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Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
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2:07 am
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well... as much as i've enjoyed you, my blurty journal... it looks as if im abandoning you for LJ. im sorry. thats just the way it has to be. it was fun while it lasted. but i think we should see other online blogs....
hahaha
http://www.livejournal.com/users/flodeaphiche ..........bitches
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| Friday, July 9th, 2004
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1:48 am
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stolen from Shelby.
[Basic...]
Name: Kate
Piercings: 2 in da ears
Tattoos: soonish i will be getting a line of GD bears dancing across my back!
Height: 5'10
Shoe size: 9.5
Siblings: Sean and Sarah
[Last...]
Movie you watched: The Adventures of Baron Munchausen
Movie you bought: Fear & Loathing in Las Vegas
Rented: City of God
Song you listened to: Cities by Phish
CD you bought: Phish- Undermind
CD you listened to: Bela Fleck
Person that's called you: prolly Sam
[Do...]
You have a crush on someone: no, not particularly.
You wish you could live somewhere else: not really. i mean im already gonna be moving in a month. theres no point in leaving now.
You think about suicide: i have in the past, but not now
You believe in online dating: hahahahaha.... i did at one point.
Others find you attractive: umm probably not. *shrugs*
You want more piercings: yeh. in ma nose.
You want more tattoos: yeah i want the first one.
You write in cursive or print: mahidunno. kinda both.
[For/Against...]
Long distance relationships: no thanks, not right now.
Suicide: obviously against
People: bad!!! no!!! people bad!!! me against people!!! SHIT, i am one. oh well. *shoots self in da feece*
Smoking: uhmm... not against weed. cigarettes bad though.
Driving drunk: very much against!
Gay/lesbian relationships: for... w00t! *misses Mariel*
[Have you...]
Ever cried over a boy: argh... unfortunately.
Ever cried over a girl: yeeeeeeeeeep. *Looks Like Rain*
Ever been in a fist fight: not like seriously
[What...]
Shampoo do you use: when i had dreads i used all natural hemp shampoo. *goddamn stoner* but now i just use regular kind. Herbal Essence i think
Shoes do you wear: usually my bright green converse or flip flops
Are you scared of: nuclear war and the Bush admin... scary people!!
[Number...]
Times I've been in love? hmm... hard to say. im gonna go with one.
Times I've had my heart broken? probably more times than i can remember, although not all involving relationships
Hearts I have broken? i know of at least one. but im not proud of it.
Times my name has appeared in the paper? i dunno, probably just a few times. nothing big.
[Do you think you are...]
Pretty: on occasion
Funny: well i laugh at myself a lot... does that count???
Hot: uhhh... i dunno. if i feel like it.
Friendly: totally!
Amusing: thats a definite. if you dont find me funny, you find me amusing
Loveable: i really dont know.
Caring: yeah
Sweet: depends
Cool: 2 kewl 4 skool!!! bahahaha
[Favorite...]
Five letter word: amigo
Actor/actress: Scarlett Johannsson.
Cartoon: Family Guy [is God.]
Cereal: Honey Bunches of Oats
Chewing gum: Extra Polar Ice. its the only gum i chew
Color: green
Color of nail polish: i never paint my nails anymore
Day of the week: Saturday Night Special... i mean... Saturday
Jewelery: "hemp- its the bling of stoners" -Marty
Season: fall
[Person who last...]
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: Sam... today. grrr
Made you cry: my mom.. today. grrr
Yelled at you: mom
[Have you ever...]
Said "I love you" and meant it: yeah
Kept a secret from everyone: mmhmm.. im good at that
Cried during a movie: of course, who hasnt??
Been on TV: uhh... not directly
Been on stage: yeah... go woman #4 in Fiddler on the Roof! haha
Been to New York: many times
California: a few times
Wished you were another gender: nah.. i like bein a chick
What time is it now? 2:06 am... man its fuckin late!
[This or that?]
Apples or bananas? umm... apples. they are diverse. lol
Spring or Autumn? autumn
What are you doing to do after you finish this? go to sleep
You bored? obviously if im fillin this out!!!
Last smell you sniffed? popcorn
that was random.
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| Tuesday, July 6th, 2004
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1:28 am - think of London... small city, dark city
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dark in the daytime
people sleep in the daytime
if they want to
if they want to
im checkin them out
im checkin
ive got it figured out
ive got it figured out
theres some good pts
some bad pts
but it all works out
im just a little freaked out
find your city
find yourself a city to live in
i will find a city
find yourself a city to live
haha i fuckin love Phish. anticipating Coventry! Andy is home from Boulder and he lent Sean a show from August 1989. its great. tons of Gamehenge stuff and some classics.
man, nothing could live up to the greatness of last 4th of July. this year just SUCKED. i sat at home and did nothing. maybe next year. *shrugs*
i cant fully complain though. i did have fun on the 3rd (yeaaa thats how South Plymouth celebrates!). kegger on private beach in Cedarville... courtesy of Mikey A and his older sister. =) plus i went with Sam W and thats always fun. it was crazy.. we didnt even get there until about midnight. i had been watchin a movie and planned on going to bed at 11 when Miss Wheeler called me and said she was comin to pick me up. i had a great time though. smoked a deez joint with Mike, Betsy, Caleb and Sam.. hehe. we got home at about 3am........... then i got up for work at 6! ugh!!
work on the 4th of july sucks ass. it was busy as fuck and i made shit for tips! not fair!!!
