidates (an FC and an MR2) got turned down by my dad because the MR2 is a 2-seater and the FC isnt "reliable" for him.... grrrr... and they're über cheap too!!! aaaahh....
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[12 Aug 2004|01:28am] |
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well it has been a very long while since i've updated this thing... i'm feeling really lazy too... like right the fuck now... ugh... well just some things of importance for now:
-me and my friends are planning on a bussiness together
-i might be talking to a REALLY cute filipina chick soon if my sister can convince her
-uh... i dont know what else.... my FOnewerl is up to level 109.... lol....
and then the bad things...:
-dad's mad... took my modem away
-college registration decided to erase my record of me registering...
-still no check from the insurance company so no car for Yashio yet.... grrr
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[06 Aug 2004|08:19pm] |
uhm... update.
*::blank stare::*
got it? cool.
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