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Friday, April 27th, 2007
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|Entry#1341| 4:15 pm | blah man blah
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sometimes my boyfriend is SUCH an ass, it boggles my mind. myspace is the biggest drama laiden cesspool i've ever known. my spelling has went to complete shit i feel horridly fat from being so pregnant so soon. i've lost 13 pounds yet i still look like i'm 6 months pregnant ugh.
tonight it's either see a concert in south carolina about an hour and a half away....or lay around and stuff him full of my homemade chili , do puzzles and watch tv.. sadly the later sounds more appealing to me. lets hope he agrees.
ugh!
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| Thursday, April 19th, 2007
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|Entry#1340| 4:23 pm | Hello *echoes* pregnant, alive, in love.
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How is everyone doing????
To those that aren't on other sites with me a quick recap. I've been cancer free for a year. Woot woot.
Though I was deemed infertile , Joe and I concieved not so long ago and I just hit second trimester little one is doing great i'm 13 and a half weeks.
Trying to catch up with everything i'm on bedrest a lot I'm high risk so i might be around again. Anyone still update???
Give me a shout!
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| Monday, July 24th, 2006
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| Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
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| Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
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|Entry#1334| 8:41 am | Me in action :)(working)
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Something really cool? Met a photog at a show, he found my flickr and I found me in his

that was the Dead to Fall show. the guy on stage is Jon (lead singer of dtf), i'm kicking it in the photopit in awee of him
Two post secrets I made. ( Read more... )
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| Saturday, April 29th, 2006
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| Monday, April 24th, 2006
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|Entry#1328| 9:59 pm | Dead To Fall @ Ziggy's in Winton-Salem 4-23-06
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I'm only done photopost on 100 of the 500 images. Many more to come :)
For those that missed the bulletin: Last night was insane. Anyone not at the Dead To Fall show.... really missed out! It has been a long time since I've been to a metal show, and man am I glad I actually went. Yes, it was brutal...yes I wanted to kill some of the stupid "dancers' that isnt' dancing. Mosh pit fine, headbanging again... fine but that stupid kick your arms and legs in a freaking windmill like stance while running into everyone there just to watch the show... not dancing. One guy punched me in the ribs while kicking me in the back of the head. I hope he liked the taste of my elbow and the blood that came momentarily after my blow to the face. Idiot! ..... only thing they are good for is a photo op.

Back to the night many of the band were absolutely sick! My favorite was Dead To Fall and not because Jon (singer) gave me access to the photographers pit after someone put in a word, but for the fact they really embodied the energy and power that is music. It was over 100ercent given. Running up the barrier having the crowd sing. For that 45 minutes or however long their set was, they were gods. Deserving gods, best show I've seen in AGES OK a tie with Trances Arc but they are two totally different genres/scenes and types of performances.
A few shots from the night I took well over 500 images so much more in photos to come, and I have to research what band is what beyond Dead To Fall to put them in galleries right. Full galleries up and a blog about it soon enough :)


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Think one of the best quotes of the night was... "No more of that ninja dancing bullshit, I want to see a circle pit!".
Dont' think anything else could have made the night better at all, well except that one tiny thing ;)
If they are coming to a town near you. GO!
What did everyone else do last night?
~Dia
Notice all image, blurs, motion lines, double negatives and other assorted weird lighting, trails, perfect in focus, perfect out of focus are purposeful, this is my style. I obviously know how to use a camera, it's my job :P so don't say that would be great if it was X way, if I wanted it X way it would have been done that way. Hope that doesn't sound snippy but I'm trying to grow my own art not someone elses. I love feedback though and if you think it should be a dif way the only way I want to know is if you have a saying of how YOU would have taken it and why :) I love to learn so in essence I like to hear what you would do different just not "I wish you would stop taking photos with slow settings or I wish you would stop using filtered light when taking shots" etc. That is my style, you like it or you don't it doesn't insult me if you dont like it that is freedom of choice, but I do not like it when people insist I do my stuff differently. :)
.... now for some more photos. They are a mix of the bands so don't ask me who is who just yet the ones I know for sure are Dead to Fall (DTF) and they will be marked.
( Many more images )
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| Thursday, March 30th, 2006
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|Entry#1324| 10:44 am | Rest of 200 bands I have heard/worked with/or felt needed to be mentioned!
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Rest of 200 bands I have heard/worked with/or felt needed to be mentioned!
Comprehensive list of all of the bands on my list.
