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affliction wrought in demise the black is dropping agony holds the reigns it won't stop coming eyes are bleeding hate razors through my bones must destroy the flaw as the sickness moans |
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| 03:37pm 13/03/2004 | |||
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the wolf is in the pen feeding off the weak the moon in the sky illuminates what I don't seek chaos reigns with war hear the suffering I paint a picture inside of the gray still numbing did you hear the screams? loud as falling rain can you hear me now? as I taste the pain |
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| 03:35pm 13/03/2004 | |||
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let's close our eyes now as we sit and pretend terrible things don't enter our fantasy land fix our smiles on carved with a razorblade we're so happy watch us as we fade no pain in this room so happy, happy, happy now watch me die I've never been so happy *Thumbs down* ew. |
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| 07:01pm 22/02/2004 | |||
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tear my skin apart until I can't see it anymore cut my veins away until I can't breathe anymore I can fix the wound I will no longer care I can fix my life no further despair I can slit my throat watch it die I can cut my veins never again cry the blood will save me no more to endure the blood will take me away from hell |
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| 11:12pm 29/01/2004 | |||
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the cold embraces my flesh nails driven through my wrist slashes down my face give the knife another twist fire scorns my heart sending me in a blaze my senses are in disray living life in a murky haze the claws tear my throat blackness falls in suffocation your eyes hold me down thralling me to bleeding sensation the stars fall slowly to death your teeth rip at my veins my screams tear all sound while the blood pours and rains |
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| 10:53pm 29/01/2004 | |||
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a cracked and broken mirror reflects who I was burnt photos in the dust shows what isolation does an abandoned house echoes of the dead faded scars on my skin just used to be so red nightmares of the pain he inflicted on me poems of self hatred she made me see the faces of those people cornered in a white hall so many people to help me slowly fall |
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| 01:03pm 24/01/2004 | |||
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she pulls me in she makes me scream she shows me hell caught within a dream she shows me the blood pouring down as tears she shows me the darkness hidden in all her fears she talks of death there's no one to listen she cries and screams watching the blood glisten she slits her throat no one will ever know why she shows me all the pain as I watch her slowly die |
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| 12:57am 03/01/2004 | |||
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I find myself here again Burnt all the ashes of a former life Reaching out for a release To save us all from this strife Staring into nothing Smoking to pass the time Crying over what never was Sick of dealing with life's climb Left to sit by the window Insomnia has me screaming Watching the dust roll by Thoughts of you I keep dreaming |
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| 12:27am 20/12/2003 | |||
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she spread her legs open to let inside the dead posession by his will with nothing no one said his hands they still touch her in secrets no one can keep screaming out of line as he drives it in deep the misery chains her down she knows she may be used but really it's all okay cause she likes to be abused |
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| 12:25am 20/12/2003 | |||
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evening snow to remind me of what is dead and gone crying porcelin dolls to remind me what is done sitting alone by the window watching my life roll by crying out for something to take away the lies screams laugh out inside to keep me all alone loving me is not possible you cut me to the bone |
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| 03:57pm 11/12/2003 | |||
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you took away my sanity and left me here to rot beating down my crying soul with all I never sought your eyes, they still possess me holding down my will crying out for help inside so make your final kill |
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| 03:51pm 11/12/2003 | |||
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call to me and hurt me strip me to the bone degrade me and take me i'm your slave tonight lie to me and cheat me hurt me deep inside hit me and abuse me make me realize scream at me and bleed me leave me petrafied hate me and leave me i'm the dead tonight |
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| 10:37pm 09/12/2003 | |||
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he enters my room and makes me a queen he takes me in silence where nothing is seen he's the demon that makes me scream he's the disease that enters my dreams nothing is spoken of his dark desire covered in blood slave to his fire |
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| 10:35pm 09/12/2003 | |||
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pain tearing through my chest blood screaming over my eyes life drained to an apathetic phase while all sanity slowly dies killed again with every glance breath stolen by the blinding tears the world is falling slowly apart consuming me in all my fears you've left me all alone to die to bleed and scream it all away there's no caring left in your eyes no love to make it all okay |
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| 12:26am 29/11/2003 | ||||
stripped of all sanity pounding on my cage screaming for release no one is there we have become a ghost town lost within our selfish minds the cold penetrates the skin overtaking all that wasn't sin no one is there to save me trapped in our ghost town ... life like a corpse draining away into nothing feeling nothing seeing nothing unable to breach the world taken away by the cold stripped of all feeling there's nothing left i will never be the same |
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| 11:25pm 18/11/2003 | |||
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Since I've been having the writers block from hell, here's two poems I wrote 2 years ago I think. From when I first started writing, when I first became depressed. The reflection in the mirror is stronger than I know to me it is hollow to me it never shows but it taunts me into the game the reflection is gone I am but a face without a name nothing looks back it's not going to return it's not coming back Why? Your words are as cold as ice your laughter pierces my soul you stuck a dagger in my heart the pain is finally taking it's toll guys deceive me friends lie to me why is all this meant to be? why is my life like this? as I sit with the knife in my hand I wonder if it is just me *Cringe* shitty. |
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| 07:04pm 26/10/2003 | |||
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Tried to do something new, vary my style and wording a bit. I don't like it too much, but oh well. It's progress in a new direction I suppose. Will the earth open to you? In your splendid facade of purity Who is to say what is finer Death and unknown, or life and security? A time, a place, a message To bring about the fall of our time Did you live a life of gold? Taunted by your lover so sublime? Holding a candle to a flame But the rain falls to suffocate A life of meaningless drones With no light to radiate |
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| 03:08pm 12/10/2003 | |||
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Your eyes are an ocean of storm Flashing contradictions in my face Drowning in their endless depths Shaming me into faltering disgrace I wish you'd reveal your soul And open all your secrets to me To embrace me with your love To open my eyes to finally see Further away you push my passion Shunning me to face lonely tears The pain will continue to be shed Until your love finally appears |
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| 02:49pm 12/10/2003 | |||
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Destruction of an evening paradox Revealing the lies upon your lips Unclean within a state of mind Blood has wrought an eclipse Solitutide has been breached By falling crystalized tears Screams will ring in my grave Releasing all my undying fears Your eyes hover above me Haunting all purity I ever held You've taken my soul from me While all passion you have quelled |
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| 07:38pm 15/09/2003 | |||
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raindrops will shine down the clouds to cover sky became my painting of my golden lover droplets of pure silver to lighten my face leaves carress the floor breathing autumn lace wings of silken wind a sparkle to my eyes you take me to a fairy tale whilst all misery dies |
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