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cloverDeVine (12:29:34 AM): will if your magic come back home
DkissXmeXhardC (12:29:42 AM): :'(
cloverDeVine (12:30:19 AM): :-X
cloverDeVine (12:30:52 AM): i need u down here
mhumm... :( yeaa my deVine...i love you...
::im sitting here in my room and im so bored omg its so boring here... tomorrow im going to the pool NO MATTER WHAT...god damnit... humm yea anyways 2 more weeks and rickys gunna be here to visit yayee... but shiva didnt come...yea anyways ..im so bored i dont know what to do ...my mind is going crazy i just want to run away... i wanna go somewhere ..where i knoe people where i can talk to people ..its so boring here... i cant believe it.i just wanna met one person i can hang out with..its inncrediable how there are NO kids in the nieghborhood... errr yea anyways i onno what to say... i dont wanna cry on some journal thing... im so pathetic...ya well bye::
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| i held a fallen star and it wept for me, dieing |
[21 Jul 2003|02:46am] |
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my poem: fallen stars, broken hearts
i've walked the streets alone, without you by my side
The pavement cold and heartless, no feeling, only wet from the tears ive cried
i look in the sky and see only a single star...one star...
i watch as it falls tords me, why does this star fall?
the hurting of my unheard heart cant undersatnd it..because you are not here
the star still falling i look up and i fall onto the pavement brusing my heart and shattering my soul
its the thought that stops this hurting and turns my heart into the pavement, cold, heartless, the thought of the star being another.. one to fall onto the hurting heartof you and mak you shine of gold again..
i lay there shatterd cold...heartless
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[21 Jul 2003|02:49pm] |
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Patrick: sometimes you have to look deep inside yourself to solve your problems....SO IM GOING IN FOR YOU!
::ello everyone...wells today was another boring day.. i couldnt go to the pool cuz i had to freakin babysit... its annoying how i have nothing to do .. i find myself sittin and just doodling crazy non sense... anyways im watching sponge bob square pants yeaaa... haha im so lame....yea. 12 more days til ricky comes yayee! then we can be bored together woo hoo! anyways theres an anatomy of a ghost show on friday and i wanna go! i mite go just alone and hang out..uh by myself! woo hoo..so if anyone lives here (utah) and like anatomy of a ghost IM me! okays! i wanna go! its like 5 bucks so no biggie! lol! maybe if SHIVA came here we could have seen them DAMNIT! lol! ~roar!~
<3 melia
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[21 Jul 2003|05:41pm] |
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last cigarette:whaa...
last car ride:yesterday to hollywood video
last kiss: hehe =D.friday
last good cry: last week on the phone with ricky
last library book: umm i onno..?
last movie seen: two weeks notice
last book read: jack the ripper
last cuss word uttered: god damnit
last beverage drank: hawiian punch
ast food consumed: turkey sandwhich
last crush: wow thats obvious....
last phone call: alicia!
last tv show watched: i love the 80s on VH1 *1985*
last shoes worn: my black converse
last cd played: warped tour 2003
last downloaded: i cant d/l =(
last annoyance :my computer wouldnt work
last disappointment: ricky not visiting me cuz he *hates* the beach =(
last soda drank: root beer
last thing written: rootbeer
last key used: r ..duh
last word/phrase spoken: im not hungry
last sleep: umm last nite
lastIM:shiva!
last sexual fantasy: hahaha me, sexual fantasy... i laugh...im sure shiva laughs too..and kyle haha
last weird encounter:my door closed by itself
time amused: this song *pop punk band* by avoid one thing
last time wanting to die: going to utah
last time in love: right as we speak or type..watever
last time hugged: by amir..
last time scolded: yesterday
last time resentful: tellin my mom i lost something important
last chair sat in: umm...now.
lipstick used: i dont wear lipstick
last underwear worn: shivas orange and white bikini
last bra worn:PINK one!
last time dancing: today TO SUBLIME lol
last poster looked at: crazyfool portait of a punk brad nowell one...
last show attended: anatomy of a ghost OH MAN SOOOO LONG AGO! i crave..
last webpage visited: alicias blurty
1 MINUTE AGO: typing
1 HOUR AGO: swiming
1 WEEK AGO: excited about going o torrance
1 YEAR AGO: cali was in torrace u think ...was at the beach!
I LOVE: a lot of peopless
I HATE: no name
I FEAR: someone forgetting about me...
I HOPE: these 2 weeks go by fast so i can go back to torrance than RICKY comes
I FEEL: alone
I HIDE: from being lonely..at least i try
I DRIVE: i wish i could drive! 6 more monthss!!
I MISS: everyone!
I LEARNED: be pationat
I NEED: to go back to torrance
I THINK: im afriad to think...
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[21 Jul 2003|11:19pm] |
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DkissXmeXhardC (11:03:19 PM): i love yoi
yay its Ricky (11:03:25 PM): luv u more
yay its Ricky (11:03:28 PM): waaay much more
yay its Ricky (11:03:31 PM): ha i win
*smiles*
i now wanna move to park city....DRAPERS GAY! GAY I TELL YOU GAY!
<3melias
roar
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