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|Friday, March 26th, 2004|
No hope and a few tears.
I dont know how to say the words i need to speak.
Im scared..not for me, but you,
You live your life thinking you the shit,
but in all reality, your a tourtured soul.
Your soul with pain thats always free.
How can i hep you? Will you ever see?
Does it feel good knowing your ruining lives that weren't supposed to be broken?
I've come and realized, your just a sick and broken person, who will never be fixed.
How how the anger rushes through my body when i think of you,I wish you can see inside of me.See how i could hurt you, just by letting you see inside my dark deap soul.Seeing my soul, you will realize its hurts to see the truth.
It hurts to know, that your just like me, your just not accepting what you see. You can deny everything but eventually the only thing i want is to see you suffer like how you made me suffer time and time again.Want I really want most is to see you suffer what you once put me through.
Current Mood: pissed off
|Wednesday, March 24th, 2004|
Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are
Well, didnt get to see Adam today, but meh.. This kid i know, came up to me and asked if i hated my life? im like what, i was stunned, cause no one has never asked me point blank like that. Crazy thing is i used to, but now its awsome now. I remember all those years that i didnt want to be here, thinking that i was only put on earth to be tourmented daily. But shit happened and i finally gained the confidence i needed and finally realized why the fuck should i let pathetic fucks put me down and make themselfves feel all high n mighty. Ya, those are the years i wish that would just erase from my mind. A well, live goes on..and now onto the more happy shit i have to say.. Semis tomorrow.Im not going though Why? cause id scare all the innocent pple with my manly legs lol ahah im fucked..but newayz what else can i say...nothing..later :)
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Hey ya- Outcast
|Monday, March 22nd, 2004|
Theres fear that comes with love
Lisa finch feb 20/04
As, u look into my eyes,
you'll see all the hurt and pain u caused.
Never realizing that im the true bitch, i am what it seems.
You hurt me time and time again.
I can finally promise you, it will never happen again.
When you hurt me, i come back in three.
I will hurt you emotionally, physically and mentally.
I was nothing but ur bitch. I can tell u never loved me
People came up to me, and said 'Just let it be"
But why, so u can hurt me twice as hard.
With every word , with every stare..
It hurts to know, your the only one out their
Who knows the real true me..
And it hurts to the point where i dont want to be here.
Waking up, and knowing ur out their.
i wish it would all just end.
but in the end its all about me.
just remember, im the bitch who comes back in three
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Scartissue- RHCP