I
HATE
THIS
JOB
the only good thing about it is that i get to work with Sam sometimes.
i was still kinda high/drunk when i went to work. lmao. but i was exhausted which was not cool. so i didnt mind terribly staying in on the 4th, since i was kinda spent.
i miss Mariel. so very much.
i got high earlier and had a bout of creativity. did this really cool trippy sketch and wrote two poems. go me!
must call Laughing Moon. see about job there. or anywhere else! Betsy works at Friendlys and she makes way more than i do... so im gonna apply there. anything is better than goddamn Maggie & June's!
The Adventures of Baron Munchausen = an awesome fucking movie. <3 Terry Gilliam. Brilliant director.
tired. bed. night.
current mood:  tired
current music: Phish- Cities
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| Wednesday, June 30th, 2004
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9:15 pm - speaks his name, though you were born to me... cassidy
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well life has been alright lately i guess... i mean putting aside the whole family crap which NEVER goes away. work sucks though. i hate Maggie & June's Diner. i hate Rick. ohhh my god, what an asshole!!!
but the other day i was in Laughing Moon with Sam (she got a new car!! yay!!!) and the chick who is always there (can never remember her name) said Nancy needs people so i filled out an official application and yeah. cool!
i got sam some things for her bday... some bumper stickers for her car and a Tori Amos cd. =)
i saw Fahrenheit 9/11 when it came out last friday with Sean and Sarah. it was an awesome movie! i hope it sways a lot of young voters to vote againts Bush in November!!
i went to go see it again with Heather on Sunday and we ended up getting caught in the traffic on the way to Randolph.... got there 15 minutes late and it was SOLD OUT!! grrr... pointless drive, it was. oh well. i still had a good time talkin with Heather since i havent seen her in a bit.
alright....... do i buy a ticket for the Dead at the end of July? i really wanna see them but not sure if i should spend the money. i should see if mum and dad wanna go....... muahaha. i wanna meet up with Eric before we both go off to college!
i finally learned my favorite Bob Dylan song "It's Alright Ma (I'm only bleeding)" on the guitar... its drop D tuning on the 6th string, and then capo on the second. not so hard to remember, right? lotta fun to play.
today Sam and Sam and Casey came over. Casey had to go after a while but Sam^2 and I went over to the Guiney's pool and swam and stuff. and then Sam G had to go home... so me and Wheeler smoked a bowl and drove over to Kingston for KFC.. hehe.
okay is it just me, or does Brent Mydland suck ass?! I hate his songs with GD. I dont mind his playing... but his voice and his songs do NOT belong in a band like the Dead. he should be in... some cheesy 80s band. gah! he ruins the home-y feel of Jerry's voice... and Bobby's got a good voice. but Brent should stfu.
not like this rant actually matters...... *tear* they arent even around anymore. i shouldnt even say that. Jerry and Brent are dead. and Pigpen and Keith. i wonder if any other members have died.... *ponders*
PLAYYYIN, PLAYIN IN THE BAND! DAYYYY BREAK, DAY BREAK ON THE LAND!!!
i'ma jam on this song now. ahhhhhhh................ Jerry... some of your 80s stuff was just PRIMO. why'd you have to waste the rest of your jams with heroin?????
*melts into the jam*
current mood:  full
current music: Grateful Dead- Playin in the Band
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| Monday, June 21st, 2004
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2:24 pm - these are a few of my favorite things...
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okay well i stole this from someone's (jill) journal.. hope she don't mind. i'm just bored and it looked fun. hehe.
x. I am: Kate
x. I want: to go hiking!
x. I have: to get a car
x. I wish: that my boss wasn't such a dick
x. I hate: my family situation
x. I miss: Katie Atanian but not anymore since she's come home!!!!
x. I fear: nuclear war, no lie
x. I hear: the saxophone of John Coltrane
x. I search: for people I can relate to
x. I wonder: if I won't like being so far from home in Colo.
x. I love: my friends... and partying with them!
x. I ache: in my back all the time... gah
x. I always: sleep in too late
x. I am not: going to miss PNHS
x. I dance: all the fucking time! wherever, whenever...
x. I sing: all the fucking time! lol... actually last night i was singing while playin guitar at leslie's kegger and i didnt even care that i have a terrible voice. being drunk and losing inhibitions is good
x. I cry: when i find something overwelmingly beautiful. i am so passionate about life... its exactly like that quote from American Beaty.
x. I am not always: stoned
x. I write: about philosophy in my notebooks
x. I win: at losing
x. I lose: at winning
x. I confuse: just about everyone that doesnt really know me
x. I should: go running everyday
x. Three things you are often complimented for: the mohawk, my guitar skills and my laid back-ness
x. You get embarrassed when: uhhh rather not say but it has to do with my dad
x. What upsets you: dad
x. You keep a diary: yeh, online.
x. You like to cook: Ramen noodles!
