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::Sheld my eyes from this hate we call the world..the religion, war based world we call home...the evil thoughts of millions of suvillians..the striving effort to break from of everything but somehow end up getting deeper into it..when will the hate stop? when will the war stop..? when will these questions start to ware out? when the hate stops, when the was stops but its a matter of brilliance that can only be descriped in a false hope...
By: melia...::
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::new dashboard oh goodness is it good! ekkk! hehe! my favorite is carry this picture or bend and not break! i got a dvd too! but i dont have a dvd player! DAMNIT so anyone with one wanna invite me over lol! ok peace love and DASHBOARD! eeppp!::
95%
95% of my happiness i show is fake...is that wrong?
the smiles i give, the tourcher i recieve
it bewilders me
the pain i have replaced with happiness, why?
to feel better, to not have to think of it...you...everything
Happiness is the best disguise one where everyone knows that something must be wrong
My bitterness and tears dont show
i dont want them to
i convien everyone im fine but, am i? not inside...
how do i say my happiness is fake
i faked smiling so much, i forgot how to frown
bit inside..its all i do
can i help my self from this imposterious feeling
i fearspilling out...so i remain happy now...
No one shall know my secret...ill get by
everyone does...or so they say
so what should i do
when 95% of my happiness....is fake...?
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