no subject   coldr3ality   05:58pm 15/12/2009     lady of dreams i still love you. a beautiful and wonderful girl. i want to keep feeling this way. i know you feel every bit as much love for me. yet it's become spoiled. it doesn't matter, except it does if you let it. one starry night, you and i together under the sky.. perfection, looking into your eyes, you know me. i'm yours. only after a lifetime of sacrifice... now, where am i at to tell the truth, i still love you as insane as it is, what the fuck am i? nothing but an idea of a soul, whatever that is. and i love loving you. and that's all i need to think about        Post   no subject   coldr3ality   12:35am 15/12/2009     FACING THE MUSIC... AND TAKING OUT THE GARBAGE TOO i spent the past four days fucking off, to my dissappointment. i feel flighty. been smoking a lot of cigarettes. been on this laptop a lot. my abs are getting nasty. i've been doing leg lifts with dumbells between my toes. she surely will find she had no problem killing me dead i'm left with memories.. of how i reacted to getting the piss kicked out of my heart. still wondering if i'll become even less pleased with her        5 - Post   no subject   coldr3ality   07:26am 11/12/2009     we got this really fucked up        Post   no subject   coldr3ality   11:38pm 08/12/2009     listening to the wind outside smoking a cigarette last night before i fell asleep i started to hear music something sweet.. like a beautiful warm glow every chord broke my heart i heard a voice... a girl talking but every time i started listening, she went away        Post   no subject   coldr3ality   04:55am 07/12/2009     I'm going to catch you...        Post   no subject   coldr3ality   10:15pm 04/12/2009     chrysophrase necklace pretty green jewel set in silver truth about me what makes me happy may i stay like this.. or may i change let blood flow out of my fingertips image of        Post

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