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: there may be one or two
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: yes, i did for school and now i use it for work. its 10 minutes ahead. it helps
x. You bite your fingernails: nope. my nails are super short so i can play.
x. You believe in love: ummm well there are lots of different kinds of love. i believe in some of them but not all.
x. The prettiest person of the opposite sex you know on the outside: umm well... gee Marty's kinda pretty. hehe.
x. The loudest person you know: Katie Atanian is sooo loud! haha i love her!
x. Your closest friend: Katie, Sam W, Sam G, Heather, Kristin
x. The person that knows the most about you: probably my brother
x. Most boring teacher: *thinks back* ms. clavin, lmfao. no but umm.. probably mrs foley, geometry freshman year.
x. Your most overused phrase on IM: lol
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: whatever i've been doing that night
x. Your best feature: the hawk... haha
x. Inside joke: playing intellectual---> the universe spins to the left! gravity doesnt exist! hahaha
x. Take a shower everyday: yeah, but i havent taken one yet today cause im goin to the beach soon so i'll take one later.
x. Have a (any) crush (es): ummmm Marty i guess. but its not like serious. i just like flirting with him. dont want a relationship or nothing.
x. Think you've been in love: i dunno... i'm gonna go with yes.
x. Want to get married: maybe, it depends
x. Have any tattoos/where? not yet! (getting a line of GD bears dancing across my back when i turn 18)
x. Piercing/where? only in my ears
x. Get along with your parents: only my mom
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF
x. Ryan: Carr... damnit, he stole my book!
x. Rob: ert Nesta Marly
x. Stephanie: the girl on Full House. lol
x. Heather: Sinn, my suga momma
x. Aaron: and David Trahan
x. Amy: some chick i met at a party
x. Eve: and Adam
x. John: King, sitar master + ex bf
x. Alex: The Secret World of Alex Macc! haha
x. Justin: Jill's lil bro
x. Ricky: Blaze...hehehehe
x. Jack: Daniels... he's muh buddy. "me n Jack are like this" *crosses fingers* -Ali
goin to the beach soon.. gotta get ready. lates..haha
current mood:  chipper
current music: John Coltrane- My Favorite Things
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1:23 am - WOW
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its a major miracle i can type! i keep fixing my mistakes though. haha well im just a little drunk. not like completely toasted, but nicely drunk/buzzed. i worked from 7-2:30 and went to ali's party around like 5. it was kinda dulling done then. johnny c's band played, they were fucking awesome!
katie came home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how fucking THRILLED am i?!?!?! ohhhhh man, me and her are gonna have a fuckin BLAST this summer. *anticipates it*
so anyways we left a lil after katie got to ali's and all drove over to leslie mcenroe's kegger. it was awesome. i had such a great time! i got to meet leslie's bros and they were fun... shane, courtney, mike, me and katie, hotboxing the car, headlight lap dance to dip it low (ow ow!), fire crackers, playing guitar, rich skinny dipping.. hahahaha man it was great! oh and i still fucking want marty... like really bad. i fucking love that kid no matter what. we were playin guitar and drinkin beers together it was nice. i <3 him. i want him.
im kina pissed at pat. he's been skimping my bags. well my last bag. it was fucking 40 and half the fucking weight was a shitty ass stem i didnt even notice until i broke up like two or three bowls worth. grrrrr. no more buying from pat. he's been kina rude to me lately. i mean he didnt invite me to his party or anything. whatever. i have other people i can buy from.
dead phish and cheese
lol
aight, bed fucking time. im wasted (both drunk and exhausted)
i like to party
if you dont
too bad
its fun
yup
current mood:  drunk
current music: Phish- Pebbles and Marbles
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| Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
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4:29 pm - Can we get it together, can we still stand side by side?
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Ming had to be put down today. It was so sad. Dad was taking him over to the pen so he could run around and he freaked out and broke his leg. So mom and dad took him to the vet in Hanover and ended up having to put him to sleep cause it would cost thousands of dollars to fix him. =( Yao is going to be so lonely. I feel so sad about it... it's not really like I was close with him or anything but it makes me depressed.
This new job I have is alright. Rick (my boss) is kind of a dick but I suppose I can deal with it until the end of the summer. I really need to be making some money! Tips are pretty good and I get to work with Kristin sometimes, so its not all bad. I guess I'll be working weekends there so I can try to get another job on the weekdays, something a little easier like a gift shop maybe.
Sean came home on Friday night which was awesome. He ended up buying a really nice sitar in India and he can already play it.. haha. He got me an embroidered maroon shoulder bag from Tibet with the sign for good luck on it, I love it. He also got me a carved wooden pipe that comes apart into several different pieces. You can arrange it in several ways, so it's really neat. Definitely unique I mean no one else has this pipe! HH DL 14, maaaaan. hahaha
I had a lot of fun Saturday night. I hung out with Sam Wheeler, bought myself the first 40 bag I've bought in months and christened McGuyver at Plimoth Plantation with Sam, Pat and Joe Sullivan (well he didnt smoke but he was chillin with us there).
Then Sam and I got some food at the store, went over to the school and decided to smoke a bowl on the soccer field. It was sweet. We were gonna go out to the 50 yard line of the football field (like on Dazed & Confused) but the fence was locked so we sat at the end of the portables and finished smoking the bowl. It was funny. I felt like I was in that movie, haha. And to top it off, when we were pulling into the parking lot of the school, Alice Cooper's "School's Out" came on the radio!!! Perfection!
