[[:: hercules!!!::]] [19 Oct 2003|03:11am] I Won't Say (I'm in Love) Meg: If there's a prize for rotten judgement I guess I've already won that No man is worth the aggravation That's ancient history, been there, done that! Muses: Who'd'ya think you're kiddin' He's the Earth and heaven to you Try to keep it hidden Honey, we can see right through you Girl, ya can't conceal it We know how ya feel and Who you're thinking of Meg: No chance, no way I won't say it, no, no Muses: You swoon, you sigh why deny it, uh-oh Meg: It's too cliche I won't say I'm in love I thought my heart had learned its lesson It feels so good when you start out My head is screaming get a grip, girl Unless you're dying to cry your heart out Oh Muses: You keep on denying Who you are and how you're feeling Baby, we're not buying Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling Face it like a grown-up When ya gonna own up That ya got, got, got it bad Meg: No chance, now way I won't say it, no, no Muses: Give up, give in Check the grin you're in love Meg: This scene won't play, I won't say I'm in love Muses: You're doin flips read our lips You're in love Meg: You're way off base I won't say it Get off my case I won't say it Muses: Girl, don't be proud It's O.K. you're in love Meg: Oh At least out loud, I won't say I'm in love post comment

[[::wee?::]] [19 Oct 2003|04:33am] There is MOST DEFINITELY a boyfriend in your future. Never one to miss a chance to meet a guy, you're always "on" and it pays off. At the grocery store, the video store, wherever…you're constantly on the lookout for the next victim. Not that you treat men like shit. Far from it! It's just that you love 'em so much, it's hard to limit yourself to just one. Like M&M's, except your men usually melt in your mouth. AND your hands. Mmmm! Is There A Boyfriend In Your Future? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva post comment

[[:: tell me what you're thinking out loud::]] [19 Oct 2003|09:18pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | guess...ANATOMY ] :: yet another sad and lonely day...its was hot but, it felt gloomy to me...:: -Yea well anyways i had to go shopping with my cool ass family...yea for my mom n ricks wedding...marrige wow...like i really dont think about it that much but it is a REALLY big deal...like...im 15 and i probably havent even came close to the person im going to marry...or i could talk to them everyday and not even think...not that i really plan on getting married...to much..commitment i guess...i dont know, why am i even thinking about marrige..w/e anyways yea we went shoes shopping couldnt find any...o wells then we went to south towne mall and i saw melissa haha she works at some like pizza like stand in the mall...!! i was like o cool i want a job thurr!!! my mom said she needed to see my grades first ehh...there okay i guess Bs..yea then i came home and ate salad and noodles while the rest of my family ate chicken...i was proud i didnt even want any:) poor chicken...even tho they smell they do have feelings...i dunno i guess u think about a lot when u dont really have a lot of things planned like me...i finally convienced my mom that Bricks is a GOOD place and shes letting me go:) wee thursday thrice and coheed it'll be a BLAST...:) yup kelli u best be ready we're gunna have hardcore fun. yup o yea i love shiva shes the greatest cuz she is!! and dont u ever say ur a bad friend just cuz u got mad at that! hell i was mad at myself! its cool!! and if u do say that i'll eat u with a S-P-O-R-K....ouch,hehe.on the other side of my gay ass life...i feel like *someone* isnt talking to me as much...i dunno i dont think i should say anything but i cant help it ...lol...like i dont know i feel neh, hes forgeting me... i guess its best u knoe... i dont want him to hurt...so yea i guess its cool...kinda like tbs... Hate me now so I can move on Make it easier to see that you're gone All the things they're gone too Turn and changed into memories so yea i just dont feel he's opening up and i hate that dont ever NOT open up...its stupid then u'll get everything built up and it'll just be way more stress than u started out with(trust me i know) but im still scared of standing up to people asking questions that i feel uncomfortable asking...so i just blow it off and deal with it...yea so this kinda long lol so yea...i guess i'll go:: post comment

[[::read this...so intense::]] [19 Oct 2003|09:46pm] This song is so intense...it made me a lil sick "sic transit gloria... glory fades" brand new Keep the noise low. She doesn't wanna blow it. Shaking head to toe while your left hand does "the show me around." Quickens your heartbeat. It beats me straight into the ground. You don't recover from a night like this. A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless. A hand moves in the dark to a zipper. Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper, "This is so messed up." Upon arrival the guests had all stared. Dripping wet and clearly depressed, he'd headed straight for the stairs. No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch, unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships. (Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up.) He keeps his hands low. He doesn't wanna blow it. He's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down. His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up. But the body on the bed beckons forward and he starts growing up. The fever, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell. Die young and save yourself. The tickle, the taste of... It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. She hits the lights. This doesn't seem quite fair. Despite everything he learned from his friends, he doesn't feel so prepared. She's breathing quiet and smooth. He's gasping for air. "This is the first and last time," he says. She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like. He is the lamb, she is the slaughter. She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her. Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect. He whispers that he loves her, but she's probably only looking for... (Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up.) So much more than he could ever give. A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship. He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides. He waits for it to end and for the aching in his guts to subside. The fever, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell. Die young and save yourself. The tickle, the taste of... It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up. The fever, the focus. The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell. Die young and save yourself. The tickle, the taste of... It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up. Die young and save yourself. 1 comment|post comment

[[i heard that you were living well, but it doesnt look like ur living to me::]] [19 Oct 2003|11:29pm] m.e.l.i.a.s..p.o.e.m..t.i.m.e as i lay my head down to rest i pray i dont awake just to take this a w a y i wish i had the courge to slit these wrists but courage comes with honesty and honest is something i havent been to myself why fake the smiles why force the laugh it wont get me anywhere, just bring me farther from hope --- the honesty of a blade--- on maddies profile... you could've heard a pin drop when they walked thru the door had to turn my eyes away my heart fell to the floor sumone whispered "where's her halo" cause she had an angels face he stood there smiling, holding on to the one who took my place post comment

[[::if only i was one of YOUR kind ::]] [19 Oct 2003|11:39pm] xxBeautifulTears : i havta pee xxBeautifulTears: :-D yay its Ricky: lol yay its Ricky : one of a kind i tell ya... post comment

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