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::look! alicia did it for me! isnt it cooool! hehe! it looks so radical...radical...ekk! lol well tomorrow is regerstration for school. 15 more days! school eeee! then i have to go to my dads err.. i hate him maybe not him just the way he acts... he thinks everyhting i say is funny...my mom just said next time you express feelings to him or tell your opionion and he laughs just say you know laughing is a sign of disrepect and unitelligance tords me...i think its something i do need to say.. and like if he does disrespect me then way would i want to go see him. he thinks im a baby..like i cant have my opionion. err and he trys to change me to the person he wants me to be...wearing different clothes and like trys to make me act different and thing different i hate it. like when i moved to utah he said i had to change just to fit it... it made me angry... i dont need to fit in.. i am me and thats that and he cant see that and i dont know why. He thinks hes perfect and hes not not at all. He tried to show me why he was gone for so long... away from me...he tried to show me the awards he won and things... i told him ... to me there paper are you trying to tell me paper was more important than me...i hate him i do.... i know usual teenagers hate there parents but some people kknow when your dad isnt there...then you have a passion a hate... that u know wont go away and wont grow out of it... i dont know...im going to bed...::
thanks alicia!
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::im babysitting my sister err again... whjy do i always have to i hate it shes not my child ....i dont want to take care of her shes so annoying! errr! ihope she runs away. ya anyways the school err i dont like it... it looks like a school from the movies...like indoors lockers in the halls ... i guess im not use to it... im use to my locker bays and my outdoor school...the mall... the non exsistant flag pole lol stupid seniors... ima miss it so much. i loved that school... ive always wanted to go to that school since i was little er it sucks. Ya i have to go back register for the rest of my stuff thursday... yea... im eating chocolate... mmm.. yea and watching true life im getting divoriced...its kinda stupid...yea..its boring if i were to get married wich i HIGHLY doubt... i would defenatly make sure its the one i love and realllly want to spend the rest of my life like REALLY make sure that its not just lust but you know...who reallt knows the difference ya anyways... i cant wait til school were PEOPLE are...im taking a photography classs i have to buy a camera and everything i think its gunna be coon beans... then a creative writting class...yea and of course what ive been waiting for ..for like years DRIVERSSSS FREAKIN ED! yes! score! im so happie! omg yayeee... he next year for my birthday im hoping for a car! hehe..yea well anyways ima gunna go... later skater daters...
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