We drove over to Rory Garbazeski's (sp?) grad party at his wicked nice house by the ocean. There were a lot of the "preppy" people there but Bret, Jake, Ricky, Pat, Ali and Joe were there and a few other nice people that went out of their way to talk to us. We only stayed for a little while. Talked to Rory for a bit and Joe Sullivan, lol, that kid is fucking hilarious! Ali invited us to this little shindig up in Boston on Friday celebrating her 18th bday (which was Sunday I think) and Shelby's going away (I believe she's leaving at some point next week). If I'm not working I'll try to go!
So we left Rory's and saw Mikey pulling in, talked to him for a minute or two, and then headed over to a party on White Horse Beach, which turned out kinda lame. This asshole kid yelled at us for smoking a bowl and then they almost threw a dead bird into the fire. It was so stupid and Kaley wanted to go home so we left almost right away.
Went to Burger King after that and man... it was fucking weird! There were like 4 patrol cars at the gas station all parked some of the cops were talking to each other and like a police SUV parked off to the side, and another one over at Dunkies. Maybe it was so weird cause we were totally stoned, but I dunno. Kinda freaked us out! Drove home after that and crashed in my bed cause I had to work at 8 the next morning.
Ummm.... relaxed yesterday and today. Slept in pretty late, felt really nice to get a lot of sleep after waking up so early for work. Heather came over last night and we rented Monty Python's The Meaning of Life. It was damn hilarious! "Every sperm is sacred; every sperm is great. If a sperm is wasted, God gets quite irate!" hahaha...
I watched the SCI dvds the other day with Sean. They made me feel a *little* better about not being at Bonnaroo over the weekend. Oh, but, according to Bliss, two people died there!! Anyways, Michael Kang is one hot Asian motherfucker! haha and damn, can he ever play!
I cant believe Pat had a party the other day and didnt even invite me. Grrrr. He thought I knew about it? Okay, what, am I supposed to read minds or something? Oh well. Whatever!
I talked to dear Marty on the phone just a little while ago. I miss that kid, haven't seen him since grad. I had a dream about him the other night too, it was an awesome dream and it made me realize just how much I still care about him... He crashed his truck last weekend, stupid drunk driving. If he was going faster he could have killed himself cause he never wears his seatbelt. Christ, he's gonna kill himself anyways if he doesn't watch out for himself. I really really don't want anything bad to happen to him. Anyways, he's got himself a new job doing landscaping so I guess that's good, but he works long hours and 6 days a week so that doesn't leave much opportunity to see him a lot this summer. Well hopefully I get to see him again soon.
Okay well I'm off. Boss still hasn't called me so I guess that means I'm not working tomorrow either. Good. haha. Waitressing is hard on the feet.
current mood: sad
current music: Neil Young- Old Man
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| Thursday, June 10th, 2004
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6:28 pm - childhood memories...
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so i found this in some girl's journal and decided to snag it, kinda lame, but oh well. there's no way i'd remember all those things on my own! here's a list of the things of the 80s and 90s, when we grew up. movies, tv shows, toys, trends, clothes, books, music etc. here it is:
Fresh Prince of Bel-Air**
Fraggle Rock**
G.I. Joe**
Are You Afraid of the Dark?**
Secret World of Alex Mack**
Nightmare Before Christmas**
Welcome Freshman*
Space Cases*
Roundhouse*
The Muppet Show**
Muppet Babies**
Eureka's Castle**
Salute Your Shorts**
Legends of the Hidden Temple**
You Can't Do That On Television*
G.U.T.S.**
What Would You Do?**
Double Dare**
Rocko's Modern Life**
All That**
Snorks*
Ren and Stimpy**
Clarissa Explains It All**
The Torklesons*
The Adventures of Pete and Pete**
Stick Stickley**
Good Burger**
Angry Beavers**
Spongebob Squarepants**
Hey Arnold!**
AAH! Real Monsters**
Tiny Toons**
Animaniacs**
Pinky and the Brain**
The Babysitter's Club**
Underdog**
Kablam!**
Gullah Gullah Island*
Richard Scarry
Dumbo's Circus
Ocean Girl
Mystery Files of Shelby Woo**
Snick Snacks*
Dunkaroos**
SNICK**
Koala Yummies
Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?**
Nick Magazine**
The Goonies**
Ernest Movies**
Radio Flyer*
Disney Watchers
Adventures in Wonderland**
Homeward Bound**
The Adventures of Yellow Dog
Milo and Otis**
Neverending Story**
Who Framed Roger Rabbit?**
The Lion King**
Labyrinth*
101 Dalmatians**
The Secret Garden**
Pete's Dragon*
Hocus Pocus**
Secret of Roan Inish
Land Before Time**
Dinosaurs**
Fern Gully *
Secret of NIMH ( rings a bell)*
Gummi Bears**
Care Bears**
A Little Princess**
My Little Pony**
Black Beauty**
Rainbow Brite**
Lady Lovely Locks
Candyland**
Sorry!**
Trouble**
Don't Wake Daddy!**
Mousetrap**
Jenga**
Don't Break the Ice**
Hungry Hungry Hippos**
Cooties**
Tinker Toys*
The castles that made tea sets**
Polly Pocket**
Hypercolor T-Shirts**
Lite Brite**
Sky Dancers**
Scrunchies**
Side Ponytails**
Stirrup Pants*
Jellies**
Saddle Shoes*
Barbies**
Beanie Babies**
Tamagotchies*
Duncan Yo-Yos**
Choose Your Own Adventure*
Pogs**
Goosebumps**
Magic Attic Club*
American Girl**
Island of the Blue Dolphin**
Saved By The Bell**
Hey Dude!**
Full House**
Step By Step**
TGIF on ABC**
Sabrina, the Teenage Witch**
Boy Meets World**
Clueless**
Mork and Mindy**
Simpsons**
Flipper**
Eerie Indiana*
Third Rock From The Sun**
Tracey Ullman Show
Ghostwriter**
Growing Pains**
Family Ties*
Titanic**
Felix The Cat: The Movie**
Jonathan Taylor Thomas**
Home Improvement**
Tom and Huck**
My Brother and Me* *
Kenan and Kel**
Hanson**
Inspector Gadget**
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles**
Power Rangers**
Hot Wheels**
Creepy Crawlers**
Easy Bake Oven**
Flower Making Kits* *
Weinerville *
Wild and Crazy Kids**
Playdough McDonald's Sets**
Animorphs* *
Rainbow Fish**
If You Give A Mouse A Cookie*
Bailey School Kids*
Wayside School*
Mrs. Piggle Wiggle*
Boxcar Kids**
Ramona Quimby**
Amber Brown*
Roald Dahl **
Allegra's Window* *
3-2-1 Contact
Wishbone* *
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| Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
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11:55 pm - Brushfire fairytales...