If in bold I have worked with them, taken photos of them, or have a scheduled shoot/show with them. Please note many of the bolded artists have gallery links of images I've done of them. I'd love for everyone to check them out :) These are only in the order that come up on my friends page so doesn't matter if they are up top or at the bottom they are all great in some way to me! I've included links to add them to your myspace and any songs they have up for download as well. If any of the links don't work with the mp3s it could be myspace burping as usual, they have taken that song down, or human error (I am human despite what some believe hah!). If links are broken give me a shout at which one and time to fix it/check it out.
I have about 600 more to do, but I'm going to post them every 100. Enjoy!
If you know of any bands I should check out anywhere please leave a comment, or message me somehow.
Thanks!
130. JOEY AUCH - From East (Alternative / Pop / Rock) Download his song: Halo| Add to Friends 131.28N - From Newcomb, New York (Rock / Pop / Alternative) Download their songs: My Radio| Sleep Walker| View My gallery of them| Add to Friends 132. SpencerAcuff - From CARRBORO, NC (Rock / Alternative) Add to Friends 133. The Falls Lost - From CHARLOTTE, NC (Rock / Acoustic / Alternative) Download their songs : Everything Broken| Love Again| Better this way| Tired| Add to Friends 134. Analog Missionary - From United States (Shoegaze / Ambient / Progressive) Download their songs: satellite| Dirty Road| Lilith| Secret Race| Add to Friends 135. The Limit - From New Haven, Connecticut (Rock) Download their songs:Closer| The things you want| best thing| Real| View My gallery including them| Add to Friends 136. Vaya - From Atlanta, Georgia (Rock / Indie) Download their song: diamond girls| Add to Friends 137. Angie Aparo - From ATLANTA,GA (Rock / Indie / Pop) Add to Friends 138. The Emotron - From MCDONOUGH (Punk / Rock / New Wave) Download his songs: 1989| As your teenage vagina says| Bigger than JC| The Bethune Theory| View My gallery of him| Add to Friends 139. Poprocket - From CHARLOTTE, NC (Rock / Indie / Alternative) Download their songs: Love will destroy us| True love was(live) | The Ballad of Small| View My gallery of them| Add to Friends 140. Switchfoot - From San Diego, CA (Rock) Add to Friends( The rest for now )
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|Entry#1323| 10:41 am | 129 bands I have heard/worked with/or felt needed to be mentioned
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List 1+2: 200 bands I have heard/worked with/or felt needed to be mentioned!
Comprehensive list of all of the bands on my list.
If in bold I have worked with them, taken photos of them, or have a scheduled shoot/show with them. Please note many of the bolded artists have gallery links of images I've done of them. I'd love for everyone to check them out :) These are only in the order that come up on my friends page so doesn't matter if they are up top or at the bottom they are all great in some way to me! I've included links to add them to your myspace and any songs they have up for download as well. If any of the links don't work with the mp3s it could be myspace burping as usual, they have taken that song down, or human error (I am human despite what some believe hah!). If links are broken give me a shout at which one and time to fix it/check it out.
I have about 600 more to do, but I'm going to post them every 100. Enjoy!
If you know of any bands I should check out anywhere please leave a comment, or message me somehow.
Thanks!
1. Elevator Action -From Charlotte, NC (Rock/Rock/Rock) View My gallery of them|Add to Friends 2. Eighteen Visions -From Orange County, California (Rock/Gothic/Alternative) Add to Friends 3. Tokyo Rose - From New Brunswick, New Jersey (Rock/Punk/Emo) Add to Friends 4. Strata - From Campbell, California (Alternative/Indie/Rock) Add to Friends 5. Codeseven - From Winston-Salem, NC (Alternative/Experimental/Ambient) Broken up but they are amazing. Add to Friends 6. Syd - From: Burlington,VERMONT (Rock/Pop) View My gallery of him| Add to Friends 7. Snowden - From Atlanta, GEORGIA (Indie/Alternative/Rock) Add to Friends 8. Project Jones - From Clarksville, TENNESSEE (Rock/Indie/Powerpop) Add to Friends 9. Slow Coming Day - From Orange County, CALIFORNIA (Rock/Indie) Add to Friends 10. Over It - From Huntington Beach, CALIFORNIA (Alternative/Pop Punk/Rock) Add to Friends ( Rest of the List )
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| Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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|Entry#3| 11:59 pm | Friends ONLY
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First things first Hello, and thanks for visiting my journal. This is my personal journal and I would like to keep it that way. I do however do blurty support, but I wish to keep that and this journal seperate. If you have a question you want help with please ask there and not in my personal space , you will get an answer quicker and have more brains to pick for the right one!. You don't have to ask if you can add me to your journal , just add me but make sure to leave a message so I know you did :) Thanks
With journals I update frequently mostly some of my poetry, deep thoughts and silly as anything updates. Prepare y'all.
