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::yea well my b/fs gay and doesnt call 'til 6:46 CORRECTION by DJ 6:49 to ask to do something... SORRY hunnie i got plans, so yea me n landon are going down to provo to some show its gunna be funno ...riffic lol well i was going to by a card for shiva that said...when u smile.. i smile when u laugh i laugh, now lets see what happeneds when you take ur clothes off LOL i still mite haha... i love shiva and i love kate!!! <33 well im gunna go now... i have a craving for shrimp... lol well buh byee
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why is it always me that regrets things
i wish so bad that i waited for zack to call...
i miss him so bad
i called him cuzlandon and went to landons friends after the show
i dont really....relate to his friends.. [popular one track minded selfish type]
not to be rude
but i wanted so much to be with him
i called DJ and they said they might not do anything and that theyd call me
5 minutes they said
never called
do i try to hurt myself
whats wrong with me
its not fun when you think your hearts looking for pain, without consolting ur head first
does pain come from your heart , mines does, i can fel it sink deeper every 5 minutes
this is bull shit
LIFE is bull shit
Life is the biggest stress maker in the universe
i want to crumble up and die...
its all my fault i know, i should learn not to fall for guys... for lies, friendship...my heart
my heart always gets me in trouble...causes me pain... god if only my brain was in control, if only my freakin COMMON SENSE had control....CAUTION: you've been here before...BOY WILL BREAK YOUR HEART... step
away from the boy... step away
thats all my fuckin self pity for tonight...tune in next time
FEATURES GIRL FINDING LONELINESS...again
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[29 Nov 2003|11:52pm] |
Save yourself.
Because the only thing that matters
is that you get away from the pain
and the thought of losing your mind.
Don't blame yourself.
It was everyone around you who made you act this way.
There's the stage and your chance to watch it go down.
Don't fake yourself into ever, ever thinking about yesterday.
That was then, this is now. Don't call it undone.
Don't take what you've been dealt.
You can exit out the back and make your getaway
before anyone can see the damage you have done.
This time is the last time so be here, here now.
This time is the last time. Somehow make it through.
State your case. You've got everyone's attention.
What can you say? Thanks or forget what you've been given.
Take your place. Do you think that you deserve the best of everything?
We don't get why you're here. Can you figure it out?
This time is the last time so be here, here now.
You've got to get away.
Oh, I get lost in the thought of losing you.
You've got to get away. I know it's a dream but it must be true.
Wave now goodbye. It's the lesson that you've been given.
You can always move on to better things.
This time is the last time so be here, but be here now.
This time is the last time somehow.
This time is the last time so be here, but be here now.
This time is the last time. Somehow make it through.
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