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I wish I lived in a fairy tale. I think about this all the time. I am obsessed with romanticized stories about enchanted forests and magical creatures and haunted caves and all that great stuff. Magic mushrooms. Heh. Old movies do it for me, story books, any of that stuff. I love it.
That's probably part of the reason I love being in the wilderness... because if I use my imagination, I can pretend that I'm in a completely different time, no longer in this scary, ugly world that just seems to be too much for a simple soul like me.
Just like that beautiful mountain valley in Colorado with the stream running through it, the bright green grass, wild flowers, giant pine trees... and not a bit of civilization that the eye could see. That's what I love, that's what I want.
And that's probably part of the reason why I want to go into environmental science, conservationalism to be exact. It's really important to me that nature be preserved. Because if we keep building on it... then what we will have left our children? Nothing but miles and miles of deserted mini-mall parking lots.
Anyways, the stuff about the fairytales... that might seem a little childish, but I don't care. It means a lot to me, and in more than one way. Maybe someday I'll write my own story.
Well I guess this was kind of inspired by "Shrek 2" which I saw tonight with Heather. It was fucking hilarious!!! Definitely gonna buy it when it comes out on DVD. Hopefully we shall gallavant out to a party this weekend since nothing was going on tonight. That had to be expected... it *is* Wednesday.
Need some sleep now... I'm going in to Maggie & June's Diner tomorrow morning at 9. He didn't really say if I'm hired or what.. but.. I dunno. I hope it works out! I desperately need this job!!!
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| Tuesday, June 8th, 2004
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3:37 pm - more quizzes.... cause i have no life! *stfu*
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| Monday, June 7th, 2004
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2:47 am - quizzies
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congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
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Tomboy
What's your sexual appeal?
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Classic rock! Without you the other genres
wouldn't exist! You are the raw and original
sound of rock! Other genres may try to imitate
your rawness, but they can never be like you!
What genre of rock are you?
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You're addicted to.....
Weed!
Yes weed! This is one of the more popular and easy
to get drugs out there now. Like LSD weed also
gives hallucinations but not neer as bad.
People on weed also get the MUNCHIES!
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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You're a Dialogue/Character Writer!
What kind of writer are you?
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(the funny thing about this one is that i've always had a hard time replicating realistic dialogue. but its true i do prefer descriptions.)
You're bubblegum!!! You love to have a good time,
and enjoy being around others who feel the same
way. You tend to be the life of the party, and
people like to be around you as much as they
can.
Which kind of candy are you?
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Your Heart is Red
What Color is Your Heart?
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You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Sneakers- funny, laid-back, and goofy, you love to
make people laugh and have a good time. You
enjoy comfort and don't care to much about what
people think of you. You like to hang out with
your buddies and just have a good time. [please
vote! thank you! :)]
What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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You are the Goddess of Fire. You live with extreme
passion... Either with Sexuallity, creativity,
or just pure energy. You are most likly in peak
shape either menatly or physically or both. You
are one of the most Powerful of the Four
Goddesses.
Other Fire Goddesses: Brigit, Freya, Hestia, Pele,
Vesta
Which of the Four Elemental Goddesses are you?(With Pics)
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You are Cleopatra of the Nile. The great
biographer of the time, Plutarch, wrote of
Cleopatra, 'Her actual beauty, it is said, was
not in itself so remarkable that none could be
compared with her, or that no one could see her
without being struck by it, but the contact of
her presence, if you lived with her, was
irresistible . . . It was a pleasure merely to
hear the sound of her voice, with which, like
an instrument of many strings, she could pass
from one language to another . . .' You have a
spark in you that draws other people to you.
Indeed, you are drawn to others because you are
always curious. People can talk to you; and
you have a passion in life to know, live, love,
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OKAY thats enough!