From now On Friends Only or at least filtered
My journal is work friendly ! Anything not work friendly is behind a cut.
Details you might find in my journal:
- Poetic fun
- Blunt honesty
- Lots of wacky off color humor
- Sexual Content filtered to not offend the younger viewers or people who do not like such things
- No quizzes!!
- Thought streams
- My Art (photography,painting all behind lj-cuts of course)
- Great friends
- Me.
My life is an open book and I hope that I make many more friends here on Blurty like I have in other journal communities. Feel free to add me to your friends list if you haven't already I'm always open for some more! Anyone roaming in here that knows me in real life, prepare this is the raw I don't sugar coat but I would love for you all to get a blurty. Join join! Or at least leave me a message :)
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| Sunday, November 20th, 2005
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|Entry#1311| 1:54 pm | Stryper
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Stryper @ Neighborhood Theatre 2 weeks ago.sensational show I was only allowed to use flash the first three songs... great thing the band liked me enough they allowed me to stay in the photographers pit and take shots the entire show! Thanks to Debbi Jet Jennings for liking me enough to get me the media passes. :)
Full set : http://www.flickr.com/photos/d_saygoodbye/sets/1406099/ well not all the way about 50 I'll add more later here are some below. Posted about 10 below
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| Thursday, November 10th, 2005
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| Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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|Entry#1307| 1:05 pm |
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Death becomes her
 and I shall cry tears that run as red as the innocence falling. and i shall taste crimson to realize what living was and i will fall into this darkness alone and wonder if you can find me in time to lift me up.
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| Saturday, October 29th, 2005
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|Entry#1306| 1:42 am | Halloween stuff, the beginning. catch up soon!
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All images from tonight at Reeds Gold Mine.
Tonight was fun with the kids, and while today ws a completely sad day... it's over and done with and I got a lot of great shots for my personal use nothing else. My heart shows the most when I'm just shooting images to shoot and not worrying about if they can be used for print, or who wants what or if they are going to like my eye.
Tomorrow is "The Noises Ten" show if I'm awake and done my papers by then.
Night night! :)

 ( Halloween at Reeds Gold Mine ) On the hayride. The stars were so bright, the air so crisp and almost silence in the trip we all sat eyes staring at the sky and I thought to myself, this moment should be shared. So I did share it through electrical lines but somehow they were with me anyway. It was a great moment for me, just to have that "time".
The day was hard, but the night was much better. Only up from here and soon is Halloween.
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| Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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|Entry#1300| 9:42 pm | Outside looking in. Self portrait stuff.
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Latest Installment of Annoy Joe photo. Latest Installment of Annoy Joe photo. Only one for the most part I put the camera away, we watched "Constantine" boy I loved that movie. The concept and special effects were neat, yeah some of it was cheesy but nice movie. We talked for hours about life itself and the offer I got last night and I'm debating it hard, but who am I to pick that. My family is my first priority it has to be right? This will benefit and this will harm, I love what I do and what I could pick and what is going on. There are problems in there with that though, evolution. ( Joe shot )
Trying to find you.
 I always seem on the outside looking in on you ( self portrait , and writing to go with them )And I want to say things but then it jolts me, and I want you not not say things and it plants me. There are times and places for the sun to shine , there are times when I sit there in the shadows half wasting to see all that is coming.
You sleep right there glowing, light always upon you and I feel so naive. For things are how they should be and I keep trying to find the light, but you deserve it all , I only take what I can get.
I always seem on the outside looking in on you wondering where the key is.
Why am I longing for rain?
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| Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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|Entry#1296| 3:14 pm | "Gas prices said to reach $4.00 soon in NC" (sorry no lj cut)
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Gas Prices, crippling the city of Charlotte.
 By: Dianna Augustine images by me as well taken this afternoon.
As of today more than thirty gas stations have been shut down due to empty barrels. That is right our reserves for NC are low, "They have not been replenished since Sunday" said many local sources, one being the Mayor.
Though us as the people are not meant to panic , nor are we suppose to line up to get gas that is said to be running out.
Driving my SUV is always a pain but more so when I know it's going to be $40 for a full tank of gas or more. Money that I don't have because I spent that much sitting in line trying to get gas because I truly needed it, not that I was in a panic. Already they are calling it a new depression break and I cannot discount the claims.
