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(x)So I have been waiting for my photobucket to open now for about 15 minutes... No, theres nothing wrong with the site, or my internet, but since I have so many fucking pictures in one folder it takes a while... If I am not mistaken, haha, I almost said: mistanken, hehehe, mk... I have about 82 pages of pics in this one folder and my dumbass clicked on the *view all*... So now I am waiting... Oh there it goes.
Anywhos, BEEN A WHILE EH? If I had written in this thing as many time as I was somewhere thinking, 'I wish I could sit down and write an entry', my absence probably wouldnt have been as long... Sorry guys................ Plus, I think it is fucked up that a person who used to nearly write every single day has such a writers block that you dont see nothing from them in months. Its just sad. For me. I am sure there is a slew of reasons that prevent me from being able to come here and write, but I dont want to make a post about that... Considering, this might be the only thing you will see from me in a long while... And I really wish I could change that. I really really do.
I miss writing.
So yeah, another year is coming to an end... And boy, this one seemed to have gone quick... Alot, and I mean ALOT, of changes... Was it a good year? Yes. And honestly, I believe next year will be just as good, if not better.
I plan on trying to come on more and write... Although, I am not sure if it will be here or not... I let my account go on LJ and I thought I might start it back up instead of here because, well, it seems to be not-so-fucking-dead over there... But then GJ doesnt require a dammed fee, but same as here, I dont have many peeps to talk to there... And I reckon my life isnt so private that I need to sit and constantly write to myself!
Heres to a wonderful New Year kiddos! And maybe I will get to sit and write more often... I will write here until I make a decision where I want to plant myself o0k? Well, talk soon! (off to finish shit on photobucket) Love yalls.
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(x)I miss writing here in my journals... *sigh* But, I have had to take a much needed break to live life a while to obviously have something great enough to write about... You know, let some thoughts and events accumulate up in my mind?
Well, alot has changed...
The scenery:
I am back in Alabama now... To the place I was born and raised, and its weird... Weird in a good way of course... I was nervous about how I would feel being back here after some time and its turned out that I dont feel as much as the stranger I thought I would be... I mean, you leave one place that you knew your whole life, then you return and so much has changed and you almost feel like you havent changed at all.. But the reality of it is, is that I have changed... This place has changed right along with the years too... Those faces are all just as much older as mine has got... Children are grown into teens and young adults... Spots of land that were just fields, now have big new schools, Wal-Marts, and car dealerships occupying the spaces... And then theres places where old houses used to stand are now parking lots... More people, more cars, more traffic...
The people:
What was once a small hick town set back in the mountains, with old time people, is now a rapidly growing "small" city, with people rushing around trying to get to work, and to get their children to and from school... The children of the people whom I went to high school with... Many new faces, but every once in a while I spot someone whos familiar to me.. That never happened to me in Indiana... Everywhere I went when I lived there, there was new faces... Here, I cant go into WalMart without recognizing someone, or them recognizing me... Its odd... I feel like such a different person now, but yet, there is a person who lives inside me who never left and who never changed.
The names:
The last thing I ever thought I would do in my life would be to move back down here and get married... So I have been married for 2 months and 3 days today... Its great really, I mean, I have a guy who is great to me... Hes the image of the man that I always asked for to have in my life... Someone nice, who isnt mean to Jeremy or myself... What more can I say about that! I finally feel like I am on the path that I am supposed to be following... I feel good about myself and I am content with my life.
Family:
I have contacted all my family who lives here... I have contacted most of my *close* friends who lived here, except one... I know where her mom and dad lives, but times have been too busy right now to go and make contact with them... Hopefully I will get to do that soon... But I have gotten to speak to all my uncles and my aunt, and some cousins, one way or another... ... ... ... Its great to be home.
Some of the things I miss about Indiana though, are my friends... My parents... Thankfully my mom and dad are moving back down here in a couple years... Its been hard being away from them all this time... I was happy to see them in July when they came down for a weeks vacation! And I was terribly sad when they left...
Jeremys dad hasnt had much contact since we have been gone... For me its a relief... For Jeremy it may be something else, although he doesnt show it... He seems to like being here and l am so glad for that... Greg is a wonderful *Dad*... I was suprised the first time he called Greg *dad*... So was Greg LOL! But they get along great and have become good friends... They have alot in common and Jeremy seems to look up to Greg in way he never could with his real father...
Also, I miss my brother and my nephews... Big James and I havent been on speaking terms as of the last few months due to a dumb mistake I made, and even though I have tried to make it right, he wont have no contact with me... So I have just went on with my life... Im sure when hes ready to be my brother/friend again, he will let me know... And sometimes, I miss April too... I mean, I always wanted to have her as a sis-in-law and become good friends with her... We are two different people and didnt get along at times, but we are the same in alot of ways... I guess I am trying to say that I miss what I could have had with her...
You spend enough time away from people you care about, all those bad things that come in between seem so small...
Lets talk about my job! lol... I work at a factory... Oh the life huh? GREAT money... Long hours... Sore feet... But GREAT MONEY!!! haha!!! I inspect the products before they get shipped to the warehouse and what not... The products being, rugs and such... Mainly they are colorful rugs... The kind you would buy at WalMart or Target, or Kohl's and such... Bathroom rugs and potty seat covers... I dont make them, I just inspect them to make sure they are done right and that there is nothing wrong with them... Its a pretty cool job really... Maybe some other time I will get into more detail about it, but as of right now, my feet are killing me and my husband is on his way home from work... So I will get off here and catch back up to yall laters...
If anyone is still around here, drop me a line will ya? I miss yas!!
Toods for now.
PS// a small rant// The TUBE has went off the air :(( Go here to see why: http://www.thetubetv.com/ And if you loved it as much as I do, please go to the site and leave an email to show your support! Tell them to give us back our videos!!!!!!!
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