Bliss is calling me to say good night... he's sooooo sweet, I love him!
misterfreewill: you fuckin rock girl
misterfreewill: dont let anyone tell you any different
misterfreewill: love love love love love
misterfreewill: :-P
I cant wait until Phish when we can finally chill! Oh! and I'm going to meet up with Eric (Mr. Clapton, hehe) at the Dead show at the end of July. That should be fun!! *downs some more rum* I mean, ah, what?!
okay my phone is officially a piece of shit. Ryan called me twice, three times actually, and it didnt go through. He left me two messages though. I tried to check them but it turned off. No battery. :'( Oh well. A little treat for tomorrow. lol.
current mood: drunk
current music: Grateful Dead- Bird Song
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| Saturday, June 5th, 2004
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7:11 pm - w00t!
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HELL YES!!!! I GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL!!!! *high fives self* Good job Kate, you did it. Good job class of 2004! I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo happy to be done! It was kind of surreal... graduation, the whole thing. The speeches were... allright. I really only liked Jill's speech though. (Anne was valedictorian and Jill, Catie Casey and Michelle Drever were the salutatarians.) Ummm yeah... what is there to say other than I'm abso-fucking-lutely THRILLED! =D
current mood: ecstatic
current music: Phish- Chalkdust Torture
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| Sunday, May 30th, 2004
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6:25 pm - heyyy-ooo
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last night was really fun... kegger at mike's place in cedarville. all the usual crew plus some of the college kids. i had a great conversation with louise (dan's gf) almost all night. she is really cool and just a great person. marty got a concussion!! i think he fell and hit his head on the doorframe, there was blood everywhere. me and krissie were upstairs making popcorn and all of a sudden people are rushing up with blood all over their hands and stuff. it was gross. and of course he was bleeding a lot more cause he was so drunk. eventually mike's sister got it to stop and i think he went home a little later. there was still a late night crew up and around (STILL playing beer pong, lol) and a few of us decided to go get McD's at the 24 hour drive through. yum yum! then we watched an endless episode of America's Funniest Animals or something... lol. me and Kris left at like 4-ish and decided to swing over to the beach to catch the sunrise, even though it didn't come up until 5:20. we just sat there and listened to classic rock and talked and watched this beautiful fire explode on the horizon. it was amazing. i cant believe ive lived in plymouth my whole life and never watched a sunrise at the beach! i'll never forget it.
friday night i actually ended up going over to that camping spot with Sam W, Drew, Casey, Rachel and Andrew Alfone. It was really fun, like an adventure! haha. We took two canoes across the lake and by then it was clearing up so it was very beautiful to see the clouds and the moon and stars reflecting on the water. Sam brought a handle of Southern Comfort and some cokes and I had the pot. We even had Drew's mp3s to listen to and food and yeah... the only thing that sucked was that everyone was tired after prom and went to bed pretty soon. There was no fire either, cause the wood was too damp from the rain. But me and Sam were troopers, we stayed up til like 4 in the morning just talking, smoking, drinking, listening to some Pink Floyd. it was awesome.
I really couldn't have asked for a better weekend! I think tonight Heather is coming out (she was sick last night) and me and her and Krissie are gonna go find another parrrrtay! =) Well, gotta go shower and stuff. I slept allllll day. lol. Got up, ate food, cleaned my room (partially) and now I'm here. I think I'm goin to some sort of barbeque too. Hm.
current mood:  giddy
current music: Grateful Dead- Throwing Stones
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| Friday, May 28th, 2004
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9:52 pm - fah-king lit
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SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today was Pretty Day and although parts of it were majorly boring, it felt so great just having completed high school and finally walking through those arches with everyone looking at you. I had this really warm fuzzy feeling walking into the gym. It was a great moment. There were parts when I could tell a lot of people were crying and people in their speeches were like "I know you're going to be sad leaving here..." and me and Pat laughed everytime and we're just like aw hells no! haha. Sam W made a poster for me!!!!! It had my name and around it said Deadhead, Boston Brownies, and Mohawks Rule! haha. and there was another one that said "Hippie Luv" with a rainbow and mine, Marty, Jake and Pat's name. hehehe.
Anyways the only crappy thing about today was that it rained like all day. Blech! I felt so cute in my polka dot skirt and little high heels, although those were a pain when we were walking out to the tokin shack. We went over to Jakes after the ceremony ended. It was Jake, me, Pat, Marty, Bret, Rory, Ali, Heather, umm.. some chick whose name I really cant remember Katelyn I think and dat was it. Oh yeah Mike too. And Andrew Potenza and Kristen Macfarlene. I am retarded.
Holy shit, that was prolly the most weed I've ever smoked in one day. It was like 420 all over again. We smoked two bowls, a HUGE ass blunt that went around for like 30 minutes and at least two or more hookah bowls. The hookah is sweet, it has three hoses and hits really nice. We smoked until the point of retardation. lol. Then we just chilled in the basement, played pool, some fun old school video games like TMNT and Super Mario Brothers. I heart Duck Hunt. haha. No expression on Bret's face whatsoever. "Thats whats fucked up with our generation! We grew up on fuckin Duck Hunt man! Thats the reason for Columbine." LMAO.
We were going out to the shack for a second session on the hookah (new kids came, more pot) and we noticed there was a nest hanging between the window and the roof overhang of the shack... and hanging/spazzing out/chirping from the nest was a little baby bird. It was the saddest thing! Ali, me, Mike and Rory left while they were trying to help save it. haha. I hope they did! The ride to WP with Ali was nuts. We were both baked out of our fucking minds and just totally silent or totally into the music on the radio. lol.