We have been urged to travel as little as possible, to rethink our Labor Day Weekend travel excursions. They are asking that people use public transit as a means of transportation at all possible. While we have also been asked to not line up in hoards to get gas, that is all that is happening. Line after line, honking horns, police stationed at each gas supplying spot to avoid any altercations that are happening anyway. Today the lines at the bus stops were longer than I've ever seen in my entire time living in Charlotte. It's an uneasy day , people are even driving slower to conserve gas on the road. The little amount of people that are actually driving. Empty roads, aside from the gas station turning lanes, as I traveled also spoke in leaps and bound.
This is also after many "in the knows" have exclaimed the down time from Hurricane Katrina should not have trickled down price wise for a full month, but due to how they run things now, ec(g)omanical pocket books, we are seeing prices soar from $2.01 to the height out in Lincoln county of $3.99 per gallon and expected to keep rising for the next six months and the level back off at $2.50 a gallon.
Gee thanks for thinking of the little ones on that Mr. President, $2.50 people, you'd think we hit the jackpot!
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| Friday, August 19th, 2005
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|Entry#1292| 4:13 pm | My weekend
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TONIGHT! Baleen Visulite Theatre / CD Release Event
Come wish the guys well on their move from Charlotte to Atlanta. We'll be sad to see them go but can enjoy the night right!
Tomorrow night: Amps 11 free concert @ Visualite Saturday! ( see what I'm talking about ) Come one come all. Bring a friend, bring a lover, hell bring an enemy we all like to see stuff go down ;) Great bands, great company rub elbows with some of the underground to the Charlotte scene. Drop names, pick up others. Get behind my lens and see your shining face posted up on the website and other places.
First five people that tell me (at the show) they saw this add on my myspace(or gj but not many of you live by me!) get to take home a member of a band of my choice ;) To my friends in bands, watch out ! :))))
Dianna
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| Monday, July 25th, 2005
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|Entry#1284| 6:33 pm | photos
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| Monday, July 18th, 2005
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|Entry#1281| 11:27 pm | Survey 10 bands you are listening to now, links included
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What I'm listening to now. Decided to start this one because I'm very interested in seeing the results to this one. I have to thank Robin for introducing me to some of these wonderful bands. Marked with a * if she introduced me. You ROCK ROBIN!!
10 songs/artists I've listened to today.
*1.Syd's album. It trips me out his song about a man leaving everything behind on the fourth of july weekend with no letter nothing, just gone. That is what my husband did.... it hit me in the gut. His music is one that I connect with infinitely and not just that song. His voice is like velvet. Did an article on him for Amps 11. *2.Todd Martin "My Most Myself" (tears just pour when I listen to his raw lyrics) "Feeling Infinite" is trippy and fun. 3. Maxwell's album Embryo, I always pull back to this CD for inspiration of the lighter kind. I'm in a deep thinking analytically post-correction notion tonight... lots of words to say I'm in deep thought. 4.SOAD- BYOB , catchy and I hear it constantly on the radio but I just needed a pick me up. 5.Incubus -new and old stuff they are my favorite band they are a stick in my perma rotation. 6.Jason Scavone and the Noises Ten Just did an interview /show with them and am just trying to keep the music fresh in my memory. Impressive display of many things with this band. I really enjoy the album and the new demos I have in my paws. *7.Patrick Davis his song "This Life" gives me goosebumps. One day I'll have that. *8.Tim Blane, man the pipes on this guy!?! New to him, and the only person on this list I have not met in person, done a tour with, or interviewed. Look forward to that! 9.IN-V It's fun poppy punky music that I like to dance to. I'm excited that my first in print article is on these guys and they will be in my cd and concert rotation for sure. 10 Clifton this one is completely self explanatory. Can't wait until the next show, I like to jam and see people I feel deserve it be up there doing what they do. "Spaceman" hits me in my thoughtful moods, I imagine me
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| Friday, July 8th, 2005
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|Entry#1279| 2:14 pm | Please vote :)
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Vote Zippo Hot Tour & Y-O-U back in Charlotte tomorrow
Please vote for Clifton (or other bands) on www.zippohottour.com. A few honorable mentions of great bands from NC to vote for on this tour are also IN-V and Shadowflag! Vote is up to you but I'm really wanting people to get out there and support the CHARLOTTE scene more. I'll not show favortism as I truly enjoy all bands but ... :))) . Voting ends the 15th. http://www.cliftonfans.com http://www.in-v.com http://www.shadowflag.com
Atlanta based band Y-O-U http://www.pleaserock.com are back at The Evening Muse tomorrow night, ready to shine on stage. Show is at 10pm performing with The Superficials. Oh how I love them guys!
Now I am going to pass out I've been awake doing articles, homework, and tests for how long now? Didn't get a wink of sleep last night ummpph!!
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