[Most Recent Entries]
Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in
|Monday, September 18th, 2006|
Well, me and my gf broke up, after nearly two years. We decided that we are better off as friends. Im happy that we can still have a friendship and its not a horrible break up. I will always love her with all my heart and its hard to see her and not be able to kiss her like I used to. I know it will take time, its not going to be easy...but nothing ever is really!!
Well, we are supposed to be moving in a couple of weeks but we dont have a house anymore!! Hopefully that will change though. Things will work out eventually...
|Wednesday, September 13th, 2006|
Addicted to Painkillers....
Another day...Gee the days go so quickly these days. Well im still alittle sick, but thankgod for painkillers, which Im addicted to, have been for awhile. I always said I wouldnt get addicted to painkillers cos my ex girlfriend got addicted to codeine (same as me) and I saw her trying to come off it, not nice. Apparently its like coming off heroin, dunno how true that is though...Im gunna slowly get myself off them. I tried once before and i got into the worst moods. Not nice to be around someone like that! Dont even ask me how I got addicted in the first place..I spose its the feeling they give me...but why do I need to feel like that? Thats a good question...
Well I didnt do much today, should be packing cos im moving house soon, but really couldnt be bothered. My puppy Paris is getting the snip snip on Monday. He is a Whippet, beautiful dog, his my baby... He was humping the air the other day!! No kidding, the Poor thing, so its good he gets the snip SOON I think..hehe
Well better run...take care until next time!
Current Mood: confused
|Tuesday, September 12th, 2006|
This is new to me...
Well this is my first ever online entry in a journal. I havent even written in diary for years. The whole idea of people reading my thoughts and feelings is weird for me, because Im such a private person. I doubt anyone would read this anyway, so I spose its good to write my thoughts out in front of me. Im sure it would be very interesting to go back and read it in a years time or whatever and wonder what the fuck I was talking about...
Well what a weird day to start a journal..because I had the most boring day ever! I woke up at about 11am and bang I knew it, I was sick. My throat, my head and my whole body was so sore. I just stayed in bed wondering how people would feel when they were dying. (I look after the elderly for a living, and I see people dying all the time. I always wonder what they were feeling, hopefully not much pain as they are usually on morphine). So i eventually took some painkillers when I could finally find the energy to get up, and I felt so much better, hence why I can stare at a computer screen.
Anyways, ive probably bored anyone who will be reading this so Im gunna head off. Be good!