Anyways I didnt really do anything except eat more food, watch some tv, get on the comp and talk to people on the phone since I got home. I was planning on going out tonight but it didnt work out (we're all tired, me = BURNT and the party is at Mike's in Cedarville which is too far away). So tomorrow is when me and Kristin and maybe Heather and hopefully Sam W are gonna do something fun. Go all out. Get fuckin trashed! hehehe. I hope all the kids are having fun at prom tonight! I wish I was still gonna go camp out with them. Hmm.. maybe I should call Sam. *ponder*
In any event, this post is long enough. Later, y'all.
current mood: burnt out like a motherfucker
current music: Jeff Buckley- Mojo Pin
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| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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5:09 pm - terrible
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HORRIBLE FUCKING NEWS:
PHISH IS BREAKING UP. Their last show is the festival in VT. I just bought tickets. I'm so fucking depressed. Ohhhhhhhh mannnnnnnnnn... it's NOT FAIR! I go to ONE fucking show, they get me fuckin hooked on em, and then what do they do?! THEY SPLIT! NO!!!! YOU CANT DO THAT!! YOU CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!
POR fucking QUE, Trey? I'm gonna cry. Seriously. This is almost as sad as thinking about the fact that Jerry is dead. Well not as much. But still! It's pretty fucking depressing. I don't even want to believe it.
Well that just turned my day into SHIT. I can't believe it. Forget fucking Bonnaroo. I am dedicating myself to seeing as many Phish shows this summer as possible. Forget following the Dead, how about Phish. I should fucking buy tickets for the Great Woods shows too. Man. Boy man. God shit. Wash uffize drive me to Firenze.
Anyways today was going pretty well until that. I took my LAST final (human phys) and when I gave my book to Blaisdell she told me I got the highest score in the class on the final!!! I was sooo happy! Then I hung out with Heather for most of the day. We played hacky sack and went shopping with her aunt. Came home, watched tv, got online and looked at my messages.
NotJim1: PHISH IS BREAKING UP!!!!
NotJim1: NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I think to myself, what a joker that kid is! Ha ha, Phish breaking up. Stop kiddin around Jim! Then just to make sure, I go to Phish.net, and read Trey's statement. Crappy.
Jon doesnt believe it. He says... how many times have the rollingstones called it there "last tour"
wildhorses817: yeah but the Stones have been around for AGES
berkfestgroove: and so will phish, just you see
Anyways, the confirmation for the two tickets I just bought... 30-51140/NY2.
I shall leave on the note of their very own words~
I was taught a month ago
To bide my time and take it slow
But then I learned just yesterday
To rush and never waste the day
Well I'm convinced the whole day long
That all I learn is always wrong
and things are true that I forget
But no one taught that to me yet
current mood: gloomy
current music: PHISH- Character Zero
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| Tuesday, May 25th, 2004
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11:13 pm - hmm
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I should probably study for human phys & get some sleep. But I'll probably be up for a while longer.
I woke up late today - summer style. That's right - 1 pm!! lol. Heather called at like 1, that was when I jumped up and got in the shower finally cause she was heading over. I taught her three chords on the guitar, we got lunch, and drove around a whole bunch.
The kid Jake never called me about the Bonnaroo ticket. That jerk better still be taking the ticket! Btw, the tickets kick ass. They have like holograms on em and whatnot. They made me want to go. AGAIN! Heather is going to do some major Bonnaroo convincing to her mom cause she wants to go. Her, me and Kristin. lol. Fuckin roaaadddd tripppp. haha. Its a pipe dream that probably wont happen, but meh. Whatever. I need to email Sean too. hmm. tomorrow.
Kristin came over after Heather went home so we could "STUDY" for human phys. We conquered that shit like a mofo!! lol. I fuckin love hanging out with Kristin, even if it is to do a crappy review packet. DUDE, we came up with awesome plans for this Friday! We're gonna camp out at CP with my tent and get ourselves some yummy Smirnoff Ice and get fuckin wasted... hehehe. I can't wait. It'll kick ass. Me, Krissie, Heather, maybe Marty, Jake errr I dunno. hehe.
OOH, bad bad bad news though. I was chillin with Jim Williamson after my finals yesterday and we were just driving around, smoking bowls, listening to fuckin Mother McCree(!!!) hahaha and Phish. ANYWAYS, we were talkin and then he tells me that some fucking COPS came down to CP last weekend! I AM MAJORLY BUMMED. I guess it was that stupid blonde asshole with the truck who always invites like 57847392 people and blasts his music - his fault. Supposedly the cops just told them to throw their booze away, put the fire out and leave - no arrests. But now we have to keep CP on the real down low, or else we could get in some serious trouble. I'm so fucking depressed. I knew CP was gonna get blown up. Grrrr.
Anyways, stupid motherfuckers keep leaving fucked up comments in Heather's journal and it's fucking pissing me off, majorly. People should just SHUT THE FUCK UP when it comes to someone else's life that they have NO PART IN. Goddamn, I'm sick of this high school drama bullshit. I am more than welcoming a whole new world of people that will hopefully be a lot more mature that most of the fuckers I have spent my life here in Plymouth with. I hope these anonymous commenters won't stay this way their whole life, because they will definitely miss out on a lot.
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| Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
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1:27 pm - POR QUE?!?!?!?!?
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hahaha WNL was awesome this year. well there were some okay skits but other were fucking amazing. all the monty python stuff was great, and "Dr. Bob" which Ryan, Andrew, Kris and some others wrote... ohhh my lord. i was in tears i was laughing so fricken hard. "coche, coche, coche..." hahaha. greatness.
the rap concert was a disaster but any one of us could have told Mrs. Fleming that months ago. Sam W picked me up and we took a little detour and smoked a bowl before going there and we got there like halfway through. i guess it didnt even start until like 20 after 7. the auditorium wasnt even half full. we go in and sit down in the back right when Cheryn goes on to sing a song. not even 20 seconds into the song, everyone starts coughing wicked loud and people start getting up and leaving. me and Sam were like wtf, thats so rude! are they like staging some sort of coup??? but then we started coughing too, and realized a little later that Renzo (THE DEATH OF US ALL) had his stupid fog machine on the whole time and it broke down and the smoke was making everyone cough. so everyone had to evacuate from the auditorium for about 20 minutes. Sam and I decided to go get shakes at McD's cause her throat was killing her and I had the munchies. we caught like the last 10 minutes of the show.. and then we had the SFH party. it was pretty boring plus they were playing shitty music. i basically talked to the teachers and Drew the whole time. haha. Ms Manly kicks ass! she's going to burn me some cds this weekend. =)
last night was Amanda's grad party. it was alright... i only stayed for like two hours though. and im kinda bummed that i broke my date with Willy cause i left at the same time i would have left to go hang out with him... oh well. maybe next weekend or something.
i'm waiting for this kid Jake to call now. he's buying one of my Bonnaroo tickets. im still feeling really bummed that i'm not going. maybe i still will. i dont know!! he was supposed to buy 3 and then i was gonna put the 4th one on Ebay, but he only needs one now. soo... now i have three left. and i dunno. its still so tempting to just go!
but speaking of festies, i am DEFINITELY hitting up the Phish fest in Vermont this August. no matter what. i will fucking walk there if i have to. but i wont cause i know for sure that Mike is going, and i bet Marty and Jake and others will be going.
AGH, I wanna see SCI sooo fucking bad this summer. *weeps* whyyyyyyyyyy.... why arent they coming here on their tour?!??!
well im fucking hungry so im gonna go eat. and MAYBE study for my calc final tomorrow. hahahaha. i really should, but i somehow doubt that i will.
current mood: discontent
current music: SCI- Way Back Home
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| Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
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10:35 am - This is the END
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Beautiful friend... the end.
This is end,
my only friend, the end
Of our elabortate plans, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I'll never look into your eyes... again.
Can you picture what will be?
So limitless and free
Desperately in need of some
Strangers hand... in a
Desperate land.
Well. 2 days left of high school. My high school career, at an end. The end. The beginning. The beautiful dawn of a brand new day when you don't know where you are or who you're with but you just throw your life to the wind and let it blow you in whatever direction you destiny may be. Maybe I'm not meant for the west, but I won't know until I get there. And maybe I'm not meant for New England, but I won't know until I come home.
There are millions of people out there in the world. All I've known for 17 and a half years was Plymouth. Sure I've travelled, but wasn't that just a sneak peak for what's to come? Is this the time I start living? Or do I just want to escape from whatever problems I might not be able to fix that are here... so I go there. But I dont know. I wish I had the ability to do everything I've ever wanted to do and see all these things and places and meet so many people and I know for certain that I CANNOT do that here in Plymouth. Its sooo exciting. I'm starting a whole new part of my life.. there is just SO much potential. There always has been. But now I'm going to be on my own and with that much more potential to just... DO all these incredible things.
I was scared a few days ago but now I feel changed. I was playing guitar out on the steps yesterday and it was sort of cloudy but then little by little the sun started poking through and the sky was beginning to clear up. I could smell the earth, the deep brown soil, dampened, full of life, fresh cut grass, flower petals, all blowing around in the wind and creating the most beautiful spring aroma that I can never fail to appreciate. Anyways, as the sky began to clear I started playing this song... I just knew the chords I didnt really think about it. And somehow this song just perfectly described everything in that moment, as well as the things in my life at this time. Leaving, accepting things as the are, changing the things that I can control, and enjoying the moment. No, I dont have words for it yet, but it is just a matter of getting that feeling onto paper (that's the hard part, isn't it?)...
I'll miss the familiarity. Thats what it is. Thats what was scaring me. Its like I've come here every day for four years, seen the same faces, procrastinated on all my homework assignments, sat in the same chairs, and ate the same food. Now that is all ending, it will all be gone. And then I dont know what. New people, new places, new street names to memorize, new food, new jobs, the whole deal. I can either be intimidated by it, or exhilarated by it, and I have chosen the latter.
So anyways, I'm done with this nice reflective journal entry, coming to you from my fourth period study (long period) where I never really do any work anyways.
P.S.
Sam Wheeler kicks ass!
P.P.S.
Capo on the second fret... C and Fmaj: G7, E7, Asus
current mood:  accomplished
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| Friday, May 14th, 2004
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6:50 pm - sorry!
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| Thursday, May 13th, 2004
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5:33 pm
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I'm going out of my FUCKING mind!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE SERIOUS FEELINGS ABOUT WANTING TO KILL HIM. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
YOU........ STUPID........... FUCKING............. BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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